Energy Thoughts: 10:10 Gateway Brings Major Shift, New Beginnings and Union

Good Day Everyone,

I have been trying to get this blog post out since last Thursday, but my lower back went out and sitting is not my friend.  So let's hope I can get through this at least as much as I can in the next 20 minutes. I am only allowed to sit for ten minutes and then up I have to move and then sit for another ten minutes.   This is part channel and part me.   Channel is italicized.

Greetings Dear Ones,

It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today.  You are exactly where you need to be as you ready yourself to move into another level of ascension on your personal, individual ascension ladder and as your planet moves into a new paradigm.  The groundwork has been laid out over the last several years as to what needs to be deconstructed, reorganized and rearranged.

Well, October is here and along with it the New Black Moon.  Much has been said about the Black Moon  bringing opportunities not yet seen, but it is more than that dear ones.  We are moving into another timeline one that doesn't have the confines, limitations or even structures of the old way of doing things.  This is where we have been asking you to recognize and reside.  This energy is about to change the way things are and have been.  If you take notice, the old way of doing things have left you, have you not noticed the changes, epiphanies and truths coming up in you?  The old ways are no longer accessible when you are in a higher frequency.  Take a breath and step back for one moment and look over the past 6 weeks of transformation.  Do you feel like the same person from 1 month ago, let alone 3 months ago? Okay so I know most of you would say, I am the same, nothing has changed.  Is that true, I ask you?   Do you cope differently? Are you finding that you are handling matters in a different way?  Expressing yourself more or less?  Giving voice and credence to who you are?  Just  a few things to keep in mind.  We have undergone HUGE changes as a human and our light body has been upgraded to reflect that. 



The last several weeks you have been giving the opportunity to try on/embody the new you!  The new multi-dimensional you, expanded light body and all the bells and whistles of the new you.  Some ways of viewing what has been happening is to look over your life over the last several weeks. Have you recognized time shifts?  Like you don't have enough time, but you have accomplished so much?  Have you recognized that you are no longer responding/acting/reacting the way you had in the past?  Have you tried out the new you?  Well, if you say no to what EstaRa is suggesting dear ones, then you haven't been paying attention and have been far less present in your day to day life than you think.  You have changed!! EstaRa has had quite the month of challenges, have you?  Those challenges only brought her closer to her goal and closer to the alignment of her truth.  (Okay so I believe them and feel what they are saying, but I'm open to hearing more.) She is being asked to stay present and focused on what it is she wants and removing herself from people, places and things that do not represent her truth.  Was it hard for her?  Perhaps it would have been if spirit didn't intervene (read: computer, internet and technology problems).    This was all about getting comfortable with the new her.  Much of her experiences required for her to do a do over.  What is a do over? It means that she would make a decision not based on her truth--based on her head and listen to other humans and their advice rather than what her spirit was telling her or not even taking the breath to seek what her spirit was telling her.  So each time she did something--she literally had to do it again.  It caused frustration and stress for her, but in the end it helped her to see that her advice is the best advice. This is practice in her new light body--you can do it over and get it right.  The times we have been in and are in are quite malleable. Nothing is set in stone as of yet, but soon it will be. (read: wish I had paid attention...if you experienced my past month--I felt I didn't have time to breathe, partly because time was moving quickly, but so many things were coming up and at me--at least that is how it felt and I am told--that is kind of how it was. Did you experience that too?)

This month of October is a continuation of the full embodiment of the new you--the new important you. The you that you have been embodying since August.  Many of you feel and believe that all that is happening in your present timeline is by accident or coincidence, but dear ones, you have all chosen collectively to use whatever means necessary to move into a higher dimension and frequency.  Humanity, as a collective,  has decided this long before this time what needed to happen, who the players will be and how it would transpire. Each of you have concurred that the direction of your planet was to be changed and moved into higher frequency. As a result of these decisions, the energy has to be restructured and often that takes destruction and tearing down of systems that have been put/held into place.   It may appear as chaos in your personal lives, the community around you and even globally, but we encourage you to look more closely at the beauty of what is happening for without breaking down there can be no change. (read: this is what I was going through last month personally as were many others.)

Now, if you get comfortable living in this new embodiment then you can start to use this energy to manifest what you desire. If you are not yet comfortable, there is still room for practice.  We encourage you to look at this month as a new time, new energy and one that  has many benefits in a time that is seemingly disruptive to the flow you have been trying to experience.

October 10, is a 10:10 Gateway.  This gateway is concerning the true transition into a new time, new frequency for the planet.  (read: a rebirth of sorts)   When this new frequency comes in, you dear human will be entering the new timeline; anything that is from the past cannot easily reside in this timeline; therefore it will not be able to pass through this gateway.  Read:  old beliefs/patterns/ideas about relationship, your wisdom and power as well as your mission will have changed to adapt to the higher frequency.  You have already begun to do that with the changes that have been taking place within you and now you shall see the changes showing up in your external life in exponential ways I am told.  Many of the first wavers/pathpavers/wayshowers are now evolving quickly up your ladder of ascension where they may have appeared not to be.  With regard to your beloved twinflame, dear EstaRa, as promised he is jumping up to where you are.  This is so for many twinflame couples.  After the 10:10 Gateway, much movement in the energy of union will be available.. (read: I liken my twin's ascension currently to being in mid-jump. lol)    The energy of this Gateway will open up opportunities that have not yet been there and present you with easier steps to move forward.  Learning to navigate all the changes you have been through will continue to make the journey you are on smoother.   "Twinflames are preparing to come together in record numbers over the next several earth months, watch for reconnections, signs, synchronicities to show up in your world.  Each couple has decided how quickly their union will come to pass based on the frequency that they are residing in most of the time.  The higher the frequency the more quickly energy will move for you and your beloved."~Twinflame Collective

We encourage you at this time to watch how this new energy unfolds before you.   All that has been happening in the unseen realms will soon appear in a physical manifestation in your personal lives as well as externally and more globally.  No area of your world will remain untouched.  It is time to see the changes come into full effect.  We ask you to learn to navigate in this new energy field and recognize what may appear to you as mistakes are just one step closer to learning what it is that is leaving you.  You are learning to be the masters as you embody more and more of who you are.    

We love you and are here for you as you traverse through your ascension.
We are the Arcturian Masters of Light.  Namaste.

This message resonates so deeply with me. I love my guides, all of them!  They have been telling me to hold on till the first quarter moon of October; that is, October 7th and the opening of the 10:10 Gateway Energies moving in.  They told me up until that point we will be cleaning out, lining up old vestiges of stuff/ick/yuck/human stuff.  I laugh, but that is truly what is is----I am sure you have your own worlds you can insert there.  I've also been reminded throughout the month of September of several things, but the most important was we have the tools already inside of us to move through any challenges/changes that may come our way.  I was also blessed to receive glimpses of what I was manifesting and boy did it feel good. :) To consciously create your life/experience is not a gift, it is a necessity.  Remove all barriers you have placed between you and that ability--you will be amazed how incredible life will be.

To quickly summarize what has been said above:  Clear/Close/Wrap up all that no longer serves and will not move forward; Prepare for Internal Shifts to Show Outwardly as well as Unseen Shifts to Show up
Externally, New Beginnings, Twinflames coming into Union and Magic Happening.

I will stop rambling and get this out to all of you.  Anyway, I finished and not like I wanted to yesterday, but I am now done

EstaRa April



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Energy Thoughts: Avoidance is Futile

Have you noticed the last couple of months, the universe, your spirit nudging you in a direction that perhaps you were not planning on? Many have been blindly following outdated beliefs, patterns, ancestral karma that has kept them stuck going in one direction as if that was all that was possible. These same people have struggled to stay the path because that is what they believed they were supposed to do, but in recent months the energy has opened in an unexpected way for some. Twinflames, read the time has come for the opportunity to meet, connect and/or reunite with your beloved.

As this energy continues to bubble up to the surface, you will have an unique opportunity to see more clearly what your truth is if you can let yourself get past the anger/frustration/fear. Those have been the great motivators of the past and old paradigm, but in this new energy the real currency is in love and truth! If you notice much truth is/has been revealed over recent months and will continue to be revealed both personally and globally. Your heart has been longing to give you answers and you have been able to avoid the call for sometime, but avoidance like resistance is futile in this energy--this energy is here to break down all the barriers you have to love and truth. It will keep pushing upon you until you surrender to it. It is time to identify why you stayed stuck for so long and release that for good. It is possible. This Solstice Energy is coming in and when we are on the other side of it, the flood of light and love pouring through this planet and every living being will be fast and furious, as it opens up all the pathways you have been nudged upon.

We encourage you to be open. We encourage you to feel: cry/scream/tantrum to get that energy moved up and out--that is the only way to make this energy coming in smooth. If you think it is not spiritual to cry/scream/tantrum/yell/curse, then my dear ones, you have been suppressed from the very parts of you that would like to express themselves. This planet has the opportunity to share many facets of the human experience with you, and to not allow yourself to experience it is another way in which you will have chosen old programming of suppression. WE encourage you to explore your feelings, expand your wisdom, but most of all feel your way through to the other side. Humans only get stuck in emotion when they do not allow themselves to fully express or feel it. When you allow yourself to surrender to the feelings/emotions, then you release them. It is time to surrender to the parts of you that are writhing to express themselves.

Once over the hurdle of this Solstice energy, a great deal of energy will have been transmuted and released for all of humanity and a path will open up wider than before, but we know you will not necessarily see it this way dear ones, until long after it has been done. We are with you supporting and loving you on this journey. You are not alone. We love, honor and respect you.

We are the Arcturian Masters of Light.

Namaste

Twinflame Message: The Bear is Waking Up

Today's Twinflame Message & Update: The energy is magical and yet some of us still feel our feet stuck in the mud. I'd like to say that is due to Mercury Retrograde Shadow. While this past Mercury Retrograde has been far more supportive than in the previous ones I've experenced, this shadow period has been anything but easy on me--electronic stuff more specifically. But I feel the energy beginning to shift

I woke up this morning and all I want to do is communicate with people via my writing. I just spent the last two hours typing and typing my story, my books, my thoughts--but I stopped to bring this mini-message to you all. This week we have a new moon coming on Friday and boy is it loaded with energy to push us forward. We are ready, are we not? The awakening has begun--but far more sleeping/quiet/run away twins are being awakened--I am getting an image of someone tiptoeing over to a bear to awaken it softly, but it startles the bear awake and the bear begins to jump up shaking everything off. To me this is symbolic of our twin, the one most caught up in their earth reality (often the masculine). The awakening is sudden and shaking everything up. If you are in contact with your

twin (as little or as small as that may be), you may sense they are scrambled emotionally, physically, mentally---but that is all good for the moment it is due to them hearing the call and realizing they must get going. So picture a car whose tires are stuck in mud, they just keep going around and around, until that one quick push off--well the push off is happening and this June New Moon is going to usher that in.

We are meant to take action in the way we are capable during this time, do you know what your next steps may be? They may be as simple as focusing your efforts on healing you or your twin at this time, clearing blocks or dark energies, calling in your twin. It really varies depending where you are on your path. If you need help, I can help you with that.

Just recently the Twinflame Collective, provided me with a Card Reading Spread geared towards providing quick simple guidance to help twinflames whether you are together yet or not. If you are interested reach out to me at april@soulstarhealing.com and I will be happy to set up a session through skype, in person or on the phone. This reading is only $45. Let's see what spirit wants you to know. ~EstaRa

Channeled Message: You are the Navigator of the Journey to Your Twinflame Union

Hello Everyone,

Just a quick brief message that I have received recently--the time for twinflames is here.  The Gateway is still open. It is a time for miracles to happen, but you know who makes them happen?  You do!  You do by way of clearing your baggage/karma/stuff that keeps you stuck, by allowing love in even when you are scared and pushing through the fear that has held you back.

I've been getting very clear messages lately and noticing it with my friends/clients that the next wave of twinflames are being awakened.  Do you know what that means?  That means that those of us, that have been on this path for some time, (myself 10 years soon to go onto 11 next year)and have struggled to maintain our truth, trust in our journey and have faith in our twinflame unions are now beginning to see the light at the end of the proverbial tunnel.  That means twinflames are coming together.  It is happening!  Don't give up when we are so close.  I've been trying to sit down and write this out for a few weeks now, but could never do it.  Today, my guides are prompting me to write a message to you because I need to remember it too!   We are so close--let's not waver.

Ok, so I didn't stick with this channel on Thanksgiving morning--quite honestly I could have stayed home all day and stayed in channel, but instead I went to my parents and came home angry, upset and ready for bed.  I spent my Friday and Saturday cleaning---so necessary and now today I am in a better place to channel and well it isn't so brief anymore. I included my comments for expansion or clarity upon what my guides channeled below.I have been working with my Galactic Team of Beings that assist both my beloved and me in our day to day life. Within the Team, I have often called on all Twinflames in Successful Union to come in and help us; that is who I am channeling below.

Onto the Channeled Message...

Greetings Dear Ones,

It is with with love, honor and respect that we bring you a message of love on this day . Your day of thanksgiving .  So much has transpired in way of love blocks being removed. All the fears you or your beloved have held onto have been raised up to the light for clearing.  Dear ones, you are experiencing the miracles in your day to day life, are you not?  See them and hold onto them for those are the things that will keep you in high vibration and ultimately pave the way for you and your beloved to come together.  We ask you to refrain from patterns and behaviors that keep you distracted or stuck. You are the light of the world and you need to remember that.  We are here to remind you of that truth.  We know how important you all are to this time on your earth. We need you and your beloved to unite to change the very fabric of the earth's consciousness.  We encourage you to embrace your fears and really look at what is that is not working in your life.  It is as simple as looking at where you are having difficulties is where your beloved mirrors you whether in the same way of you or in the opposite way.  For you are so filled with love and you bring all of that love and more right to your beloved--and your beloved is perhaps in the opposite vibration, fearful of the power that is coming toward him/her.  It isn't meant to be a push-pull situation between the twinflames, but it truly becomes one when one is consciously embracing who they are while the other is not conscious.  Oftentimes it is the masculine that is not fully embracing and the feminine typically is the one embracing who they are.  (That is not to say that the males are not doing their jobs and the females are--you carry both aspects within you.  My guides have discussed this once before in an earlier channel regarding twinflames. One half of the twinflame couple carries more masculine and the other half carries more feminine.  It doesn't matter who is physically male and who is physically female.: Breakfast with Magdalene & Yeshua.)

Dear ones, it is never one person in fear--it is both--that is what this journey is about.  While one twinflame may be further along than their divine counterpart, it doesn't mean they are free from all their fears; for only a twinflame could stir up fears in their other half even that have been dormant or layers have been cleared. (You may think you been there done that, but there are truly layers to healing and your twinflame will kick all that dust up for you to truly clear out the layers of that fear/pattern/behavior.) This dance of union between beloveds brings you to a place where all your fears are brought up so that the powerful energy between you will not cause harm when you are together.  When you first met your twinflame you or either they were in a balanced place for their life at that level.  Upon the meeting you both had tipped the scales, raised your vibration and placed you in another level of ascension where ultimately another layer/level of clearing could take place and sent you both out on your own healing journeys.  (In essence, each time you raise in vibration, the more opportunities for healing will appear.  A deeper layer of the issue will surface until you get to the core cause of it.  As twinflames we came in here to clear from humanity and its templates all that is not in alignment with the new, higher love frequency. That means each of us separately took on old templates when coming into this lifetime for the purpose of clearing and removing those things. It may appear some took on more than others, but the truth is that each of us have taken on our own set of templates/stuff/pain/trauma..it may be different, but it still looks/feels/seems like ick to me!)

We keep emphasizing that you must heal you and as a result it will heal the other half of you, your beloved.  Dependent upon where you are on your journey, some of you need to focus upon your own well being--your own fears, doubts, negativity in order for your twin's road to be paved more smoothly.  Others are further a long and need to assist their beloved in making the next step--either way your focus and priority must be you.  For if you remove the focus from your footsteps---then you stop moving forward, and essentially, your beloved stops moving forward.  We ask you to continue to move forward, trusting your mission, trusting your soul, and trusting your beloved, trust them to make their steps whether you are in contact with them or not.  If one twin is further along on their journey know that you are the keeper of the flame of that union and it is your responsibility to carry that vibration of love forward regardless of the fear that may come up.  (If you are reading this, then you are likely the Keeper of the Flame.  Yes, it may seem that you are doing all the work right now, but it isn't about what one does or the other one does--keeping score/keeping track is a worry/belief that is part of the old paradigm/old relationship energy--we have come here to clear those things so if you are in a twinflame relationship--do not allow yourself to get caught up in that trap.)  Since you are the keeper of the flame, that means you are the one on the front line facing all kinds of drama, trauma and darkness  multidimensionally; it is important for you to be vigilant because you have the awareness to assist your union simply by understanding the process of clearing that must occur.  What you may not realize dear ones, is that you are the more powerful half of your twinflame relationship because you have the awareness, the tools and ability to make the union happen in the physical reality if that is what you both have chosen in this lifetime.   Your beloved, the other half of the twinflame relationship, is in their own front line with a human template embedded deeper into the 3D drama and trauma.   The more you are okay the more your twin will be okay.  The more you are in fear the more amplified your fear will make theirs and in the reverse as well. Do you understand why we say focus should be upon you?  It is you that navigates the journey and yes from time to time you will need assistance, but know that you are the driver.  (As the Keepers of the Flame, our job is to hold for certain the space of love, our mission and our union without wavering even when it seems hopeless, hard or impossible--you are the navigator--energy follows where your focus goes. Do what you can to keep your focus on your union and mission and when you are pulled into doubt/fear/drama be sure to quickly extricate yourself from it. The things that occur day to day that I have to come in contact with cause all kinds of doubts and fears to come up and for the most part--I am getting better at navigating, but there have been some open wounds that have caused me to get caught up in it. My advice is to find a friend that is on this journey as well to help pull you through--someone who can be your faith when you are in doubt. It is always better to have someone who is a twinflame because they will continual understand what it is you are going through, but sometimes you don't have another twinflame around you and you may need to rely on a friend who doesn't fully get it--you can talk with them but realize that they may not always be able to understand or hold faith for you.  This journey can be lonely because not everyone can understand this kind of love, this kind of relationship paradigm--it isn't what it appears on the surface--our job as twins is to clear the old relationship paradigm.  To clear old relationship paradigm is far more than simply the love relationship--it means clear up cultural/traditional/religious/societal/sexual/financial etc. beliefs that have an impact on relationships--yep, you guessed it--everything does! No one on this path--not even those in union are immune to clearing/healing those parts of themselves that are up for clearing.)

Look at your patterns differently than you have in the past and choose to learn from them. It is always a choice to view obstacles and obstructions as a learning curve.  They need not be stuck too long. This full moon has released pressure that has been building up for the last few weeks now.  The feel of resistance has been pervasive in your reality.  Some of you may have been feeling sad, lonely lost or even angry. Some of you may have noticed resistance over the last few weeks particularly with regard to things you have had to do to maintain your normal everyday 3D life, that is simply because those things are not necessary in the 5D expansive energy, but unfortunately as you are shifting they are still necessary in the 3D life you are currently living.  You and your beloved have been bouncing this energy of resistance back and forth; thereby amplifying the effects.

Our Channel EstaRa has been experiencing a great deal of anger of late--in the form of short-temperedness--she has been carrying a great deal of pain and frustration from the years of work that she has performed on the earth. She has been carrying and absorbing pain and frustration from so many over the years that at some point it needs to be released.    As  her beloved faces his deepest darkest fears, his anger raises and amplifies the energy in her direction; and like a percolating coffee pot she explodes into what turns into short- temperedness; and humanity responds by giving her opportunities to feel it.  She has been resisting this channel for some time as she knew it would bring up a release on some level.  Her beloved has been holding on so tightly to that which he fears and on some agreement level she too was holding on for him, and not allowing this energy to come through her until the force of the full moon energy made it possible to release.  Ask her what her last few days have been leading up to the full moon?  What she humanly does not know is that her beloved is experiencing it too, but on a far greater internal scale than she can imagine as she has done more movement of energy than he has.   

What we are trying to show you is that humanity is very fearful of what they do not know and it builds in them until finally it needs to come out.  With all the timelines collapsing, appearing and disappearing over this earth year, things have come up over and over again for final releasing while other levels of pain, suffering, trauma have showed up for you to explore in how that template is or is not working. 

The energy from now until January is ripe with opportunities for twinflame couples to heal some serious wounding from this lifetime and other lifetimes.  There will be opportunities to come into physical union and opportunities to expand their power as a couple as well.  This is possible if one or both are willing.   Do they have to consciously be aware, you ask?  We say that only one has to be consciously aware to help nudge energetically the other along.  Energetic nudging doesn't require any communication with the other person's being or energy field--it is simply by way of doing what you must do for your own clearing/releasing/fears etc.  This imparts the clearing energies to your beloved to receive at the time that is most appropriate upon their journey.  (It is important to recognize that everything you do daily impacts your beloved.  I am not sure what you all feel--but I feel everything with my twinflame:  his body aches, when he eats bad and feel when he is thinking of me and so, so much more!  My belief is, then of course he feels/experiences what I do as well--now he may not be able to consciously say "April cleared my heart chakra today--I feel lighter", but I know it is assisting him because when we do talk--I can recognize the changes in him.  It may show up in his reality as experiencing more self love or someone being understanding with him; helping him to love himself more.  I also know when I am in a bad place--it amplifies for him any bad place he is in; but as mentioned above as the Keeper of the Flame, it is my responsibility to keep raising my/our vibration.  As much as I sometimes see this journey as so much work, I take comfort and find hope in knowing that what I am doing is really having an impact on his experiences as well.  Another quick example, when I talk about him, oftentimes I get the distinct feeling he knows I am talking about him--again he may not know what I am saying, but he feels me thinking of him.)

As humanity continues to awaken, more and more opportunities will arise for the twinflames to come together in union.  The light upon the planet is paving the way for you by shining down upon you the energy to clear all darkness out of your way. Raise yourself up in the light and your beloved will raise as well. We wish for you to find the place within you that holds an unwavering faith in your journey and mission.  We ask you to live from that space even when all circumstances appear otherwise.  This is the difficulty most humans have on this path, but we are here to assist you.  We love you and are here for you, with you and to assist you.

We are the Twinflame Collective working through EstaRa's Galactic Team.