My New 45 Day Journey

Hello Everyone,

I am on a new 45 day journey to transformation in preparation for the upcoming new year.  I can hardly believe that we are already thinking about a new year---but with the way time has moved rapidly forward, I can't help but think I want to capture it now!   

Today is Day 3 and I am sharing a message from last year's class because the truth is that we always need to be reminded of our powerful I am presence on this planet.  We have so much more power than we have been led to believe and it is the space after the words "I am."  

While I know this very clearly, I have to admit that sometimes I get caught up in the "I am cold. I am tired.  I am frustrated. " phrases.  Instead, I know I should be saying and sometimes I do correct them to "I feel cold. I feel tired.  I feel frustrated."  But it can be hard because we have a constant societal way of speaking that doesn't make the "I feel" statements as easy to carry out. 

Here is a message from Yeshua on the "I am"

Several years ago, I would often go to Our Lady of Lourdes Shrine, in Litchfield, CT for peace and sanctuary particularly when I lived in Bristol. I would often take someone with me to experience the peace and beauty,  but truly I preferred to go there alone I got more out of it for me.  So one day (gosh it has to be 11-13 years ago now), I was walking down the "Stations of the Cross" (for those of you who do not know what that is, to put it as simply as possible it is a path that resembles the story of Jesus from death to resurrection).  Near the end of the "Stations", Yeshua (Jesus prefers to be called his Hebrew name) greeted me and walked with me.  "I am the way."  He must have repeated it three times before I stopped to listen to him and understood, really understood for the first time ever! 

He said:

"I am the way.  I am (not me the person), but the "I AM" is the way. This is the divinity of God within you and it is your power to create in this earthly realm. Whatever words, thoughts, feelings you place after the words "I AM" creates your reality in the physical world you live in."   ~Yeshua

At that point that was by far one of the most profound experiences I have had with Yeshua.  It taught me so much, I remember crying and being really excited with this information, but I had no one to share it with.  Back then, I was still transitioning out of my old life and burgeoning on birthing my new life. The message above is just as significant today as it was back then.   Last year, Yeshua stood beside me to fill in the gaps and to add more information for me, for us. 

"It will take you many years to fully comprehend and embody this truth for you will have to undergo deconstruction of a program that has been deeply embedded in your DNA and cellular memory, for when you have incarnated into human form on this planet, you have taken on the prevailing consciousness and your job is to rise above that consciousness to help humanity change the very consciousness that i/has been holding humanity back.  I will assist you dear one, to reclaim your divinity and essence of light that you are, and have been taught to believe you are not.  You are not a sinner from birth, for you are the light and love of God, the creator of all. As humanity begins to awaken and question what they have been told to believe the more quickly the energy will move upon the planet and the more quickly consciousness will begin to resemble the light that you are.  Your powers of creation are more magnificent than you can imagine from your limited human perspective. Look into your heart and begin to see the transformation of your very being." –Yeshua
Something to truly ponder, what words do you put after your “I am”?   This is journal worthy—take a gander and make a list.  I know one of mine is “I am tired.”  I have to find a new way to convey I am tired perhaps coming up with something like “I feel energized”…Maybe I can reprogram a tired body to feel energized with that simple of words. J  It might be worth trying because I can’t tell you how many times I say “I’m tired in a day , week, month…”
 
If you are interested in joining me on this 45 day journey--there is still time because we are only on Day 3! 

 This will take us to year's end where we will close the year by way of letting go of the past and beginning a new year from a transformed, new personal power within us. I am offering two ways for you to enjoy this opportunity:  First, for free you can follow my personal journey of self discovery on my blog at: www.aprildamato.blogspot.com where I will make some posts with updates/experiences I'm having for the next 45 days (I have to admit to all of you that I am not consistent with my blog because of other events that are taking place in my life), beginning Sunday, November 16th to Wednesday, December 31st.  OR you may choose to have messages delivered directly to your email which will include tools for removing negativity in your life, tools to refocus yourself, tools for letting go, tools for falling in love with you as well as intuitive messages and shares for your journey. The email option is more personalized and focused on tools for transforming you from now until the end of the year for a small fee of $33.00  Click here to Buy Now. The choice is yours and I hope you join in one of the two ways.   The timing is perfect for the new year—believe me I’ve experienced the magic last year!  (If you know me and have seen me lately—you will be amazed at the physical healing transformation I’ve made and I attribute it to the class last year helping me to refocus, along with making way for proper care to come my way!   Below is a more clearly written description of this class.

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45 Days of Transformation, Inspiration & Magical Treats!
Monday,November 16 (Receive at Your Preferred Time)
Take this opportunity to begin a new year by preparing your body, mind, spirit for the 45 days before.  This email will include tools for changing your thoughts, tools for refocusing yourself, tools for letting go, tools for self love and more. This email class will provide you with all you need to prepare to manifest magic in the new year. Are you ready to hold a positive attitude, stay focused on your plans and recharge your batteries?  Now is the time. Energy Exchange: $33.00  Click here to Buy Now

A Memory of Grandma and Grandpa

Yesterday was Friday the 13th and it got me to thinking about my Grandma and Grandpa.

I don't know if you all know the following story, but my Grandma died on Friday the 13th in 1981. (Yes, that is when those movies came out, but her death was from Alzheimer's Disease.) I remember the day clearly, I made it through the day at school with nothing bad happening--which that morning was my goal.  Later that day, when I got off the bus, my brother Jeff greeted my brother Randy and me,  instead of our mom who always greeted us off the bus.  We went over to our neighbors Aunt Min and Papa Jack.  We played until it was time to go home.  That is when my parents told us that my Grandma had died.

To get a better understanding of this experience is to fully comprehend what had happened.  My grandmother and my grandfather, who was a saint in how he took care of my grandma, came over the day before to visit us. I was sitting out in the backyard on a wooden glider swing that my father had made.  I was playing school with my imaginary classroom as I did my homework.  (Yes, I was a  bit of a nerd and did this all the time---but hey I got good grades.)  Grandma had been diagnosed with Alzheimer's months earlier and she was quickly being taking up by the disease.  But that day she came to the house, she remembered us all, including our dog Duchess.   She told me that she loved me and to remember that she always will. She said whatever is hers is mine.   That day before coming over, she made my grandfather go  buy a turkey for Thanksgiving and told my mother and father that everything is all set for the upcoming Thanksgiving.  My mom had her own experiences that day as well as I am sure each of my siblings did, but my experience was incredible to me.  When I talked to her out on the swing, I really felt like I finally had my grandma back. Instead, she died the next morning.

The interesting part of the story is that in school that morning we had an assembly in the cafeteria--I felt someone touch my left shoulder and I turned around to look--and there out in the hall was my grandma waving to me in the distance. What I must preface is that during my young years, I saw a lot of things that no one else saw--so for me to see my grandmother was not likely unusual.   What I didn't realize that morning of Friday the 13th, was that, at the same time she was passing, she had come by to wave good bye to me.  Of course, it was her spirit. I was very close to her and devastated when she died, but over the years I always knew she was there. I also always talked to her believing she could hear me even when I didn't get a response. She was was the first spirit to start visiting me when I was in high school---her spirit would wake me up about 2:30 in the morning with the smell of coffee (her favorite beverage definitely not my favorite).

 I'm telling you all this because today I am remembering them, but also as a message for all of you too.  Several years later, when I re-opened and re-connected to my spirit and stopped running around like a crazy woman in my old more traditional life in politics and corporate America, my grandmother was there to help me. I used to ask her if she heard me all those years having conversations with her.  She told me she was there every step of the way, even when I was not aware. She has helped me tremendously on this path that I am on, from the other side of course. I still think of her, miss her physical presence and talk with her all the time. Your family has passed away from this realm, but they are never far away.  They are always near by and definitely for gatherings where families come together.  They still want to share in the joy with you, they still watch over you.

My grandpa in this picture died a few years later on November 9, I believe he was holding on for my Grandma to come greet him around the anniversary of her death.   I was close to my grandfather as well, both and he and grandma often visited me in my dreams as a child to help me let them go physically, but to remind me that they loved me.  After they died, I no longer had grandparents--my father's mom died before my parents got married and my father's father--I didn't know him, but he too died on November 9th the same day as my Grandpa. (Yes, that really happened --talk about intense lessons to learn in this earth school.)  Family members often will visit in your dreams for a number of reasons.  Some of the reasons they visit is to say good bye, provide you with guidance and/or help you work through something.

Intense memories yes, but the love is always there and the peace I have with them by communicating with all of them on the other side is incredible. I do all kinds of things with my business, but one of the greatest gifts I have is to help people make peace with their loved ones who have crossed over. My grandparents have always been special to me here in this dimension, but they are still who I call upon when I  feel sad, lonely or want to feel loved.  This is a picture of them at their house in Newington. Remember you too, can call on your loved ones anytime that you wish.

45 Days of Transformation, Inspiration and Magical Treats!

Hello Everyone,

Hope you are all enjoying the amazing season of fall especially, those of us in New England---the leaves are finally really falling and disappearing off the trees this last week despite the temps being up in the 70’s.  Imagine that?  A mini weather miracle—if you told someone two months ago that it would be impossible for the temps to be in the 70’s and yet, here we experienced it.  I was preparing classes for this fall/winter and I remembered last year around this time I really wanted to change the direction in my life and physically heal, so I committed to a 45 day Clearing Negativity Challenge and I offered it out to my clients and students as well to be part of this experience. 

I am not sure how it all played out for all my students who took this class, but I can tell you this—several said it left them with a foundation and huge shifting in their personalities, choices and life.  For me, it was a tremendous experience!  Yes, I ended up in the hospital during Christmas time and didn’t come home until February—all due to my back.  So on the surface, it looked like a horrific experience, but what you may not know is this.  I prayed for several months before for my body to heal and receive the proper care that I was not given for nearly 2 years at that point.  Doing this clearing class, not only did I shift my energy big time, my prayers were answered and started to get proper care for my body; 2015 has been a year of profound physical healing for me.  I am not finished with full recovery yet, but I am so on my way!!!  I attribute the massive transformation to the  online class that I offered.  It was one experience that in leading this class—I was also held more accountable to myself to do and live and be conscious of my thoughts and feelings day to day, which by the way, is not always easy for healthy times, but when you are in constant pain—it was quite the challenge!  Why am I telling you all this?   Well, I have decided as part of my gratitude to all of you, I am offering out a similar class to all of you this year, but it is more about self love which includes finding peace, releasing negativity, remembering who you are and more.

So my gift and offer to you is to join me on this journey of 45 days to release negativity in your life.  This will take us to year's end where we will close the year by way of letting go of the past and beginning a new year from a transformed, new personal power within us. I am offering two ways for you to enjoy this opportunity:  First, for free you can follow my personal journey of self discovery on my blog at: www.aprildamato.blogspot.com where I will make some posts with updates/experiences I'm having for the next 45 days (I have to admit to all of you I am not consistent with my blog because of other events that are taking place in my life), beginning Monday, November 16th to Wednesday, December 31st.  OR you may choose to have messages delivered directly to your email which will include tools for removing negativity in your life, tools to refocus yourself, tools for letting go, tools for falling in love with you as well as intuitive messages and shares for your journey. The email option is more personalized and focused on tools for transforming you from now until the end of the year for a small fee of $33.00  Click here to Buy Now. The choice is yours and I hope you join in one of the two ways.   The timing is perfect for the new year—believe me I’ve experienced the magic last year!  (If you know me and have seen me lately—you will be amazed at the physical healing transformation I’ve made and I attribute it to the class last year along with making way for proper care to come my way!

45 Days of Transformation, Inspiration & Magical Treats!
Monday,November 16 (Receive at Your Preferred Time)
Take this opportunity to begin a new year by preparing your body, mind, spirit for the 45 days before.  This email will include tools for changing your thoughts, tools for refocusing yourself, tools for letting go, tools for self love and more. This email class will provide you with all you need to prepare to manifest magic in the new year. Are you ready to hold a positive attitude, stay focused on your plans and recharge your batteries?  Now is the time. Energy Exchange: $33.00

This is the time on our planet to make magic happen---let's start with us so it can spread like wildfire.

In love and light,
EstaRa April

RSVP to this invite by emailing me at april@soulstarhealing.com or check out my website at: www.soulstarhealing.com

Channeled Message from The Lords of Light through EstaRa.

This is a channel, I channeled from October 2009, I was prompted by my guides to share this channel I did from October 2009 because we are once again at a place where the following channel is most appropriate and pertinent to the time we are now in. Enjoy!

Dear Children,

We love you and are here for you. Now is the time to stop sitting on the fence. So many doors are now

opened. It is a new day in this place you called earth. Do you not hear our voices calling for you to see clearly? Live healthier. Make choices that are new for you. Choose differently than you once had. It is about the beauty of what is here on earth. We are the ones who are to show you the way. Listen closely as we impart the wisdom of the ages. We laugh when you think of earth as being so young when the very existence of your souls are much older. It is with light that we shine upon you a new message of hope and love and understanding.

Your children are different. You question if your child is different. Yes your children are here to usher in a new age. An age where freedom of choice is just that. There are no longer the chains of the past; these children are able to see beyond the veil you humans have created over the lifetimes that you have lived and walked on this planet. For these children are what you have been waiting for. You have asked for peace on earth and you shall have it if you wish? What do you really want? Do you really want the change as you so helplessly call for? Or are you really looking for us to show you more of the same old way in a new way? Do you prefer not to make the decisions that were once a blessing and allow others of the old energy to channel for you what path you must take next? What is it that you want? Is it not clear? Have you bombarded your mind by what you see or are experiencing? Have you found a way to quiet your mind in this time and in this space? IT is about love. It is always about love and we have tried to show you a new way to love which is in fact the old way to love. That is without reason to love simply because you are love. We have brought forward the children of light to you to show you what you have done is not working. Don’t they just get in the way of what you have planned? Don’t they just stop you right in your tracks? IT isn’t to make your life difficult dear ones it is to make your life more beautiful than you have ever imagined. It is about showing you what you have dreamt of …PEACE. These children are here for you. They are going to show you that they will not take what you have planned out for human kind instead they are going to pave a new way. A way that allows each individual to be who they are. 

YOU HAVE BEEN ACCUSTOMED TO THE LIFE YOU HAVE BEEN LIVING, BUT IT IS NO LONGER WORKING IS IT? We have been here to teach you for many generations; some of you have heard and listened; some of you have not. The skies will show you what is next. Look up for in a blink of an eye you will see. It is time don’t you think, to know, that help is here with you? For now you shall find the peace you have been looking for. Just step inside yourself and see what we see when we look at you…the essence of your very soul…LOVE. You must take that step; for without it you will stay in the confusion, the fear, the pain and the frustration. The veil is being lifted we are showing you tools to navigate this new energy. You once thought sleep was for the dark nights maybe sleep is where we work and day light is when we enjoy the beauty of living. Look carefully at your choices and choose what must be; for you will know based on how you feel.

The time has come for you to be one with your spirit. Look within and you shall find all you have looked for.

Love the Lords of Light through EstaRa