Happy New Year Message

2018 is here...the year of 11.

If you don't know the meaning of the Master Number 11, suffice it to say that is all about faith in yourself, faith in your journey and the faith that you have the power to create the life you desire.

onto a message for you...

Dear Humanity,

I want to wish you a happy beginning to a new year in the best way that I can!

Imagine that this time tomorrow you woke up with everything you need and you didn’t have to do a thing other than go to sleep and wake up in the New Year. Well, that is what you will have if you trust that everything you need is right there inside of you. I know, I know some of you may be saying “I don’t have everything I need, like food, relationships, healing, money etc. I hear you and I understand you loud and clear—believe me I have said those things and others too. But what I know for certain is that the outside circumstances do not matter so much as what you are feeling inside of you.

Those of you that know me, know that since my car accident, it has been a constant struggle for me physically, mentally, emotionally, financially and even spiritually to maintain my beliefs, inner truths because everything outside of me appeared as if it were against me; and believe me in many ways it was/has been. I follow my own path and live differently than most can comprehend. That being said, it's the truth inside me that has kept me moving forward—surviving and not diving into a deep, dark depression when the reality is—it would be completely acceptable for me to be in a deep, dark space! The thing is that being in that energy for longer than a day or two is no longer in my DNA—not because someone removed it from me, but because I removed it from me several years ago when I began this journey of shining my light; oh and definitely doing the work to fall in love with myself, connecting with my inner little girl to find her needs and embracing change/my path rather than resisting it. I changed my DNA and you can change yours too.

Some wisdom I'd like to share with you today.

Take some time today to contemplate this year ahead and what it is you would like to experience.   Ask yourself, are you willing to commit yourself to Love - the infinite presence of Spirit in your soul?  Getting in touch with the love within you is the most important step you can take in your life. It is rewarding in so many ways: allows you to be accepting, understanding of yourself and others, vulnerable to allow love in from those willing to give it to you, it gives you the courage to look at your shadow and heal yourself while being supported by the love of Spirit and the soul within. It truly allows you to be who you are!

Every guru of this earthly time that has the ability to channel and receive guidance about life on earth; has imprinted that while things in our physical world may appear to be falling apart around us, the truth is that the falling apart is necessary for the putting/coming together of things. The energy of Love, Miracles and Blessings will be bestowed upon us now; access to these things increase with your vibration.  I know I'm ready to allow mine in, but I also know that it is not without work. But not work in the way we traditionally think of work; instead, it is about how we use what we have learned about living life in this time on our planet. It could mean going against what we used to know, leaving our comfort zone behind and entering uncharted territory.

Is this something you are ready to do? Are you willing to give up your attachment to how things have always been or should be? Are you willing to see real miracles in your life and allow the blessings of abundance to fall upon you? If so, then this is the year for you to change your life to the one you really want to be living. Let go of the attachment to how things have been or how you think they should be. Let things/experiences be just what they are supposed to be---just what they are in this moment. You will be amazed at the boundless opportunities and expansive magic that is available to us now, but it is only accessible moment by moment.

Stay in each moment as best as you can and don't cloud your mind with distractions and useless clutter, instead allow yourself to face things in your life as they may happen. We’ve allowed so much to clutter us and prevent us from going forward. It is time to be present in our life, our community and the global world around us. We are the light we have been waiting for…it is time for us to speak our truth, lead by way of doing and join in the energy that is building the momentum of change in our country, our planet. It is our time to shine our light for all to see and share our love for all to feel.

Blessings of love and magic to you all and happy 2018!

EstaRa April

Full Moon Release

Hi Everyone,

Just wanted to take a moment to share a message I posted on my Soul Star Healing Page because I feel so many more people need to see this.  For more information like this, check out my Facebook Page.

Today's Message:

Happy Full Moon. Take some time today to connect with your heart and sense what it is you are truly ready to release. What are you ready to let go of? Not what what you think or have been told you should be done with nor what has been showing up for you. No, instead, I say to you to go within your heart and ask what you are ready to release. Listen quietly and feel that energy in your entire being, identify where you are holding it in your body and breathe it in fully. (To truly release we must feel it to heal it and let it go.) Now, take another deep breath in, filling up with light and expanding out through your body. Take another deep breath in, this time, bring your attention and awareness to that part of your body, exhale out fully making a sound to signify a release. Let that energy expand

over you.

Finally, allow your human awareness come into play, and ask yourself for one word to describe that experience, write it down on a piece of paper and burn it. (it may not be what you expect and it may surprise you--it doesn't matter.) Do not judge the word. Allow this moon's energy to help you transmute this one thing that no longer serves you, nor does it have a place in your body, mind or spirit any longer. Say a prayer of Forgiveness to yourself for holding onto this piece and thank yourself for the willingness to let it go.

~EstaRa

Q&A: Why Clear Your Energy Field and Feel Your Feelings?

Hello Everyone,

I've decided to put together some blogs based on questions I receive. I receive so many daily and you all wonder why I don't get back to you right away?  hahaha Well, that is because I am very thoughtful in my answers and try to respond to everyone. :)   So I will be likely posting more blogs to be sure the information gets out because I often get the same question asked of me more than once and well I think the guidance should be shared. Onto the questions:

There seems to be more Dark Energies than before, why? 

Dark energies take on many forms interdimensionally.  With all the fear on the planet, much of the dark energies are running rampant.   They are flying around many of us at this time.   Due to much of the Energy Shifts that are occurring, more energy is being freed up from your field--kicked up to the surface for you to release and let go of permanently.  Don't be fearful or upset, in fact, be happy--this is a massive opportunity to let go of things that have been holding you back in this life, perhaps lifetimes.  This is why it is really important to clear your energy field of all negativity and raise your vibration.

Why Clear Your Energy Field and Feel Your Feelings?

They feed off Fear.  Fear creates negative emotions, and those negative emotions are quite appetizing to the realm of darkness.   

What does that mean?

It means that if you are not feeling your feelings, it is time to start feeling them; particularly if you have become adept at stuffing feelings then this is something you will need to pay attention too.  Suppressed feelings/emotions creates an opening and a way that astral entities, dark energies, negative beings find their way to you--the energy hangs inn your aura like a cloud and it attracts these beings.  You know how we see a lighthouse and think of it as a beacon of light?  Well, negativity/pain/anger/frustration/suffering/sadness and drama act in the same way, they draw those particular beings to you.      For example:  are you familiar with the phrases: "Never Let Them See You Sweat", "Boys Don't Cry" or "Good Girls Don't Get Angry".   Just a few examples of where we may have learned to suppress our feelings.

The emotions reside in your auric field waiting to be felt; meanwhile dark energies are drawn to you and amplify the feelings.  For example: You may be wondering why you can't get out of your own way?  Well that is because the dark entities are there making sure you continue to feel what you are feeling so you will continually feed the entities hanging around.  Or if you find that something that on the surface wasn't really a big deal, but it has spiraled you into a angrier place--the same thing applies.  These entities love to create havoc in your life because it keeps them fed and they are always hungry for more I like to say.

How can I help this ?

Here are few things to do:

1. Grounding: I recommend to perform a daily grounding to help clear your energy and connection to Gaia (earth). It will strengthen your connection to Gaia and help you be more present in your life.

2. Cut Cords:  At bedtime, I would ask that you call on Archangel Michael to help cut cords between you and all the people you interacted with in your day. I would say to really spend the time on this especially if there was any kind of upsetting moments with anyone in particular.  Remember we exchange energy with everyone we meet and I feel that it would be beneficial to not leave attachments there that can get in the way. Cut cords even with people you thought of, particularly if it was upsetting in anyway.  And, if you are a twinflame, by all means cut any cords of negativity between you and your twin daily.  Unfortunately, our thoughts and words are not always out of love and if you are on this twinflame journey then you will know that which I speak of.  It isn't that we are speaking out of anger--more often than not we are speaking out of frustration for not hearing from our twin, etc.  An example would be: What is his problem?  Believe me your beloved hears this and it registers somewhere in his/her energetic field.  

3. Feel your Feelings: Every time you feel an emotion recognize that just because you squash it or push it away, doesn't mean that it isn't in your field waiting to not only be felt, but to feed any negative entities that may be hungry so to speak.  This is an easy task once you get into the habit of it; however, if you are one who has spent a great deal of time suppressing the pain and emotions then you it might feel a little heavier than normal, but the result is the same--you will be free of that emotion. 

4. Raise Your Vibration: This will make it easier for you to move through these feelings/emotions/habits that much easier.   Run light through your energy field every day.  Meditate.  Receive Light Infusuions/Energy Body Upgrades.

 Here is something I wrote several years ago about Emotions, but I feel it bears repeating now:

"Feeling things is a human right. There are people living today that suppress feelings as a part of their daily life. A healthy lifestyle begins with a healthy mind. We are humans with an enormous wide range of feelings, it’s important to know what you focus on will grow. Always prioritize your feelings, know that you are important." --Ben Arion

I love this quote because it speaks to something I often speak of....how we are supposed to feel our feelings.  We are given such a beautiful array of emotions; therefore that alone tells me we are supposed to allow ourselves to feel otherwise we would not be given the emotions even the ones we call bad....like Anger, like Jealousy, like Fear....on the other end of the spectrum we are also given emotions that appear to some as too good to be true...like Bliss, like Freedom, like Safety, like Worthy...I could go on and on with all kinds of emotions, but the simple truth is that it is okay to feel our feelings. It is okay to be in the moment with what we feel. 
 
What is not okay is if we stay stuck in those feelings and not allow ourselves to feel the others. Sometimes people only want to feel the happiness because that way they can project that (but know speaking as an intuitive being in touch with her truth and her feelings--what is really projected is what they are trying to hide--truth is always seen)..Sometimes people want to feel only that one feeling so much so that they reach for distractions, addictions to "maintain" that feeling, but in truth they are doing a disservice to themselves and others around them for many reasons, not just the obvious. Some may feel that it is okay because it helps them through their "troubled times",  what it is really doing is prolonging the inevitable and keeping the person stuck.   Some allow themselves to get numb and not allow themselves to feel anything but a minimal amount of emotion that is often disguised as a low level of depression.  It is an interesting conundrum that people experience when it comes to depression...they can feel sad for a long time as they work hard not to feel that which is inevitably present or they can feel sad for a short time while working through that situation/emotion.  I know I am simplifying it, but the truth is that it can all disappear when the emotions are expressed and not suppressed.

A final thought about the quote above, when the author states: "it is important to know what you focus on will grow". That is truth, but what I'd like to connect for you is how that refers to not allowing yourself to feel. It takes all kinds of energy and "skill" at avoiding something, does that not mean you are focusing on it? To me that means you put more focus on it than if you simply allowed the emotions to come through you. If the emotions come through, they are felt, released and done with. Emotions are an expression of who you are in any given moment...we are all of it...the good, the bad and the indifferent.
  


This is just a brief bit of information to help you along on your journey.  Obviously this topic is much more detailed and vast than I can go into here, but please know I would be happy to help you on your journey.  Feel free to contact me for a Healing/Clearing Session or to purchase a Grounding Meditation that includes running light.  Or purchase an Energy Body Upgrade/Light Infusion that I offer twice a month.   You can contact me at april@soulstarhealing.com.

With Love,
EstaRa