Energy Update: It is not time for "Business As Usual"

10.16.19 Energy Update.

Now that the full moon has come in fully and anchored a huge vibrational shift, you may be feeling many different things. A sense of urgency and feeling of movement--needing to move: your body, your location, your relationships, your truths, etc. This is the energy that is here to disrupt business as usual, so to speak, and assist you to make necessary changes in your life. (read: force you --at least that is how it will feel for some).

There is a magnetic pull to alignment that has been released out upon the planet. The alignment is essential to go forward on your path at this time. The more in alignment you are the more the pathways will open, the less in alignment you are the more difficult it will be. 

The divine masculine energy has been undergoing massive transformation from within over the last couple of years, and well, now the energy is making it impossible to keep those changes under wraps. Will you see them? Maybe and maybe not. Recognize your divine masculine has been very enmeshed in the 3D reality. The universe keeps providing opportunities to unplug them--are they becoming unplugged? Yes, they are. Are they ready to reveal themselves to you and all of humanity? For some, you will see massive transformations at this time in their realities, for others, they are like a pressure cooker waiting to explode. Explosion could mental, emotional, physical or spiritual--depending on their lessons on this journey.

The divine feminine energy is being called upon to pave the way forward. This has been an ongoing calling for unity and awakening. This is the energy the planet has been crying out for. Recognize that your divine feminine is feeling pulled in many directions now depending upon where she is on the journey. For some they will be laying new ground and finding new directions, for others they are feeling low levels of depression because they are yet to let go of what has been holding them back. It is time to find one another and come together for yourselves, but far more about coming together for the greater good. If you find a tribe, recognize if it is authentically your group, if it is not--move on. If it is it will uplift you in the new energy way--not the old energy. The old energy will maintain the "business as usual" not allowing for heart focused/intuitive energy to be front and center.

The focus over the last several years is to break away from a world where masculine energy prevails and feminine energy is rising. If you are still playing the "game" the way you always had--then it is time to come back into your heart dear ones and recognize the steps you must make to go forward. The heart is the way, it always has been--it just got a little convoluted by fear/money/power/greed/control etc that was/has been running rampant around our planet.

You are the greatest gift you can give yourself at this time. You may think making the world all about you is selfish (well that is the old language of fear of being powerful). Selfish is when you focus from your head on your material/external needs, but for most of humanity--focusing upon yourself is self love, self preservation, self care and ascension. If you frighten enough people to think they must be martyrs--then they lose sight of their beauty. We will leave this discussion for another day as EstaRa must end this channel now.

With love, honor and respect, we bring this message to you today. ~ The Arcturian Masters of Light Through EstaRa.

Energy Thoughts: The New Earth Has Arrived 10.12.19

Good Saturday morning to you all.

I have been a bit lax on getting out my Energy Thoughts over the past year--as you know the universe has kicked me around a bit, moved me from my home of 10 years and has wrangled around with my health since, but as much as I'd like to say that has finished, I am definitely not done, but on the upswing.  I have been getting messages that I share on my social media feed--such as Facebook and Instagram.  I am not on Twitter and I am not someone who completely enjoys social media, but I do love seeing friends and family rejoicing in their joys and knowing of their sorrows so that I can be of better service to them.  But I digress, we are here for the Energy Thoughts Update. They are below:

The 10-10 Gateway the other day amplified your energy the last couple of days. Have you felt the energy pushing you? It has added to the upcoming full moon energy tomorrow. Earlier this week, I mentioned you were/will be given many opportunities

to be courageous--are you taking them, making things happen in your life, trusting that you know exactly what to do next without knowing? Yep, I said without knowing! Being okay and open to the unknown is one of the most courageous things you can do. Why? Because you are trusting your soul to provide the next step, then the next step, etc all without a proverbial safety net created by you (read: egoic back up plan, needing to have control hahaha)---you are saying to the universe, I trust my soul and I trust you--I know that you got me. We are now in the in between, literally everything is breaking down around us, within us and all the while simultaneously rebuilding within us and around us. The rebuilding begins when you learn to let go of the past and open up to the power of who you really are.

Let this full moon be a jumping off point for the new you! Are you really new? (read: new energy body, the old templates have now collapsed) Look at you, the world, relationships and even strangers around you with new eyes--things have changed. Everything is different, but if you are continuing to hold the old stories--then not only can you not see, you are setting up an considerable block for yourself. If you are continuing to hold on to the old stories, of you not being good enough, not being smart enough, not being pretty enough, not fit enough, not capable, not worthy enough, not deserving, not loveable, not wanted; (to name a few as I am sure you can fill in the blanks yourself by just reading this)--then you will struggle because there is an inner part to you that is no longer hiding its light. You shine dear one! You Shine and the whole world sees it in you. You don't have anything to do but be the light that you are.  For some this sounds wonderful, but others who are not embracing this new path it doesn't sound so good. If you are not seeing your light and you are not owning your light then that is an internal conflict within who you really are and who you thought you are; and in this energy that cannot be so. The universe/God/your higher self will do everything in its power to help you see who you are. Great, you say! It is great because you have granted permission to the universe to set you free to explore, feel and experience all that you choose, that is, the good, the bad and the indifferent. (read: the universe is going to kick my butt all over this planet if I don't let go and allow my light to shine.)

Remember you always have a choice in this journey. To see your power or not, to live life fully or not--the choice is yours, but there are universal laws that must be understood going forward. As the earth continues her ascension path upward, so too does your path continue upward--and all that is not in alignment with that path for you will show itself, and it won't necessarily be easy unless you are willing to surrender to your own light, discover your beauty, your magic and your truth. Your truth may not be in alignment with others around you and that is ok too! (read: sometimes it is ok to let go of old, outdated relationships. By doing so, you make way for the new and more divine relationships that you have longed for.) Because as you move up through ascension your light will change and grow who you are; it will challenge you to be a better version of your human expression than you were before. This may include some of the same people you have known and it may not--know that, that is okay because your soul is moving you to your tribe; the arena where you will be held in high regard for just being you. Who they are, you will discover are the people who not only embrace your light, but honor it as well. That is how we make the world a better place than we left it--recognizing the greatness in one another, not competition, not greed, nor search for power or search for love. Instead you find that one another will enhance and express that light and love that you are and will not need to look for it outside of yourself any longer.  That, alone is a major shift on this planet, do you not agree?

If you are ready for this journey, but don't know where to begin--well you are not alone and you have help--that is why so many people are lightworkers and have been called to this path long before you--simply for them/us to be pathpavers, wayshowers---and the truths we discovered/are discovering is that we are not meant to do it all alone--we need each other--hmmm that is another major shift on this planet?  We need one another and the earth to survive--no longer are we meant to struggle and do it all by ourselves, the truth is, we were never meant to do it that way, but the human ego had other plans. It is time to tell your ego, sit, back and relax--let's enjoy our soul's navigation...

Dear ones, I simply wish to end this Energy Update with one thought: place your trays in an upright position, we are taking off. Welcome to the ride of your life, the new earth has arrived.

It is with deep love, honor and respect that we, the Arcturian Masters of Light, including dearest EstaRa that we bring you this message today.

Feel free to share this energy update as long as you give credit to me as the author.  EstaRa (April D’Amato). ©  For more information like this, please visit my blog: www.aprildamato.blogspot.com .

Energy Thoughts: Ending of the Ending, Beginning of the Beginning

Hello Beautiful Beings of Light,

It has been some time since I have written, and perhaps even longer since my last Energy Thoughts Update, but I'm still here.  Stayed tuned  new updates about me, Soul Star Healing to come out soon.  Onto the Energy Thoughts and Channel...

Greetings dear ones. 

We are here with a message for you today.  You have entered the transitioning time from the old paradigm energy to the new paradigm energy and it is just beginning to open each and every one of you to a higher light of consciousness.  You are reaching new ground.  The past earth year of 2018 was a stripping away for many, for some it was quick, short and painful for others it has been long, arduous with glimmers of hope thrown in, but for all of you, you have left behind a denser version of you and are ready to enter a more luminous path. 

What does that mean in human language, you ask?  It means that for some the band aid was pulled off quickly and it was painful while going through it, but it was short lived. For others, it was a slower process of peeling back the layers to reveal truths to you.  Quite often truths you have been hiding from yourself.   This has spun humanity into a massive critical stage of transformation--no one has been untouched. 

The time has come for each of you to illuminate your truth and your path with your own light, you emanate brightly dear ones. We love seeing you shine as your light bodies are now coming fully online.  (read: your time has come to shine)  This is only the beginning of the beginning  as we have told EstaRa when she asked what is actually happening at the end of 2018?  We have channeled to dearest EstaRa for a number of years preparing her for the what was to occur in 2019, its a year of significance for all of humanity and that it would signify the beginning of the new beginning simultaneously as humanity enters the ending of the ending paradigm.  (read: the tearing down, destruction of old programs, thoughts, patterns, systems that humanity has been enslaved to are self-destructing as each person lights themselves up from within, the truth before them cannot be contained/hidden any longer. )   The systems of humanity that have kept you down literally can no longer be maintained and are quickly revealing their weaknesses, allowing for their collapse/restructuring to occur. Revelations have been coming into your realities, dear ones, but now you too will experience/acknowledge the wisdom of these revelations from a higher perspective and a new found internal compass. (Read: it will be as if your intuition kicked on or kicked in to high gear for some--don't be surprised when you start to attain information to things in various ways that you had not before.)

We wish to impart to you that each and every one of you are essential to the uplifting of human consciousness.  Every being on the planet has come during this incarnation for the purpose of purging humanity of its errant programmings, raising up humanity's conscious awareness and to allow their soul to this particular ascension.  It is not by accident that you are living the life you are living, though some of you may disagree with us.  We urge you to look at the life you are living to discover the underlying message that is waiting right there inside of you showing your pathway home.  Home for some is simply within soul families, soul tribes, twinflames and/or a multidimensional accessibility to your galactic home or simply to your soul's mission: we ask you to trust what your inner compass is guiding you to, but first you must shed the personality and ego role that you have chosen to play in this incarnation.  For some of you, this appears to be the greatest of challenges and we love you for the work you are doing to get there.  For others, it is the challenge of staying heart centered even after feelings of guilt, shame, broken heart, betrayals, broken trust and self destructive behaviors.  (read: human potential is greatest when they are able to recognize the role their ego and personality play and learn to navigate with it--not destroying it, accepting it and learn to use it alongside with your soul's truth.)

We are in the transitioning time, the in-between so to speak,  and haven't landed just yet.  That is what this year is about still, but there are many more glimmers of hope.  We will continue to see the deconstructing, breaking down of the earth's governing systems because it isn't finished. You may say what?  But seriously, have you not seen what is happening in the world today? Change is not happening fast enough; those tied to the old paradigm are in a losing battle, but apparently they have not gotten the memo yet that the energy is no longer supported.  Meanwhile, as we enter this year, the first new moon today, January 5th marks a new opportunity for you to evaluate the path ahead, for some it will open new doorways and for others it will expand their current pathway and allow movement more freely. The extra energy provided by the Partial Solar Eclipse today will amplify the energies of shift and you will feel it within your being.  Do not be afraid of this energy, welcome it!

It is not your job as a human to seek and/or worry what your mission is, it is your privilege to allow your heart to guide you in the direction of your mission as it will reveal itself to you.  During your earth year of 2019, you will be given ample opportunity to expand your heart consciousness and discover the new ever evolving you.  Your heart has become an multidimensional portal to all your gifts past, present and future.   This year ahead will provide you with the openings to what it is you want to create.  

(Read: As a whole humanity, will begin to see glimmers of  new creations/evolution overlaying the tearing down energy.  While we are still in the deconstruction, we are also seeing new possibilities growing out from under the surface of confusion.  Look to open your heart, your intuition and let the energy of flow lead you forward because it will. )   

It is with love, honor and respect that we bring this message to you today.

We are the Arcturian Masters of Light.

Namaste.

The most important reminder for the year ahead is to learn to trust your intuition.  Spent time practicing, playing and using your super power, YOUR SUPER LUMINOUS WISDOM! You have all that you need and more just inside of you, but it is up to you to learn to use, navigate, expand and empower yourself with it--so get into one of my classes, they will be popping up across the state in the next month! 

EstaRa

PS:  Below is a snippet of  a channel I began prior to my abrupt illness, move and stressful situations in the last few months. 

"It Is time to BREAK the Karmic Cycle of the “Have” and “Have nots”.  The powers that be have reincarnated to come and do it again!  It is necessary to bring them into a mirror image of their soul so they can see what they are doing.  People are reliving the same karmic patterns to make these karmic patterns cleared and make restitution for their soul.  The only way to break the pattern is to cut karmic ties and cords with the past.   It will take an extreme amount of change  to end this cycle, but it is possible and the beings of light are assisting to make that change happen simultaneously while the current conditions are difficult."

Feel free to share this energy update as long as you give credit to me as the author.  EstaRa (April D’Amato). ©  For more information like this, please visit my blog: www.aprildamato.blogspot.com .

Quick Energy Update: November 1, 2017

Energy Update:
Happy November!

Happy 11-11 Day. Yes, it is an 11-11 Day. What does that mean? Prepare for the Love train to start moving forward again...it's coming...it's coming....

Meanwhile, back in your day to day life, so much energy floating around the ethers waiting and ready for you to pluck it up and put it into play. What am I supposed to do with that, you may be wondering. Well, the energy is all about transformation/shifting/embodiment. That means we are in a pretty, deep, dark place where there is only one way to go and that is through it. We are being given a massive opportunity right now to shift things that have been stuck quickly, smoothly and easily. The universe is preparing you to jump on that love train and embody the energy of union and connection.
This month provides the blueprint for your future to come alive. Are you ready to embody who you are? Are you ready to create from a place of love? Are you ready to drop and let go of old patterns/beliefs and ways of creating?

Remember, we are no longer in the old paradigm, but many of us are still trying to straddle the past with the present/future. (I am seeing and image of one person standing with their feet on two boats--one on one and the water is spreading the boats further apart. See this and realize we can only stay this way for so long before we fall.) Spirit is guiding us to take the plunge and jump into the ocean to make it easier for us to choose the new boat rather than being unprepared and falling in to the change.
Either way, spirit loves you and supports you on this journey.

Blessings for this new month....magic will happen...believe.

EstaRa April #energyupdate #soulstarhealing #estara

Inspirational Snippet: I am Enough

As you may or may not be aware, I am teaching a daily online class in Transformation.  This morning I feel prompted to share what I have discovered yesterday and have shared with my class.  See, one of the things I do truly love about me is that I never give up on my journey. I keep wanting to grow, learn and expand so while I am "teaching" this class, I am also "attending" as well.  


I am prompted by my guides to share a story with you today that goes along with the theme of manifesting our dreams and the work I’ve given you over the past weeks. What did you  discover the other day on your list? Did you sit with what came up?  Fears?  It is time to relay them back to where they belong….what belief do you hold about YOU (not the situation) that you think maybe blocking you?  This is a hard step that we sometimes can’t get out of our own way with.

I had an epiphany this morning as I preparing for today’s lesson and class  that I needed to revisit worthiness for myself.  With all the work I have done on me, I do recognize that I am valuable, a necessary piece of the puzzle, worthy of all I desire and more.  Now I have always known that in my head, I even felt I understood it fully about myself.  It is easy for me to understand it for others, but what I recognize today is that I need to feel it inside of me again—I need to reconnect with that part of me often—not just when it strikes me or when I have an epiphany.  I have definitely had moments of awareness and worthiness over the last several years of my life, particularly since 2011.  I thank all my beautiful friends for helping me to feel it and assisting me on my journey to worthiness.  The clearing of my past and the unworthiness chain has followed me around for sometime…I am ready now to release another layer. I am ready and willing to release my need to feel unworthy. I am ready to accept I am good enough.  I am worthy. I am worthy of all that I desire. I am worthy because I am.  This is the underlying belief that I discovered –hidden beneath what came up for me is “feelings of not good enough, translating to worthiness.”

Back in 2012, I ran a class on Manifesting Your Dreams through using your thoughts. I had taught a similar class to this in the past, but this time I allowed my guides to teach it.   I mean I channeled everything I talked about. I even remember the second week of the class, I said to my students. I know you had homework, how was it?  What was it?  I seriously didn't remember anything I had said or taught that day, but the message that was clear to me is that there are certain core beliefs each of us developed as young children and carried them forward into our adulthood as inherent pieces of us.  And, it is time to let them go.  (Tip for you---what core belief no longer serves you?  Look at the signs, particularly messages from your homework the other day, in your life and see where that is stuck and really look into the layers of things that are stuck.  You may need assistance with this step many of us do---I’d be happy to help you, but you must be willing to do the work for when we work together the energy gets moving more rapidly. )

Back to that class, I gave my students homework to get to the core belief that was underlying the difficulty they were having in achieving what it is they were wanting.  As you all know, I don't ever give homework to clients or students that I have not done myself so I understand what it is I am giving each of you.  Now, I have noticed that so many people need to first fall in love with themselves.  They often tell me that they love themsleves, but I can feel the lack of love for themselves even with their speaking it.  Loving yourself requires you to be able to look deep within your soul by connecting with your eyes and telling you that you love you (This is the exercise I had given you previously about establishing a soul connection by looking at your eyes and speaking to the little girl or boy inside of you.  Say the following: I love and accept myself just as I am. And watch how magic happens.)

For me that part I can honestly say I got down I can truly look in the mirror and say I love me and really mean it and feel it.  However, as we all know we have layers of stuff (healing that needs to clear).  So I took notice during this class that one of the themes that kept coming up for me was worthiness.  I felt unworthy.  When the physical class ended, I had continued to work with my students in weekly 15-20 minute check in phone conferences.  During our first phone call, I asked them to hold me accountable for my homework of working on my worthiness as I was holding them accountable for their work.  Well, if you know me, you know I really do live the way I speak and off I went on my mission to reclaim my worthiness.  I remember looking in the mirror saying, I am worthy. And hearing, in the back of my mind a voice that said, Are you?  (I swear it felt like it came out of nowhere, but truly it was in the dark recesses of my mind.)  That one moment spawned a whole mess of feelings, emotions and work to do.  So like the good student, I did my work every day; honoring me for the voice  I heard was really me and what really was going on not the words that I spoke out loud.

After a few weeks of doing my mirror exercises of “I am worthy. I am willing to release unworthiness.”  I heard that voice again, but this time it said, "You Are."  Wow!! I achieved it in my thoughts.  I was no longer going against the thoughts in my head, they were now in the new alignment of feeling worthy.   I was so proud, but felt I needed to continue working it.  So I continued and things I had been manifesting, just began to show up (well really continued even into now.)

Then, about four years ago now, I had the car accident.  I began to do all I humanly knew as possible to clear up my injuries as you all know, including every available tool to me in my alternative world in addition to traditional world, but I have to be truthful—the alternative has worked so much more!  Well as you should well know, energy healing really gets things moving on all levels, spiritual, mental, emotional and physical.    It worked my wish to heal this unworthiness issue that I have carried around for so many years has manifested through back pain and feelings of unworthiness.   Without going into too much more detail, people started showing me how worthy I was.  Everything culminated the past four years when I was receiving all these beautiful gifts of love, support and friendship during this most difficult time in my life.  I mean, I am still in my apartment –sometimes I say I don’t know how, but if I step back and really own my value and worthiness—I can honestly say that I manifested it.—wow look at me owning my power.  It feels a little funny—but it is the truth.  My guides have always said I am a Master Manifestor and I have to admit they are right.  Things that were never expected or thought happened; all was extremely needed.

Truthfully, it overwhelmed the heck out of me, but in a good way, (I remember my twinflame saying that I overwhelmed him, but in a good way.  I never understood what he meant until this moment.  But I digress.)  You would think that beautiful things that people gave me or shared with me or helped me with would make me feel so loved and worthy, right?  What I discovered is that it made me feel less, I felt inferior like I couldn't give back to them the way they helped me.  I have always had that independent attitude that I can do everything; I thought I had to.  I had to work through all those feelings to discover, that these beautiful people were not making me feel inferior/unworthy; it is because I make/made me feel this way based on my belief that I am/was not worthy of being here or I am/was not good enough.   I had the assistance of friend who witnessed my emotions and my discoveries of where the beliefs of unworthiness began.  She was an Angel to me in the last year to help me understand that there are layers of it and I have to revisit and maintain my worthiness—just as I need to maintain my self-love.

After thinking about it I realize I do give back ME  and that ME IS ENOUGH. I am good enough.  I am worthy. I want to shout it out to the world so everyone knows and perhaps it will get through to me too—once and for all!  I think the truth is that I am the only one it has to get through no one else—everyone else already seems to know that I am worthy.  It needs to be my truth every moment of every day of my life.

My wish for you today is to see your own beliefs that may need to be upgraded, revisited or explored a little more. No specific journal homework for you today--instead, I would like you to ponder some of these deep questions for you.