Energy Thoughts: Guidance from the Heart

I know it has been months since the last Energy Thoughts I had written.  There is so much that I have witnessed and experienced over the last few months.  First let me begin by saying, so glad 2013 is over!  Oy Vey (words from my twinflame), what a year it was!  2013 was anything but easy!  Like most people I endured a great deal of pain, change and struggle, and while mine was due to the car accident others had a collision with their reality.  The course that they were on was getting a shift/correction. 

2013 is over and we are glad of it, but unfortunately for some the energy will carry into 2014 for wiping slates clean especially if you didn’t heed the call in 2013 to clean house and for some that was literally.  All the steps you did not make forward in 2013, its okay because the beginning of 2014 is all about guiding you now to make those steps.  Unfortunately, the longer you wait the more your feet are in taffy.  (As I am typing I am getting a visual of someone standing on blue taffy trying to get their foot off the ground, but they can’t they keep getting stuck.  Yes, the visual thing is a gift that has expanded post accident—and well, my twinflame is really awakened now because he is having intuitive experiences and he is all about the visual so with his etheric unblocking I see more now too!)   The words that come to mind as I type this are Don’t Hesitate!  Don’t wait a second longer to do what you’ve been wanting to(must)  do.  Be sure of it, but most of you have been tossing the ideas around for so long that it is almost a done deal—oh well it would be if you step into it in the NOW.   

Since the advent of 2014, I have been feeling like there is an inner me, ready to run!! Ready to fly high and move faster, meanwhile an outer me is still not physically healed, but my optimism is coming back again (hadn’t seen it in quite some time).  Does it sound familiar?  That there is an inner part of you ready to move (run) forward?  This is how the other half  is living if you are not from the category above “awaiting the right time” to step out of the taffy.  For us folks, waiting and ready to run (the image I am being shown is that of a baton race.  The runner at the start line waiting to get the baton is ready, leaning forward  waiting, waiting, waiting even be held back with someone’s hand hold them back at their chest/heart.  Hmmm what an image. I see it as being very much the heart is ready to move forward, but something has arrived/happened yet for you to fully go forward with your heart’s desire).  Well if this isn’t an image I have seen/experienced over the last 4 years of my life. Hahaha  Anyway, I feel like this Mercury Retrograde is about keeping us true to our heart—not jumping the gun so to speak. (More about Mercury Retrograde next Energy Update.) As I’m writing, I’m getting the message for you to allow your head to navigate what your heart has always known…or allowing others to navigate what your heart has always known. I like it better that way—hahaha  

Regardless, which way  you are feeling from above, it is time to listen to your heart and follow its guidance.  Astrologers have said it is all about destiny, fate and soul’s truth/purpose/mission.  February is the month to access the love/truth/guidance from your heart/soul/higher self.  Plan, plan, plan as you wait to get the baton.  And well, the baton race--that is what is March is all about—the Equinox—the coming out party for humanity on the side of LOVE.  It’s all about Revolution!  Dare I whisper…that is what is happening a Love REVOLUTION—been waiting for one for so long now….and the whispers are happening.  More to come…Start your day off right today…go ahead listen to Tracy Chapman’s Revolution….this song kept playing in my head all morning long.

Finally, A New Year Message!

Happy New Year dear friends and family, angels and aliens alike.  It has been a great blessing for me to close the year of 2013.  I have gone through much on my journey this past year with the car accident, incompetent or just lazy doctors, fears of money and such.  While the journey continues to be a bit of a challenge, I know on some level I did sign up for it.  I don't know exactly how the future will go, but I do know that I am grateful to say that I put much behind me.  As I travel the ladder of ascension, it occurs to me that so many things have to change.  While we all want to be in the love and joy (most are not feeling it), the truth remains we can never just be in the love and joy without helping to change the things that no longer work for humanity.   We came here to shine, we came here at this time on the planet to move forward human consciousness.  It isn't by accident that you chose to incarnate at this hour on planet earth. It was a choice to come and free the earth's inhabitants from the limitations of living 3D.  We are in the age of the pioneer and you thought that term referred to the old American prairie. This energy is about to rock your world, if hasn't already been doing so. 2014 is the year that you can begin to change everything you no longer like. 

With the advent of 2013, I discovered how important it is to have boundaries with family, friends and clients. I also learned that spreading love to the world is my way of living (it has always been, but I discovered that no matter what that truly is my job) and then on February 14 (the well-known day of love), I was in a car accident; that literally caused me to stop, stay still and learn.  I've still not been back to myself in many ways in terms of my physical reality: haven't had much of a social life, haven't been able to be my fully active self and  in truth, I spend most of my time in my bed because lying down is the most comfortable position for my body. While I may not have been out in the world like I was pre-accident, I experienced ,much over the past year.  I learned many things as a result of my car accident of 2013 about myself and about people in my life.

To name a few things I experienced and learned in 2013 (or relearned), there is no particular order there.  They are simply thoughts that came to me as I started writing this.

I learned who my friends were and who were just there for the ride until my life stopped.  I learned that people don't like to face the truth they would rather look outside themselves for their joy.  I learned that always being independent I needed this experience to show me how to ask for help.  I learned that I need people. I learned that yes I am scared, but I learned there are things I cannot change and I'd much rather focus my energy on things I can.  I learned that connection to another is of utmost important in a world where separation is so prevalent. I learned that people prefer that I pretend I was fine rather than see the truth of a dysfunctional medical system.  I learned what I had already known, but didn't realize how much worse it had gotten.   I learned that doctors do not listen to you, medicine is what is destroying our bodies, insurance is really not a benefit as it has been promoted to be.  I learned that not having insurance is nearly the same as having state insurance. I learned that firing a doctor is freeing. I learned that no one will speak up for you in the way you can. I learned that I often know more than the doctors do simply because I listen to my body. I learned that there really is no help out there for you if you don't have friends and family.   I learned that if you are incapacitated in a way you can not speak or understand information that you must have someone you can trust to help you. I learned that money seems to be everyone's priority and yet I learned that throughout all of my trials and tribulations it still has not become my priority. Oh ya, I'm not living well--in fact I am struggling a great bit, but it is still not a priority. I learned that I have no money because my motivation has always been to help regardless if someone could afford it or not. I learned that a true healer is one that focuses more on the healing than the money.   I learned that the system we (as American government) have in place is no longer for the people and I question exactly how long has it not been for the people. I learned tolerance and compassion for people who were not like me.  I learned that I prefer to have people sharing my values and beliefs surrounding me. I learned that just because I learned something at a young age that it is okay to question it.  I learned that standing up for those you love is more important than watching injustice or abuse happen. I learned that you must question everything.  I learned that we must see ourselves as the ones who are here to change the world.  I learned that breathing in peace is a miracle. I learned that my head was no longer quiet like before the accident. I learned again how to quiet my mind and start over again. I learned that pure, unconditional love is possible. I learned that magic happens every moment that we breathe if we let it. I learned that facing your truth is so much easier when you realize you are always learning. I learned how powerful I truly am.  I learned that blessings come in a great many sizes and in a great many ways.  I learned that greatest problem facing humanity is fear.  I learned that fear is perpetuated by the world outside of us.  I learned that everything that causes a problem to the world is traceable back to fear.  I learned that no matter what we must take back our power, first on a personal level, then on a local level and then expand it globally. 

2014 is shaping up to be the year that we can do it.  The astrology is on our side.  Planetary alignments are such that you have began to shed your skin down to the bear bottom or continued to do so in 2013.  Now, in 2014, it is time to expand that out to your community, where are the injustices?  It is now time to stand together, unite with others of like mind and begin to make it happen. If you are interested in doing this and want to come together with like minds, I am going to ask you to contact me, no matter where you are.  Let me know what your focus is, what your voice wants to speak and what path you wish to take and I will connect you with others just like you!   I would like to gather together with others that are willing to stand up for themselves and those who have no voice.  I want to give empowerment to the paths that we must take. I want to give voice to the change we wish to be.  It is time that we learn that we are the ones we have been waiting for and that we are the ones that have the power to create the world we wish to see. 

PS Sorry for the late New Year Message, but things have been a little delayed and well...now it feels that time is pushing forward. There are many other things I've learned, but  most importantly to me is that I learned how to be neutral in a time when nothing in my life is particularly neutral or in the world for that matter.

Merry Christmas

This Christmas….

This is the first Christmas since moving into Christ Consciousness, that is what the shift in human consciousness is called.  In simplified terms, we have moved into a time of living a life truly like Christ in that we are to rely on our faith, trust and belief in the divine which is in each and every one of us.  It isn’t something that we can subscribe to through religion or can be taught—this divinity is right there inside of us waiting to be tapped into each day, in every moment with every breath.   Christ is born on Christmas Day so to me I feel as though last year we were “reborn” after the Galactic Alignment of 12-21-12 and this year, we are the living and breathing “Christed” Beings of Light.  As I write this, I am feeling strongly, “Yes, yes we are.”

As I write Merry Christ-mas this morning it struck me again as it did last year: Christmas broken up into:  Mas being (Mass of humanity) Christed-ness (Expanded Human Consciousness into Christ Consciousness)  We (all of us on Earth) are all capable of Christ Consciousness, Magic and Love, know this and you will begin to live it .  If you want to know more about what that means, simply look into your heart because that is “THE WAY” that Christ talked about and remember the only message is LOVE.

Make a step toward Love…it doesn’t have to be the leap you are needing/wanting to take, but a simple step in the direction you want to go is all that is needed and then you will see the universe open up to help you with the rest of the steps. (That is the magic of Christ Consciousness).

Merry Christmas, my friends.  May the blessings the holiday brings to you become the way and the the light for your journey ahead.

My wish for you is to receive the blessings of this Christmas.

Love to you,
EstaRa

Inspirational Snippet: Happy Solstice!

This is the first year I am not able to fully celebrate the Solstice with my beautiful, love-filled community of light family.  Happy Solstice Everyone!  I've not been able to channel because when it is convenient for my guides, I'm usually off to a doc appointment or such.  Yesterday, I started to channel, but had to go so I am sharing the message from yesterday's Facebook Message.  The car accident has truly interfered with my life, but I promise you that I do believe there will soon be an end to it all and it will be back to EstaRa--no longer April.  It's been a mixed blessing this car accident and has brought up a lot of "April" energy--meaning my past, but I do believe it is for final clearing and release so I am grateful.  I welcome EstaRa back fully in the coming year-for that is the most powerful aspect of me--April is a soul piece while EstaRa encompasses my whole soul.  I bring all of this up as we are nearing the end of the year of 2013 because I know there are many that have had life changing experiences as well since 12-21-2012 and you didn't think anything happened on that day, hmmm.   It ended the old paradigm which has been held up on a weak foundation throughout this past year, many holes have been poked and prodded into the foundation. This is one things I was able to truly see; the clash of old paradigm with the new during this past year.  I am the new, I live the new and I shall promote the new paradigm.  The accident brought to the forefront for me the ability to ask for help, speak my truth and choose to remain in my authenticity even up against a system (s) that is anything but authentic and true. In return, I received the confirmation of what I learned in the past: the knowledge that I am loved, worthy and perfect as I am.  This was one of my major lessons this year and I have to say that I am truly grateful for it--while I am still undergoing it--I do have faith and believe that all will be well.  Please take a moment to look at your life and where you do not feel authenticity/love/empowerment/peace/harmony/truth then it is time for you to change that.  The universe will show you with the energy of this Solstice if it has not already done so.  And onto the message for today:

Today's message: As you give yourself permission to shine your light in your everyday life in your everyday relationships in your everyday living so too do you give permission for everyone else to shine their light, particularly those in your closest circles. During this time of this Solstice, shed the skin of the past, shed the darkness that you've been in entrapped in, and allow yourself to shine by living your truth, embracing who you really are letting go of the struggle you've been living in, stepping out of what no longer serves you and stepping into the manifestation of your truth. This solstice energy is about giving yourself permission to be who you are, live how you choose, love who you want and manifesting the miracles that are your dreams. ~EstaRa


My wish for you is to Shine your light and Share your love!!

Love to you,
EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: Anxiously Awaiting or Anticipating

Feeling fiery on Full Moon Friday? This full Moon is chock full of energy--Not to mention a lunar eclipse. Fasten your seatbelts ladies, gentlemen humans, aliens and angels alike...you're in for quite a ride.    The momentum has been building since October 1st and now it is time to take action. But wait, Mercury is going Retrograde too!  Wow, what does that all mean for you? Me?  the Planet we are living on? 

Well, my dear souls, it has been a long awaited time for some and a shocking time for others.  Let me start by saying, I've been trying to write this Energy Update all week, but I've been experiencing problems with my computer locking up--not sure if it is the mouse or the computer--let's pray it is the mouse because I can always get a new one.  I've not had a working mouse on my laptop in the last 3 years so I have been using an external wi-fi mouse since (hopefully I will manifest the money for a new mouse soon).   I've been experiencing internet connection issues, cell phone issues and traffic issues: all of which are directly related to Mercury going Retrograde.  Here is the little secret, the planet, Mercury will physically be going retrograde on October 21, but if you look back over the month of October, it has been impacting us since October 1 (well some of us).  How is that possible you say?  Well, that is the magic of these multidimensional times.  

To explain further, I must step back to the Autumnal Equinox (well that is the exquinox that I experience this time of year) a bit.  If you read my channel from the Arcturian Masters of Light called  Equinox Message they spoke in greater detail as to what the Equinox energy was about.  But for a taste, they said, "This time on your planet, this equinox, opens the energetic gateway for the birthing of all that is.  As we mentioned some of you will exit the planet at this time, while others will birth into their new roles."   The Equinox propelled us forward into the new energy, the new timelines, for those of us in higher vibration and frequency; our timelines have changed.  We are now living in the 5th dimensional reality and moving forward in that way as well.

You wonder? Is that possible?  Are you not living on planet earth at this time?  Yes, dear ones it is possible.  The earth has changed its vibration and you have too.  Oh yes, there is still the human 3D reality going on.  EstaRa is well aware of that when she leaves the confines of her home, she tends to get smacked with the energy of mainstream humanity. --Arcturian Masters of Light.

Oh yes, they are right, mainstream humanity is far reaching for many, but for me it only impacts me when I have to interact with it.  I've been living in high vibration and frequency for years now and I have been ridiculed for my sensitivity and my choices to not participate in mainstream  events and functions.  Of course, the ridicule, I was often told, was for my own good and how I need to  make money.  Well, perhaps those people were right--I don't have the money, but I have my amazing energy and my inner truth--to me that is all that matters.  Yes, I love my tangents!  But hey, my guides prompted me to go there this time.  

Back to the energy.  So, with the advent of our "birthing" of the 5th Dimensional Reality, we have been building up in momentum to make it a reality in all dimensions.   Hmmm...what does that mean?  So for those of you who are high vibration/high frequency, your "new reality" exists already (if you are high vibe--you know that--it just hasn't been visible in the physical yet), but you are awaiting patiently (the word I've grown to dislike particularly over the last few years) for your future/new reality to arrive.   In other words, 3D physical reality has to catch up to your 5D reality.   Now, let me clarify for a moment that some of you will understand this and others may not. It simply means that everyone is ascending at a different level; therefore, your vibration and frequency evolves  as you ascend, and as you know, in ascension--everyone is at a different rung on the ladder, and as such, there are different levels of vibration/frequency.

So back to how Mercury Retrograde has been impacting us for the entire month of October.  So think for a moment, if you can get your head around this, you are/have been experiencing the reality before it manifests in the physical 3rd dimension. So, before Mercury "physically" moves retrograde, you've already been experiencing the effects.  Look at it as your Spirit moves faster than your dense physical self. (I know some of you are saying, no great surprise there!)

Now, let's come back to this full moon. Two weeks ago, we experienced our first new moon after we transitioned into 5th Dimensional Energy (after the Equinox) and boy was it loaded.  What you didn't realize at the time was that you really were setting up the blueprint for the future/now/this time.  We've had two weeks of highs and lows thanks to all the energy floating around us because we are in the thick of it now.   As you know, full moons area all about harvesting time; harvesting that which you set out to manifest.  This full moon has energy walloping us with truths, and if you are aware at all, you will notice how they have been appearing for you in your life.  

This particular harvest (full moon) has a twist to it.  Not only is it the first full moon after the Equinox, but we are being blessed (cursed is what some may say/think) with a Lunar Eclipse as well.  OH MY!  Lunar Eclipses are all about opportunities of intense energy/change: read endings and beginnings. But it is not that simple, at least it doesn't feel that way.  Sometimes these things can feel chaotic and torturous, but they also have the potential of feeling liberation and ecstasy.  Remember what I said above, this time has been long awaited for some and shocking for others. It all depends on where your perspective is, and on the work you have or have not done, in terms of aligning with your soul's truth.  This energy is all about prompting/pushing you into where you are meant to be and with this eclipse, things may get truly uncomfortable (especially if you haven't been already feeling it).  Now on the other hand, if you were to embrace this time, you might be more inclined to see that it is simple: choose the path that is in alignment with your true self.  Don't allow your ego to take over and say it doesn't know what your truth is--because everyone knows...it just may have been too difficult to face it or change it.  The beauty of this eclipse is that you have no choice but to face it and you will be all the better for it after.

Now is the time to top all the above said energy off with our travel through Mercury Retrograde and what do you get?  You get a month-long magical mix of change/transformation with a little spitting off of dead weight, gathering of new resources and enlightenment as you reclaim your truth in this new dimensional energy.  What? Everything is happening.  Everything is happening.  The next month will provide ample opportunity to transform your physical reality.  The energy of Mercury Retrograde puts things on pause physically, with interference in communication, new projects and generally moving forward. In this case, it is suggested to be viewed as a good thing.

The time on your planet is now!  It has been long awaited for the moment of truth to appear in physical reality.  This time is set for souls to step into who they are without hesitation.  Their truth is what will propel them forward.  Humanity is given the opportunity to play catch up. Everything is happening. Everything is real.  Everything is now. Trust what you know to be truth in your reality for it will be made manifest in the physical. ~The Arcturian Masters of Light.

The words echoing in my mind are "Everything is happening.  Everything is real. Everything is now."  This magical mix of energy is what is prompting all reality to change to that of one's truth.  This time may create havoc because long held beliefs/emotions/feelings/passions/desires having been bottled up for so long will be given a voice, an opportunity to express themselves.    This is the time for that to occur so don't be surprised by you or your loved ones expressing their truth--preferably in a way that is least destructive, but nonetheless expressed.  The agitation has been building internally and, in the etheric, for some three years, but recently it has been more visibly seen.  It may appear as though things slow down during this time and you can't get moving forward, but PLEASE know that is not the case---much is happening in an unseen way.  This retrograde is giving humanity a time to catch their physical reality up to their etheric/spiritual reality.   Or in other words, the physical 3D will begin to reflect your etheric 5D reality.  Long awaited for some, huh?  or as I would like to say: ABOUT TIME!!!!   Literally, humanity will have the month to jump to where they need to be; jumping from the reality they have been listlessly traversing through, to a reality they will thrive and exceed all expectation in. Sounds exciting to me! 

A final note, this time is not meant to be viewed as good or bad.  In fact, my guides emphasize that your view should be focused internally on your soul's truth.  I know, we've been told all this before, but this time it appears that the astrological timing is paving the way for the future we have so wanted to experience. For me, I am no longer anxiously awaiting, instead, I am eagerly anticipating the arrival of my soul's truth.  My question to you is: are you ready to see what you have manifested?  Are you ready to receive your etheric reality into your physical reality?  

In love, 
EstaRa  

PS. Please feel free to share, but be sure to give me credit.  Thank you.

Inspirational Snippet: Human Emotions

I wanted to share this morning's message I placed on my Soul Star Healing Facebook Fan Page.  As many of you know, each day I place a message from my guides, angels and/or my higher self for your highest and best good.  If you wish to connect with me on Facebook to receive these messages, please click this link:  https://www.facebook.com/soulstarhealing.

Today's Message: Imagine sitting on the coastline of a beach, watching as waves of the ocean wash ashore over your feet. Now, imagine that those waves are actually cleansing you/your energy/your thoughts. Dear ones, that is, what your emotions are for; they may be calm/rough/stormy/etc. It is so important to feel your emotions as they are cleansing you physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. We encourage you to not look at what your media shows as what is "normal" because you will see the "fake happiness" or a magic pill for happiness, but you will not see the true reality of human emotion. Dear ones, that is the beauty of your human experience, you get to experience it all!~Arcturian Masters of Light through EstaRa

 

So many people are silently suffering through their emotions for the sake of being spiritual, happy, peaceful people.  Really?  Now this a topic I can write about all day long, but i guess you will have to wait for my book to come out. Hahaha  So I will be as brief as possible to get out the point, my guides were trying to make or at least expand upon their words.

First off, let me  start by saying, not everyone is happy or peaceful all the time. It is impossible to be happy or peaceful all the time--the human being is not built that way.  We as a human have emotions/hormones (body chemistry)/stresses/life experiences that evolve to create the person we are, thereby, creating our unique reactions.  Unfortunately, if you are someone who watches a lot of media, compares yourself to your friends or are in an industry promoting a status of any sort; then you may in fact, believe that something  is wrong with you if you are not happy.  Media splashes constantly fake happiness through their advertisements, tv shows or movies even through pharmaceuticals; look at the commercials.  They don't even give you permission to not want to be like everyone else.  I could go on, but I won't because this is a tangent that I can write an entire series of books about.  With all that being said, it is possible; however,  to choose happiness in every moment. (that is completely different than feeling happy all the time.)

Second, the concept of being spiritual has so many connotations with it.  Where did they come from?  Is it misleading on purpose?  Or is it simply an incorrect assessment?  There is this connotation that if you are spiritual you are never angry, never sad, never lonely, never unhappy, never agitated, never unloving.  This goes back to that is not how the human is wired.  Being spiritual is just the opposite of all the "nevers" I just delineated.  Instead, being spiritual  means you are all of it; all of the emotions and feelings that make up the rainbow of human emotion.  The difference is that being spiritual (truly walking the walk and talking the talk) means you feel all of those things at all the appropriate times in your life, but you do not allow yourself to get lost in them because you have an inner compass. Being spiritual means you know how to access that inner guidance system and know that whatever is transpiring in your world, you can handle and you will overcome it.  This was something I discovered many years ago when I started my spiritual journey. I, too, was like many who thought you couldn't feel, but isn't it interesting that the feeling/emotion is what will actually prompt you to go deeper into your spiritual journey.  Unfortunately, too many people today consider themselves spiritual, but do not let themselves go any deeper than where they are.  It is unfortunate, but it is a choice.

And finally, I just want to say embrace those emotions that you are stuffing deep inside by old habits or addictions.  You may not even be aware, but you will be amazed at what you use to "numb" yourselves.  The more you begin to feel, the more you are able to breakthrough to your own guidance system and not need to rely on someone/thing externally.   Use those emotions as a cleansing of your physical, mental and emotional bodies.  You will find that as you do this the easier it is to access your true self and the easier it will be for you to pull away from what the media throws at you.  It is time for each of you to reclaim your power and the first step is to allow yourselves to feel your feelings.  

My wish for you today is that you let go into the emotion that is coming up at the moment so you can discover yourself.  

In love,

EstaRa

Channeled Message: Breakfast with Magdalena & Jeshua Discussing Twinflames

Friday night was the most powerful new moon--hope, you too, were able to anchor those energies.  If you read the previous blog post, you will know how amazing the energy was for me.  We finished our meditation and I have to admit that I was tired; I hadn't slept well the night before.  Magdalena came to speak as well and I allowed her to come through. I was not able to remember it all; so this morning, I had breakfast with her and Jeshua and that is what is below. It is kind of in a question and answer format...I will let you in on a little secret, this is the direct transcript of today's conversation.  I am sending out the pertinent info to my client database...so thanks for being my followers on here. ME that is me asking questions.  With love and light, here is the message from my Breakfast with Magdalene & Jeshua.

Dear Ones, 

I am here with my beloved Jeshua.  We come to you with so much love.  We are very proud of you as we know that the path of love has been difficult for you to stay on, but it will be worth it and you will soon see.  We wish to tell you that all is happening, know that, feel that and believe in that.  Hold your faith and your love in your heart for your beloved other half.   As beloved Chamuel shared with you earlier, the time is now for reunions to occur.  They have begun.  There have been delays and setbacks, but you have kept your faith.  We ask you to forgive yourself for any doubts or fears you may have.  Forgive your beloved for any doubts or fears they may have.  I am here to assist you dear keepers of the feminine energy.  My beloved jeshua is here to assist, your beloved dear keepers of the masculine energy. 

ME: How does the Masculine Feminine Energy work?  I mean I do believe we have both energies within us.  (By the way, I’ve never gotten such a beautiful direct answer)

Dear one, the energy of Masculine and Feminine has always been upon your planet; however, at times, for the evolution of humanity, it was necessary for one to be expressed more than the other.  This last period has been dominated by Masculine Energy which is why we have brought into focus and have been flooding your planet with Feminine Energy.   Every human upon your planet has both the masculine and feminine energy within them, you are correct, EstaRa.  However, for you, the twinflames, the distribution is not equal.  Let us explain this to you more fully. Dearest one, we shall simplify the answer so as to make it easier to comprehend.  

Each human that is not a twinflame has both aspects of masculine and feminine within them.  For example it would be 50 % Masculine Energy and 50% Feminine Energy within them.  Now, explaining it that way will assist you in understanding that, that is the balance point of Masculine and Feminine Energy that is to be achieved within each and every human; but, for most of humanity they have been expressing more of one than the other; therefore, being out of balance.   With the influx of Feminine Energy upon your planet at this time, it is assisting bringing each individual into balance of Feminine and Masculine Energies.    Please understand that one is not better than the other as they are both needed for living a fully satisfying life upon this earth, but also for creation and change.
 

Now, with the human that is a twinflame, aspects of masculine and feminine are different and meant to be.  In a twinflame relationship whether you are physically together yet or not, one human is the primary carrier of the feminine and one human is the primary carrier of the masculine energy.  This puts those individuals out of balance until their reunion occurs.  So using the simplification of what we explained above: The primary carrier of the Feminine Energy is 75% Feminine Energy and 25% Masculine Energy; whereas the carrier of the Masculine Energy is 75% Masculine Energy and 25% Feminine Energy.  It is necessary for the twinflames to unite to balance out their own Masculine and Feminine Energies.  The flooding of Feminine Energy on the planet is creating the awakening of the Feminine Energy within each and every human (twinflame or not), but this message is about the twinflames.  The carrier of the Feminine Energy has had the greatest awakening to their role as a twinflame in remembering who they are because they are 75% Feminine.  The carrier of the Masculine Energy has had their awakening as well; however, that is why it is slower for them to understand the call of their soul.  They have 75% Masculine Energy which has held them in the prevalent energy on the planet.  It is now that the calling of their 25% Feminine Energy is looking for their other half.  We tell you this, because you, carriers of the Feminine Energy, are what they are being pulled to.  Pull them to you because they are coming.

ME: How do we pull them to us? 

You pull them to you through your heart and radiating love, radiating your divinity through the Feminine Energy you carry.  Open your hearts.  The harshness of the environment in which you live it is sometimes necessary to shield yourselves; that is why we say open your hearts.  Find ways to feel open and loving.  Remember open hearts means open to receiving as well as to giving.  EstaRa, you felt intoxicated with that love the other evening—that is what an open heart is. Being in that space is what will help pull your Masculine Counterparts to you.  

ME: Is there anything else we can do?

We encourage you to pull your beloved to you each day.  Spend 1-3 minutes per day in love with your beloved.   Go to a place in your heart once per day and open your heart to send love to them and receive love from them.  We emphasize that you spend the minimum of one minute to the maximum of three minutes.  Your connection to them this way will interrupt their consciousness and they will distinctively feel you.  We ask you to spend no longer than three minutes because it will interrupt their consciousness.  Longer than 3 minutes will create a distraction for them, and we want them to stay present and focused on what is at hand that they need to do.   In essence, you will pull them out of their body to the etheric and pull them away from what they consciously need to do in the physical to be with you.  

ME: Is this why I was being blocked to my etheric connection with my beloved?

Dear one, you are not being blocked by anyone other than your higher self.  It is the job of each of you to have your essence within you.  With the merging of your souls over the last human years, it was easier to escape to a place of love out of your body, whether you or your beloved other half was aware of it or not.  However, your beloved’s higher self is within him aligning his human self with his mission so that he can manifest the steps necessary for your physical reunion.   Spending too much time with him etherically acts as a distraction to him from what he needs to manifest physically.  Therefore, the deliberate “separation” has been necessary for his soul to grow.  You and he created this for that reason.

ME: Can you explain briefly to others the difference of humans and human twinflames because you mentioned it above?

The human that is a twinflame and the human that is not are no different other than what their mission upon this earth is to be.  Both are meant to be in balance and bring to balance their masculine and feminine energies within; however, the human that is a twinflame will work at balancing their energies as they come together in union because that is the only way they can balance their Masculine and Feminine Energies.  It is necessary for their union to occur to assist the rest of humanity in balancing out their Masculine and Feminine Energies.  Their work will be done through love, through their union and it will emanate outward.

We will state to you that a human that is not a twinflame is a person who is fully capable of receiving and being the love they came here for, but it is not the same.  They are still able to attain the highest possible love relationship with a high level soul mate that may resemble closely to a twinflame relationship, but their mission is not to reunite with their twinflame. 

Thank you, Magdalena and Yeshua.  I am so grateful for your love, guidance and support.

We love you, EstaRa.  Know that you are guided, loved and protected.  We thank you for your dedication and love on this journey that has been so difficult for you.   

EstaRa’s final words:

This is not something easily understood because human words cannot express what twinflame love is.  It is an inherent part of who you are.  To know if you are a twinflame or not, you will know inside of your core, most of us that are twinflames have come into this life knowing they were meant to find their other half from the very beginning.  It is not simply to find love or a relationship. It is to find the other half of your soul.  It exceeds all human boundaries and limits. It is made manifest in every dimension of time and space.  This is a relationship that is not easily comprehended for anyone other than another twinflame.  As a human non-twinflame, to comprehend this, one would have to let go all human reality and see through their soul what twinflames are because it will defy their reality.