This is my soul's journey of healing, love and light. On my path, I encounter many opportunities for self healing. I only hope I can impart some wisdom to you along the way as I journey through this life.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Energy Thoughts: End of the Beginning
I have been starting and stopping this email since the 26th
of December. I think I can write today
and finally get this out to all of you—but we shall see. I have decided to write this one in two
parts. This part will discuss a bit of
what has happened/happening until January 11.
Onto it then…
We are now through the gateway of the 12-12-12 and we are
moving past the “Mayan End date “ of 12-21-2012. But, we are not past the energies of the
Galactic Center—oh no we are only in the beginning of it. A dear soul whom I love, once quoted from
Winston Churchill the following:
“Now
this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is,
perhaps, the end of the beginning.” It seems the appropriate quote to use
here.
We are moving into transition/assimilation/creation/transformation/union. That is a mouthful and I am not sure I
captured all the words to convey such things, but I think you get the gist of
what I am saying. The changes began well
before December, but as we approached the 12-12-12 gateway so much more began
to transpire building up to this current wave of the New Year Energy. Meanwhile, the dropping away of the old
energy paradigm began to show up on an individual scale.
So let me take you back to early December,
I had a client come in and shared a story with me. (forgive me if you heard the
story before, but it bears repeating here) .
She saw something on tv or facebook(one and the same these days) and it
was about a policeman who purchased shoes for a homeless man. She told me she cried a lot when she first
heard this, but not because the policeman bought shoes, but that the there are
people without shoes and further more there are people without homes. I looked at her and could feel her
heart-breaking; breaking open of a closed off/numbness. She said to me, “this shouldn’t be ok. This shouldn’t be happening in 2012.”
This is a great example to share here
because a great deal of society is/has been in that closed off/numb/immune
place. This showed me just what the
energies of the “end times” are doing to people. It is creating situations where individually
we are reaching into our hearts and “feeling”.
Now, do recognize it isn’t a recent discovery that there are
homeless/shoeless/foodless people out there---the recent discovery is that
humanity one by one is discovering that we should no longer have tolerance for
such things. And yes, this is a harsh
reality, but clearly we as a collective have accepted that people are
homeless/shoeless/foodless/etc for a very long time---it is seen in the
policies that are made in both governments and communities locally, nationally,
globally. (on a side note, sincerely
look at the decisions in government and see where our tax money goes) I digress, back to the energy update.
So much was packed into December 2012; so much so that it
had impacts on each person etherically, physically, mentally and
emotionally. EVERYONE was impacted;
there is not one being on this planet that has not experienced a shift within
them. However, perhaps you/they are unable to tangibly see or know what exactly
it is that has clicked for you/them. Or
you may be one of us who has/ can put their finger on it right away. Either way, something has changed. Do you see it with other people?
The example above from my client represented a shift from
within her. Now with the advent of this
new energy, all these internal epiphanies are happening, but are not
necessarily being shared openly just YET.
Oh they are either waiting until someone else shares it first or afraid
to share thinking that people will judge them because remember some of these epiphanies
should be obvious to the human eye—but they have been covered over by the US
and THEM energies that were prevalent on the planet previously. Do you see?
The energy is hitting home—as the separation energy is slowly moving out
of everyday living and being replaced by the energy of you Unity—I am you and
You are me; people can now feel it/experience it. Bringing back the energy of oneness,
tolerance for such things as my client discovered is quickly dissipating. When you are numb/immune/closed
off/brainwashed by others ideas it is easy to “not see”, but when the heart is
opened it isn’t so easy to tolerate. But
even more, when your heart is opened, that is when you can do something about
it. Imagine that many people feel this
way that my client did? Then, they would
gather together to do something about it?
Homeless Shelters, food kitchens, etc, right? Wrong!
When WE ALL (as one) realize that this is not ok—then we banish it and
live in Unity.
The month of December pulled up/opened up/threw salt on emotions making way for humanity to make the ascension gate of 12-21-12. And humanity did. The time leading up to Christmas was one swept in reality and the falling apart of the illusion. The truths of what is not working in our society began to be seen, but not only on a small scale---a global scale. With the tragedy that occurred in Newtown, CT there was an uproar from ALL—across the globe! It brought to “light” several questions/problems/promptings that need to be addressed in a society that has been placed in separation and darkness for too long. The problems reach farther than Connecticut—they reach all societies because the problems are real and not going away. It is still having an impact upon humanity in terms of who is still choosing the old paradigm versus the new. As I talked about above, what happens when we ALL (as one) realize that this is not ok—then we banish it and live in Unity—but first things need to happen to bring to light what needs to change—again humanity needs/needed to awaken from its slumber of immunity/numbness in order for change to occur.
Many people began
popping/snapping/clicking into epiphanies: some obvious and some not so
obvious; some personal and some not so personal, but most importantly they
spent the good part of the last days of 2012 in preparation/waiting for the
right time to “spring board” off with their new found awareness. The time between the “popping” and action is
where we are in waiting…also known as the lull that we all felt this holiday
season.
What to expect the time between the 21st of December and January 11, 2013 is the popping/clicking/snapping into place of each individual’s discovery of what isn’t right in their life, right in their world and right in the world. Now, does that mean everyone? No, surely not. It does mean; however, that those who are “popping” are ready for the next steps on their journey and don’t be surprised if you see that showing up in more external ways than simply within their radar/awareness. Now , in case you were wondering what about those who are not having epiphanies that you can recognize—oh they are! You are just not seeing it yet---give them time to adjust to the new awareness. Others you may see/sense/feel undergoing the purging/grieving/ transitional phase. No matter where anyone is in terms of their journey—we are all in this together.
As the quote above
says: “Now this is not
the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end
of the beginning.” Perhaps, it is the end of the beginning and
now the work begins...let's construct the world we want.. .
Monday, December 31, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: Key to Open New Doors
I woke up this morning hearing the words in my head, “It's about Forgiveness". I sat with it in my heart for a few minutes before I got out of bed. Then, the dream from last night came into my mind. I realized that all the dreams I have been having since 12-12-12 have been about forgiveness. In each dream, someone who I have perceived hurt me in some way, big or small, real or unreal was in my dreams and I made peace with them. Last night, was not any different other than at the end of the dream, I had gone through a trying time and I looked up at the sky and it was blue with lots of pink and I remember in the dream; I said out, "That is unconditional Love". So that brings me to this day's Inspirational Snippet.
On the eve of the new year, I'd like to give you all a little bit of homework--so you can close the door on the past through forgiveness and receive "the key" to open the new doors into unconditional love.
IT IS ABOUT FORGIVENESS. This often appears to be a difficult concept for so many because some people feel that forgiveness means condoning the abuse or past hurt or consider it an act being passive. In fact, forgiveness is neither weak nor passive. They are acts of great courage! It is a great dissolver of blocks in your intuitive development. But even more it is a step to see your true soul for the truth of your soul is love and anything impeding that love is not your truth. It simply has become the "accepted truth" until you are able to move past that block.
Now, you have all heard about Forgiveness and you may have "think" you have done it already--until there isn't an emotional charge (ie sadness, anger or grief) then you have not completely forgiven that person/situation/sometimes you! It doesn't mean you are incapable or that there is something wrong with you--it simply means it is a unique process to each person and may be different for whomever is experiencing it.
I leave you with the following words of wisdom, Forgiveness doesn't involve anyone but you. It is not meant to help the other person or even fix the situation--it is about releasing you from this HUGE energy block/leak/drain. It is all about you loving you enough to move forward and past the pain/lesson/hurt.
It is the "ending" of a year...we are waiting on the threshold of a new beginning, so let's close some doors using forgiveness. Make a list of people who (you perceived) may have hurt you (past-present-future) and what it is that you are still holding onto with them....basically anything that does not feel in alignment with love. That is not to say that you have to love them in the sense of romantic/familial/friendship love (there are some people that you have come across that you can take or leave so it isn't necessary about loving them in a relationship way); however, in this instance love means--no emotional charge/no anger/no grief etc. Hope that helps to make some sense to you all. Look at each name on the list and say out loud" I release you, (their name). I forgive you, (their name). I love you, (their name). I release you, (your name). I forgive you, (your name). I love you, (your name).
Now, it isn't always a one shot deal you may have to do this longer for some people or may need to repeat the steps another night, but for tonight, let's release whatever we can so that tomorrow we can open a door to the new, the unconditional love we have been wanting,
My wish for you is to use the keys you have to unlock the door to your future with unconditional love and close the door on your past through forgiveness.
Love to you,
EstaRa
Monday, December 24, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: Merry Christmas
Christmas….
I was sitting quietly after my morning meditation, and was getting ready to wish a friend Merry Christmas. And it occurred to me that this Christmas is so much more important than any other. It is the first Christmas after the “Galactic Alignment Shift” that we just moved through. We moved/are moving into “Christ Consciousness”, that is what the shift in human consciousness is called. In simplified terms, we are moving to living a life truly like Christ in that we have faith, trust and belief in the divine which is in each and every one of us. It isn’t something that we can subscribe to through religion or can be taught—this divinity is right there inside of us waiting to be tapped into each day, in every moment with every breath. Christ is born on Christmas Day so to me I feel as though we are all “reborn” on Christmas Day this year. With the shifting of our energy into “Christ Consciousness” , I feel we are being reborn as “Christed” Beings of Light. As I write this, I am feeling strongly, “Yes, yes we are.”
So when I went to write this morning, I wrote Merry Christ-mas. It struck me as something I had not noticed before Christmas broken up into: Mas being (Mass of humanity) Christed-ness (Expanded Human Consciousness into Christ Consciousness) We (all of us on Earth) are capable of Christ Consciousness, Magic and Love know this and you will begin to live it . We brought in the new earth on 12/12/12 and we have been anchoring and grounding it until yesterday and tomorrow is the re-birthing of humanity into this new Consciousness. If you want to know more about what that means, simply look into your heart because that is “THE WAY” that Christ talked about and remember the only message is LOVE.
Make a step tomorrow in Love…it doesn’t have to be the leap you are needing/wanting to take, but a simple step in the direction you want to go is all that is needed and then you will see the universe open up to help you with the rest of the steps. (That is the magic of Christ Consciousness).
Merry Christmas, my friends. May the blessings the holiday brings to you become the way and the the light for your journey ahead.
My wish for you is to receive the blessings of this Christmas.
Love to you,
EstaRa
Monday, December 17, 2012
Channeled Message: Responsibility for Peace, Happiness & Love
Channeled Message from The Galactic Federation of Light through EstaRa in Guilford, CT on Sunday, December 16, 2012.
We are with each and every one of you. We know that this time on your planet exposure to the darkest energies exists; however, dear ones—exposure to the brightest energy exists as well. It is a matter of where the focus gets placed. Your earth is at its tipping point. It has the potential to tip in one way over another; and yet, we wish to tell you that your humans are tipping towards the light. These last acts of darkness will only prevail if power is given to them.
Many things will transpire over the next thirty years of your earth time and it is the responsibility of each human to determine which direction they wish to take the “new earth” in. The responsibility for creation, magnification and destruction is by way of thoughts, beliefs and decisions. While it is a collective responsibility to make manifest what you wish and desire for the earth; it starts with the individual taking responsibility for his or her actions, beliefs, thoughts and decisions daily. If each person upon earth chose peace, happiness and love to be their focus each day then that is the vibration sent out. Know that even 10 people who do this have multiplied the light quotient by 10 upon the planet. It does not mean all darkness will be gone, but it does mean there will be less of it available to grow. We do not assume or imply that it is easy to do at this time or in any time upon your earth as it requires vigilance to stay in balance and focus to stay in peace, happiness and love—but we tell you that each day that becomes the focus then each day it gets easier—each day solutions to problems appear—each day what is not in alignment with peace, happiness and love will show itself—it will make clear what needs to be viewed and worked through. You may think that is a bad thing with light is shed upon darkness; but dear ones, how can you change what is –if you do not know what is in need of change?
We ask you to stay in your heart and connect to your soul to know what it means to bring, to be and to live peace, happiness and love and maintain that focus. It is not something decided in your heard, behind a desk or in a group—it is something that is decided or experienced individually by way of how you carry out your day to day life—it simply is a way of being and living. Now we wish to address that the same ways of creation as noted above remains true even if you focus upon fear, anger, unforgiveness and violence then you would make manifest that in your world as well.
We’ve mentioned many times to EstaRa through conversations and channels with her that sensitivity is her gift—as it is for humanity too! It is the gift that creates change. If you become numb and immune to life and your experiences; then you seek and need experiences that will make you feel—that is the increase in intensity that you are experiencing in your human world at this time—everything must be more intense in order to feel—more violent, more sexual—the extremes have to occur to make you feel—but dear ones a large part of your shift in consciousness is the shift in your sensitivity—you will feel if you have not already felt and experience a breaking open of your heart chakra center –that is, the walls of immunity that you have built will begin to crumble and you will begin to experience life differently.
As EstaRa has often pointed out—if you are numb or immune to what it is you are doing what is happening around you or what is not happening around you then it is time for a change. EstaRa is correct in her statement for you can no longer be of service to yourself, humanity or the earth if you numb; therefore, you are no longer present in your current reality. Your job upon the planet is to be of service to all through your presence of being. (I asked my guides to clarify being “Neutral” as they suggested in last week’s Energy Thoughts from being numb/immune) We tell you to stay “neutral” (balanced). That is not to say that you do not feel happy or sad, pain or pleasure—it is to say that you allow yourself to feel the feelings as they come up, but you do not allow yourself to get caught up in the emotions. Yours or others! Emotions are expressions of your feelings which are interpretations of the stimulus around you. In staying in balance (We use the word balance interchangeably with neutral), you are able to hold the space for the peace, happiness and love for you; however, more importantly you develop more empowerment (personal power) and can hold that space for so many more souls upon the earth at this time that are not able to. We know this is not easy to do individually in your lives, but we do know that it is possible for you. We ask you to support one another through these times; those individuals who demonstrate strength and have been strong are not able to always be the strong ones—you all must be the strong ones as you all must be the weak ones. We use the words “weak ones” lightly for we do not see any of you as weak—in fact we see you as strong, powerful beings; we simply use the words to distinguish that there are times you may be the supporter and at other times you may be the supported. It matters not which you are when—it simply matters that you know that you and others are and can be both.
Once again we wish to bring you back to the focus of love, especially during this gateway of time you are in. It is so important now five days from the Solstice to hold that space of creation in love, peace and happiness for the energy is supporting what you hold. You are each loved, honored and respected for your journey—it is paved in light with detours along the way to create the world and experience your soul truly desires.
The Galactic Federation of Light.
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