Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Philadelphia Mission Day 2: Visitor's Center

So we made our way out to Center City.   We found a place to park and my internal guidance system was turned on.  There really was no need for a map the whole day, but I did try to use it.  Each time I tried to use it, I couldn't figure out where we were going--I was getting all turned upside down.  My guides suggested that I just listen to my inner compass.  So I did.  (I did ask one of my students to follow behind and look at the map the map to confirm my inner compass--and she did!)

We first parked near a place (don't have the pictures yet) where the sign said, be sure to check the ID of the person taking your keys. (I laughed so hard and told my student Tracy to be sure to check the ID...she didn't and I told her--let's say a prayer that our car is there when we return; otherwise, it is a long walk home to Connecticut.  But seriously, didn't realize we couldn't trust the car park people and Tracy said--he had a car park jacket on?  I laughed and said--if I stole a jacket I could have one on too! lol)  This is the parking lot--beautiful--

So off we went.  We started following my inner guidance and as I walked I started to recognize the neighborhoods.  I saw an alley that pulled me to view it.  It was filled with dumpsters and looked creepy and by night it would probably be creepy.  I recognize the building from my "work" the night before. I was there.  The building had a Fleur di Lis.  There is great meaning as to why that was there and I was brought to it.(There is a connection to the Magdalene & Yeshua bloodline--whole other story--one day I will write more about this.)  Everywhere I walked this day, I recognized it from the "work" I performed the night before--

We were first guided to the Visitor's Center (remember from my Egypt trip how hard it was for me to find a bathroom that was clean and I could use?  Well...let's just say I love America. We had very clean potties on this trip!! Hooray! I digress, but if you haven't read my posts from Egypt trip you would know how truly monumental this was.)  Anyway, I grabbed a map of the historic district and began circling the places we needed to go to. (I had originally typed up the places we needed to go to and then I couldn't find it.  I found it later and confirmed the place I needed to go to and I was correct with one special edition and that was the Rose Garden).

After our bathroom break, we were guided to go into the gift shop.   It was just our job to carry our light through the gift shop.  The channel from the night before:


You will have access to the energy that is much needed to the many people who will walk upon the areas that you do.  Your energy  of love will have a direct impact on those walking the steps you will have walked, but those people will receive the love from your footsteps and carry that love back to the places they spend most of their time.  We ask you to view it as a simple, drop, pick up carry on and drop mission.  Hence we show you at this moment EstaRa in your higher dimensional view. (Image of us walking and laying the foundation with lights, codes and necessary energy and it is left behind to lay in the foundation for each person to pick up as they walk by.  So it is as if we are dropping light and then someone comes along and picks up their necessary piece through their feet and up into their body to light a part of them that will be carried back to the areas they need to go and drop a piece of that light there while allowing the remainder of that light within them to activate them. It is a really neat image.)

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Philadelphia Mission Day 2 Begins

So last night, I did not sleep a wink ok maybe just a wink.  When we got back to our rooms, I was planning to take a bath, but that was not going to happen. I was just so darn tired and couldn't fathom putting my foot over the tub to get in and then the thought of having to get out and go to bed? OY!   So instead, I was a good little girl I went to bed.  I didn't sleep until like 12 something.  And, I promise you I did not sleep. I was working all night long.  For me to tell you what I did, I can't...but I remember "traveling" all over Philadelphia last night while I was supposed to be sleeping.  When I woke up this morning, it was 4 a.m. and I just lay there feeling the downloads continue from the moment I put my head on the pillow the night before about 10 p.m.  I then allowed the downloads to continue and took a bath about 5 a.m. so that I could enjoy the fact that I had a whirlpool tub, but also so that I could feel relaxed as my body felt much like a train ran through it last night (but just so you know a train didn't! hahaha).  I definitely felt much work being done on me in many ways last night...not just assisting the earth but with regards to Merging with my twinflame....(fyi the previous blog post for more information). 

I was told that I did all the "sewing" I came to do last night while I lay in bed whether I was "sleeping" or not. I do have recollection of walking up and down the streets of Philadelphia; particularly in the historic district.  Our mission continues today as we get ready to go out and ground and anchor love.  It is necessary for our footsteps to traverse the places where so many people will walk and access that energy as guided from last night's channel...

Onward we go....

To be Fully Merged with my Twinflame or Not to be? That is the Question

I woke up this morning to the warmth of  my twinflame's etheric embrace around me.  He woke me to tell me that now we share the same solar plexus and the same heart.  It is so beautiful. I felt it....I felt like last night it happened even if I don't know exactly what happened because as I know I have mentioned I am a multitasker even in the etheric realm.

I laughed and thought, "Do I really want to be merged at the solar plexus?"  I don't want to lose my courage, but I laugh because the truth is that I know my twin is more empowered and ready than ever before. I truly feel it. I want to buy him another yellow tie (to match the one he wore the first night that I ever met him in person.) to represent the empowerment of his solar plexus.

I love that we have the same heart--one heart...in case you do not remember I bought a bag (my new handbag that I use almost everyday) that says One Love...there it is...

I love it and it has a new meaning to me today.  I love you, my dearest man. I think I feel closer to us uniting than ever....

We are fully merged in many dimensions. I think the only thing left is here in human life....that is why I ask the question if we are fully merged? I mean, I feel we are and yet he is not present with me as I type this. I mean he should have been here in my bed when I woke up this morning--humanly not just etherically. Not that etheric is a bad thing...it just is...

I long to welcome him home in my arms...and I feel it is so much sooner than later.....can it be when I return home to Guilford?  when?  where? how?  Just some questions I am putting out to the universe....no need to answer I just know it is so.....

Get Back in Your Body

After the bath encounter with my twinflame, he has started to call me again, but much more consistently and repeatedly.  It makes me realize that he too feels me as much as I feel him. It is quite incredible really. So, this past week, I have felt him so close by me.  I have had many messages from friends confirming my twinflame's love and presence for me.

I feel him so empowered and so ready to emerge.  Then on Wednesday, I was experiencing the feeling of it being soon (our human physical reunion).  Then I had  been given a message that we would merge and that the 5-5-5 Stargate was going to be very meaningful for me and my twinflame.  I was told that I need to just "be"--really hard to do when you are a guide, teacher, healer and nurturer for a living (but as I type this today--I want to tell you I GET IT!!).  I started to carry on my day just as I normally would, well on Thursday during the day I felt energy running through my body all day. I kept feeling out of body and ungrounded all day long.  It was like I couldn't stay in it.  I clearly felt my twinflame in my presence the whole time.   I kept thinking "Get Back in Your Body".

I was about to teach a class and I grounded one last time thinking okay...I am in and the class started and once again I was out of body. I asked my guides to assist me for the class, but I was really not in my body.  After class ended, I walked myself to my bed and laid there for about 20-30 minutes and felt energy running through me. It was like waves of heat running through each one of my body parts. It was very much like sexual energy running through me.  Then I got up, ate my dinner (thinking that would ground me some more because I still had a client) talked with my client and was ready to collapse again.  I went to bed really early because I could not keep my eyes open.  That night, I felt my twinflame with me the whole night. It was the most amazing experience ever, but I had no other recollection and that began my sleepless nights--I was awake all night as energy was being downloaded into my body.

When I woke up the energy was still running through me. My face had changed, I was hot all day and waves of heat ran through me and my face looked red (still does).  I felt like the Merge I was told would happen on 5-5-5 already began.  I remember looking in the mirror on Friday and saying I look different. I feel like my body has completely upgraded and changed. (Amazing!!)   I feel like my twin was with me the whole time too going through it as well...

Then again I was being upgraded all night on Friday night and had to be up to leave for my Philadelphia trip on Saturday ...was up at 4 (again less than 4 hours of sleep)....it continues...

Bath Encounter with my Twinflame

So the twinflame story continues,  much has been happening of late energetically.  I had the most beautiful talk with my twin on Saturday, April 28th.  I was trying to connect with my twin's higher self for one week and well that wasn't happening. Quite honestly, I would just fall asleep.  It  is what it is, but I forget sometimes that I am a mulitasker on many levels and in many ways and my attention was on the Philadelphia Mission. 

So finally, last Saturday night, I decided to take a bath and with the assistance of God/Goddess and Magdalene/Yeshua, I was able to call in my twinflame to my bathtub.  He sat in the tub with me.  He was in front of me and we engaged in conversation about many things one being that he loves me and to please wait for him as we are so close.   It was so beautiful and so real for me.  (Yes, I had my eyes closed to see him as he was not humanly in my tub, but boy I felt like he wasy.)  At one point, I raised my hands up to touch his face and his head. I could literally feel his face under my fingers and feel his hair on the top of his head. It was so incredible I cried.    (by the way, this is my catch up post ....that is, catching you up on the Twinflame stuff)  He told me that he is never far from me and that he always there with me.  I was so blessed and grateful and he said just to know that he is there and soon he will humanly be there too...

I went to sleep that night in his etheric arms, nonetheless, in his arms....

Mission: Philadelphia Day 1

We got to our room and I really wanted a nap, but instead I was awake the whole time and channeled a message about the work to be done here....and mind you, all I have been informed recently that this 5-5-5 energy has to do with me and my twinflame...separate information to be shared on that.  I feel like I have not slept in days because quite honestly, I have not.  Anyway, I digress once again--onto the channeling.

Channeled through EstaRa on May 5, 2012 at 5:05 p.m. in Philadelphia, PA


Greetings Dear Ones, 

We gather you together in this location for a journey far greater than you are aware.  The details are of little importance to you as your only requirement is to be. Be love.  Be light and Believe in the greater possibilities of your soul’s mission.  

We ask that you remain clear and present in the moment as you move through this city known as brotherly love.  The mission that brings you to Philadelphia will assist in transforming   your earth in  a greater way than you can humanly understand, but we will give you this information.  The country that you are in was created to be a new world for many; however, in the creation much was lost.  This world was to be a place where anything can happen and dreams could be made possible; however, as you have surely seen much in your new world was created haphazardly by way ofcreators not in their heart, but rather in their head.  The decisions were believed to be based in fairness, but dear ones in your human time period upon creation of your United States, love was not the motivator.  Love for the earth you live upon, love for the life you create, love for one another is the key to changing the way in which the world evolves.  As we often say to you all eyes are upon earth, the truth dear ones in your world is that all eyes are upon your United States for this is a creation of the rest of the world.  That is why it was called the new world upon discovering the land here.  This new world was to be created by the people of the time who wished to change the direction in which the rest of the world was going; however,  along the way the intention was no longer pure and it was lost.  Therefore you have created from your heads rather than your hearts.  

The mission to spread love must be taken very seriously as everyone on this planet needs to awaken to their inner path which is one of love.  Tonight your mission is to bring your energy of love to the land here in Philadelphia.  It is not by accident that you are here on this auspicious human calendar day.  You will have access to the energy that is much needed to the many people who will walk upon the areas that you do.  Your energy  of love will have a direct impact on those walking the steps you will have walked, but those people will receive the love from your footsteps and carry that love back to the places they spend most of their time.  We ask you to view it as a simple, drop, pick up carry on and drop mission.  Hence we show you at this moment EstaRa in your higher dimensional view. (Image of us walking and laying the foundation with lights, codes and necessary energy and it is left behind to lay in the foundation for each person to pick up as they walk by.  So it is as if we are dropping light and then someone comes along and picks up their necessary piece through their feet and up into their body to light a part of them that will be carried back to the areas they need to go and drop a piece of that light there while allowing the remainder of that light within them to activate. It is a really neat image.)

We ask you to remain clear in this moment and see how much your love and joy impact the earth around you.  We ask you to anchor your love here in the hotel as it will affect the energies of people coming and going over periods of time.  As you sleep more energy will be anchored through your physical body into the rooms you are staying in.  You will then prepare your bodies throughout the night to perform the work you will do tomorrow. 

(Do we have enough people on this mission? ) Dear one, realize that you are meant to be three and were meant to be three from the very beginning.  It is the pyramid of light--the triangle power that we have shared with you previously.  You have several assisting you to make up the energy that you feel you lack, but know dear one the appropriate energy is being channeled through each of you.  You EstaRa are the anchoring point of the pyramid and carrying most of the energy which is why we required much of you on this journey.  Your mission is two fold—clearing of your energy in preparation of the final human merge with your twin and bringing the code keys necessary to light up this land that you call Philadelphia.  We ask that you stay love centered in all that you do over the next 24 hours particularly.  

You are a triangle of love and if you are understanding of the free mason energy you will understand that you are truly mean to be an open triangle for receiving and depositing energy.  The free mason energy is an open triangle, but dear ones it is triangle.  You are liberating more than you know for this period in your human history.  We will speak more to this later.

And so it is.


Mission: Philadelphia

It has been since Earth Day that I last wrote a post. I know much has transpired since I last wrote and at some point I plan to catch each of you up on that part of my life.  (I have been doing what is necessary to keep me balanced and feeling well. My back was really bad for a bit of time there, but now I am well on my way to recovery thanks to an amazing chiropractor and acupuncturist.  I feel so loved, cared for and safe.  To sit and write was not going to help my back since it required me to just be and relax. Anyway, onto today's blog.)

During my acupuncture session one day, I had a meeting of the minds so to speak with Ben Franklin and the original signers of the constitution of our United States (for those of us living in America) and it was enlightening to say the least. Each day thereafter, I was given bits of information on Philadelphia.  I must say even as the intuitive I am I ignored it a little because quite honestly, I am being guided to take my next trip to Michigan and that is in May so I thought Philadelphia can wait until June when I return from Michigan.  However, as I taught a workshop with my students, clarity began to come in and I shared with them what I knew to be true.  During that following week, I was awoken each night with a message about what needed to be done in Philadelphia and finally one night I woke up and channeled a bunch of information as to what needed to happen on our trip and when it needed to happen. I was up for hours trying to figure out the logistics.  I was told to let it go and allow.  The people called to go would go and it would work out.

I was guided to schedule the trip for May 5, 2012--the auscpicious date of the 5-5-5- Stargate Portal.  The energy is for clearing.  So here I am on my on May 6, 2012 writing to you.  I am in the hotel to finish up our work here in Philadelphia. It is quite amazing how the work seems to get done without any "work" being done. 

I was given information that we would be provided with what to do as we do it.  The first part of our journey was to leave really early in the morning (I don't usually sleep on these trips as I am working and more aware and conscious of the work I am doing in different dimensions).  Truthfully, today I woke up after 4 hours of "sleep" and feel completely unrested like I had only a half hour of sleep.  

Our first mission was to drive to a location picked by my guides as we were driving.  They said to get off the exit for Waterloo, NJ.  We got out and at the end of the turns we were guided to make was a "state park".  We were guided to do some work to connect with the water and the land there.  In addition, we connected with the Ramapough Lenape Tribe in Mahwah, NJ to assist them with their issues of the water there. It was a beautiful experience and a beautiful message channeled from my guides. (No, I didn't record it..I know I am disappointed too, but it was beautiful.) 

Then we headed here to Philadelphia.  So here we are on Mission: Philadelphia.

The mission: 
Go to Philadelphia (the historic district) to clear old Karma and release the original signers of the Constitution from their contract.    I have been given the Mission to “Sew together the threads of time” as I carry the vibration of the “Sacred Needle”.   It is necessary for a group  to gather and spread Sacred Geometry as we walk the path of the old, bringing in the energy of the new.
  
It is a women only trip for the reason that  the Divine Feminine Energy must be brought to this place to perform the work that is to be done.  Not negating male energy for this trip is meant to balance the “male energy” of the country’s forefathers. 

Onward we journey,  I will post the channel next blog...