My New 45 Day Journey

Hello Everyone,

I am on a new 45 day journey to transformation in preparation for the upcoming new year.  I can hardly believe that we are already thinking about a new year---but with the way time has moved rapidly forward, I can't help but think I want to capture it now!   

Today is Day 3 and I am sharing a message from last year's class because the truth is that we always need to be reminded of our powerful I am presence on this planet.  We have so much more power than we have been led to believe and it is the space after the words "I am."  

While I know this very clearly, I have to admit that sometimes I get caught up in the "I am cold. I am tired.  I am frustrated. " phrases.  Instead, I know I should be saying and sometimes I do correct them to "I feel cold. I feel tired.  I feel frustrated."  But it can be hard because we have a constant societal way of speaking that doesn't make the "I feel" statements as easy to carry out. 

Here is a message from Yeshua on the "I am"

Several years ago, I would often go to Our Lady of Lourdes Shrine, in Litchfield, CT for peace and sanctuary particularly when I lived in Bristol. I would often take someone with me to experience the peace and beauty,  but truly I preferred to go there alone I got more out of it for me.  So one day (gosh it has to be 11-13 years ago now), I was walking down the "Stations of the Cross" (for those of you who do not know what that is, to put it as simply as possible it is a path that resembles the story of Jesus from death to resurrection).  Near the end of the "Stations", Yeshua (Jesus prefers to be called his Hebrew name) greeted me and walked with me.  "I am the way."  He must have repeated it three times before I stopped to listen to him and understood, really understood for the first time ever! 

He said:

"I am the way.  I am (not me the person), but the "I AM" is the way. This is the divinity of God within you and it is your power to create in this earthly realm. Whatever words, thoughts, feelings you place after the words "I AM" creates your reality in the physical world you live in."   ~Yeshua

At that point that was by far one of the most profound experiences I have had with Yeshua.  It taught me so much, I remember crying and being really excited with this information, but I had no one to share it with.  Back then, I was still transitioning out of my old life and burgeoning on birthing my new life. The message above is just as significant today as it was back then.   Last year, Yeshua stood beside me to fill in the gaps and to add more information for me, for us. 

"It will take you many years to fully comprehend and embody this truth for you will have to undergo deconstruction of a program that has been deeply embedded in your DNA and cellular memory, for when you have incarnated into human form on this planet, you have taken on the prevailing consciousness and your job is to rise above that consciousness to help humanity change the very consciousness that i/has been holding humanity back.  I will assist you dear one, to reclaim your divinity and essence of light that you are, and have been taught to believe you are not.  You are not a sinner from birth, for you are the light and love of God, the creator of all. As humanity begins to awaken and question what they have been told to believe the more quickly the energy will move upon the planet and the more quickly consciousness will begin to resemble the light that you are.  Your powers of creation are more magnificent than you can imagine from your limited human perspective. Look into your heart and begin to see the transformation of your very being." –Yeshua
Something to truly ponder, what words do you put after your “I am”?   This is journal worthy—take a gander and make a list.  I know one of mine is “I am tired.”  I have to find a new way to convey I am tired perhaps coming up with something like “I feel energized”…Maybe I can reprogram a tired body to feel energized with that simple of words. J  It might be worth trying because I can’t tell you how many times I say “I’m tired in a day , week, month…”
 
If you are interested in joining me on this 45 day journey--there is still time because we are only on Day 3! 

 This will take us to year's end where we will close the year by way of letting go of the past and beginning a new year from a transformed, new personal power within us. I am offering two ways for you to enjoy this opportunity:  First, for free you can follow my personal journey of self discovery on my blog at: www.aprildamato.blogspot.com where I will make some posts with updates/experiences I'm having for the next 45 days (I have to admit to all of you that I am not consistent with my blog because of other events that are taking place in my life), beginning Sunday, November 16th to Wednesday, December 31st.  OR you may choose to have messages delivered directly to your email which will include tools for removing negativity in your life, tools to refocus yourself, tools for letting go, tools for falling in love with you as well as intuitive messages and shares for your journey. The email option is more personalized and focused on tools for transforming you from now until the end of the year for a small fee of $33.00  Click here to Buy Now. The choice is yours and I hope you join in one of the two ways.   The timing is perfect for the new year—believe me I’ve experienced the magic last year!  (If you know me and have seen me lately—you will be amazed at the physical healing transformation I’ve made and I attribute it to the class last year helping me to refocus, along with making way for proper care to come my way!   Below is a more clearly written description of this class.

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Day 3 of 45 Days of Releasing Negativity

This morning I am going to share a snippet of information with you from Yeshua.  This was from a channel I recently did over the weekend.  Here it is:

Several years ago, I would often go to Our Lady of Lourdes Shrine, in Litchfield, CT for peace and sanctuary particularly when I lived in Bristol. I would often take someone with me to experience the peace and beauty,  but truly I preferred to go there alone I got more out of it for me.  So one day (gosh it has to be 10-12 years ago now), I was walking down the "Stations of the Cross" (for those of you who do not know what that is, to put it as simply as possible it is a path that resembles the story of Jesus from death to resurrection).  Near the end of the "Stations", Yeshua (Jesus prefers to be called his Hebrew name) greeted me and walked with me.  "I am the way."  He must have repeated it three times before I stopped to listen to him and understood, really understood for the first time ever!

He said:

"I am the way.  I am (not me the person), but the "I AM" is the way. This is the divinity of God within you and it is your power to create in this earthly realm. Whatever words, thoughts, feelings you place after the words "I AM" creates your reality in the physical world you live in."   ~Yeshua

This was by far one of the most profound experiences I have had with Yeshua.  It taught me so much, I remember crying and being really excited with this information, but I had no one to share it with.  Back then, I was still transitioning out of my old life and burgeoning on birthing my new life. The message above is just as significant today as it was back then.   Yeshua is here with me now with another message for humanity. And today, Yeshua stood beside me to fill in the gaps and to add more information for me, for us. 

"It will take you many years to fully comprehend and embody this truth for you will have to undergo deconstruction of a program that has been deeply embedded in your DNA and cellular memory, for when you have incarnated into human form on this planet, you have taken on the prevailing consciousness and your job is to rise above that consciousness to help humanity change the very consciousness that is holding them back.  I will assist you dear one, to reclaim your divinity and essence of light that you are, and have been taught to believe you are not.  You are not a sinner from birth, for you are the light and love of God, the creator of all. As humanity begins to awaken and question what they have been told to believe the more quickly the energy will move upon the planet and the more quickly consciousness will begin to resemble the light that you are.  Your powers of creation are more magnificent than you can imagine from your limited human perspective. Look into your heart and begin to see the transformation of your very being." –Yeshua

Something to truly ponder, what words do you put after your “I am”?   This is journal worthy—take a gander and make a list.  I know one of mine is “I am tired.”  I have to find a new way to convey I am tired perhaps coming up with something like “I feel energized”…Maybe I can reprogram a tired body to feel energized with that simple of words. 

It is hard to get into a new habit and say you are fine when quite frankly, you are not. I struggle with this everyday because since my car accident I have not had one day free of pain in my body.  However, my belief is to not "feed" the energy what you do not want so I don't always say what is happening in me, but then when I go to the doctors I struggle because I don't think I convey enough how bad my body feels.  This has been such a difficult journey because to deal with the medical world, you must over and over again present the same information --nothing like keeping you stuck and locked into a diagnosis.  I try to use words to describe what is going on with me avoiding the "I am".  Yesterday was a tough day for me---I feel like time is moving more quickly than I can keep up with and find their is little time for the things I want to do so I am going to make more of an effort to make time for me by accomplishing a few things that need to get out of the way.   This is short but brief.....will check in later or tomorrow.

Channeled Message: Breakfast with Magdalena & Jeshua Discussing Twinflames

Friday night was the most powerful new moon--hope, you too, were able to anchor those energies.  If you read the previous blog post, you will know how amazing the energy was for me.  We finished our meditation and I have to admit that I was tired; I hadn't slept well the night before.  Magdalena came to speak as well and I allowed her to come through. I was not able to remember it all; so this morning, I had breakfast with her and Jeshua and that is what is below. It is kind of in a question and answer format...I will let you in on a little secret, this is the direct transcript of today's conversation.  I am sending out the pertinent info to my client database...so thanks for being my followers on here. ME that is me asking questions.  With love and light, here is the message from my Breakfast with Magdalene & Jeshua.

Dear Ones, 

I am here with my beloved Jeshua.  We come to you with so much love.  We are very proud of you as we know that the path of love has been difficult for you to stay on, but it will be worth it and you will soon see.  We wish to tell you that all is happening, know that, feel that and believe in that.  Hold your faith and your love in your heart for your beloved other half.   As beloved Chamuel shared with you earlier, the time is now for reunions to occur.  They have begun.  There have been delays and setbacks, but you have kept your faith.  We ask you to forgive yourself for any doubts or fears you may have.  Forgive your beloved for any doubts or fears they may have.  I am here to assist you dear keepers of the feminine energy.  My beloved jeshua is here to assist, your beloved dear keepers of the masculine energy. 

ME: How does the Masculine Feminine Energy work?  I mean I do believe we have both energies within us.  (By the way, I’ve never gotten such a beautiful direct answer)

Dear one, the energy of Masculine and Feminine has always been upon your planet; however, at times, for the evolution of humanity, it was necessary for one to be expressed more than the other.  This last period has been dominated by Masculine Energy which is why we have brought into focus and have been flooding your planet with Feminine Energy.   Every human upon your planet has both the masculine and feminine energy within them, you are correct, EstaRa.  However, for you, the twinflames, the distribution is not equal.  Let us explain this to you more fully. Dearest one, we shall simplify the answer so as to make it easier to comprehend.  

Each human that is not a twinflame has both aspects of masculine and feminine within them.  For example it would be 50 % Masculine Energy and 50% Feminine Energy within them.  Now, explaining it that way will assist you in understanding that, that is the balance point of Masculine and Feminine Energy that is to be achieved within each and every human; but, for most of humanity they have been expressing more of one than the other; therefore, being out of balance.   With the influx of Feminine Energy upon your planet at this time, it is assisting bringing each individual into balance of Feminine and Masculine Energies.    Please understand that one is not better than the other as they are both needed for living a fully satisfying life upon this earth, but also for creation and change.
 

Now, with the human that is a twinflame, aspects of masculine and feminine are different and meant to be.  In a twinflame relationship whether you are physically together yet or not, one human is the primary carrier of the feminine and one human is the primary carrier of the masculine energy.  This puts those individuals out of balance until their reunion occurs.  So using the simplification of what we explained above: The primary carrier of the Feminine Energy is 75% Feminine Energy and 25% Masculine Energy; whereas the carrier of the Masculine Energy is 75% Masculine Energy and 25% Feminine Energy.  It is necessary for the twinflames to unite to balance out their own Masculine and Feminine Energies.  The flooding of Feminine Energy on the planet is creating the awakening of the Feminine Energy within each and every human (twinflame or not), but this message is about the twinflames.  The carrier of the Feminine Energy has had the greatest awakening to their role as a twinflame in remembering who they are because they are 75% Feminine.  The carrier of the Masculine Energy has had their awakening as well; however, that is why it is slower for them to understand the call of their soul.  They have 75% Masculine Energy which has held them in the prevalent energy on the planet.  It is now that the calling of their 25% Feminine Energy is looking for their other half.  We tell you this, because you, carriers of the Feminine Energy, are what they are being pulled to.  Pull them to you because they are coming.

ME: How do we pull them to us? 

You pull them to you through your heart and radiating love, radiating your divinity through the Feminine Energy you carry.  Open your hearts.  The harshness of the environment in which you live it is sometimes necessary to shield yourselves; that is why we say open your hearts.  Find ways to feel open and loving.  Remember open hearts means open to receiving as well as to giving.  EstaRa, you felt intoxicated with that love the other evening—that is what an open heart is. Being in that space is what will help pull your Masculine Counterparts to you.  

ME: Is there anything else we can do?

We encourage you to pull your beloved to you each day.  Spend 1-3 minutes per day in love with your beloved.   Go to a place in your heart once per day and open your heart to send love to them and receive love from them.  We emphasize that you spend the minimum of one minute to the maximum of three minutes.  Your connection to them this way will interrupt their consciousness and they will distinctively feel you.  We ask you to spend no longer than three minutes because it will interrupt their consciousness.  Longer than 3 minutes will create a distraction for them, and we want them to stay present and focused on what is at hand that they need to do.   In essence, you will pull them out of their body to the etheric and pull them away from what they consciously need to do in the physical to be with you.  

ME: Is this why I was being blocked to my etheric connection with my beloved?

Dear one, you are not being blocked by anyone other than your higher self.  It is the job of each of you to have your essence within you.  With the merging of your souls over the last human years, it was easier to escape to a place of love out of your body, whether you or your beloved other half was aware of it or not.  However, your beloved’s higher self is within him aligning his human self with his mission so that he can manifest the steps necessary for your physical reunion.   Spending too much time with him etherically acts as a distraction to him from what he needs to manifest physically.  Therefore, the deliberate “separation” has been necessary for his soul to grow.  You and he created this for that reason.

ME: Can you explain briefly to others the difference of humans and human twinflames because you mentioned it above?

The human that is a twinflame and the human that is not are no different other than what their mission upon this earth is to be.  Both are meant to be in balance and bring to balance their masculine and feminine energies within; however, the human that is a twinflame will work at balancing their energies as they come together in union because that is the only way they can balance their Masculine and Feminine Energies.  It is necessary for their union to occur to assist the rest of humanity in balancing out their Masculine and Feminine Energies.  Their work will be done through love, through their union and it will emanate outward.

We will state to you that a human that is not a twinflame is a person who is fully capable of receiving and being the love they came here for, but it is not the same.  They are still able to attain the highest possible love relationship with a high level soul mate that may resemble closely to a twinflame relationship, but their mission is not to reunite with their twinflame. 

Thank you, Magdalena and Yeshua.  I am so grateful for your love, guidance and support.

We love you, EstaRa.  Know that you are guided, loved and protected.  We thank you for your dedication and love on this journey that has been so difficult for you.   

EstaRa’s final words:

This is not something easily understood because human words cannot express what twinflame love is.  It is an inherent part of who you are.  To know if you are a twinflame or not, you will know inside of your core, most of us that are twinflames have come into this life knowing they were meant to find their other half from the very beginning.  It is not simply to find love or a relationship. It is to find the other half of your soul.  It exceeds all human boundaries and limits. It is made manifest in every dimension of time and space.  This is a relationship that is not easily comprehended for anyone other than another twinflame.  As a human non-twinflame, to comprehend this, one would have to let go all human reality and see through their soul what twinflames are because it will defy their reality.