Inspirational Snippet: Twinflames Trust What You Know To Be True

On this 45 Day Journey of Transformation Class that I am not only taking, but attending as well I am discovering so many wonderful things that are helping me to fuel my twinflame faith and trust forward.

This is a snippet that I shared with my class the other day...

Several years back ArchAngel Michael came and spent the day and night with me to teach me about trusting what I know to be true in my heart. (By the way, this was not the only time he has taught me this, but it certainly was the most profound.)  I was going through something that I didn’t know whether to trust what I felt because what I felt was completely different than what I saw in my 3D reality.  He literally spent the day with me—how cool is that to learn from the ArchAngels?  They have been my greatest teachers—when I didn’t have human teachers. (because back when I was looking for human spiritual teachers—it just wasn’t happening—everyone told me to come back when I could afford it financially, really?   Most people give up and most people wouldn’t pursue their healing especially back when I started.  This is why my philosophy in my business is that I will help anyone willing to really work on their healing and evolution—we will figure it out reasonably, of course. ) So the ArchAngels are the ones who stepped in and taught me what I needed to know, and I am so grateful for them every day of my life.   I share some of their wisdom with you on this particular day when  AA Michael told me to trust what I know to be true in my heart above all else.  This whole day he was telling me to listen only with my heart center because it knows the truth. 

On this day, AA Michael even made himself small enough to sit in the passenger seat beside me.  He said that when I had a conversation with someone (this happened to be my twinflame he was referring to) to not listen to the words my twinflame would say, no matter what they were, listen only to what I felt in my heart to be the truth.  This was extremely hard because the words that came across were harsh and painful and at first I nearly gave in—how could I not?  I mean when you are bombarded by human 3D words in your face (reality to most of the world) it is difficult to dispute, is it not?  And honestly it made me cry and get a little lost,  but my guide, AA Michael, kept with me, instructing me to stay in my heart. 

So when I had the conversation with that someone I was instructed to listen to my heart.  As my twinflame spoke, I heard the words he used, but I could easily disregard them because I felt in my heart the truth—the difference was, for this person to speak they could easily use words, but for them to feel was much harder for them to access, but I  COULD FEEL what they were not saying. I could feel the truth from his heart to mine.  Looking back now, it was kind of funny because he spoke and I let him.  I even heard what he had to say, and they were not pleasant words, but I still had this warm smile in my heart and didn’t buy into what he had to say.  He didn’t really understand why I reacted so much the way that I did.  I didn’t cry—I just accepted his words and when I left I knew that what he said was what he thought he must say.

The difference listening with my heart versus listening with my head, was I could feel him—I could feel his truth--his feelings matched what I knew to be true in my heart, but they certainly didn't match his words.  See, it is really easy for us to get caught up in our minds, they are built to protect us—the programs we often run are to keep us from getting hurt—at least that is what our minds think they are doing.  What we don't recognize is that often the old programs are what causes us to get hurt.  Our brain likes to think, resolve situations by filling in the gaps with more thinking not more hearting,  and there is so much stimulation out there for our brains that we more often than not stop listening to our hearts and just focus on our thinking. Unfortunately, the way many of us have been taught is to ignore our heart and focus on what is "real".

Ever have those moments of OCD where your mind just doesn’t stop? I didn’t for the longest time, but then my car accident happened, and my brain started acting that way….the last few years I’ve had to re-learn how to navigate all this again.  Some days I have to admit are easier than others.  It does take practice, just like everything does. 

Why is it so important for twinflames, in particular to pay attention to their heart?  Well this is an easy one, our connection to our twinflames is direct from the heart, and that is the easiest way to hear their truth is through our own heart.   Go into your heart and connect with your beloved and allow the connection to grow--you will feel them, you will begin to hear them--even if you think it is impossible or you can't do that, I am here to tell you absolutely can.   This is the only tool the has really kept me on this journey to union--the truth be known, I've wanted to bail at least a thousand times. hahaha  And no, I am not exaggerating--I really believe it was that many times, if not more.

So I suggest that you start for just one day….ignoring what is in your 3D reality and feeling what you

know to be true in your heart.  Sounds simple enough?  One day? If that seems daunting and to some of us, it is and will be. Okay then let's take an hour at a time until you build up to where you want to be.   It might not be so simple, but it will be the best lesson you could ever teach yourself.   Go ahead and try…I’m here if you need me.  I will take this challenge today for myself—it may be hard for me as you know I've been a little worried about my twin's health over the last few weeks and I haven't gotten a physical confirmation that he is ok yet.  Good luck today on your journey of heart-listening--we all need to do this.

Namaste,
EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: So Much Magnifcence, Divine Awakenings

Greetings Beloved Ones of the Light,

I want to share with you some interesting experiences over the last few days…

I know many of you know that I have been under the weather the last couple of weeks and it has truly interfered with my life and interrupted my appointments. I apologize to those of you who I've had to cancel and reschedule. I know there are a few of you that I still need to reschedule and I'm hoping to touch base with you soon to reschedule. I woke up this morning feeling better than I have.  Amazing really, but there have been a lot of things leading up to this and I know it is not fully complete yet. 

Thursday, I woke up really sick again, but felt so completely out of sorts too! I didn’t understand why and I could not ground or anchor into the earth. (For those of you who do not know—Grounding is the conscious connecting and anchoring into the core crystalline energy of earth.)  I have learned over the years the reason this happens is often due to something happening to our earth and it is an energetic sign.  (sidenote: woohoo I am feeling earth's subtle energies more heightened now--must be that I am recovering from car accident more fully soon I will be able to understand more quickly what happens again.) I've been so in tune with the earth over the years that I have been on my journey that I always knew when something was going to happen—I felt it and I was often out of body because of it. My most memorable experience was the Tsunami in March 2011.  I channeled five days earlier that it was going to happen. I was just guided to look up the date and it was 3/11/2011—it was  9 date.  This has significance because if you know numerologically it means completion, release, global consciousness and transcendence to name a few.   That is what happened if you recall—many had left the planet, the earth released massive build up of energy, we as a global community came together and became more aware of our global existence and for many of us we spiritually transcended from one vibration to another higher vibration. This brings to the time we are in a 999 Gateway. But I digress, first, we need to go back to the energy of me not being anchored or my inability to stay grounded—those who know me I teach this all the time—and am most grounded, but I could not maintain the grounding. I would send my cord down and then up it would come up a  few seconds to minutes later. I felt anxious, all over the place, and well, that is not my normal and not even a second close to normal for me.  As you may or may not know—I don’t watch TV and I wasn’t on social media since I didn't feel well; so I texted my friend who I call my Weather/Earthquake Contact, she is on top of those things, and asked her to look into it.  On Friday, she let me know that there was Nuclear Testing of a high magnitude in North Korea on Friday North Korea time which would be Thursday US EST.  WOW!! Yes, I was feeling this powerful, destructive energy and a part of me didn’t want to stay connected to the earth—it explains why I couldn’t anchor.  I know it sounds like we shouldn’t want to be grounded, especially if it means we feel this kind of pain and become so ungrounded, but we are one with Gaia (Earth’s Spirit Name), and we are directly impacted by anything and everything that happens to her.  So my not being grounded is an alert of sorts, maybe even a radar, that something terrible is happening or about to happen.  On the surface many people in our society try to not experience or feel their sensitivity, some even hold disdain for it; but as my guides have channeled numerous times, our sensitivity is a gift.  This is a message for all of you to honor and respect your sensitivity and to really get grounded so you can comprehend more of what is happening in the world in and around you.  Unfortunately, we live in a society where many people are numb and shut down from feeling so much that the subtle sensitivities tend to be lost. Instead, we have a society experiencing extremes.  For example: a good old fashion cops and robbers TV show was just that.  Now, it is graphic violence and little to not good acting. (Yes, I am generalizing, but you get the point.)   Back to Thursday and what I really wanted to share about.  Finally by the end of the day  I was able to ground in time for what I was going to do.

I had made plans to go see a concert of Deva Premal and Miten.  I attended their concert on Thursday night while still not feeling well after a week of being off and feeling yucky. Going to one of their concerts is  beyond a musical session, it is a spiritual experience--at least it was for me the first time I saw them. I remember distinctly feeling a deep connection to them—and recognizing their twinflame love.  They may not use those words or present themselves in that way, but they energetically present themselves as twinflames—it is truly a visible embodiment of twinflame love.  It enveloped me with the energy of union and love that was so immense that it broke through the fog I had when I went that first time.  (I had a concussion, severe physical body impairments etc—enough said)    Needless to say, I couldn’t wait to attend this experience—it was in NYC. (hence why I was so concerned about not being able to be grounded.)   Their concert proved to be another healing experience with their music; one I wish to share with all of you.

Some of you may or may not know my Twinflame Work, but I have been on this journey for a long time  now.  I do a lot of work with balancing out the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine energies within me, outside of me, and for other Twinflames  across all timelines, spaces, dimension and realities as well.   This portion of my work has taken center stage in recent months and will continue to do so, until full physical union with my twinflame and even beyond. =)

Those of you who were with me in Sedona back in 2011, may remember my deep emotional healing of my Divine Feminine and the Divine Feminine throughout all timelines and spaces at our Medicine Wheel. It took me a long time to realize what had truly transpired there—I cried, I cried a lot. I saw so many images of women in chains, bondage, suffering, being persecuted and so on.  I experience the pain of being a female here on earth throughout all times and spaces, but then as the weekend progressed I felt so much love from the Divine Masculine that I truly spent most of my time with male friends that I had just recently met on this trip. They began the process of healing wounds I had with the Divine Masculine.  One experience in particular that I had was about trusting men.  I was hiking with my two new found friends, I could not make up this steep rock and I had to continue on the trail because there was nowhere to go. I looked behind me and it was a really big drop.  I literally had to trust a man to pull me up with just his strength.  He said to me, “Trust me, EstaRa. I got you.”  As I type this I realize how profound that really is.  “Trust a man to pull me up with just his strength?"   I don’t know about all of you—but if I am completely honest I had never trusted a man to use his strength to “pull me up” before.  For those of you not clear on that—I mean, really trust a man to be strong on his own and to be there for me or be able to help me without assistance from me other than to trust him.  Heck, I never I felt that any man had  “got me”.   Isn’t that interesting ?  I feel this is a very important theme for twinflames—TRUST.  That kicked off a whole lot of healing in my me ---and guess what next healing thing came out of that Worthiness?  How you ask?  You have to explore what is behind that.  Am I worthy to have someone I can trust?  Am I worthy to have a man I can trust?  What man harmed me and made think I could not trust him?  What did the man do that made me think I could not trust him?  Abandonment?  My father left me (well that is how a child feels when a parent leaves), he didn’t leave me—he left my mother.  But he didn’t always show up for me which led me to believe that he left me and I was not worthy of his love.  Isn’t that crazy how there really is a trail and it leads us right back to where that comes from ?  Well—it didn’t/doesn’t stop there—then the question became “why does everyone leave me?”  This led to my first experience with the death of my grandmother when I was nine years old.  All of this led me on the journey to working/healing my sacral chakra—and guess what? It gets healed and cleared in layers—you don’t think I worked on the death of my grandmother?  Of course, I had—but I hadn’t worked on it from the perspective of her “abandoning me”.  It started a belief in me that everyone who loves me will leave me.  All of this from that one experience hiking on a mountain with a  male friend, you ask?  YES!  My guides say:  Yes, Beautiful ones, this is how healing works!        This is why I love what I do and why I think my clients love what I do—I am able to jump to the point of origin that the client is ready to deal with their stuff at. We are layered with experiences both this life and previous lives; therefore, our healing happens in that way.    My reaction to this experience was beyond what I could imagine—powerful beyond words and created lasting significance in my life.  (a sidenote: I always used to date men that would "love me" and "leave me" telling me I was too good to be true.  yes I am that amazing The truth is I was subconsciously selecting men that would recreate the pattern of feeling abandoned until I learned that is what it was. Well, I did some work on that and started dating a better caliber of men, if you will.  Then I met my twinflame, who kind of pulled the same thing --love me and leave me--the difference is he keeps coming back. read on there is more!)

The other evening, I had a similar experience.....Miten began singing this song, So Much Magnificence, that I have placed the link below for you to listen to.

It is a well known song of Miten’s, so we all joined in and sang it with him. If you have never been to one of their concerts—the whole thing is interactive with the audience joining in with chanting.  After a few verses, Miten asked for only the Men's voices to join in.  He explained that this song is in representation of honoring the Vast Divine Feminine Energy on the planet...to welcome her, honor her and love her.  He explained it was the job of the Divine Masculine to hold that space for  the Divine Feminine which was represented as the ocean in this song.   I felt waves of love coming from all directions, including my twinflame who was not physically present.  It was so powerful that I truly felt a healing of the Divine Feminine occurring once again as I had in Sedona. I really believe the healing that happened on Thursday night was beyond what most people could feel/sense including Miten.   I cried the whole time because I could feel the hearts of all Masculine Energies opening and breaking open to feel their Divine Feminine inside them and to feel their truth.  The barriers between the Masculine and Feminine began coming down.  I felt the energy penetrating through my very being, every layer of my energy and every cell in my body. I felt the blocks in my heart and my throat being exposed.  Yes, I felt blocks that I didn't recognize as still being there--remember it is all layers!   I cried knowing I had more work to do, but knowing I was ready to do it and this helped me to recognize where in me I wasn't allowing love to come in.  All the back and forth--I love you, no I don't that my twinflame has put me through has me afraid of really TRUSTING HIM to not hurt me again. So my defense is to only allow partial love to come through, thereby closing down my heart somewhat; and no this is not a conscious thing that is happening, but I can recognize it consciously.  Once you ask for healing (attending this love fest of energy at the concert), you give permission to spirit to show you where you need to heal so I saw another source of not trusting him. I recognized that all these years that I've known my twin; I've only see him my twin so few times over the years that I have known him; and yes, I've spoken to him over thousands of hours on the phone, through email and etherically, but have physically in person not so much.  I felt the fear I needed to release was about being afraid for him to see, know and experience the full me--the human person that he doesn't know anything about --the day to day stuff--when you are not in someone's physical presence what they don't see they don't know.   Now, if I don't work through this to clear it, then I make room for the dark to interfere and amp up the energies to make them unbearable. So believe me I will be working on this now!!   The heart opening/breaking open from this song and event, really from the love I was feeling, was something I've not felt or sensed since the 11-11-11 Gateway in Sedona.  The unfortunate thing with Thursday and being in New York, people were just ready to get up and go about their evening and leave when I really felt we should have just stayed and basked in the love some more.  Instead people clapped and it broke up the energy.  (side note: There is nothing more attractive energetically than a man who is spiritually attuned and willing to participate in heart opening energy.)

I put the youtube video above for you to listen to and may I suggest actively connecting with the song, perhaps in a way that you hadn't even if you heard it before?  As the Divine Feminine on the planet at this time, I want you to close your eyes and imagine that every Divine Masculine you have experienced anything with, from the moment you entered the earth to this point in your life, is honoring you and loving you from the deepest part of their soul—the true essence of who they are not the human ego/exterior, but the true essence. I know this is a difficult one for those of us who have been through tremendous pain and abuse with regard to men, but I encourage you to try.  At the very least you will discover what blocks you still have to receiving love and allowing it in. 

And to those of you who are the Divine Masculine, I encourage you to listen to this video and allow yourself to feel your heart open to the Divine Feminine in your life.  I want you to close your eyes and imagine that every Divine Feminine you have experienced anything with, from the moment you entered the earth to this point in your life, being in front of you, honor them and love them from the deepest part of your soul—the true essence of who they are not the human ego/exterior, but the true essence. I know this is a difficult one for those of us who have been through tremendous pain and abuse with regard to women, but I encourage you to try.  At the very least you will discover what blocks you still have to giving love and allowing love in.

The changes we are all undergoing at this time is a restructuring of sorts.  We have begun recently to embody the new changes we have made, the new epiphanies we have received and the new perspective from our soul's truth.  Just because it is here and we are embodying it, doesn't mean there are not adjustments.  Just like when you buy some new clothes--not often do you buy something that fits perfectly--there usually is an adjustment or two that needs to be done.  Use this 999 Gateway to release these blocks that are showing themselves to you because they are and they will.  We have three opportunities to clear this month: September 9, 2016 = 999, September 18, 2016 = 999 and September 27, 2016 =999.  Now, when I channeled recently how important the 999 Gateway was this month I had forgotten about September 18th and referred only to the other two--perhaps we only need two gateways within which to clear the way for us? 

I'd love to talk more about the 999 Gateway, but I would like to get this out to all of you as soon as possible so you can get started on heart opening work...we need to be ready to receive--As Rumi said: "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."

This is for everyone of us on the planet, no matter where you are on your journey to ascension.  I believe the Divine Masculine is awakening and the Divine Feminine needs to prepare to receive...IT IS TIME.

Namaste.

EstaRa

Day 38 of 45 Day Journey

Hello Everyone,

I’ve had a pretty emotional past few days.  It has taken everything in me to go about my life without tears.  Yet, I feel so much magic in the air right now.  The energy of this Solstice has been extremely powerful and inviting.  It anchored a lot of new light on the planet—putting us into a ripe and ready state for transformation.  The energy of release is upon us in a way I have not felt in the past at the end of a “calendar year”. I emphasize calendar year because I remember many times in my growing up I felt September was the beginning of the new year…at first I wrote it off that it was school, but that was not the case.  Actually, I would literally see a calendar in my head—the turning of the page began in September—then when I began this part of my journey I started to see my connections to Judaism and then to the lunar calendar so for me to feel closure at this time is more powerful than ever.    That being said---lots of pain, loss, grief, exhaustion being released and more.  Do you feel it too? I know I certainly do—but again I say I feel magic in the air too!     We did some deep work yesterday and before we go onto the next step of the faith/manifestation exercise, I feel the word Faith deserves some more attention, don’t you?

The word Faith comes up to my awareness almost more than any other word.  The last several years particularly, and even more particularly with regard to my beloved twinflame. Oh I need to shake that lack of faith at times--and I wonder what the blocks can be? Hmmmm...  When I moved into the apartment I am not living in, I was given a wall decoration which is/was a quote about Faith.  So that is when I really started to pay attention.  What is it we are supposed to have faith in?  Faith in another person? Faith that the bills will get paid even when you haven’t the money?  Faith that time is on your side?  Just to name a few things that come to mind this morning.  

This one word has so much power in my life and keeps coming up.   I am sure it is coming up for each of you as well and if it hasn't or if you have not noticed, allow me to bring it to your attention.  I have to side note—the word trust has now become synonymous with the word Faith for me…so you may have that peeking in to your life now.

I was given a present a while back, a book called Eat Your Peas and I opened to a page today and felt this would make for the perfect snippet to share....the following is the quote:

"Having faith means it isn't necessary to have all the answers.  Imagine what life would be like if you had all the answers to life's questions.  Do you really want to know the outcome of every moment, every joy and every challenge?  Having faith in God/Goddess and faith in yourself means trusting beyond explanation and logic.  While faith is unseen, it can be felt in the heart--a safe and loving place.  Let your faith rest there."

I love this.  And believe me as I type this to you, I thought to myself that yes, sometimes I would like all of the answers so believe me I understand you thinking that too!   But the truth remains that when I have faith it shows me how powerful I can be. Having faith is a difficult concept only for those who live in their head and not in their heart centers.  I, like many of you, have trouble of maintaining the faith  at times especially when I have such an attachment to the outcome of something and/or when I am around a lot of other people who are not able to stay in their heart. Other people's energy can influence our own which it is why it is so important to stay grounded in our body, but also maintain our balance by using the spiritual tools we have learned along the way.   When we allow our truth to come from within  us, the answers are there and the miraculous solutions to life's questions appear.   I can truly attest to this especially over the last three years.

My wish for you is to have faith in that the one thing that you may believe to be truth even when it doesn't appear to be so.  No matter what keep the faith. Never give up on what you dream/wish/desire and most importantly do all the work necessary to keep your energy clear/clean.  As you all know I keep evolving, I never stop.  One of the more recent discoveries that I learned about living on earth at this time—is not only did we all come here at this time on a mission to be light, but many of us are catalysts to heal/clear/remove blocks, obstacles, patterns that your DNA has been carrying around from your ancestry.  For some if not many of us, our job is to clear out the lineages of our soul, geography and ancestry.  IT sounds like a tall order, but it isn’t nearly as bad as it sounds.  But I promise you as you begin to move through some of this stuff—life that you have been living will begin to make sense.  So many of us have accepted what was sent out without question –here is a familiar phrase I am sure you all heard before: God only Gives you what you can Handle.  Well, I disagree somewhat with that statement—remember we are God.  We only take on what we KNOW WE CAN HANDLE.  Hmmmm..interesting perspective huh?    Sit with that one for a bit before going on with your day.  Oh and if you would like help with that kind of clearing—that is what I do, it is a newer aspect of my job and I would be happy to schedule a session with you and help you.  We can determine together what the best approach is.  The one request I have is to have an open mind and really being willing and ready to look at your stuff.

Day 34 of 45 Days: Epiphany

Good Beautiful Saturday in CT.

Sun is shining after a few days of clouds and gloomy weather….I needed that when I woke up this morning—it has been a tough couple of weeks both physically, emotionally and mentally.  I’ve had very little sleep now in over a week and I am not used to this.  I am choosing to take it as a sign that I am getting better.  So onto today’s snippet.

Almost 25 years ago, I was doing some work on my spirit, but not completely in the way I do work on my spirit now. I was living at home with my parents and attended traditional therapy bi-weekly (haven't been to therapy in 22 years..now I have other tools). It was college break and I worked two part time jobs. My daily morning routine that summer (it took an hour and half to complete and I loved it!) was to wake up, ride my bike to a park in the town I lived in. I would pack with me a bottle of water, a piece of fruit, a book to read, a journal and pen. Sometimes I would take a yogurt too!  (Boy, thinking about it—some things never change—if you know me—I still take all that stuff with me, only exception is that I don’t take yogurt now!)  I'd park my bike and walk the park. After the walk, I'd make my way back to the bleachers to sit and relax. I would sit for a few minutes looking gathering in my "taste of sunshine". Then I would lie down on the bench and notice how good it felt to rise early in the morning on a summer day. After a few minutes of meditating, let’s face it that is really what it was, I’d sit up and say my prayers, eat my breakfast and decide to read or write in my journal. (As you can see I was always prepared.) It was so powerful for me-- I contemplated life...sometimes I did more writing than I did contemplating and other days I did more contemplating.  Often I would ponder bits of wisdom that would come to me; when I think back the wisdom I had as a 19 year old was far beyond my years—and quite honestly therapy wasn’t able to truly help me because I too was beyond what they could comprehend.  But I digress, I want to tell you about one particular day.  One morning I finally got it, I grasped very clearly a simple message that came to me.  It was so life changing and simple that most of us overlook this fact—believe me it was so profound that I would compare it to the message Yeshua gave me that summer day about “I am the Way”, the one I wrote you about early on in this class.  You will be amazed at how simple this is or you will be like “yes, I know”.  Well, either way stay out of your head with this one, step away from your ego that says yes I know, and open your heart  like that of the little child within you learning a new thing for the first time. The truth is—this is something we inherently know, but have forgotten and; even with the awareness, it gets forgotten at times as we get lost looking outside ourselves for the answers. You know what I mean, right?  Okay, okay onto it already:




No one can tell you they will love you forever because the only person in your forever is you. So you have to love yourself. -April Ann D’Amato

Do you we really comprehend it? Go ahead read it again.  Does it invoke in you the real meaning behind the words, not just the words?  Let your little child remember his/her first steps on the path of life when they discovered they can dress themselves, played dress up or got ready for the school play and looked in the mirror and felt true love for themselves for the first time; let me rephrase that, true “SELF-LOVE”.   It isn’t that you have to love yourself, but if you do, you will never really feel alone, you will always have love in your life, you will begin to make choices for your well-being not out of fear/patterning/loss.  There is so many doors that open when you love yourself.

To this day to read it...it pulls me back to the moment when I first discovered this all important truth. I remember I was walking on cloud nine when this came to me. So simple, so easy to comprehend or is it? So simple and real I should have known it, but I didn't feel it till that day. As much as I have felt it, reading that statement is just what I need to "remember" from time to time...I hope it sparks something in you too.   The point being you need to love yourself because you are truly the only one who will always be there for you.  Interesting thought isn’t it?  It is about ownership/responsibility/self-love and truth.   On that day, it occurred to me because my grandmother told me that she would be there for me at least until I graduated high school, but she actually died when I was 9 years old.  I was devastated and there started the fear of not being loved, the fear of abandonment and the patterns that needed to be corrected. It took me years to have this realization and I can honestly say I worked really consistently upon my self-love and there did come a time not too far off in the future after this epiphany that I had did I recognize I loved me, I value me and I am worthy and deserving of the life I desire.  It has empowered me to love me more, faith that what I feel inside of me is truth and courage to endure being single until the time is right for me.  (I say courage because my twinflame journey has taken a lot of faith and courage to keep on its path.  It would be so easy to give up and settle like most people do and not wait for real love, but that one phrase above propel me forward always.)  I hope this helps you too.

Pardon me for the wordy snippet this day, but spirit tells me to write what I feel and sometimes my feelings can be wordy....

Some thoughts for you to ponder:

What does that one sentence mean to you?  Does it change you?  Will it change how you view the “wanting/needing/expectation” of relationships and/or love from outside yourself? 

Where do you feel what I wrote in your body? Do you have a physcial, mental or emotional reaction?