Full Moon Release

Hi Everyone,

Just wanted to take a moment to share a message I posted on my Soul Star Healing Page because I feel so many more people need to see this.  For more information like this, check out my Facebook Page.

Today's Message:

Happy Full Moon. Take some time today to connect with your heart and sense what it is you are truly ready to release. What are you ready to let go of? Not what what you think or have been told you should be done with nor what has been showing up for you. No, instead, I say to you to go within your heart and ask what you are ready to release. Listen quietly and feel that energy in your entire being, identify where you are holding it in your body and breathe it in fully. (To truly release we must feel it to heal it and let it go.) Now, take another deep breath in, filling up with light and expanding out through your body. Take another deep breath in, this time, bring your attention and awareness to that part of your body, exhale out fully making a sound to signify a release. Let that energy expand

over you.

Finally, allow your human awareness come into play, and ask yourself for one word to describe that experience, write it down on a piece of paper and burn it. (it may not be what you expect and it may surprise you--it doesn't matter.) Do not judge the word. Allow this moon's energy to help you transmute this one thing that no longer serves you, nor does it have a place in your body, mind or spirit any longer. Say a prayer of Forgiveness to yourself for holding onto this piece and thank yourself for the willingness to let it go.

~EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: Is Your Boat Being Rocked?

 Good Day Beings of Love,

April has arrived just in time in CT....we had snow up until Tuesday night.  I look out the window today and still see remnants of this winter's snowfall still on the ground.  It is quite symbolic.  Look at your life right now, what do you see?  Remnants of the old you still encircling you?  Perhaps you are seeing old ways of coping showing up in your life, even things you thought you have long ago dropped away.  Do you feel  overwhelmed?  Have you felt yourself more exhausted, but at the same time raring for something to go forward? I have to say since last Wednesday I have been in bed earlier than ever--sleeping longer than I have in years and then I moved over the weekend into all this extra energy at night, but not knowing what to do with myself. I want to read , study, commune with nature, walk or go somewhere, but the energy is not yet there. Physically, I am not there yet, but mentally and emotionally I am there.

The physical reality/body is the last to receive the changes that you have made.  It is also the last to experience the clearing too.  Know that you are right on target for that new beginning I've been talking about.  We have been smack dab in the middle of the eclipse sandwich that began on the Spring Equinox with the Solar Eclipse.  We will be closing the Eclipse Sandwich on Saturday, April 4th with the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse.  Talk about power?  Wow!    This time is so powerful because we are closing the doorway to the past:  What past some of you may ask?   Past life pain that has been relived over and over again in various forms in various lifetimes, oh yes, the situations may not be identical, but we carried stuff in. Oh and for those of you who are unsure if you have been here before, let me reassure you--you have been.  You have journeyed here several times which means you have developed some phenomenal wisdom and some not so great habits/beliefs.  The children coming in now are the ones that may not have been here before.  (I say the situations may not be identical, but I remember when I met my twinflame, I had met another man the same time.  The situation was quite identical from a past life that I lived in the late 1700's in Queens, New York.  Guess where they were both living at the time  I met them? Guess where I started working? Yep, you guessed it! Ironically, that lifetime kept showing itself to me in many different ways for years, until I started to piece things together that were similar in this lifetime, and finally with my trip to Egypt, I was able to let that drama go.) Now, not everyone remembers their past lives as I do, but everyone does carry core beliefs/dramas/pain--ultimately fear, from lifetime to lifetime and it is recognizable by the many blocks we face over and over again in this current lifetime.  It is only when we stop the cycle by actively choosing to fall in love with ourself that we begin to discover those karmic lessons/experiences.

This energy that has you going in all directions up/down/sideways/backwards/forward over the last couple of weeks specifically is a magnificent power house of energy clearing.   This is an incredible opportunity to clean up our soul's road map by way of releasing those lessons/experiences for good.  It is the time that many of us have been waiting for, but hey --nothing and no one will save us because guess what ?  We are the ones we are waiting for.  We (and every other being in the universe) have been waiting for us to break free from the darker prevalent energy on our planet: the unworthiness, the the lack, the fear, the the anger, the pain, the suffering, the sacrificing, the chains of our planet's past to name a few.   Now is the time for us to step into that new role as the new human we are being converted into during these high energy, volatile times.

This weekend's full moon lunar eclipse is going to be miraculous for all to see--it will not only appear blood red in the sky, but it will open the floodgates of manifestation.  This energy is continuing to slough off the past and that will carry you forward on your journey.  While this eclipse closes the last couple weeks of intense vibrations penetrating into all aspects of our lives, it also marks the beginning of alterations that will create the new you.  Yes, it will still be you the mushy, soft marshmallow on the inside (to steal an analogy from last posting), but a different exterior for the world to see.  The changes up until now have all been internal; internal awakenings and internal sparks, but now, those changes, if they haven't already begun to, will seep through into your very real, physical reality/being.   People will begin to see the raw, real version of you, the true angelic being that you are.  Trust me when I say, those internal changes will no longer be hidden.  So those of you staying in relationships/jobs/locations/situations that have long past their karmic expiration dates, you can no longer hide it from those around.  (truth: as if you really could.)   I remind you all that we are all on different rungs of the Ascension ladder so have patience with one another and trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be and the other people around you are too. I know, I know it is much easier said than done.  So, how to handle the following days, weeks, months of this "coming out" to the world as you, the new improved human?  Well, for each of us, the journey is unique, but  I will end this message with a few, simple things you can do everyday to maneuver through, make things a bit more smooth (read: maintain balance while the boat is being rocked so you don't tip over).

Some quick tips for you:

1. Stay Grounded.  The more you are connected to Gaia, the more she can support you through these changes.  She is going through the changes as well.
2. Stay Hydrated.  Drink plenty of water every day and add a little lemon for a detoxing effect.  Did you know that lemon water helps to detox your emotions too? Most people know it as a liver cleanser--well guess what emotion gets caught in the liver: anger.  Boy, do we have that coming up  during this release.
3. Meditation.  Get quiet for at least 15 minutes a day.  Step away from the communications with the outer world and get more connected to the silence, so you can hear more of your inner world--it will guide you.
4. Stay focused on your dreams, open to the possibilities even if they seem near impossible.
5. Trust in the flow...everything is fluid in this energy...it moves and changes easily so just allow.
6. Contact me to help you through by teaching you some tools and providing you with some Spiritual Support.  I am available for phone, skype and in-person sessions.  

Until next time, my beloved community of light,
EstaRa



Feel free to share this energy update as long as you give credit to me as the author.  EstaRa (April D’Amato). ©
 

Quick Snippet on Lion's Gate 8-8.

Quick Snippet on Lion's Gate 8-8.

It's 8-8, the Lion Gate is here...it's been moving in since the end of July and boy did I feel a full force yesterday morning when I woke up.  This energy is intense, but I find it intense in a good way. :)  This energy carries such amazing vibration and frequency; and you will be downloaded with codes to upgrade your DNA, upgrade your light body and provide an energetic blueprint for the year ahead.  If you are local join me this evening at Soul Star Healing  as we gather together to anchor these energies within ourselves and the earth.  In addition to the Lion's Gate we have a full moon rising in the next couple of days. Intense energy like this can throw some people off causing stress/irritation/fear; so you may experience it personally or encounter it with others. Remember to stay hydrated, grounded and breathe.   A wallop of energy coming our way so stay true to you. Have a great 8-8 and celebrate we are raising the our vibration as well as the Earth's.  Love to you all.  Happy Friday!

See you on the other side of this portal with an Energy Update.

Blessings and love
EstaRa

Channeled Message: Twinflame Message

Channeled Message through EstaRa on Friday, May 30, 2014.  This message was channeled the other evening during meditation.  I have placed my input/clarification in italics so that you can recognize the difference. Thank you. EstaRa

Greetings Dear Ones.

I am Pujatai, God/Goddess of Oneness and Love. It is a pleasure to join you on this evening of enchantment and initiation.  You have been rewarded in the heavens, that is constellations to all of you human beings, for all your service upon earth.  Your mission has created much spark within  your universe and the universes--it is both with honor and love that we bring blessings for your future on the human earth plane. It is now that you will begin to see the transitions taking place that you have been waiting for, long awaited for some of you. You are so important to the change that is taking place on this planet that you currently inhabit.  We are deeply grateful for your service and we are here to assist you the rest of the way.

Be not afraid, dear ones, for all is divinely and perfectly timed; now is the time for you. Now is the time for twinflames to step up and become visible. (This means that twinflames are being awakened at a rapid rate, if they are not already awakened.  If you have the awareness from spirit that you are, in fact a twinflame, then it is time to close the door on situations/relationships/careers/etc that no longer serve your highest and best good.  This step is necessary for your path to reunion.  For your energy is better placed on pulling in your beloved other half to you.)   You must hold your energy steady at this time during this great change in humanity's consciousness. (Stay in balance with all things, particularly with regard to emotions.  It is necessary to feel your feelings, but work at feeling them and releasing them so as to not get stuck in them.)  As twinflames, your job is greater than you can imagine. You and your twinflame are anchors, but more importantly, you are compasses pulling the appropriate energy to your planet via your frequency and vibration.  As you pull the energy to you, you have the ability to anchor that love from home into the earth's vibration.  Each twinflame couple holds a specific code that will be activated in the earth's core upon their reunion in the location(s) they are in.  As each code is activated a grid begins to form beneath them (in the earth), a new grid, a light grid, that connects with other twinflame unions on the planet.  The grid will anchor the energies of love and new human consciousness will begin to spread as the old grid falls away.  At the time of your physical reunion with your twinflame you each hold a portion of the key that will unlock and activate the code within the earth. This code will be a moving energy that will travel through the light grid being created.  It will expand, spread and penetrate the old energy causing a shift and movement within the earth, herself, but more specifically, within her inhabitants.  This is what will stabilize the energetic transformation taking place upon your planet and set its new consciousness into forward motion.
 
You will understand better what your mission is as a twinflame couple from reunion point forward.   It is more than you can comprehend at this point.  It is more than the intimate, soul sharing love that you evoke in one another,  (Alone that love is worth waiting for and experiencing.) but that connection is only the beginning.  Your twinflame relationship will open many gateways that you will embark upon as a reunited twinflame.  There is much work for you to do, but it will be done through love and it will no longer feel like work.

We wish to tell you that you have assistance, you are not alone. Know that we are here for you, your fellow brothers and sisters of the stars.  We urge you to consider how your time is spent for it is important that you make time for quiet away from the human traffic (noise/distractions/chaos/drama).  It is necessary for your reunion to feel oneness with all things.  We thank you again dear ones for your service.  We love, honor and respect you.

Channeled Message: Breakfast with Magdalena & Jeshua Discussing Twinflames

Friday night was the most powerful new moon--hope, you too, were able to anchor those energies.  If you read the previous blog post, you will know how amazing the energy was for me.  We finished our meditation and I have to admit that I was tired; I hadn't slept well the night before.  Magdalena came to speak as well and I allowed her to come through. I was not able to remember it all; so this morning, I had breakfast with her and Jeshua and that is what is below. It is kind of in a question and answer format...I will let you in on a little secret, this is the direct transcript of today's conversation.  I am sending out the pertinent info to my client database...so thanks for being my followers on here. ME that is me asking questions.  With love and light, here is the message from my Breakfast with Magdalene & Jeshua.

Dear Ones, 

I am here with my beloved Jeshua.  We come to you with so much love.  We are very proud of you as we know that the path of love has been difficult for you to stay on, but it will be worth it and you will soon see.  We wish to tell you that all is happening, know that, feel that and believe in that.  Hold your faith and your love in your heart for your beloved other half.   As beloved Chamuel shared with you earlier, the time is now for reunions to occur.  They have begun.  There have been delays and setbacks, but you have kept your faith.  We ask you to forgive yourself for any doubts or fears you may have.  Forgive your beloved for any doubts or fears they may have.  I am here to assist you dear keepers of the feminine energy.  My beloved jeshua is here to assist, your beloved dear keepers of the masculine energy. 

ME: How does the Masculine Feminine Energy work?  I mean I do believe we have both energies within us.  (By the way, I’ve never gotten such a beautiful direct answer)

Dear one, the energy of Masculine and Feminine has always been upon your planet; however, at times, for the evolution of humanity, it was necessary for one to be expressed more than the other.  This last period has been dominated by Masculine Energy which is why we have brought into focus and have been flooding your planet with Feminine Energy.   Every human upon your planet has both the masculine and feminine energy within them, you are correct, EstaRa.  However, for you, the twinflames, the distribution is not equal.  Let us explain this to you more fully. Dearest one, we shall simplify the answer so as to make it easier to comprehend.  

Each human that is not a twinflame has both aspects of masculine and feminine within them.  For example it would be 50 % Masculine Energy and 50% Feminine Energy within them.  Now, explaining it that way will assist you in understanding that, that is the balance point of Masculine and Feminine Energy that is to be achieved within each and every human; but, for most of humanity they have been expressing more of one than the other; therefore, being out of balance.   With the influx of Feminine Energy upon your planet at this time, it is assisting bringing each individual into balance of Feminine and Masculine Energies.    Please understand that one is not better than the other as they are both needed for living a fully satisfying life upon this earth, but also for creation and change.
 

Now, with the human that is a twinflame, aspects of masculine and feminine are different and meant to be.  In a twinflame relationship whether you are physically together yet or not, one human is the primary carrier of the feminine and one human is the primary carrier of the masculine energy.  This puts those individuals out of balance until their reunion occurs.  So using the simplification of what we explained above: The primary carrier of the Feminine Energy is 75% Feminine Energy and 25% Masculine Energy; whereas the carrier of the Masculine Energy is 75% Masculine Energy and 25% Feminine Energy.  It is necessary for the twinflames to unite to balance out their own Masculine and Feminine Energies.  The flooding of Feminine Energy on the planet is creating the awakening of the Feminine Energy within each and every human (twinflame or not), but this message is about the twinflames.  The carrier of the Feminine Energy has had the greatest awakening to their role as a twinflame in remembering who they are because they are 75% Feminine.  The carrier of the Masculine Energy has had their awakening as well; however, that is why it is slower for them to understand the call of their soul.  They have 75% Masculine Energy which has held them in the prevalent energy on the planet.  It is now that the calling of their 25% Feminine Energy is looking for their other half.  We tell you this, because you, carriers of the Feminine Energy, are what they are being pulled to.  Pull them to you because they are coming.

ME: How do we pull them to us? 

You pull them to you through your heart and radiating love, radiating your divinity through the Feminine Energy you carry.  Open your hearts.  The harshness of the environment in which you live it is sometimes necessary to shield yourselves; that is why we say open your hearts.  Find ways to feel open and loving.  Remember open hearts means open to receiving as well as to giving.  EstaRa, you felt intoxicated with that love the other evening—that is what an open heart is. Being in that space is what will help pull your Masculine Counterparts to you.  

ME: Is there anything else we can do?

We encourage you to pull your beloved to you each day.  Spend 1-3 minutes per day in love with your beloved.   Go to a place in your heart once per day and open your heart to send love to them and receive love from them.  We emphasize that you spend the minimum of one minute to the maximum of three minutes.  Your connection to them this way will interrupt their consciousness and they will distinctively feel you.  We ask you to spend no longer than three minutes because it will interrupt their consciousness.  Longer than 3 minutes will create a distraction for them, and we want them to stay present and focused on what is at hand that they need to do.   In essence, you will pull them out of their body to the etheric and pull them away from what they consciously need to do in the physical to be with you.  

ME: Is this why I was being blocked to my etheric connection with my beloved?

Dear one, you are not being blocked by anyone other than your higher self.  It is the job of each of you to have your essence within you.  With the merging of your souls over the last human years, it was easier to escape to a place of love out of your body, whether you or your beloved other half was aware of it or not.  However, your beloved’s higher self is within him aligning his human self with his mission so that he can manifest the steps necessary for your physical reunion.   Spending too much time with him etherically acts as a distraction to him from what he needs to manifest physically.  Therefore, the deliberate “separation” has been necessary for his soul to grow.  You and he created this for that reason.

ME: Can you explain briefly to others the difference of humans and human twinflames because you mentioned it above?

The human that is a twinflame and the human that is not are no different other than what their mission upon this earth is to be.  Both are meant to be in balance and bring to balance their masculine and feminine energies within; however, the human that is a twinflame will work at balancing their energies as they come together in union because that is the only way they can balance their Masculine and Feminine Energies.  It is necessary for their union to occur to assist the rest of humanity in balancing out their Masculine and Feminine Energies.  Their work will be done through love, through their union and it will emanate outward.

We will state to you that a human that is not a twinflame is a person who is fully capable of receiving and being the love they came here for, but it is not the same.  They are still able to attain the highest possible love relationship with a high level soul mate that may resemble closely to a twinflame relationship, but their mission is not to reunite with their twinflame. 

Thank you, Magdalena and Yeshua.  I am so grateful for your love, guidance and support.

We love you, EstaRa.  Know that you are guided, loved and protected.  We thank you for your dedication and love on this journey that has been so difficult for you.   

EstaRa’s final words:

This is not something easily understood because human words cannot express what twinflame love is.  It is an inherent part of who you are.  To know if you are a twinflame or not, you will know inside of your core, most of us that are twinflames have come into this life knowing they were meant to find their other half from the very beginning.  It is not simply to find love or a relationship. It is to find the other half of your soul.  It exceeds all human boundaries and limits. It is made manifest in every dimension of time and space.  This is a relationship that is not easily comprehended for anyone other than another twinflame.  As a human non-twinflame, to comprehend this, one would have to let go all human reality and see through their soul what twinflames are because it will defy their reality.  

Channeled Message: Archangel Chamuel Open Your Heart to Twinflame Union

Hi Everyone,

I have two friends that I do monthly meditation with here in CT.   Friday night, night was quite powerful, not to mention, it was also the New Moon.  AMAZING energy!   

We sat down and immediately Chamuel and Charity appeared as did Magdalene and Yeshua. I felt so honored and loved.  I was sitting in the portal that I created when I first moved here into this place.  I have not sat there since before my car accident, but my friends moved the chair over to the portal. The energy inside there was so intense.  We were about to ground together and I said I had to stop because Chamuel wanted to speak.  

He came through me and spoke in a matter of fact manner--here is the message that I remember:

             

            Greetings dear souls.

 I am Archangel Chamuel and I am here with my  beloved Charity.   We congratulate you for you have come so far on this path of love to union with your beloveds.  It is time.  You are in the process of reuniting.    There has never been a more opportune time on this planet than now for twinflames to reunite with their beloved other halves.  Your love is needed on this earth to open the hearts of many.  But first, you must open your hearts and keep them open particularly to your beloved.   Dear ones, you hold the love for your beloved to come to.  Trust and have faith in their ability to transcend their present reality.  

EstaRa will be teaching you a chant that is helpful in opening your heart to the divine love in your beloved. We ask you to sing this to your beloved in light.  (The chant Chamuel is referring to is:  OM  PARAMA  PREMA  RUPAYA  NAMAHA Translation:Salutations to Divine Love in a form that I can recognize.  Inner Connection: I bow to the divine love made manifest in "your twinflame's name”.)  This will connect you to the heart of your beloved. 

It is imperative that you pull your beloved to you.    We would suggest to you to have something as a reminder to connect with your beloved.  When you see this, it will be a reminder to you to think of your beloved for a few moments.  For example: of a memory, a thought or a feeling of your beloved.  This will pull your beloved to you because while they may not comprehend it on a human level; etherically they are receiving your message.  It will show up for them in a way that it will help them re-member who they are and give them the push to move forward.   Just as it often happens to you, by way of their thinking of you.

Finally we wish to say to you to remove all doubt that this union will happen; it is written in your DNA to reunite with your beloved other half.   

I am Chamuel and Charity.

Then, we did the chant that Chamuel recommended and felt our hearts open.  

At the end of the mantra, I was completely intoxicated with love. I mean OH MY GOD--I was in love with love.  I had a vision of me and my twinflame in our home dancing in our backyard under the sun of a beautiful day. It was so powerful and amazing.  I highly recommend chanting and mantras. 

 
Then our meditative work began as we one by one did what we were guided to do.

We finished and I have to admit that I was tired; I hadn't slept well the night before.  Magdalena and Yeshua came to speak as well and I allowed them to come through, but was not able to remember the channeled message.  So in my next blog post I will post a conversation with Yeshua and Magdalene.