Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Quick Energy Update 11/28/2017

Quick Energy Update:

Do you remember when you were a child and your biggest concern was having your homework done for school the next day? I have been having a ton of flashbacks to those times/memories over the last weeks, but I am beginning to realize that is not the case.

Instead, I believe I/we are integrating different timelines into my new multi-dimensional lightbody. I know my guides told me I/we would start to wear that "new body suit" (multi-dimensional lightbody) last year and would experience several upgrades and shifts to make it fit over this past year. Well, I think it fits and integration of the many timelines/dimensions are finally integrating.

I see it like a patchwork coat that I/we are wearing; a patch representing different experiences over different times/spaces making us complete, but first showing us what needs tailoring so to speak. It appears some of the most difficult aspects to integrate come from childhood which is why some childhood memories are surfacing as inner child aspects to be healed/tailored to fit more comfortably within that coat. Please heed some of those memories, they are like the keys to unlock your potential/future/dreams.

As we enter this time of massive integration, you will experience several personal internal shifts as
well as external shifts in your life. We are entering Mercury Retrograde Shadow period which will allow room for this integration to take place. I have been working through a great deal of inner child healing and I am going to be sharing that with all of you in the coming weeks. I will be hosting an Inner Child Healing Workshop for my clients--stay tuned for the details in December. Meanwhile, let your inner child speak to you. Allow he/she to play as well as teach you what you have been avoiding--there is great wisdom to be had at this time.

Namaste. EstaRa

Art: Duguay

Monday, November 27, 2017

Energy Thoughts: I Want to Give Up

Hi Everyone,

IF you are experiencing doubt, fear of the future and wanting to give up, then this message is for you. 

If you are a twinflame on this journey at this time, there is plenty of doubt about the path, what direction to go in and what the next steps are.  I wanted to send out a little message of support for those of you doubting.   

It seems in the last several months, the energy of doubt has amped up for so many of us, that we are questioning our next steps, trying to comprehend what is transpiring in our worlds, most particularly, I feel the twinflames that are awakened to what the journey is, have been hit the hardest.   Please know that no matter where you are on this journey, you are not alone.  You may be wondering, why now?  I have been so strong and so clear about this, but now I just don't know.  I just want to throw in the towel, give it up and have a boring, easier life.   Sound familiar? 

Well, I have been spending time alone over the past weekend due to my back really acting up--I literally couldn't walk, let alone sit, stand or enjoy the American Holiday of Thanksgiving--I was alone.  I spent a great deal of time feeling a host of feelings that were uncomfortable at best, ranging from I hate my life to I just need to get better.  One of them in particular was "I feel like giving up, I don't want to do this anymore."   I was in so much pain that I actually had to take medicine which makes it near impossible to keep my vibration as high as I like,  so accessing words of wisdom from my guides was difficult at best. 

So this morning while laying in bed, contemplating getting up and navigating another day with horrible back and neck pain; (I did move from a walker to a cane--huge difference),  I felt into what is going on with me.  Why is my twin so unavailable to me when I need him the most?  Is he really ever gonna do what he needs to do?   Are we ever going to come to the place of full divine union and leave behind the crumbs of connection?

I am going to share some answers that I received, they brought me a bit of comfort, I hope they bring some help to you too.  I asked my guides what is going on and they answered:

"Dearest EstaRa, we do see the difficult time that you are embodying right now.  We ask you to continue to trust, have patience and faith as everything is being moved into divine and perfect order for you."   ~ Arcturian Masters of Light (You can imagine my thoughts--really???!!??) 

"The Divine Masculine is/has been awakening to the world around them more. Over the past year, the embodiment of their multi-dimensional reality cannot not in their world while maintaining that which they have been carrying.  It has come time for them to shed their old and start anew." ~ Arcturian Masters of Light

What does that mean I asked?  "It means as they are awakening more to the reality they are living in, the more discomfort they are feeling, the more the promptings of their soul begin to take precedent." ~ Arcturian Masters of Light  Read: The things they do/did to distract/hide/run from all that is uncomfortable are having little to no affect on them, and they are growing restless/frustrated/afraid of what it is they are feeling.  "The Divine Masculine has been experiencing the longings of their soul when they began to expand their heart energy over this past earth year that you are living in." ~ Arcturian Masters of Light They are feeling uncomfortable with their circumstances, especially if they are in relationships or jobs that have long been completed or that have been suppressing their power as a divine masculine on the planet.  The divine masculine is getting a huge wakeup call as to what it is they have been hiding from themselves; as my guides have implied: there is no room to hide.

"Beloved one, know that your beloved is dealing with so much that he has not allowed into his reality. He no longer has a choice to ignore and avoid; he is being forced to deal with his truths." ~ Arcturian Masters of Light

In addition, since the Eclipse sandwich in August of this past year, much of the suppressed issues from childhood are surfacing for everyone.   Those inner child patterns are coming up to be viewed, particularly the ones you have long forgotten, but have left strong imprints on your life through behaviors, fears; even blocks to living a life of love.  If you notice, there has been a shakeup in humanity with regard to sexual predators, sexual abuse and sexual harassment over the last several months. These revelations will continue to play out center stage for all of humanity to purge itself from the distorted energy around sex and sexuality as well as around the roles  each individual plays with regard to this.   "The inner child plays a prominent role in human behavior and attitudes.  Much of humanity's fears are as a result of distorted perceptions in childhood experiences." ~ Arcturian Masters of Light  These distortions to sexuality are core wounds for the inner child within each of us in humanity.  It is important to recognize  that as this inner child energy gets stirred up through experiences, actions and news media around you, that your inner child is trying to have a dialogue with you about what needs to be healed.  "The issues surfacing at this time are looking to be released from what may have been suppressed by you, what has been stored in your ancestral DNA, what has been experienced within your soul group and the roles in which you have played in humanity with regard to this over various lifetimes."  ~ Arcturian Masters of Light

"What may not be evident to humanity as the release of sexual distortion comes to the surface is that as a result of that behavior, several other distortions/beliefs/patterns/ behaviors are appearing now."  ~ Arcturian Masters of Light Read:  sense of guilt, shame, worthiness, self esteem to name a few.  Those are coming up for clearing and release.  "We ask you to not judge yourself or another, for each of you are moving through this purging.  The best use of your energy at this time is to flow with the energy of release and recognize those patterns of behavior within you to begin to move through it.  We ask you to become more of an observer to identify where you are blocked, and once recognized, we encourage you to use tools to move through it." ~ Arcturian Masters of Light Read:  Get real with yourself and see what you have not accomplished in life and recognize where you feel insignificant, stuck or blocked and start working through it.  This will assist you during this time more than you know and beyond that it will assist humanity in shifting. The more we shift, the more we shift humanity.

Finally,  I just want to come around full circle to my fellow twinflame brothers and sisters.  Take a moment and recognize what is happening for all of humanity and recognize how hard hit we are, and even more so, our beloveds because they are unprepared at this bombardment of energy surfacing in their reality.  Their inability to handle what is happening is ultimately reverberating into our reality by way of amplifying what we are feeling or showing us what we still need to work on.  What does that mean for us and how do get through ? Our experience is  intensified!  We need to start looking at us once again and begin the process with ourselves.

While I was working on clearing away some pain this past weekend, I found this video on EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) also known as Tapping.  I used it and it has helped put my life in a better perspective.  Does it make me want to jump right in and not give up?  No--but it certainly makes me want to give up a lot less.  I hope this helps you too, what do you have to lose? Just try it.

Namaste~ EstaRa

Thursday, November 2, 2017

Quick Energy Update: November 1, 2017

Energy Update:
Happy November!

Happy 11-11 Day. Yes, it is an 11-11 Day. What does that mean? Prepare for the Love train to start moving forward again...it's coming...it's coming....

Meanwhile, back in your day to day life, so much energy floating around the ethers waiting and ready for you to pluck it up and put it into play. What am I supposed to do with that, you may be wondering. Well, the energy is all about transformation/shifting/embodiment. That means we are in a pretty, deep, dark place where there is only one way to go and that is through it. We are being given a massive opportunity right now to shift things that have been stuck quickly, smoothly and easily. The universe is preparing you to jump on that love train and embody the energy of union and connection.
This month provides the blueprint for your future to come alive. Are you ready to embody who you are? Are you ready to create from a place of love? Are you ready to drop and let go of old patterns/beliefs and ways of creating?

Remember, we are no longer in the old paradigm, but many of us are still trying to straddle the past with the present/future. (I am seeing and image of one person standing with their feet on two boats--one on one and the water is spreading the boats further apart. See this and realize we can only stay this way for so long before we fall.) Spirit is guiding us to take the plunge and jump into the ocean to make it easier for us to choose the new boat rather than being unprepared and falling in to the change.
Either way, spirit loves you and supports you on this journey.

Blessings for this new month....magic will happen...believe.

EstaRa April #energyupdate #soulstarhealing #estara

Monday, October 23, 2017

Quick Energy Update: Do Not Give Up

Quick Energy Update:

Do you feel it? The tide is changing and things are becoming more clear and more chaotic at the same time. How is that possible you ask? It is possible because the clearer some things become the more foggy the other things become. It is a miraculous time on this earth. What you once thought made sense may now seem overwhelmingly clear or overwhelmingly confusing.

What you have been working on manifesting for some time is beginning to evolve into a place where it is attainable. The strong message for today is DO NOT GIVE UP before it arrives. There will be many questions, many worries, even past fears jumping up now to be seen loud and clear--this should be used as a measurement to be seen as how close you are to manifesting that which you desire and how much of your fear is/has been getting in the way. There is a difficulty for some when they hear the word FEAR. Many people perceive the existence of fear as something that is consciously experienced, but dear ones you carry many unconscious fears/patterns of behavior/beliefs that have been impeding you all along. In this time you are being shown/given (read: forced to review) what it is you have been hiding from yourself, particularly in the unconscious. This is a tough one for many because that means for a little while you step out of the role of denial and step into the role of true observer. It is a lesson in self love that often many do not understand or allow themselves to comprehend because it is uncomfortable for those particularly by the standards of the new energies.
There is a belief that life is not to be so so difficult and I am willing to concur I believe this as well; however, to get to that place, we must clear all blocks and obstacles within us that are impeding our progress. In other words, we need to get real with ourselves to see what it is that we are holding ourselves back from/how we are and why we are. That is getting to the core of the problem and extricating it at the root so that we may move forward more smoothly and gently.

This energy we are in is heightened purposefully for all humanity to learn to grab a hold of what they want. Unfortunately, it can't be all rainbows and dreams of manifestation--there is real, legitimate work that needs to be done to get to the place where dreams and rainbows can be the playground. If you are in a waste site, surely you are not going build or create there without cleaning it up first. That is what the purging energy of this time is all about: really looking inside your energy of creator to remove all the things that you carry subconsciously that has been stopping you. My guides wish to say if you haven't yet manifested what it is you want, then look more closely at what spirit is showing you now. But by all means, DO NOT GIVE UP! It is simply a matter of re-aligning yourself to that which you need to do as the next step, knowing full well that what you desire as an outcome is just around the corner.

Namaste EstaRa April

Friday, October 6, 2017

Quick Energy Update: Divine Feminine & Divine Masculine

Quick Energy Update:

A lot of challenges have been brought up to the surface for the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine over the last several months. It started with the energy of opening hearts for the Divine Masculine (read: energertic breaking open of hearts--might have been physical for some) and purging of long held patterns for the Divine Feminine (read: removal of the clinging onto the way things should be) at the beginning of the year. We have now moved far beyond the place where we can go back. It became evident in August's energy that we were shedding some of the last vestiges of the old way of being. (read: it was stripped from us)

While much transformation has occurred with the feminine energy on our planet over the last several years, my awareness of this began particularly in 2011. It was as if the energy coming in was directed toward the Divine Feminine Awakening, owning her power, stepping into her awareness, while the Divine Masculine appeared to go about his business.  Looking back in retrospect, I get it now. In order for what is taking place right now, it was necessary for the Divine Feminine to build her place within the planet and sustain the high frequency energies of her balance for what is happening now.  In other words, it was her to  pave a path to allow for the dismantling of the unhealthy masculine energy that has been in control on the planet.  It makes for what looks a bit like chaos and a mess, but know that inside of you there is a place of balance, hope and love.

The only view now is forward. In terms of the Divine Masculine, they can never close their hearts again because they are now open. There may be a time delay in the integration process of what is transpiring because this is new territory for them. The energy is providing the Divine Masculine the ability to open up and expand into a more mature view of love and their reality. In terms of the Divine Feminine, well, the energy is assisting them to open up to the new possibilities and giving them the push to propel them forward from what has held them back.   

It isn't an easy road that we are on, but it certainly is paved with light. 

Namaste. EstaRa

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Full Moon Release

Hi Everyone,

Just wanted to take a moment to share a message I posted on my Soul Star Healing Page because I feel so many more people need to see this.  For more information like this, check out my Facebook Page.

Today's Message:

Happy Full Moon. Take some time today to connect with your heart and sense what it is you are truly ready to release. What are you ready to let go of? Not what what you think or have been told you should be done with nor what has been showing up for you. No, instead, I say to you to go within your heart and ask what you are ready to release. Listen quietly and feel that energy in your entire being, identify where you are holding it in your body and breathe it in fully. (To truly release we must feel it to heal it and let it go.) Now, take another deep breath in, filling up with light and expanding out through your body. Take another deep breath in, this time, bring your attention and awareness to that part of your body, exhale out fully making a sound to signify a release. Let that energy expand
over you.

Finally, allow your human awareness come into play, and ask yourself for one word to describe that experience, write it down on a piece of paper and burn it. (it may not be what you expect and it may surprise you--it doesn't matter.) Do not judge the word. Allow this moon's energy to help you transmute this one thing that no longer serves you, nor does it have a place in your body, mind or spirit any longer. Say a prayer of Forgiveness to yourself for holding onto this piece and thank yourself for the willingness to let it go.


Monday, August 28, 2017

Energy Update for Monday, August 28, 2017

Quick Energy Update:

Are you feeling it? The energetic hangover from last week's Eclipse. I feel a little more worn and little more tired, but catching the wave and riding with its twists and turns; and there are many; not gonna lie, but I feel like they have been a little easier to handle than previously. This learning to navigate and go with the flow does not come naturally--it has taken years of shifts, including ups, low. Picture: A ride in the backseat of a NYC or Egyptian taxi, as you are tossed around. Yep, that is how it feels. I am sure some of you can relate to all these times leading up to this moment; and now, I am reminded of what my guides said recently, "dress rehearsal is over". We need to employ those tools that we have learned along the way. It is time for everyone to stay the course in what you know to be your truth, roll up your sleeves and get out your spiritual toolbox and see all that is available to you. We have a vast amount of tools at our ready, we are the pathpavers and the wayshowers.
downs, sideways and back of learning to go with the f

Now, I speak to those slowly awakening from their slumber or still learning to navigate the energy. Are the fears and extremes subsiding or are you caught up in it?

We are halfway in the cycle of Mercury Retrograde. Yep, only half way--it feels like we have been in a perpetual Ground Hog Day, does it not? I mean, we keep rehashing some of the same things/thoughts/beliefs/fears/doubts over the last couple of weeks that we thought we finished and yet, there they are again? Why you ask? Simple answer is those are the things that are left unfinished. Time to revisit those things and move right into them and through them---this is the beauty of the time we are in. It is a crucial point in humanity's ascension, these are amazing opportunities being provided for us to break through limitations/fears/outdated beliefs. Look for teachers/healers/guides that can assist you in taking the next steps forward--the time is now.

I'm here if you need me, just message me or email me. It is with love that I offer this to you.