Moldavite, Metorites & Mission in Michigan

Channeled Message about my mission in Traverse City, MI.  Message channeled through EstaRa on Sunday, May 21, 2012 in Traverse City, MI.

Dear EstaRa,  

We are with you every step of this journey.  You are not alone and you have been guided every step of the way.  There is much that you are doing without realizing it in your waking hours.  Your journey began before you arrived in Michigan.  You are bringing and anchoring muliti-dimensional light into each area you have been which creates a portal of healing and love energy.   The light that is being transmitted through you will have a positive impact on the places you have been.  As you anchor your light, you are able to unlock codes and keys within the earth that have been locked for some time.  You have been able to replace old energy with new energy.  There will be many changes occurring on planet earth in short time dear one and you will then understand why our mission has been as such.

Your work yesterday was in a sacred geometric pattern in how you walked from place to place.  You began to connect with nature for the grounding that was necessary for you to carry on your work in that day.  It is imperative dear one for you to realize that while it may have seemed like you had fun and laughed, each step that you walked you carried the essence of love and light and anchored it in the locations that were necessary.   You created triangles of life in the ways in which you walked carrying the vibration of triangles and pyramids within you.   It is the work that you did that will assist the beings that inhabit the earth in this area to wake up fully to who they are if they so choose.  Your energy is providing them with the choice to move forward into the fifth dimensional earth or remain in the third dimensional energy.  It is always the choice of each individual on a higher level to determine where they will place their energy. You have provided a sacred space for those that choose to awaken to be the carriers of vibration for assistance to others.  Of the people you have met on your path and spoke with yesterday, you transmitted codes of light that were keys into their awakening.   It was a necessary component to their journey.  You have long before you incarnated this time have made these agreements.

Your journey to the sacred labyrinth was to unlock the energy of the land there.  It has been weighted down and you have assisted the family who lived there by planting your energy of love and light.  The laughter that you brought will carry into the people who live on that land.

The most healing of your journey was at the bay where many gather.  While you may think it was the most healing for your bodies, it was the most sacred work you had done yesterday.  Remember dear one we tell you that by just Be-ing you are working.  Your BE-ing provides a great deal of healing to a location in that space particularly you anchored many codes and unlocked many keys.  You opened the energy portals to transmit the energy of healing, light, love, awakening, transition, movement and strength.  You truly are the light of the world and you pave way for much transformation to take place.  It was a necessary part of your journey. 

Was I being blocked from being here on Friday? 

Yes as that was not your mission.  Your mission was to anchor the light along your path through the state of Michigan.  As you stopped for your hugging of trees, you have transmitted energy to the place that as people step there they will take with them the necessary codes of awakening and transformation that they will become carriers of that vibration even if they are unaware they will carry the vibration and deposit it each step of their way.  Your mission involves the depositing of vibration and transfer of love and light codes for others to access as necessary.  It is an honor for those to be in your presence for they receive the most potent light and love from you even when you think nothing has transpired.  

We will close with your mission continues, but we have planned a route of fun on this trip and that is a necessary component to your journey EstaRa.  You will have assisted your student well in your teachings to be light.

May I ask one last question? 

Yes.

What was with the crystal Moldavite and the Meteorite I held?  I have never had that reaction before.

Dear one, you got to taste a piece of your home.  It opened gateways for you to reach high above the earth and allowed you to be the starseed that you are you became starbound the opposite of your daily life being earthbound as the ground crew for the stars.  Dear one, your home is amongst the stars and we allowed you to have a taste of home.  Did it not make you light?  Did it not make you feel free?  Did it not allow you to float beyond all time and space?  Did it not make you feel joy?  Did it not make you know the difference?

It is with love honor and respect that we bring you this message today.  We will continue to guide you on this journey. In short time, dear one, you will know….

We are the Galactic Council of light. 

Who are you? We are made up of theAndromedans, Pleiadians, Arcturians, Lyrans, Sirians, Antarans.  Our mission is to assist Earth in her ascension by way of assisting the beings that traverse her planet.  And so it is.

(As an aside, my experience with moldavite and the meteorite was an incredible travel through the stars--it took me several hours to become grounded in my body for this was a phenomenal experience.)

To Michigan I Go

I left Wednesday night for my trip to Michigan.   The days going up to this trip, I have been feeling great resistance to coming here this time.  I felt so much emotion.  I have been resisting this trip more than normal.  I am resisting so I do not know what is in store for me...I feel something good, but still resistance. It is like I have experienced in the past, "I resist that which is good for me".  So we shall see what it holds in store for me...

On my drive from my home to my folks house, I cried.  I kept crying--I felt like it was replay for Egypt...the same emotion overwhelmed me and just now I am realizing that I left early Jan to go to Egypt and I hadn't talked with my twin flame since early Nov which was two months at that time.  Here it is May when I am leaving for Michigan and I hadn't had any communication with my twin flame (humanly that is) since March.  I am sure that has something to do with it. I also feel like my twin knows that I will not be "home" and he senses it and doesn't want me to be too far away either.  Anyway, the emotion was quite overwhelming.

When I got to the airport, I had a little more time than usual which was really welcoming for me.  I mean I got to experience a little bit of peace in the airport before traveling out.  My guides reminded to anchor my light wherever I went on this trip.  When I got on the plane, this woman sat with me and we talked from the moment she sat down to the moment we landed.  It was such a pleasant trip, but mind you I had been up since 4 a.m. that morning--packing and cleaning my house.  My home looked perfect when I left for my trip.  I was really tired so my second leg of my flight,  I felt the need to just sleep, but instead I read the whole flight. It was incredible--a book really captivated me.

Once I arrived, the emotion got better, but my twin flame, called and hung up on me a few times which reassured me that he loved me, but also drives me a bit batty.   Anyway, I got here safe and sound.

Sleepless in CT

It is the wee hours in the morning of May 15, 2012.  It is so hard to believe that it is May.  Just the other day, I heard someone on the radio say it is May and the weather will be.   I thought to myself no it is not it is February.   I mean it feels like we have only just started this new year; but the amount of stuff we have accomplished since the new year is tremendous.  To think if it only feels like February time wise, that means all that we have accomplished since January first till now is equivalent to fitting it into a time span of only a few weeks if I feel it is February.  Not sure if that makes sense, but imagine it this way---each week is equivalent of one month of life lived on earth (one month of stuff crammed into one week). 

I am sleepless this morning.  I have been up for the last few hours not able to sleep, at first I thought it was because it was too warm, but I realize I have so much going on inside of me. I am leaving for my trip back to Michigan tomorrow and I am resisting it so much. Apparently, this is not a normal trip for me.  The only time I feel the resistance I am feeling is when the trip's hold something lifechanging in store---by the way, the lifechanging is usually something good and positive; yet like I have said many times--I tend to resist that which is good for me as many of us do.  I started to pack yesterday and boy I tore my home apart--cleaning so much more than just my closet--I started the kitchen and tomorrow (today) I will tackle the living room before I leave for work as I will be working all day today.  I guess it is a clearing and perhaps a preparation of sorts--clearing out space. 

Meanwhile, I am really going through lots of emotions and healing at this moment especially with regard to my twinflame. I feel some of my resistance is because I fear I am leaving my twin behind; in many ways: spiritually, physically, mentally and emotionally.  Yet, I also know on some level that he is never really behind me --he is always there right beside me. (As I write that I realize I really don't allow myself to feel the pain as much as I need to---because I have always had this gift of seeing both sides--sometimes I think it is a curse of being a Pisces--I always used to say that the symbol of Pisces: two fish in opposite directions was because we were so indecisive, but the truth is that we see both sides and it isn't always easy to choose which one is "right" in terms of what others think.  As I type this, I get such clarity that the "right" way is what brings us closer to the love of self.  (Take that as a lesson that the right way for anything and everything is the way in which brings us closer to self love...what a beautiful lesson!)  For me this morning, some tears need to come because I am missing him (my twinflame) so much.  He called and hung up on me last night 4 times.  I don't understand it, why doesn't he speak when I answer?  I want to shout out to him that I love him and accept him just as he is, but I have done all that and wonder sometimes if it is futile because he has to believe it himself for himself.   I am so close to calling his phone to listen to his voicemail just so I can hear his voice, but instead I am blogging all of this to you so that I don't succumb to doing that.  I need his voice, I need his arms around me and I need to hear him tell me he loves me.  I feel really needy right now...I need his love...I need your love my beloved man.

Now I swear I am such an interesting dichotomy because while I feel all of the above, I also know that the smoother road is here and the journey to him is getting shorter and no longer is an uphill path.  I see him in my sight.  I remember visualizing his path to me (during meditation) and he was so far off in the distance I could barely make it out.  Now at this moment I see the path and honestly, he is there only steps away...what a beautiful image to end this blog on...he really is only steps away (the image I get is like in a movie when someone is standing looking at their love who is standing a small distance apart like across a street, but instead it is a path with light behind my beloved twinflame). 

FYI--posting this blog at 5:55 a.m.  It is no surprise to me...been seeing that number everywhere....that is our number even if isn't. It is the number that I see when things are about to change....well I'm ready, what are ya'll waiting for?  Bring it on...bring my twinflame to my doorstep...I'm ready and waiting.

 

Dream On

So on our drive home from Philadelphia, my friends and I sang...okay well I rocked it out whether they liked it or not--my spirit did! hahaha  I love singing when I am doing long car rides it is so refreshing and releasing to sing out the lyrics of all kinds of tunes. I mean we belted out some good ones together.  Then we were struggling to find a song I remembered singing when I was a child, do you all remember Glen Campbell?  Rhinestone Cowboy.  One of my favorites as a little girl.  Then it got me to thinking of another Glen Campbell song, "Country Boy" which led us to remember other artists from our childhood.

Then my twin flame's energy etherically whispered in my ear, what about the other song you would listen to over and over again and cry to?  I nearly forgot about that song.  I used to listen to it all the time and wore out my parent's 8 track (I know someone of you reading this will not remember what that is or even have the faintest idea of what that is, but bear with me) and then I transferred it to casette tape and wore that out too! My twin whispered to me, that song was from me.  OMG--it felt so right and made so much sense now because in case you didn't know my twin is 15 years older than me.  Here are the lyrics, but below that is the video.

LYRICS:
Lay your head down on my shoulder
I won't let the night get colder
I'll protect you, I'll be keepin'
Trouble far from where you're sleepin'.

Until you wake in the mornin'
You've got the world to yourself.

Dream on
Dream about the world we're gonna live in one fine day
Dream on
Spent the night in heaven I'll be here to light your way.
Someday tomorrow we'll smile
But little girl in the meanwhile
Dream on.

You're a princess chains around you
I'm a hero who just found you
'Til a brand new day must wake you
Let imagination take you

Go where the music is playing
I'll be along in awhile.

It is okay if you cry too...I cry now, but with tears of happiness and knowing..it is amazing to me....it is so comforting to know he was with me all those times as a child...I always felt him since I was 7.  If you remember,  I have always known that I have come back to be with him since I was 5.  I just knew I was "born too late" that he was already here before me.  I think I have spent my life looking for him (heck I know I have spent my life looking for him).  Anyway, this song came out when I was 7 and I listened to it over and over again all through my early 20's (till I killed the tape with my over listening).  Anyway, it just affirms for me that he was with me all this time and I feel so blessed.

Philadelphia Mission: Last Stops

After Independence Hall, we still had to go to two more places...Franklin Square at the Fountain and Penn's Landing.  Boy, I have to tell you that I was ready to go to sleep.  So we made our way to the park, Franklin Square.  Amazing we looked for a space and our second drive around it, we found the perfect space and thanks to my friend, she can parallel park--woo hoo. (As most of you know it would take me ten minutes to try to park and then realize it wasn't going to happen; to later then see that I should have parked there because it was a perfect space for me. hahaha)

When we got to the park, we saw this incredible fence around the fountain...do you see that?  Do you see the heart?  Love it!  So my students were guided to walk around the fountain 3 times to spread their light prints (my play on footprints) and I had to walk the perimeter of the park to carry the light to the surrounding areas.  It was interesting I could see the energy of the fountain absorbing the light and spreading it outward. It was really nice.

Then we made our way to the Carousel and took a go round on it...I felt like a kid...twin flame's arms around me as I rode the horse on the carousel.

We had one last stop to make and that was over to Penn's Landing.  I was beat by this point and hungry.  So I could barely move so much for my back feeling better, but then again I hadn't slept, did a ton of walking and all the sitting from driving? hmmm....lesson learned (put a check in that box for me).

We parked the car and got out walked over to the water and placed energy and light into the water.  The water there really needs love as we overlooked an area where we saw bottles and garbage in there,  It is really sad that in this day and age that people still throw their trash out in the water, beaches, forests, parks and just in nature period.  How can someone consciously do that?  I don't understand.  Then again,  this is all coming from a girl who was part of the group starting recycling at CCSU back in the day.  hahaha

Phiadelphia Mission Day 2: Independence Hall

We made our way over to the Liberty Bell.   We had to go through security which took forever or at least it seemed as such.  Our job was to stand around the liberty bell in a triangle and send energy to it.  The message I received was that the energy we sent into the liberty would radiate outward to each person as they walked by and viewed it.  It would send out the energy necessary to activate each individual.  After that we made our way over to Independence Hall.

Mind you, when we arrived at the Visitor's Center, we had to pick a tour and get tickets (no it didn't cost anything, but they made us get a ticket for the tour).  We are not able to tour this building on our own.  They were really adamant that we had to arrive 15 minutes early before our scheduled tour.  So, we made our way over and had to go through security again.    Interestingly, we made it just in time to get to a tour right before the scheduled one we had tickets for; and lo and behold, the tour guide had the same name as my twin flame. Really?  Big Surprise!  Not!.    It made us all laugh.  My twin definitely made his presence made known even if he was not there in person. Our "tour guide" asked us where we were all from?  People announced different countries and different parts of our country.  I announced that we were the delegates from New England--one from CT, RI and MA.  Too funny.

We made our way over to the building and saw the Supreme Court room first.  It was really powerful to be in there and I reminded everyone to call in who they needed to assist them.  It was preparation for the  and the guidance we received was to call in the signers and prepare them for our connection to them in the Signing Room.

We were brought into the Signing Room.  When we were in there each of us was to connect with the signers of the Constitution and see them actively signing the constitution and do the work. We did this individually while the "tour was going on".  As we connected, each of us experienced our things with connection.  When I connected with each signer, I was able to get pulled back in time and see what it was like when all the men gathered in this room. As each member of this delegation sat down to sign this document, I visualized what they were feeling and what their vision was. It was as if time stood still while this happened because I know on human time I wasn't there too long, but in spirit time I felt I was back in time for so long.  

Each signer felt such a release and relief.  It was incredible the connection we had.  When we left the building, I was exhausted at this point....ready to collapse.  And I did on the bench for a few...

Roses, Butterflies and a Twinflame Message too

I was laying on the bench in the Rose Garden in Philadelphia.  I loved the roses and the sweet smell of the white ones in particular.  This whole journey to Philadelphia (as you may know if you have been reading along in the blog), my wonderful twinflame was with me all the time.  The whole time his energy made it clear that he was here with me.  He talked to me for the majority of the journey and even helped me to places I was going. 

When I was in the Rose Garden, I saw this butterfly fly way above and over me.  I said I think it is an orange butterfly.  (In a dream a few weeks ago, my twinflame told me he would send me orange butterflies.)  Then I said to my twin can you bring one closer to me and his energy said no, but I can do this.  The next thing I knew several butterflies were flying overhead.  I loved it.  He said he loved me and wants to shower me with roses.  His energy said he hoped I knew just how much he loved me and how close we are to coming together. I felt him and loved every moment and didn't want it to end.

The amazing thing is that everywhere we went this day there was an example of love.  A couple sneaking a kiss in the "Merchant Exchange" building, another couple intimately talking near the bank, a couple just got engaged in the rose garden and then we saw a wedding. I feel like I was not only surrounded by my twinflame, but was surrounded by love and seeing all those signs showed me how close I am to having just that the love I have been wanting to have with my twinflame. 

Thank you my twinflame for the love you showed me on Sunday,