I wasn't able to write this yesterday because I was crying so much. When I woke up yesterday, I was a little under the weather and napped on and off all day. Of course, I don't know about you, but if you have a million and one things to do, you do them even if you are sick or you at least attempt to do them. So at one point yesterday, I grabbed a hold of my mail. Now in case you do not know, I often pick up my mail and put it in a pile on my desk (if you saw my desk you will know what I mean!).
I walked over to my and began to open it. Recently, I ordered a movie from Amazon, Illusion. So as I started to pour through my pile of mail, I found that movie, but I had found a second package that felt like a movie from Amazon.com too. I hadn't noticed it until now that there were two envelopes from Amazon. (I know that tells you how ungrounded I am when I get my mail! hahaha) I opened the Illusion movie and then I grabbed the other one...and the other movie was Somewhere in Time. I didn't order it. It just found its way to my house. I was obviously gifted it, but there wasn't a note or anything in there, simply the movie was there.
At the first look at the movie cover I started to cry. I have seen this movie before and I loved it when I saw it, but I cried like a baby when I saw it back in the late 80's before I met my twinflame (I was only a teen). I cried because I remember the beauty of this movie.
Then, I sat down as I cried and I looked at the cover and saw the following words: "He sacrificed his present for love in the past". OMG I cried. And cried. And cried. (Did I tell you that I cried?) I didn't know what to think....my first feeling was someone has been reading my blog and sent it to me because it is a Twinflame movie and they know it. Then I thought OMG they think I am sacrificing my life (the present) waiting...wasting my time waiting for my twin to wake up and what a tragedy. Then, I went to the emotions of maybe someone saw the movie and thought of me. They understood. They understand. EstaRa needs to know she is not alone and she needs to know others honor her and believe in her.
I don't know who sent it to me, but I am grateful. I am truly grateful for the gift, the love of someone who cares so deeply for me to let me know I am not alone, even if they do not want the acknowledgement, I am truly grateful for knowing that I am loved, appreciated and my writing about this journey of mine is not fruitless. Love and thank you, thank you.
The day went on and I felt a little better and put the thought beside. Then last night I was checking my email and friend of mine sent out a mail with the you tube theme song from the movie, Somewhere in Time. OMG I started to cry again and I realize there is a message in there somewhere. I talked to a friend this morning and she suggested that perhaps I need to watch the movie and maybe there is a message for me in it. I have to admit I am afraid to watch it. I told my friend that if I watch it I worry that I will cry and not come out of the tear storm that will come down my face.
This whole thing really undid me!! (by the way, I believe I am PMS'ing hence the undoing of me...it is always easier on hormones! NOT!) Today, I feel better and I feel clearer that I should watch this movie, but I am teaching class tonight, tomorrow and Sunday I am doing readings so it is not likely for me to watch until Monday. I will keep you posted on when I watch this and what the message may be....or if any of you have a thought as to why I was given the movie and sent an email with the theme music from the movie..I'd love to hear it...
for now...I hold the faith that it is soon. (If you have not seen this movie, you should totally see it especially if you are experiencing a twinflame thing of your own.)
Friday, January 27, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: When You Know You Are Done
Today's message came to me while I was lying in bed. It is about when you know you are done it is not out of anger or fear that you decide (though that may have been your motivation for discovering you are done), but it is out of love. You accept that the next step on your journey is to let go and move on. In doing so you are expressing not only love for yourself, but love for the other person too. I asked my guides for clarity and it evolved to another conversation with them so to speak:
When you decided to come to earth (every time you have chosen to experience a lifetime), you gathered together with the major souls who were going to be part of your journey (the main characters if you will) and agreed to assist one another on their path. The plan was set into motion and would evolve by the choices one makes on their journey (of course there is free will). It was agreed that there would be a reason to come together and there would come a time to part for the lessons have been learned. All parties agree. (EstaRa asked what about the children? How could their lessons have been learned?) The children have chosen the particular family based on the lessons that those people within that family have chosen to experience. The agreements were created to assist each soul on their process of ascension.
The earth has always been a school. A school where each soul gets the opportunity to learn what they wish. (It is almost like when you can select what classes you wish to experience in your educational system instead you are selecting what experiences you wish to have.) The experiences are the lessons. They have always been the experiences to bring you back to God---the process of Ascension. Sometimes the lessons come immediately by being born and raised in the family and sometimes those lessons are learned if and when the family is apart. There is so much value in your journey and on your path. Living life on earth has so much to offer.
Things have changed dear ones. The time has come for you to know that agreements have been upheld and the lessons are here for you to learn (Some of you have already learned what is necessary.). However, there was an expiration date for the agreements. Not something you can imagine, can you? The expiration date is this year, the year of 2012. Agreements started to become null and void after October 28, 2011. What does that mean for you? It simply means you are done with your agreements and you have carried out your plan marvelously, but now is the time to choose what you will do with that knowledge. You have followed the rules of the school so well and easily forgotten that you are the one in control and you are the one in power. You have remained powerless often due to the agreements you had made and to the belief systems you so willingly accepted. Now, it is time to take back your power. The only thing holding you back dear ones, is you.
The agreements expired. Again, what does that mean? It means you can freely move about the planet. (We hope you like that line, EstaRa loves that tag line from one of her favorite airline commercials.) It means you no longer are tied to situations, people, places or things like you were in the past. The only thing holding you in that stagnant place is you. You have a choice now to truly follow your heart. It is time to become aware of the gift you have within you. All roads are open, which path do you choose? One that you pave by way of seeing your power and magic or one that you follow because it appears to be the most accepted? The turmoil on your planet has more to do with your own inner turmoil than it does with anything outside of yourselves. If you find peace within you find peace without.
EstaRa once wrote an article that shared the following...."Everyone wants peace on earth, but how in a world that does not know peace within is that possible? The key to world peace is to for each individual to find peace within themself for only then can they know what world peace is." EstaRa's wake up mission was to turn on the lights. She was given her mission.."Promoting HOPE (Healing Our Planet Earth) one person at a time through turning on the lights. You are the lights dear ones. You are the lights. This is the final year of this mission for EstaRa because as she has ascended and evolved so too has her mission. She will have succeeded in turning on the lights of those she meets. She does it simply by being. Your job dear ones is, now that EstaRa has assisted you in turning them on, to keep them on. EstaRa offers many ways for you to keep them turned on by way of her writing, her classes and her BE-ing, but the ultimate responsibility now lies within you. We bid you a day of magic, a day of knowing and a day of discovering when you know you are done. For in that moment, in that awakened moment of knowing you have completed that agreement, all things become possible even humanly from a place of love.
It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today. Namaste. The Masters of Light.
Be love,
EstaRa
When you decided to come to earth (every time you have chosen to experience a lifetime), you gathered together with the major souls who were going to be part of your journey (the main characters if you will) and agreed to assist one another on their path. The plan was set into motion and would evolve by the choices one makes on their journey (of course there is free will). It was agreed that there would be a reason to come together and there would come a time to part for the lessons have been learned. All parties agree. (EstaRa asked what about the children? How could their lessons have been learned?) The children have chosen the particular family based on the lessons that those people within that family have chosen to experience. The agreements were created to assist each soul on their process of ascension.
The earth has always been a school. A school where each soul gets the opportunity to learn what they wish. (It is almost like when you can select what classes you wish to experience in your educational system instead you are selecting what experiences you wish to have.) The experiences are the lessons. They have always been the experiences to bring you back to God---the process of Ascension. Sometimes the lessons come immediately by being born and raised in the family and sometimes those lessons are learned if and when the family is apart. There is so much value in your journey and on your path. Living life on earth has so much to offer.
Things have changed dear ones. The time has come for you to know that agreements have been upheld and the lessons are here for you to learn (Some of you have already learned what is necessary.). However, there was an expiration date for the agreements. Not something you can imagine, can you? The expiration date is this year, the year of 2012. Agreements started to become null and void after October 28, 2011. What does that mean for you? It simply means you are done with your agreements and you have carried out your plan marvelously, but now is the time to choose what you will do with that knowledge. You have followed the rules of the school so well and easily forgotten that you are the one in control and you are the one in power. You have remained powerless often due to the agreements you had made and to the belief systems you so willingly accepted. Now, it is time to take back your power. The only thing holding you back dear ones, is you.
The agreements expired. Again, what does that mean? It means you can freely move about the planet. (We hope you like that line, EstaRa loves that tag line from one of her favorite airline commercials.) It means you no longer are tied to situations, people, places or things like you were in the past. The only thing holding you in that stagnant place is you. You have a choice now to truly follow your heart. It is time to become aware of the gift you have within you. All roads are open, which path do you choose? One that you pave by way of seeing your power and magic or one that you follow because it appears to be the most accepted? The turmoil on your planet has more to do with your own inner turmoil than it does with anything outside of yourselves. If you find peace within you find peace without.
EstaRa once wrote an article that shared the following...."Everyone wants peace on earth, but how in a world that does not know peace within is that possible? The key to world peace is to for each individual to find peace within themself for only then can they know what world peace is." EstaRa's wake up mission was to turn on the lights. She was given her mission.."Promoting HOPE (Healing Our Planet Earth) one person at a time through turning on the lights. You are the lights dear ones. You are the lights. This is the final year of this mission for EstaRa because as she has ascended and evolved so too has her mission. She will have succeeded in turning on the lights of those she meets. She does it simply by being. Your job dear ones is, now that EstaRa has assisted you in turning them on, to keep them on. EstaRa offers many ways for you to keep them turned on by way of her writing, her classes and her BE-ing, but the ultimate responsibility now lies within you. We bid you a day of magic, a day of knowing and a day of discovering when you know you are done. For in that moment, in that awakened moment of knowing you have completed that agreement, all things become possible even humanly from a place of love.
It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today. Namaste. The Masters of Light.
Be love,
EstaRa
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Day 10: Marry Me
As you all may have noticed I did not blog yesterday. It was not intentional at first; I really did not have time to blog yesterday as I have had so much that had to be done. Then I got home last night at 9 p.m. or so and well the truth is that I didn't want to write about my twin because I was feeling sad and didn't want to put that energy out there.
It gets hard for me to make it through some days and well Tuesday, I just put the message out to my guides and angels to bring me some message today. Now, I don't know about you, but for the most part I can shut out background music when I am shopping because quite honestly lately when I go to the store now I am usually on a mission. (The energy is too much for me to linger too long!) So I went into one store and heard..."If I get the courage to (didn't hear anything else)....Marry Me." Then I walked into another store and the same song was playing, but I caught the same lyrics. Wow....the first time, I thought coincidence, but it really is never a coincidence (though I am still human at times and tend to doubt hence the homework from my guides to keep the faith).
Then, much later in the evening I was driving home and turned the radio on and guess what was playing? Yep, the same lyrics and this time I listened to more of the song. It is the song Marry Me by Train....
I was going to write about that above stuff yesterday morning, but never got to. So instead, I went to bed and my wish was to have sweet dreams of me and him. I used to have dreams where he and I would meet and discuss things going on in his life. I haven't had one of those in awhile and I miss them...anyone listening out there? hahaha
This morning I woke up at 6:30 and lingered in bed until about 8:30. I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to experience another day without him. So I didn't get up right away instead I laid there breathing and doing some energy work on my body. I could feel him. I could feel my twinflame and could him next to me in my bed (no he is not physically here with me), but I could feel him and I just laid in bed and talked to his spirit. He told me he loved me. He told me he thinks of me all the time. He told me that he misses me. (I swear if you were there in my room you would think wow she really does talk to herself.) He said he doesn't know. He said he couldn't figure it out. I cried a little, but I felt him and I felt closer to him today in a different way.
My beloved, you do know, you can figure it out, you are strong, you are courageous. I have faith in you! Thank you all for being my witness to this extraordinary experience that I am having.
It gets hard for me to make it through some days and well Tuesday, I just put the message out to my guides and angels to bring me some message today. Now, I don't know about you, but for the most part I can shut out background music when I am shopping because quite honestly lately when I go to the store now I am usually on a mission. (The energy is too much for me to linger too long!) So I went into one store and heard..."If I get the courage to (didn't hear anything else)....Marry Me." Then I walked into another store and the same song was playing, but I caught the same lyrics. Wow....the first time, I thought coincidence, but it really is never a coincidence (though I am still human at times and tend to doubt hence the homework from my guides to keep the faith).
Then, much later in the evening I was driving home and turned the radio on and guess what was playing? Yep, the same lyrics and this time I listened to more of the song. It is the song Marry Me by Train....
I was going to write about that above stuff yesterday morning, but never got to. So instead, I went to bed and my wish was to have sweet dreams of me and him. I used to have dreams where he and I would meet and discuss things going on in his life. I haven't had one of those in awhile and I miss them...anyone listening out there? hahaha
This morning I woke up at 6:30 and lingered in bed until about 8:30. I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to experience another day without him. So I didn't get up right away instead I laid there breathing and doing some energy work on my body. I could feel him. I could feel my twinflame and could him next to me in my bed (no he is not physically here with me), but I could feel him and I just laid in bed and talked to his spirit. He told me he loved me. He told me he thinks of me all the time. He told me that he misses me. (I swear if you were there in my room you would think wow she really does talk to herself.) He said he doesn't know. He said he couldn't figure it out. I cried a little, but I felt him and I felt closer to him today in a different way.
My beloved, you do know, you can figure it out, you are strong, you are courageous. I have faith in you! Thank you all for being my witness to this extraordinary experience that I am having.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: Within You
This morning's snippet has evolved into becoming a conversation with me and my guides. Open your hearts dear ones they say as you read this, for everything you need to know is here and highlighted for you.
When I woke up this morning I felt a great deal of frustration and realized it was not mine alone. Some was my twinflames as he is getting "hammered" by the energy to make a change in his life and the truth is that he knows he needs to, but he fears what others will think because some of the changes that need to happen are drastic and dramatic. He is also afraid of taking that step in fear that the sidewalk ends. These are some of the same fears that others are experiencing with the "hammering" energy prevalent on the planet. The hammer is being dropped on what it is that no longer serves you. Things will get more difficult at first gradually and then more intense. Everyone is experiencing it on some level. Those of us that have been working hard at clearing away what no longer serves us; and I do mean working because, boy it has been a challenge at times for the last several years, we are getting a bit of a breather if you will. Thank goodness. Now when I say breather by no means am I getting a breather from other people's stuff. Hence why I woke with this feeling of overwhelm by everyone choosing to dump their stuff whether it is directly on me or others; whether that is their intention or not it happens. Those of us that are sensitives are experiencing it more.
My guides prompted me this morning to sit with the energy and understand it a little better. They told me that I already knew what I needed to do. I sat with it and heard the answers from within me. I heard what I needed to take care of for me. In those answers what I needed to take care of me would be ultimately helping better take care of others themselves. I bring this up today because it is the truth. We do know what to do. We have all the answers inside of us....quite often we choose not to see them. I used to believe that it wasn't simply not always on someone's radar, but now I know differently. Everything is out there for revealing--everything. And in this energetic time of change and transformation, EVERYTHING IS RIGHT INSIDE for us to see. Perhaps we have sought answers from other people, perhaps we have sought prayers from other people, but the truth remains the one person that needs your prayers and your thoughts is you!!! Yes, perhaps, we have been getting subtle external messages about what needs to be done, but now the universe is bringing them to the forefront of our minds as things that need to change---this is only happening (the hammering I speak of ) as a reflection of what is transpiring inside of us; so ultimately, you are bringing it on. Do not blame others, do not fault others, you are the one in this because you are still choosing this. No choice, you say? No decision you make is a choice. What do you do? You wonder. You can continue to ask others for help or ask their advice but the truth remains you must do the work. You already have the answers within you as to what to do next. My guides ask you to answer the following: What are you waiting for? Is it fear? Is there a way to avoid the truth inside of you? Is getting the same answers from everyone really benefitting you if you do not do something with that information? What is your reason for keeping things the same? What is your reason for not choosing love? You have no excuses anymore....love is the only reason to choose anything in this world. Love is.
Be at peace,
EstaRa
When I woke up this morning I felt a great deal of frustration and realized it was not mine alone. Some was my twinflames as he is getting "hammered" by the energy to make a change in his life and the truth is that he knows he needs to, but he fears what others will think because some of the changes that need to happen are drastic and dramatic. He is also afraid of taking that step in fear that the sidewalk ends. These are some of the same fears that others are experiencing with the "hammering" energy prevalent on the planet. The hammer is being dropped on what it is that no longer serves you. Things will get more difficult at first gradually and then more intense. Everyone is experiencing it on some level. Those of us that have been working hard at clearing away what no longer serves us; and I do mean working because, boy it has been a challenge at times for the last several years, we are getting a bit of a breather if you will. Thank goodness. Now when I say breather by no means am I getting a breather from other people's stuff. Hence why I woke with this feeling of overwhelm by everyone choosing to dump their stuff whether it is directly on me or others; whether that is their intention or not it happens. Those of us that are sensitives are experiencing it more.
My guides prompted me this morning to sit with the energy and understand it a little better. They told me that I already knew what I needed to do. I sat with it and heard the answers from within me. I heard what I needed to take care of for me. In those answers what I needed to take care of me would be ultimately helping better take care of others themselves. I bring this up today because it is the truth. We do know what to do. We have all the answers inside of us....quite often we choose not to see them. I used to believe that it wasn't simply not always on someone's radar, but now I know differently. Everything is out there for revealing--everything. And in this energetic time of change and transformation, EVERYTHING IS RIGHT INSIDE for us to see. Perhaps we have sought answers from other people, perhaps we have sought prayers from other people, but the truth remains the one person that needs your prayers and your thoughts is you!!! Yes, perhaps, we have been getting subtle external messages about what needs to be done, but now the universe is bringing them to the forefront of our minds as things that need to change---this is only happening (the hammering I speak of ) as a reflection of what is transpiring inside of us; so ultimately, you are bringing it on. Do not blame others, do not fault others, you are the one in this because you are still choosing this. No choice, you say? No decision you make is a choice. What do you do? You wonder. You can continue to ask others for help or ask their advice but the truth remains you must do the work. You already have the answers within you as to what to do next. My guides ask you to answer the following: What are you waiting for? Is it fear? Is there a way to avoid the truth inside of you? Is getting the same answers from everyone really benefitting you if you do not do something with that information? What is your reason for keeping things the same? What is your reason for not choosing love? You have no excuses anymore....love is the only reason to choose anything in this world. Love is.
Be at peace,
EstaRa
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Day 8: Our Meeting
So I woke up this morning with the only thought and vision in my mind was of the night I met my twinflame. The night we physically met in person because as you know I met him online. I met him one year and four months after I was talking to him nearly every day several times a day. Hours at a time. Sometimes we would "come home" to each other after a long day. We would start talking on the phone 7:30/8:00 p.m. at night and talk until the wee hours of the morning. It was like having met my other half (okay, so I did! I just didn't really acknowledge that at first because really how weird was it from a human perspective to have feelings for someone you met online and let alone never met or saw a picture of? Yes, I can be a normal human too---even if I am and have always been blessed with a higher perspective.) I remember when he first developed feelings for me and admitted them...it was six months after talking daily. I was still holding back because I was afraid to really let him in because I had recently been hurt in a relationship.
Anyway, I digress I don't want to talk about year before meeting I just wanted to share what was in my heart this morning when I woke up. We had never exchanged pictures. My reasons for not sending pictures were because he wouldn't send one to me. I also was afraid he wouldn't like me. We had never talked about superficial stuff like what do you like about someone and what do you want in someone; ya know, the stuff that most people focus on instead our conversations were incredibly about everything in life...his work, my work, our experiences...like I said he was my other half and someone that I couldn't imagine my life without to be honest. By the way, I am a psychic ya know and I could see things. I was so connected to this man that I could see him even before I met him. I knew what he looked like....he was gorgeous in my mind. I would even tease him and tell him what I thought he was wearing...like a blue suit and blue shirt. He once asked are you here in my office with me? I just was so connected to him that I could astrally travel to see him.
Anyway, this morning I had this vision and reminder, if you will, of the night that I met my twinflame in person. I saw the casino. I have not been back to the casino since we met that night. I saw the vision as I walked into the casino on the phone with one of my friends telling her how nervous I was. Walking down the hall of the casino on the way to the Native American statue in the center court, I saw him before he saw me. I saw him walk over to the phone. I said to my friend if the phone rings in the next 30 seconds it is him. It rang and it was him. I saw that this morning...it reminds me of his courage and strength to meet me. I was so proud of him because I knew how nervous he was. Just as much as I was, but with all his phone calls on his way to the casino suggesting he turn around and go back; I was less nervous than him.
As I type this, I am hearing my guides say hold onto the faith...the faith in him. The faith in his ability to step into the powerful, courageous being of light that he is...I love you, my twinflame....not hat he is reading this in human form, but on a spiritual level he hears my heart as I hear his.
Anyway, I digress I don't want to talk about year before meeting I just wanted to share what was in my heart this morning when I woke up. We had never exchanged pictures. My reasons for not sending pictures were because he wouldn't send one to me. I also was afraid he wouldn't like me. We had never talked about superficial stuff like what do you like about someone and what do you want in someone; ya know, the stuff that most people focus on instead our conversations were incredibly about everything in life...his work, my work, our experiences...like I said he was my other half and someone that I couldn't imagine my life without to be honest. By the way, I am a psychic ya know and I could see things. I was so connected to this man that I could see him even before I met him. I knew what he looked like....he was gorgeous in my mind. I would even tease him and tell him what I thought he was wearing...like a blue suit and blue shirt. He once asked are you here in my office with me? I just was so connected to him that I could astrally travel to see him.
Anyway, this morning I had this vision and reminder, if you will, of the night that I met my twinflame in person. I saw the casino. I have not been back to the casino since we met that night. I saw the vision as I walked into the casino on the phone with one of my friends telling her how nervous I was. Walking down the hall of the casino on the way to the Native American statue in the center court, I saw him before he saw me. I saw him walk over to the phone. I said to my friend if the phone rings in the next 30 seconds it is him. It rang and it was him. I saw that this morning...it reminds me of his courage and strength to meet me. I was so proud of him because I knew how nervous he was. Just as much as I was, but with all his phone calls on his way to the casino suggesting he turn around and go back; I was less nervous than him.
As I type this, I am hearing my guides say hold onto the faith...the faith in him. The faith in his ability to step into the powerful, courageous being of light that he is...I love you, my twinflame....not hat he is reading this in human form, but on a spiritual level he hears my heart as I hear his.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Day Seven on My Quest to Keep the Faith
Good Morning, Everyone.
Woke up in the middle of the night with the song on my head. When I woke up again this morning, I heard it again. It was playing over and over again in my head. Often how I get messages is the music that plays in my head upon waking. This is the song:
I want to suggest you really hear the lyrics. I feel like the song is about a choice and a new beginning. (Perhaps that is not what is meant by Duran Duran, but I have to go with my gut on this one and it feels like leaving behind the old is a choice and waking to the light of your soul on this new moon is another choice.) My guides for the past few weeks have been saying hibernate, hibernate and all will be different on January 23rd. I didn't realize what they meant until a couple of days ago when I figured out that it was the new moon today and things began to feel a little lighter. There was a sense of forward movement in the universe.
As I type this for all of you, I realize that the song has a lot to do with my twinflame. Today is the new moon and his life will take a turn too. It is time to move forward and boy will life move forward not only for me, but for him as well as all of you too! I want to tell him to get ready, life is about to happen and love is about to become the choice he makes. It feels like the energy has been stagnant and in a stalemate since the Solstice on Dec. 21st. We are getting the go ahead from our angels and guides to take those steps to move forward whether we consciously take them or not. My beloved is going to consciously wake up to love sooner than he even thinks. I feel it to be true today....or has he already?
About an hour after working out this morning, I heard the following song...Could it be I'm falling in love? A song that I heard for a few weeks back in the end of summer of 2010. It was from my twin when we hadn't talked for three months and he was longing to connect with me and he did and all I could feel with him was love when he did connect with me. He even told me he loved me when we talked again. Another long story which I shall share another day... Back to the song, I feel like this is from my twin letting me know he is choosing love....on that note....
I am off for now...I feel more at peace today than the past weekend...
Woke up in the middle of the night with the song on my head. When I woke up again this morning, I heard it again. It was playing over and over again in my head. Often how I get messages is the music that plays in my head upon waking. This is the song:
I want to suggest you really hear the lyrics. I feel like the song is about a choice and a new beginning. (Perhaps that is not what is meant by Duran Duran, but I have to go with my gut on this one and it feels like leaving behind the old is a choice and waking to the light of your soul on this new moon is another choice.) My guides for the past few weeks have been saying hibernate, hibernate and all will be different on January 23rd. I didn't realize what they meant until a couple of days ago when I figured out that it was the new moon today and things began to feel a little lighter. There was a sense of forward movement in the universe.
As I type this for all of you, I realize that the song has a lot to do with my twinflame. Today is the new moon and his life will take a turn too. It is time to move forward and boy will life move forward not only for me, but for him as well as all of you too! I want to tell him to get ready, life is about to happen and love is about to become the choice he makes. It feels like the energy has been stagnant and in a stalemate since the Solstice on Dec. 21st. We are getting the go ahead from our angels and guides to take those steps to move forward whether we consciously take them or not. My beloved is going to consciously wake up to love sooner than he even thinks. I feel it to be true today....or has he already?
About an hour after working out this morning, I heard the following song...Could it be I'm falling in love? A song that I heard for a few weeks back in the end of summer of 2010. It was from my twin when we hadn't talked for three months and he was longing to connect with me and he did and all I could feel with him was love when he did connect with me. He even told me he loved me when we talked again. Another long story which I shall share another day... Back to the song, I feel like this is from my twin letting me know he is choosing love....on that note....
I am off for now...I feel more at peace today than the past weekend...
Inspriational Snippet: Self Created Mystery
Good Morning,
I woke to find this quote in my inbox and thought how appropriate it is to share on this day of the New Moon. A quote by Thomas Merton:
"The world as pure object is something that is not there. It is not a reality outside us for which we exist....It is a living and self-creating mystery of which I am myself a part, to which I am myself, my own unique door."
I love this quote because it speaks to us clearly about the fact that we create our life. What we feel and live inside ourselves (our heads and hearts) is what we are living not what the outer world is making us be and become because our outer world is a reflection of what is going on in our inner world. You are the creator of your life. Every thought, feeling and belief is what opens the door to what we experience. Hence, why Thomas Merton suggests the self- creating mystery. What we feel and think moment to moment creates the mystery known as our life. You have to love the power we have.
My wish for you is to understand this, be more conscious of your thoughts and beliefs and to create from a place of love, a place you wish to be and make the life you have always dreamed of happen. If you are having difficulty in doing this and need a little help. My guides suggested that I offer a class in February called "Manifest Your Dreams with Your Thoughts"; it will be held two Saturdays, February 18, 25 from 2:00 to 4:00 p.m. (The date that went out was incorrect in my class listings--oops!) This class will jumpstart your ability to manifest your dreams.
Be love,
EstaRa
I woke to find this quote in my inbox and thought how appropriate it is to share on this day of the New Moon. A quote by Thomas Merton:
"The world as pure object is something that is not there. It is not a reality outside us for which we exist....It is a living and self-creating mystery of which I am myself a part, to which I am myself, my own unique door."
I love this quote because it speaks to us clearly about the fact that we create our life. What we feel and live inside ourselves (our heads and hearts) is what we are living not what the outer world is making us be and become because our outer world is a reflection of what is going on in our inner world. You are the creator of your life. Every thought, feeling and belief is what opens the door to what we experience. Hence, why Thomas Merton suggests the self- creating mystery. What we feel and think moment to moment creates the mystery known as our life. You have to love the power we have.
My wish for you is to understand this, be more conscious of your thoughts and beliefs and to create from a place of love, a place you wish to be and make the life you have always dreamed of happen. If you are having difficulty in doing this and need a little help. My guides suggested that I offer a class in February called "Manifest Your Dreams with Your Thoughts"; it will be held two Saturdays, February 18, 25 from 2:00 to 4:00 p.m. (The date that went out was incorrect in my class listings--oops!) This class will jumpstart your ability to manifest your dreams.
Be love,
EstaRa
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