Monday, October 31, 2016

Call to Action: Lightworkers Needed to Support the Water Protectors



Support of Water Protectors...

Water Protectors?  What is that?
Your response to this email may be one of the following:

What are Water Protectors?
I've never heard of this. Why isn't this in the media?
Why are they stopping the Pipeline?
What is Dakota Access?
I Stand with Standing Rock.

Those are just some of the responses that I have heard recently.   I have been following closely the developments in North Dakota since the summer when I first heard about what was happening there and I've been praying, sending love and light the entire time.  While many of us have been distracted by the campaign season and the stress of our lives, there have been major developments.  The Oil Companies are building a pipeline that will affect the drinking water of the Standing Rock Sioux.   This is s result of fracking, the process of extracting oil from our earth for profit. From what I know the false narrative is that this oil is used here in the US, but it profits the oil companies so it can be sold overseas.  Here is a link to  Live Science about FrackingIf you do not understand what this is and why it is happening, I recommend that you look into why Fracking is so bad for our environment, our drinking water and more, I encourage you to do more research for yourself.

So this brings me to the Water Protectors and what is taking place in North Dakota. The Water Protectors (protestors) are trying to stop the Dakota Access Pipeline from being built on and near their land.  This pipeline will not only impact the lake where they get their drinking water from, but move through the Missouri River.  Do you know how big the Missouri River is?  Do you know how many people rely on that for their water?  There are so many negatives from Fracking in terms of destruction of our water supply.  These peaceful people have gathered together with a larger purpose to bring unity, heal our earth and our waters to make it habitable for all beings.  Thousands have joined in support of the Standing Rock Sioux's protection of the water, including over 500 tribes coming together--this has never happened in the history of America.  What are they doing?  They are expressing their freedom of speech, gathering in peaceable assembly--to protest what is being forced upon them.  No weapons, no violence--just prayer, truth and numbers of people asking to stop harming the land, protect the water and stop profit over people. Instead of being protected by the state and county, the Water Protectors are being peaceful and they are being treated with violence, arrested, jailed and treated inhumanely and illegally while in jail--the oil company is working with the state and county to remove these people from their own land--even though these people have a right to gather on their land and use their voice to protest what is being enforced upon them.  These are violations, human rights violations against these Peaceful People Gathering as is there First Amendment Right to do so.  

You may be wondering why I am interested or getting involved in this at all...well this goes back to what my mission is:  Promoting HOPE--Healing Our Planet Earth one person at a time by turning on the lights.   If you are reading this and you think  it doesn't pertain to you. Please know know that no one on this planet is untouched by the destruction of our earth's resources--it may not affect you just this minute, but I promise the devastation for you in the future is REAL.  We are all here on a mission and that is to evolve humanity's consciousness.  I remember back when I started this path and was growing my light quotient I believed that I didn't have to get stuck in this world and yet, my guides constantly reminded me that I am here on this planet for a reason, in a physical body for a reason and as such I would do my best work by working with the people here.  Unfortunately/fortunately as it may be, we are here residing in a physical reality and are bound by whatever governmental/societal rules we are living under and that my dear light being friends is the reason we need to stand together now to create a Love Revolution!  We are all one people--doesn't matter our language, our skin color, our beliefs, our race and beyond--we are one people and we need to unite together to help one another.  The only separation we have is being imposed upon us--look into your hearts and see your truth as a human, as being of light and recognize that we need to support these people---they are us and we are them.

I wish to make mention that I feel very connected to Gaia (earth), in fact, I am so in tune with her that I experience it intuitively and physically. Each time I learn more about what is happening in North Dakota, I can't help but cry. Their fight is my fight, their fight is our fight. Their pain is my pain, their pain is our pain. Their truth is my truth, their truth is our truth. WE ARE ALL CONNECTED!!
We need to stand up and join the brave warriors at the Standing Rock Sioux's protests.  I live far away from there and it is not easy for me to get there, but I know the threat of this pipeline is real and you should too!  We need to take action now to stand with the Standing Rock Sioux. If you are called and can get to North Dakota to stand in solidarity and support the Water Protectors then do it. If you are not able to go, then here are a few steps you can take right from the comfort of your home and a way to help through an event I have created:
1. Call North Dakota Governor Jack Dalrymple at 701-328-2200 to leave a message stating your opposition to the Dakota Access Pipeline and to violent behavior by the police in dealing with the Water Protectors.
2. Call the White House at (202) 456-1111 or (202) 456-1414 to urge President Obama to take whatever steps necessary to protect the non-violent water protectors.
3. Call the Army Corps of Engineers (202) 761-5903 -- and urge them to deny the permit Energy Transfer Partners needs to cross the Missouri River.

4. Donate to Sacred Stone Camp to help them with supplies--North Dakota is already really cold, but they are heading into winter.  Here are some links for helping the Sacred Stone Camp:  How to Help and Supply List.

5. Join me and others on November 6, 2016 for a Water Ceremony and Fundraising/Donation Event. 




Event Details Below:

When: SUNDAY, NOV. 6 from 1:00 pm to 3:00 pm
WHERE: Jacob's Beach  (weather permitting) 
If it is raining/snowing, we will meet at my office: 821 Village Walk, Guilford, CT

We will connect with the prayer/healing circles taking place in North Dakota at this time in protection of our earth’s water, more particularly I want to not only help raise awareness about what is going on the Standing Rock Sioux Reservation, in North Dakota, but I want to support them and encourage you to support them or at the very least start the conversation of change.  This is about more than just the water and Indigenous Tribes who are standing up--it's about our people, our water, our democracy and our life.  Water is the life blood or our planet--it is essential to our survival as a human race and slowly the water is being poisoned and contaminated for profit.

This event is a water ceremony that we will hold in support of the Water Protectors. We will connect with the prayer/healing circles taking place in North Dakota at this time in protection of our earth’s water,  We will honor the Earth, her waters and her people. At this time, I would like to collect donations to be sent to Sacred Stone Camp in North Dakota to support the thousands (with more arriving each day) of Water Protectors holding vigil, healing and risking their life in peaceful protest to save our earth’s water. What is happening in North Dakota affects all of us.   Donation for Event $25 Cash or Gift Cards for Lowe's, Amazon or Verizon (these are what they are asking for and will be mailed).
 
Please register for this event---dress weather appropriate and bring a gluten free, vegan dish to share for warming up after the event back at my office.

If you are not able to attend, I will be collecting donations until November 13, 2016 to be sent to Sacred Stone Camp in North Dakota --I will have a container at the entry of of my office. 

Call or email  today to register!
203-397-6073 or april@soulstarhealing.com.
See you then.


Sunday, October 16, 2016

Full Moon Energy Update & Channel



Happy Full Moon Everyone!


It is a brilliant day of sunshine outside and I am on the cleaning train well at least that is what my mind says, body is slow to start this morning.


Quick Energy Update:

This energy is chock full of opportunities to express/unveil/uncover/anger/frustrate/irritate...you get the idea. So what do you do when conflict arises? This is your spirit's opportunity to shine its new abilities and skills for navigating this new timeline and dimensional shift we are in. You are embodying your multi-dimensional suit of "armour" (read: amore) that has been preparing you for just this time. No, it isn't to distract or put ourselves in denial of the truths that are being revealed nor is it an opportunity to get pulled into the drama of this time. It is time to be assertive when need be, discerning always and to remember to think with your heart. Sounds easy, does it not? It is when you have practiced and you are in balance, but astrologically speaking --the energies will work really hard to bring you face to face with your skills for navigation this wave of change we are in. How well do you know your skills? How grounded are you ? How do you bring yourself back into balance? Just a few questions to guide you in the direction of your heart/truth.


"Did you know that your truth/heart will set you free and win all the time in the end? That is what is always guiding you--unfortunately, your guidance system has been shut down by fear. We ask you to rise above your fear. We suggest you look at this time as your time to stand up in your truth and power and use your gifts of manifestation to create the world you are choosing to live in. That is a lot of power in your hands, is it not dear ones? "~Arcturian Masters of Light.


Meanwhile, more globally, the powers that be are doing their best to manipulate what is seen on Mainstream Media. Did you know that we are in a time where prayer/gathering/love/light are met with hostility and prompting violence? I am speaking of the Standing Rock Sioux Water Protectors in North Dakota(also known as protestors) that are being met with weapons as they chant/dance and pray for protection for Gaia (earth) and her lifeblood (water).


Did you know that we are being distracted this coming election season with "reality tv" drama rather than real, vital issues facing our country? I am speaking of direction of the media and their focus on the personal attacks of candidates rather than real issues.


Did you know that there is a whole world out there beyond the earth? There is good, bad and indifferent happening and yet we have been closed to that reality by the powers that be. Yes, I am referring to otherworldly things that are transpiring as we watch the human drama in front of us.  




"We say to you again dear ones, it is your power of manifestation that will create the world you choose to live in. How do you choose, you may be asking? You choose simply by your action or inaction on things that matter to you. We suggest gathering together to create a more profound love on your planet. The energy of the love you create together in large numbers creates massive change on this planet that will ripple out far beyond your human comprehension."~Arcturian Masters of Light.


It is time to recognize that the dream of separation is over. ~EstaRa    

PS.  This means twinflames too!!

Tuesday, October 4, 2016

Energy Thoughts: 10:10 Gateway Brings Major Shift, New Beginnings and Union


Good Day Everyone,

I have been trying to get this blog post out since last Thursday, but my lower back went out and sitting is not my friend.  So let's hope I can get through this at least as much as I can in the next 20 minutes. I am only allowed to sit for ten minutes and then up I have to move and then sit for another ten minutes.   This is part channel and part me.   Channel is italicized.

Greetings Dear Ones,

It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today.  You are exactly where you need to be as you ready yourself to move into another level of ascension on your personal, individual ascension ladder and as your planet moves into a new paradigm.  The groundwork has been laid out over the last several years as to what needs to be deconstructed, reorganized and rearranged.



Well, October is here and along with it the New Black Moon.  Much has been said about the Black Moon  bringing opportunities not yet seen, but it is more than that dear ones.  We are moving into another timeline one that doesn't have the confines, limitations or even structures of the old way of doing things.  This is where we have been asking you to recognize and reside.  This energy is about to change the way things are and have been.  If you take notice, the old way of doing things have left you, have you not noticed the changes, epiphanies and truths coming up in you?  The old ways are no longer accessible when you are in a higher frequency.  Take a breath and step back for one moment and look over the past 6 weeks of transformation.  Do you feel like the same person from 1 month ago, let alone 3 months ago? Okay so I know most of you would say, I am the same, nothing has changed.  Is that true, I ask you?   Do you cope differently? Are you finding that you are handling matters in a different way?  Expressing yourself more or less?  Giving voice and credence to who you are?  Just  a few things to keep in mind.  We have undergone HUGE changes as a human and our light body has been upgraded to reflect that. 



The last several weeks you have been giving the opportunity to try on/embody the new you!  The new multi-dimensional you, expanded light body and all the bells and whistles of the new you.  Some ways of viewing what has been happening is to look over your life over the last several weeks. Have you recognized time shifts?  Like you don't have enough time, but you have accomplished so much?  Have you recognized that you are no longer responding/acting/reacting the way you had in the past?  Have you tried out the new you?  Well, if you say no to what EstaRa is suggesting dear ones, then you haven't been paying attention and have been far less present in your day to day life than you think.  You have changed!! EstaRa has had quite the month of challenges, have you?  Those challenges only brought her closer to her goal and closer to the alignment of her truth.  (Okay so I believe them and feel what they are saying, but I'm open to hearing more.) She is being asked to stay present and focused on what it is she wants and removing herself from people, places and things that do not represent her truth.  Was it hard for her?  Perhaps it would have been if spirit didn't intervene (read: computer, internet and technology problems).    This was all about getting comfortable with the new her.  Much of her experiences required for her to do a do over.  What is a do over? It means that she would make a decision not based on her truth--based on her head and listen to other humans and their advice rather than what her spirit was telling her or not even taking the breath to seek what her spirit was telling her.  So each time she did something--she literally had to do it again.  It caused frustration and stress for her, but in the end it helped her to see that her advice is the best advice. This is practice in her new light body--you can do it over and get it right.  The times we have been in and are in are quite malleable. Nothing is set in stone as of yet, but soon it will be. (read: wish I had paid attention...if you experienced my past month--I felt I didn't have time to breathe, partly because time was moving quickly, but so many things were coming up and at me--at least that is how it felt and I am told--that is kind of how it was. Did you experience that too?)

This month of October is a continuation of the full embodiment of the new you--the new important you. The you that you have been embodying since August.  Many of you feel and believe that all that is happening in your present timeline is by accident or coincidence, but dear ones, you have all chosen collectively to use whatever means necessary to move into a higher dimension and frequency.  Humanity, as a collective,  has decided this long before this time what needed to happen, who the players will be and how it would transpire. Each of you have concurred that the direction of your planet was to be changed and moved into higher frequency. As a result of these decisions, the energy has to be restructured and often that takes destruction and tearing down of systems that have been put/held into place.   It may appear as chaos in your personal lives, the community around you and even globally, but we encourage you to look more closely at the beauty of what is happening for without breaking down there can be no change. (read: this is what I was going through last month personally as were many others.)

Now, if you get comfortable living in this new embodiment then you can start to use this energy to manifest what you desire. If you are not yet comfortable, there is still room for practice.  We encourage you to look at this month as a new time, new energy and one that  has many benefits in a time that is seemingly disruptive to the flow you have been trying to experience.

October 10, is a 10:10 Gateway.  This gateway is concerning the true transition into a new time, new frequency for the planet.  (read: a rebirth of sorts)   When this new frequency comes in, you dear human will be entering the new timeline; anything that is from the past cannot easily reside in this timeline; therefore it will not be able to pass through this gateway.  Read:  old beliefs/patterns/ideas about relationship, your wisdom and power as well as your mission will have changed to adapt to the higher frequency.  You have already begun to do that with the changes that have been taking place within you and now you shall see the changes showing up in your external life in exponential ways I am told.  Many of the first wavers/pathpavers/wayshowers are now evolving quickly up your ladder of ascension where they may have appeared not to be.  With regard to your beloved twinflame, dear EstaRa, as promised he is jumping up to where you are.  This is so for many twinflame couples.  After the 10:10 Gateway, much movement in the energy of union will be available.. (read: I liken my twin's ascension currently to being in mid-jump. lol)    The energy of this Gateway will open up opportunities that have not yet been there and present you with easier steps to move forward.  Learning to navigate all the changes you have been through will continue to make the journey you are on smoother.   "Twinflames are preparing to come together in record numbers over the next several earth months, watch for reconnections, signs, synchronicities to show up in your world.  Each couple has decided how quickly their union will come to pass based on the frequency that they are residing in most of the time.  The higher the frequency the more quickly energy will move for you and your beloved."~Twinflame Collective

We encourage you at this time to watch how this new energy unfolds before you.   All that has been happening in the unseen realms will soon appear in a physical manifestation in your personal lives as well as externally and more globally.  No area of your world will remain untouched.  It is time to see the changes come into full effect.  We ask you to learn to navigate in this new energy field and recognize what may appear to you as mistakes are just one step closer to learning what it is that is leaving you.  You are learning to be the masters as you embody more and more of who you are.    


We love you and are here for you as you traverse through your ascension.
We are the Arcturian Masters of Light.  Namaste.

This message resonates so deeply with me. I love my guides, all of them!  They have been telling me to hold on till the first quarter moon of October; that is, October 7th and the opening of the 10:10 Gateway Energies moving in.  They told me up until that point we will be cleaning out, lining up old vestiges of stuff/ick/yuck/human stuff.  I laugh, but that is truly what is is----I am sure you have your own worlds you can insert there.  I've also been reminded throughout the month of September of several things, but the most important was we have the tools already inside of us to move through any challenges/changes that may come our way.  I was also blessed to receive glimpses of what I was manifesting and boy did it feel good. :) To consciously create your life/experience is not a gift, it is a necessity.  Remove all barriers you have placed between you and that ability--you will be amazed how incredible life will be.

To quickly summarize what has been said above:  Clear/Close/Wrap up all that no longer serves and will not move forward; Prepare for Internal Shifts to Show Outwardly as well as Unseen Shifts to Show up
Externally, New Beginnings, Twinflames coming into Union and Magic Happening.

I will stop rambling and get this out to all of you.  Anyway, I finished and not like I wanted to yesterday, but I am now done

EstaRa April



 Feel free to share this energy update as long as you give credit to me as the author.  EstaRa (April D’Amato). ©  For more information like this, please visit my blog: www.aprildamato.blogspot.com .

Monday, September 26, 2016

Channeled Energy Update from Arcturian Masters of Light

Quick Channeled Energy Update:

The energy of the past few weeks has created what appears as havoc in many lives on earth at this time due to the massive energies of Mercury Retrograde, Eclipse Energies and Equinox Shift. These energies have created a space for healing and closure of old paradigm energy. The planet and humanity is now readying itself to step into the new paradigm energy. With the advent of the Equinox, the shift has taken place and now we are dealing with the last vestiges of clearing, releasing and letting go of what is tethering us to the old energy patterns/beliefs/systems. (me: I don’t know about all of you , but I have been feeling the sense of urgency to “clean things up”.) There is an urgency dear ones, to put to rest to the things you no longer need and close out what you no longer want to bring into the new paradigm. Use the remainder of the month to view what has been surfacing for you. We ask you to do this from a place of observation first, then use the next 999 Gateway of September 27, 2016 to release those things.

The time has come that you are now in the navigating process of this new, upgraded light body. This past month was spent learning to navigate the new energy body and transformations that you have experienced over this past year. (me: it is like we are placed in fast forward.) The universal energy has been providing ample opportunities for closure so that you can explore the new timelines/probabilities that are opening up for you to act upon your soul’s truth. Changes are now taking place on a cellular DNA level as well clearing the pathways to soul's truth. Transformation is beyond what you can comprehend fully dear ones, but do know that it is taking place. You will look back upon this time as a new beginning. We know this is not what you are perceiving at this time. We ask you to trust in the source of your soul. Trust you are exactly where you are meant to be.

With love, honor and respect, we bring you this message. ~The Arcturian Masters of Light.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

Energy Thoughts: So Much Magnifcence, Divine Awakenings



Greetings Beloved Ones of the Light,

I want to share with you some interesting experiences over the last few days…

I know many of you know that I have been under the weather the last couple of weeks and it has truly interfered with my life and interrupted my appointments. I apologize to those of you who I've had to cancel and reschedule. I know there are a few of you that I still need to reschedule and I'm hoping to touch base with you soon to reschedule. I woke up this morning feeling better than I have.  Amazing really, but there have been a lot of things leading up to this and I know it is not fully complete yet. 

Thursday, I woke up really sick again, but felt so completely out of sorts too! I didn’t understand why and I could not ground or anchor into the earth. (For those of you who do not know—Grounding is the conscious connecting and anchoring into the core crystalline energy of earth.)  I have learned over the years the reason this happens is often due to something happening to our earth and it is an energetic sign.  (sidenote: woohoo I am feeling earth's subtle energies more heightened now--must be that I am recovering from car accident more fully soon I will be able to understand more quickly what happens again.) I've been so in tune with the earth over the years that I have been on my journey that I always knew when something was going to happen—I felt it and I was often out of body because of it. My most memorable experience was the Tsunami in March 2011.  I channeled five days earlier that it was going to happen. I was just guided to look up the date and it was 3/11/2011—it was  9 date.  This has significance because if you know numerologically it means completion, release, global consciousness and transcendence to name a few.   That is what happened if you recall—many had left the planet, the earth released massive build up of energy, we as a global community came together and became more aware of our global existence and for many of us we spiritually transcended from one vibration to another higher vibration. This brings to the time we are in a 999 Gateway. But I digress, first, we need to go back to the energy of me not being anchored or my inability to stay grounded—those who know me I teach this all the time—and am most grounded, but I could not maintain the grounding. I would send my cord down and then up it would come up a  few seconds to minutes later. I felt anxious, all over the place, and well, that is not my normal and not even a second close to normal for me.  As you may or may not know—I don’t watch TV and I wasn’t on social media since I didn't feel well; so I texted my friend who I call my Weather/Earthquake Contact, she is on top of those things, and asked her to look into it.  On Friday, she let me know that there was Nuclear Testing of a high magnitude in North Korea on Friday North Korea time which would be Thursday US EST.  WOW!! Yes, I was feeling this powerful, destructive energy and a part of me didn’t want to stay connected to the earth—it explains why I couldn’t anchor.  I know it sounds like we shouldn’t want to be grounded, especially if it means we feel this kind of pain and become so ungrounded, but we are one with Gaia (Earth’s Spirit Name), and we are directly impacted by anything and everything that happens to her.  So my not being grounded is an alert of sorts, maybe even a radar, that something terrible is happening or about to happen.  On the surface many people in our society try to not experience or feel their sensitivity, some even hold disdain for it; but as my guides have channeled numerous times, our sensitivity is a gift.  This is a message for all of you to honor and respect your sensitivity and to really get grounded so you can comprehend more of what is happening in the world in and around you.  Unfortunately, we live in a society where many people are numb and shut down from feeling so much that the subtle sensitivities tend to be lost. Instead, we have a society experiencing extremes.  For example: a good old fashion cops and robbers TV show was just that.  Now, it is graphic violence and little to not good acting. (Yes, I am generalizing, but you get the point.)   Back to Thursday and what I really wanted to share about.  Finally by the end of the day  I was able to ground in time for what I was going to do.

I had made plans to go see a concert of Deva Premal and Miten.  I attended their concert on Thursday night while still not feeling well after a week of being off and feeling yucky. Going to one of their concerts is  beyond a musical session, it is a spiritual experience--at least it was for me the first time I saw them. I remember distinctly feeling a deep connection to them—and recognizing their twinflame love.  They may not use those words or present themselves in that way, but they energetically present themselves as twinflames—it is truly a visible embodiment of twinflame love.  It enveloped me with the energy of union and love that was so immense that it broke through the fog I had when I went that first time.  (I had a concussion, severe physical body impairments etc—enough said)    Needless to say, I couldn’t wait to attend this experience—it was in NYC. (hence why I was so concerned about not being able to be grounded.)   Their concert proved to be another healing experience with their music; one I wish to share with all of you.

Some of you may or may not know my Twinflame Work, but I have been on this journey for a long time  now.  I do a lot of work with balancing out the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine energies within me, outside of me, and for other Twinflames  across all timelines, spaces, dimension and realities as well.   This portion of my work has taken center stage in recent months and will continue to do so, until full physical union with my twinflame and even beyond. =)

Those of you who were with me in Sedona back in 2011, may remember my deep emotional healing of my Divine Feminine and the Divine Feminine throughout all timelines and spaces at our Medicine Wheel. It took me a long time to realize what had truly transpired there—I cried, I cried a lot. I saw so many images of women in chains, bondage, suffering, being persecuted and so on.  I experience the pain of being a female here on earth throughout all times and spaces, but then as the weekend progressed I felt so much love from the Divine Masculine that I truly spent most of my time with male friends that I had just recently met on this trip. They began the process of healing wounds I had with the Divine Masculine.  One experience in particular that I had was about trusting men.  I was hiking with my two new found friends, I could not make up this steep rock and I had to continue on the trail because there was nowhere to go. I looked behind me and it was a really big drop.  I literally had to trust a man to pull me up with just his strength.  He said to me, “Trust me, EstaRa. I got you.”  As I type this I realize how profound that really is.  “Trust a man to pull me up with just his strength?"   I don’t know about all of you—but if I am completely honest I had never trusted a man to use his strength to “pull me up” before.  For those of you not clear on that—I mean, really trust a man to be strong on his own and to be there for me or be able to help me without assistance from me other than to trust him.  Heck, I never I felt that any man had  “got me”.   Isn’t that interesting ?  I feel this is a very important theme for twinflames—TRUST.  That kicked off a whole lot of healing in my me ---and guess what next healing thing came out of that Worthiness?  How you ask?  You have to explore what is behind that.  Am I worthy to have someone I can trust?  Am I worthy to have a man I can trust?  What man harmed me and made think I could not trust him?  What did the man do that made me think I could not trust him?  Abandonment?  My father left me (well that is how a child feels when a parent leaves), he didn’t leave me—he left my mother.  But he didn’t always show up for me which led me to believe that he left me and I was not worthy of his love.  Isn’t that crazy how there really is a trail and it leads us right back to where that comes from ?  Well—it didn’t/doesn’t stop there—then the question became “why does everyone leave me?”  This led to my first experience with the death of my grandmother when I was nine years old.  All of this led me on the journey to working/healing my sacral chakra—and guess what? It gets healed and cleared in layers—you don’t think I worked on the death of my grandmother?  Of course, I had—but I hadn’t worked on it from the perspective of her “abandoning me”.  It started a belief in me that everyone who loves me will leave me.  All of this from that one experience hiking on a mountain with a  male friend, you ask?  YES!  My guides say:  Yes, Beautiful ones, this is how healing works!        This is why I love what I do and why I think my clients love what I do—I am able to jump to the point of origin that the client is ready to deal with their stuff at. We are layered with experiences both this life and previous lives; therefore, our healing happens in that way.    My reaction to this experience was beyond what I could imagine—powerful beyond words and created lasting significance in my life.  (a sidenote: I always used to date men that would "love me" and "leave me" telling me I was too good to be true.  yes I am that amazing The truth is I was subconsciously selecting men that would recreate the pattern of feeling abandoned until I learned that is what it was. Well, I did some work on that and started dating a better caliber of men, if you will.  Then I met my twinflame, who kind of pulled the same thing --love me and leave me--the difference is he keeps coming back. read on there is more!)

The other evening, I had a similar experience.....Miten began singing this song, So Much Magnificence, that I have placed the link below for you to listen to.



It is a well known song of Miten’s, so we all joined in and sang it with him. If you have never been to one of their concerts—the whole thing is interactive with the audience joining in with chanting.  After a few verses, Miten asked for only the Men's voices to join in.  He explained that this song is in representation of honoring the Vast Divine Feminine Energy on the planet...to welcome her, honor her and love her.  He explained it was the job of the Divine Masculine to hold that space for  the Divine Feminine which was represented as the ocean in this song.   I felt waves of love coming from all directions, including my twinflame who was not physically present.  It was so powerful that I truly felt a healing of the Divine Feminine occurring once again as I had in Sedona. I really believe the healing that happened on Thursday night was beyond what most people could feel/sense including Miten.   I cried the whole time because I could feel the hearts of all Masculine Energies opening and breaking open to feel their Divine Feminine inside them and to feel their truth.  The barriers between the Masculine and Feminine began coming down.  I felt the energy penetrating through my very being, every layer of my energy and every cell in my body. I felt the blocks in my heart and my throat being exposed.  Yes, I felt blocks that I didn't recognize as still being there--remember it is all layers!   I cried knowing I had more work to do, but knowing I was ready to do it and this helped me to recognize where in me I wasn't allowing love to come in.  All the back and forth--I love you, no I don't that my twinflame has put me through has me afraid of really TRUSTING HIM to not hurt me again. So my defense is to only allow partial love to come through, thereby closing down my heart somewhat; and no this is not a conscious thing that is happening, but I can recognize it consciously.  Once you ask for healing (attending this love fest of energy at the concert), you give permission to spirit to show you where you need to heal so I saw another source of not trusting him. I recognized that all these years that I've known my twin; I've only see him my twin so few times over the years that I have known him; and yes, I've spoken to him over thousands of hours on the phone, through email and etherically, but have physically in person not so much.  I felt the fear I needed to release was about being afraid for him to see, know and experience the full me--the human person that he doesn't know anything about --the day to day stuff--when you are not in someone's physical presence what they don't see they don't know.   Now, if I don't work through this to clear it, then I make room for the dark to interfere and amp up the energies to make them unbearable. So believe me I will be working on this now!!   The heart opening/breaking open from this song and event, really from the love I was feeling, was something I've not felt or sensed since the 11-11-11 Gateway in Sedona.  The unfortunate thing with Thursday and being in New York, people were just ready to get up and go about their evening and leave when I really felt we should have just stayed and basked in the love some more.  Instead people clapped and it broke up the energy.  (side note: There is nothing more attractive energetically than a man who is spiritually attuned and willing to participate in heart opening energy.)

I put the youtube video above for you to listen to and may I suggest actively connecting with the song, perhaps in a way that you hadn't even if you heard it before?  As the Divine Feminine on the planet at this time, I want you to close your eyes and imagine that every Divine Masculine you have experienced anything with, from the moment you entered the earth to this point in your life, is honoring you and loving you from the deepest part of their soul—the true essence of who they are not the human ego/exterior, but the true essence. I know this is a difficult one for those of us who have been through tremendous pain and abuse with regard to men, but I encourage you to try.  At the very least you will discover what blocks you still have to receiving love and allowing it in. 

And to those of you who are the Divine Masculine, I encourage you to listen to this video and allow yourself to feel your heart open to the Divine Feminine in your life.  I want you to close your eyes and imagine that every Divine Feminine you have experienced anything with, from the moment you entered the earth to this point in your life, being in front of you, honor them and love them from the deepest part of your soul—the true essence of who they are not the human ego/exterior, but the true essence. I know this is a difficult one for those of us who have been through tremendous pain and abuse with regard to women, but I encourage you to try.  At the very least you will discover what blocks you still have to giving love and allowing love in.

The changes we are all undergoing at this time is a restructuring of sorts.  We have begun recently to embody the new changes we have made, the new epiphanies we have received and the new perspective from our soul's truth.  Just because it is here and we are embodying it, doesn't mean there are not adjustments.  Just like when you buy some new clothes--not often do you buy something that fits perfectly--there usually is an adjustment or two that needs to be done.  Use this 999 Gateway to release these blocks that are showing themselves to you because they are and they will.  We have three opportunities to clear this month: September 9, 2016 = 999, September 18, 2016 = 999 and September 27, 2016 =999.  Now, when I channeled recently how important the 999 Gateway was this month I had forgotten about September 18th and referred only to the other two--perhaps we only need two gateways within which to clear the way for us? 

I'd love to talk more about the 999 Gateway, but I would like to get this out to all of you as soon as possible so you can get started on heart opening work...we need to be ready to receive--As Rumi said: "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."

This is for everyone of us on the planet, no matter where you are on your journey to ascension.  I believe the Divine Masculine is awakening and the Divine Feminine needs to prepare to receive...IT IS TIME.


Namaste.
EstaRa