Channeled Message: It is simply a matter of earth time.

Channeled Message while In Three Forks, MT....This message was personal to me, but I felt it is something to be shared.  

 

Dearest One, 

 

We love you and honor your journey.  Do see yourself as the light?--for you carry the light of home within you.  You are becoming the master that you are ascending to.  You have stepped into the this power magnificently.  You have conquered many of your fears.  We ask you to play and not worry as everything happens the way that it should.  Beauty is all around you--notice it in every moment.  Every breath you take brings you closer to where you wish to be.  Every conscious breath creates your reality in peace.  You are safe where you are.  You are the light of the world--carry it in a way that the world around you knows--just by being you.  You saw the response of the cows they were answering your call because they are looking for light just as all beings are.  There is a knowing of the changes that the earth is preparing to take place.  Every living thing is ready for the Ascension of the Earth.  It is no longer will it occur--it is simply a matter of earth time.  

 

You and your beloved will create a sacred space upon this earth where love will dwell--upon commencement of the love all will see the possibilities. All will learn that with love, strength will come, empowerment will come and the blessings of the new world will come.  It is coming dearest, EstaRa--it is coming.  Please do not fear and please do not doubt--soon a celebration will occur and you will enjoy the boundless love, light and beauty of reuniting with your twinflame.  Know that he holds you dear to him.  He wishes to tell you all--he wishes to share his whole being with you in human form and soon you shall see the blessings of his love.  

Know that you are safe, loved and protected. Soon you will see the riches of your rewards for being the light in so many dark places.  WE love you and are here for you.  

 

Mother Father God.

Channeled Message: Stand Up In Your Power

Channeled Message from The Masters of Light through EstaRa in Three Forks, MT on Monday, September 3, 2012.

Dear Children of the Earth…

Now is the time to stand up in your power, dear ones.  Too many things have happened right before your eyes upon this earth, but dear ones, it has not been your fault for you have not been awake to see what has taken place.  Many things have happened that were out of your control, but we wish you to know that this is no longer the case. For you dear ones are the only ones who can change and create the earth you wish to experience.
 
You have been awakened and you wonder now, what do I do with this? It is time dear ones, for you to stand in your power.  Far too many people are still too busy presenting themselves as caretakers to others, presenting themselves in ways they think acceptable to others and placing their focus outside themselves.  Now is the time to bring the focus back to you and what your purpose upon the earth is.  Your purpose is to shine your soul light for all to see.  Your purpose is to bring your love for all to feel.  Your mission upon this earth is to find the one thing that makes you happy and be the light and love that you feel and we encourage you to live from that point.

Your purpose is not a grand design to be something you already are not.  No dear ones, your purpose is to be completely who you are.  The grand design involves each of you dropping your defenses, allowing your love to empower you and connect you the whole.  Be careful of those who claim to be your leaders for when all is in harmony—leaders are not needed—oneness is.
What you do, feel and experience so too do your brothers and sisters upon earth—we wish to clarify that all living things are your brothers and sisters upon earth.  Be steadfast in your dreams.  Be still in your knowing.  Believe in your power to create the life you desire.  The only thing stopping you is you.  Your belief that this is how it has always been for me or how it has always been done is your downfall dear ones.  For with growth comes change.  If you are not changing then you must ask yourself if you are growing.  Your beliefs are and have been limiting!  Work on creating boundless beliefs.  

We believe in the power of who you are, now the question to ask yourselves is do you believe in the power that you are?   We love you.  We honor you and we respect you.

We are the Masters of Light.

Inspirational Snippet: Relationships: Our Road Map on Our Soul’s Journey

I was prompted to share an article that I wrote back in 2009 because quite honestly it is pertinent to many people today.  I hope you appreciate it as much I as I when I wrote and still feel the words ringing true as I reread them again recently...

Relationships: Our Road Map on Our Soul’s Journey

Relationships are the single most important ingredient in a person’s life experience.  It is impossible to live a life on this planet and not establish relationships with people or animals.  A love relationship is the most prominent relationship in our mind whether we are single, married, gay or straight.  The love relationship stirs up emotions, lessons and whirlwinds.

I asked my angels why are so many of our lessons tied to relationships and their answer is that every lesson we learn is tied to relationships.  Our soul experience enlists other souls on this journey we call life to help us.  My favorite book is The Little Soul and the Sun; it is a children’s parable adapted from the book, The Conversations with God written by Neale Donald Walsch.  It is probably the most powerful children’s book I ever read and quite honestly I think every adult should read it as if it were a manual for their soul.   It should be considered one of many training materials for the newly awakened souls on our planet.  It provides probably the most beautiful definition as to why our relationships may be what they are for us.

Do you ever experience the same relationships over and over: Same person, same relationship, different face, and different name?  That is because the lesson has not yet been learned.  We have made pacts with many souls to help us learn on our life path.  We have recruited people to come into our life and those pacts can’t be undone until we learn what we asked to learn. 

I remember when I was younger I dated the same guy for several years. I say the same guy, but it was really a different person, different name, but the results were all the same.    I hadn’t learned the greatest lesson of all which was to love me above all else.

The greatest lesson of all for each of us is that of self love and acceptance.  It really isn’t about who loves us and if we are loved by another; it is about us being loved by us.  Each relationship we bring into our lives is meant to show us who we are and to bring out our ability to fall in love with ourselves first.   

It is also why relationships do not last forever and are not meant to last forever.  We are meant to come together with one another for the time needed to learn what wisdom each of us has to impart to one another this time around.  I know fairy tales depict a life where we are supposed to be with that one person forever; but the truth is that we are evolving human beings.  What once worked for us may no longer work as we continue to evolve and grow on our journey.  When we enter a relationship with another we make an unspoken agreement with one another about the dynamics of the relationship.  That is to say that we each come into the relationship with our own baggage and at a place in the relationship that works for us.  However, as we all know nothing stays the same and while each of us has a path that we are following we are changing.  As we change, the dynamics of our relationship change and that is when it is time to look at the original agreement.  Often times it no longer fits for both people.  We become very attached to that which we know and are comfortable with; this is often why we develop fear about moving forward and resort to staying in a relationship that is not good for us or one that we know we have outgrown.  The length of time of a relationship always varies on the individuals involved based on their own spiritual growth; sometimes we learn lessons a lot quicker than our partner and sometimes we learn our lessons together.  This is when decisions need to be made about the relationship. A question we often fail to ask and answer sincerely is: are we both willing to work as much as needed for each of us to grow in this relationship?  Sometimes we don’t ask because we don’t want to know the answer: either we are not willing or our partner is not willing to fully work on themselves in order for this relationship to continue in a healthy way.  It takes both people to make it work.   And other times, the answer is so clear that what once brought you together is no longer there.  Regardless of what the answer is we need to ask ourselves in a very general way what do we want in a relationship and then face your relationship and see if it is what you really desire.

Many times people find themselves in a relationship that they realize is or has been over, yet they have stayed because of the financial stability aspect, they have children together or what others may think of them.   The truth is that people stay only because of how they feel about themselves; the other things look acceptable and provide reasonable excuses for them not living their full potential.  That is not to say that everyone should bail on a relationship that is hard---a relationship that presents difficulty allows for growth, but a relationship that has long been outlived represents someone stuck. This is when self-honesty and self love must come into play.

Often at the end of a relationship we fail to remember that it simply is okay to move forward and let go.  Letting go is scary and I am not trying to minimize it as I have experienced my share of fear at the letting go of relationships, but I can promise you that it will be okay.  It is always going to be okay.  And most of all, we can never go back to where we were before this relationship because we are evolving beings who learn from each experience, and it puts us at the very least one step ahead of where we were before.  With time and much healing, we often find our way clear to the next relationship.  No matter what, relationships are our road map on our soul’s journey; each experience points us in our next direction.
I have to admit that sometimes I do need to be reminded every so often while I am in the midst of a relationship that it is something I am drawing to me based on what lessons I chose to learn in this life.  Sometimes it seems easier than others.  I also tend to go back to a poem I wrote four years ago; it tends to really put my thoughts into perspective at the end of a relationship.  I hope it helps you as well. Please see below:

It wasn’t until that moment you walked away that I realized how much love means…
Yes, it is easy to think I am talking about love from you, but in that moment, I realized it is all about love for me.  If I showed myself half the love I gave to you, I would have had a love with you that would have lasted a lifetime.  But in failing to love me fully I failed to let you see your power within.  

It wasn’t until that moment you walked away that I realized how much you gave to me…
You leaving sparked in me what I already knew—but failed to recognize while I was with you…I already had the peace and love I wanted—I had found it within me.  I didn’t need you to complete me—I was already complete when I found you—but I failed to see that as enough even more so I sought for you to give it to me.

It wasn’t until that moment you walked away that I realized how much I found…
Giving up myself to you, I didn’t love me the way I needed to love me.  I reconnected who I was within and took back the power I freely gave away.  I found that with or without you I am whole, complete and loved.

My wish for you is that I hope this holds meaning for many of you who have been struggling inside about the letting go of a relationship in your life...may you find peace within.

Love to you,
EstaRa

Inspirational Snippet: Feeling Your Emotions

Good Morning World,

Up again this morning at 3:00 a.m. and was reading through some emails..oy to be sleeping would be lovely, but the truth is that I have been sleeping for some time and well I am recruited to work at this hour. 

 

Here is a quote I came across..something I always say talk about, but a good reminder....

 

"Feeling things is a human right. There are people living today that suppress feelings as a part of their daily life. A healthy lifestyle begins with a healthy mind. We are humans with an enormous wide range of feelings, it’s important to know what you focus on will grow. Always prioritize your feelings, know that you are important." --Ben Arion

 

I love this quote because it speaks to something I often speak to....how we are supposed to feel our feelings.  We are given such a beautiful array of emotions; therefore that alone tells me we are supposed to allow ourselves to feel otherwise we would not be given the emotions even the ones we call bad....like Anger, like Jealousy, like Fear....on the other end of the spectrum we are also given emotions that appear to some as too good to be true...like Bliss, like Freedom, like Safety, like Worthy...I could go on and on with all kinds of emotions, but the simple truth is that it is okay to feel our feelings. It is okay to be in the moment with what we feel. 

What is not okay is if we stay stuck in those feelings and not allow ourselves to feel the others. Sometimes people only want to feel the happiness because that way they can project that (but know speaking as an intuitive being in touch with her truth and her feelings--what is really projected is what they are trying to hide--truth is always seen)..Sometimes people want to feel only that one feeling so much so that they reach for distractions, addictions to "maintain" that feeling, but in truth they are doing a disservice to themselves and others around them for many reasons, not just the obvious. Some may feel that it is okay because it helps them through their "troubled times",  what it is really doing is prolonging the inevitable and keeping the person stuck.   Some allow themselves to get numb and not allow themselves to feel anything but a minimal amount of emotion that is often disguised as a low level of depression.  It is an interesting conundrum that people experience when it comes to depression...they can feel sad for a long time as they work hard not to feel that which is inevitably present or they can feel sad for a short time while working through that situation/emotion.  I know I am simplifying it, but the truth is that it can all disappear when the emotions are expressed and not suppressed.

A final thought about the quote above, when the author states: "it is important to know what you focus on will grow". That is truth, but what I'd like to connect for you is how that refers to not allowing yourself to feel. It takes all kinds of energy and "skill" at avoiding something, does that not mean you are focusing on it? To me that means you put more focus on it than if you simply allowed the emotions to come through. If the emotions come through, they are felt, released and done with. Emotions are an expression of who you are in any given moment...we are all of it...the good, the bad and the indifferent.

My wish for you today is to feel that which comes your way.

In love,

EstaRa

You Have to Believe We are Magic

It has been awhile since I wrote about my twinflame and me because yes I am still waiting for him to fully reunite with me.  Things are different now because we are speaking in the human form---of course not quite to the  capacity that I wish we were.

I drove to the mountains last weekend because I was guided that I needed to be at the mountains. I was sad and longing for him as I drove home thinking he should be with me.  I shouldn't be traveling alone.  As I drove through one state, there was the sign for a town that has his name.  Just as I said his name outloud I smiled to myself and the radio started to play the Olivia Newton John song...it was beautiful and perfect timing.  But I have to admit from time to time it really does get old.  I am getting way past tired of waiting and really looking for some real human signs of change.

I know he has changed--I sense it and hear it in his voice, but I feel he is afraid to let me know.  My wish for me today is that I humanly receive the sign I am looking for from him.  I am ready and I feel he is too...it is just a matter of time.

I have to provide you all with a side note...when I said down to write this I was really sad and feeling blue. I do realize that I am not  only feeling my sadness, frustration and pain, but his too.  Everyone's emotions really. I am amazed at the paragraph above--it sounds so much more optimistic than I feel at the moment....but I feel like no matter how I feel at any given moment..I always feel like the time is near and the time is now....and soon I will know.

Inspirational Snippet: Piece of Puzzle

I was prompted by my guides to share today's Soul Star Healing facebook message to the children of earth and expand a bit upon it.

Today's Message: You are a beautiful piece of this puzzle you call earth. Allow yourself to simply be guided where your piece fits. It may not be with the one you are with, it may not be in the place you currently reside, it may not be doing what you are doing, but it will be all in divine and perfect order. Remember, dear ones, all is as it should be.

Finding where you fit upon this earth is not always easy nor is it when you have a puzzle spread across your dining room table and trying to find where all the pieces fit.  Did you ever see a child make a puzzle?  They take the most unlikely pieces and try to fit them into spaces.  I ask that you view that as the mistakes you have made along the way.  They may not have fit, but it was definitely worth the try.   Each piece of a puzzle has its place so too do you.  Even if you do not find it right way does not mean that you won't nor does it mean that you never will. It does; however, mean that it would benefit you to keep trying.  Now, as I type this I realize there are some of you thinking that they said above it may not be what I am currently doing and they are correct--it simply means you may have to leave that situation and do something new and different.  How exciting that thought is!  Basically, these beings of light are giving you permission to have what you say you want to have.  Are you excited enough about the possibilties to try it or are you convinced the story you have been telling yourself is the way?  That is a question, that only you can answer.

My wish for you today is that you are not only willing to find where your piece of the puzzle fits upon this Earth, but that you are willing to give up what no longer serves you to find it. .

Love to you,
EstaRa

Inspirational Snippet: Your Day of Independence

Good Morning World,

Happy Fourth of July to my fellow American friends. I wish to say that today should be a day of Independence on many levels.  We should seek freedom to be who we are.  In that freedom alone there are many freedoms: freedom to love one another, freedom to let go of the illusion of the material world, freedom to seek truth from one another and the organizations that we have held in such high regard, freedom to speak our truth and change our reality, freedom to separate from things, people and places that no longer serve us, freedom to rise above the challenges we have been given, freedom to be at peace no matter what ensues around us and just simply freedom to feel.

Those are a lot of freedoms I know, but that is just the tip of the iceberg as I am sure each of you can add more that I may have forgotten at the moment.   What have you been living in that you no longer want to hold you back?  What thing, person or place is not for your highest best good? Today free yourself from them or let today be the day to discover it and make those steps forward. What past pain or hurt have you been wanting to be free of?  Today, declare it is no longer a part of you and make it.  How you ask?  Do not feed it anymore.  Step in the truth of who you are. Every thought, word or feeling helps to shape the reality around you so it is time to honor the truth inside of you.  No longer express yourself in a way that is acceptable to others, express yourself as you are.  Accept yourself as you are.  See today as the beginning of the rest of your life...

As I type this I keep hearing the song in my head...This Magic Moment by Jay & the Americans...the key is not all the lyrics I am told. The message here is simply this Magic Moment is being offered to you today with the energy of the full moon from last night and the powerful energy that has been created on this day as the Day of Independence--the whole world fuels this day with more power because everyone recognizes it. 

Use the magic of the day to create that new reality you so wish to experience--you have all the magic inside of you and everything you want is all yours if you allow it to be. 

Today I wish for each of you to declare your own independence.

In love,
EstaRa