Inspirational Snippet: Epiphany

Today is known as the Feast Day of Epiphany which means the day in which Christians recognize Jesus Christ as God incarnate.

Seven years ago today, I left on a flight to a destination that changed my life forever. I went to Egypt and reclaimed parts of my soul that had been lost and I became more fully who I am today. In some ways, that trip to Egypt was my own self discovery that is God incarnate within me (as God is in every living being upon this planet).

Several years prior to that, I would often go to Our Lady of Lourdes Shrine, in Litchfield, CT for peace and sanctuary particularly when I lived in Bristol.  I preferred to go there alone I got more out of it for me.  So one day, I was walking down the "Stations of the Cross" (for those of you who do not know what that is, to put it as simply as possible it is a path that resembles the story of Jesus from death to resurrection).  Near the end of the "Stations", Yeshua (Jesus prefers to be called his Hebrew name) greeted me and walked with me.  "I am the way."  He must have repeated it three times before I stopped to listen to him and understood, really understood for the first time ever!

He said:
"I am the way.  I am (not me the person), but the "I AM" is the way. This is the divinity of God within you and it is your power to create in this earthly realm. Whatever words, thoughts, feelings you place after the words "I AM" creates your reality in the physical world you live in."   ~Yeshua
This was by far one of the most profound experiences I had with Yeshua at that point.  It taught me so much, I remember crying and being really excited with this information, but I had no one to share it with.  Back then, I was still transitioning out of my old life and burgeoning on birthing my new life. The message above is just as significant today as it was back then.   Yeshua is here with me now with another message for humanity. And today, Yeshua stood beside me to fill in the gaps and to add more information for me, for us. 
"It will take you many years to fully comprehend and embody this truth for you will have to undergo deconstruction of a program that has been deeply embedded in your DNA and cellular memory, for when you have incarnated into human form on this planet, you have taken on the prevailing consciousness and your job is to rise above that consciousness to help humanity change the very consciousness that is holding them back.  I will assist you dear one, to reclaim your divinity and essence of light that you are, and have been taught to believe you are not.  You are not a sinner from birth, for you are the light and love of God, the creator of all. As humanity begins to awaken and question what they have been told to believe the more quickly the energy will move upon the planet and the more quickly consciousness will begin to resemble the light that you are.  Your powers of creation are more magnificent than you can imagine from your limited human perspective. Look into your heart and begin to see the transformation of your very being." –Yeshua
Something to truly ponder, what words do you put after your “I am”?   This is journal worthy—take a gander and make a list.  I know one of mine is “I am tired".  I have to find a new way to convey my feelings,perhaps I can reprogram a tired body to feel energized rather than tired.

As many of you know, several years ago, I began studying Judaism and have longed to study Hebrew.  Recently, I have begun to study Hebrew and the gates/doorways of my soul lineage have been opening.  The "I AM" that I am referring to above is not limited to Christianity.  If you study the old testament with Moses when he asked God, what God's name was, the answer was "I am that I am".  This is clearly an earlier teaching of the power of  the "I AM".    I would venture to guess that in every major religion in this world, there is a a teaching about the "I AM". I, of course, have not had the opportunity to study other religions, but I believe this is the most important concept that needs to be taught.  This opens me to so much more that I'd like to share, but perhaps another day because this has already become longer than anticipated.

My suggestion to all of you is to ponder and celebrate the Day of Epiphany, but not as the religious holiday, rather as the celebration of the "I AM" within you, simply because we are all God incarnate. We create the life we live every day in every way.  Blessings to you my soul friend.   

Love to you,
EstaRa

Lion's Gate Energy Update

Another Quick Energy Update:

The energy coming in through this Lion's Gate is now building upon the energies that have been coming in previously (read: light building upon light), so in essence the energy compounds on top of what was previously brought in.

This energy can become a burden for those who have not built a solid foundation, forcing a collapse of the old ways of being, forcing change; how quickly that happens is determined by your frequency and vibration and your ascension path. The weight of the energy will always weigh you down if you're not building upon a foundation in your soul's truth or soul's light. For those of you who have been building a solid foundation (read: those that are awake) then the energy will continue to grow your light quotient and become a partner in your expansion and creation. Therefore the energy can be viewed as a gift or a burden.

We ask you to recognize if it feels like a burden, then use this time for you to heal, clear and re-align.

We encourage you to allow the collapsing of the old because that is the falling away of old timeline potentials that existed in the now old paradigm. This opens the doorways and gateways to new paradigm potentials that had not existed previously or had been blocked. Some of the timeline potentials have always been there, but were not available to you or have been blocked, not by entities or energies; instead, they have been sealed off or unattainable to you due to vibration or frequency.

This energy is allowing for massive transformation and upgrade in your life. It will open up the magic within you. We wish for you to know that you are safe and you are loved, and no matter how you experience these current energies, remember you are safe and you are loved.

Namaste ~Arcturian Masters of Light through EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: Avoidance is Futile

Have you noticed the last couple of months, the universe, your spirit nudging you in a direction that perhaps you were not planning on? Many have been blindly following outdated beliefs, patterns, ancestral karma that has kept them stuck going in one direction as if that was all that was possible. These same people have struggled to stay the path because that is what they believed they were supposed to do, but in recent months the energy has opened in an unexpected way for some. Twinflames, read the time has come for the opportunity to meet, connect and/or reunite with your beloved.

As this energy continues to bubble up to the surface, you will have an unique opportunity to see more clearly what your truth is if you can let yourself get past the anger/frustration/fear. Those have been the great motivators of the past and old paradigm, but in this new energy the real currency is in love and truth! If you notice much truth is/has been revealed over recent months and will continue to be revealed both personally and globally. Your heart has been longing to give you answers and you have been able to avoid the call for sometime, but avoidance like resistance is futile in this energy--this energy is here to break down all the barriers you have to love and truth. It will keep pushing upon you until you surrender to it. It is time to identify why you stayed stuck for so long and release that for good. It is possible. This Solstice Energy is coming in and when we are on the other side of it, the flood of light and love pouring through this planet and every living being will be fast and furious, as it opens up all the pathways you have been nudged upon.

We encourage you to be open. We encourage you to feel: cry/scream/tantrum to get that energy moved up and out--that is the only way to make this energy coming in smooth. If you think it is not spiritual to cry/scream/tantrum/yell/curse, then my dear ones, you have been suppressed from the very parts of you that would like to express themselves. This planet has the opportunity to share many facets of the human experience with you, and to not allow yourself to experience it is another way in which you will have chosen old programming of suppression. WE encourage you to explore your feelings, expand your wisdom, but most of all feel your way through to the other side. Humans only get stuck in emotion when they do not allow themselves to fully express or feel it. When you allow yourself to surrender to the feelings/emotions, then you release them. It is time to surrender to the parts of you that are writhing to express themselves.

Once over the hurdle of this Solstice energy, a great deal of energy will have been transmuted and released for all of humanity and a path will open up wider than before, but we know you will not necessarily see it this way dear ones, until long after it has been done. We are with you supporting and loving you on this journey. You are not alone. We love, honor and respect you.

We are the Arcturian Masters of Light.

Namaste

Channel: Shine, Shine Shine

Dear Children of the light,

It is your time. You are here for the awakening for the earth. Your souls are ready. Are you ready dear ones? It is time to step out of the box that you have let yourself be guided in to. The earth is calling you forth to help her heal and bring about the changes in 

this world that are necessary. It is time to shine so brightly that people will stop and stare at you. Your fellow humans will be in awe of the beauty you exude when you walk upon the earth in light and in love. You are the ones you have been waiting for.  It is with love that we bring forward a message for your spirits. Shine Shine Shine. It is now that you are the beauty of all  there is . We love you dear children. It is painful for you to undergo the shifts from time to time, but we promise you that you will look back upon this time as it was well worth it;  to bring you to the next place. It is the time that the light will bring with it the blueprint of the new earth.  Did you know that you are getting a new earth? Well it is here ready and waiting for you.  It is now that you will see all that you have been waiting for all that you have worked for and all that you are manifesting. It is now that the light will shine so bright that even the darkened areas of your planet will begin to glow. 

The world is ready for this, are you each ready individually? We know the answer collectively is yes, and we applaud your choice and effort.  At this time we ask you, the beloved ground crew of light,  that is instrumental in the changes taking place on your planet,  to step up into your truth.  You have been in the dress rehearsal in the times coming up to this point on your planet, but now dear ones, the time has come and the dress rehearsal is over—it is now time for you to take center stage in the light and be who you are meant to be on this planet, in this timeline and dimension.  You have come to awaken all of humanity from the very slumber and malcontent it has so grown accustomed to.   

What is your role you ask?  It is to stand up for what you believe in, it is to leave the relationship, job, location that you have been feeling trapped in, it is all the things that your soul longs for, but your human ego has learned to feel restrained by . Again, you ask, how does that determine my role?  Well dear ones, perhaps leaving, changing and transforming is your role?  The quickest most productive way to raise your vibration is to leave circumstances that keep you in lower vibration.   When your vibration raises, it not only affects those around you, but the whole planet and its inhabitants.  So we say to you once again, shine, shine, shine.  It is time.  As more and more of you raise in vibration, you assist the planet to raise in vibration ultimately making it impossible to have the low vibrations near you such as fear, hate, anger, violence and more.  We wish to assist you in bringing in more light to you, your planet and its inhabitants, but we need you to make that possible for us by learning to overcome your fears of love, blocks to truth and  releasing patterns and behaviors that keep you stuck.   Know that we are always here ready to assist dear ones.

Namaste

We are the Arcturian Masters of Light.  

Day 39 of 45 Day Journey: Worthiness

Hello Everyone,

It is a cloudy Christmas Eve Morn and the temperatures in CT are far from the typical snowy Christmas and quite honestly—I don’t feel Christmas in the air.  I had to go out last night to get last minute gifts and do you know I could easily maneuver going in and out of the stores without any trouble.  Oh and the parking spaces were right by the door.  I truly have never experienced that.  This year there seems to be a lot of things happening to extricate people out of the old energies/situations/relationships/careers etc so I think that adds to the lack of holiday spirit I sense.  I also feel we are on the brink of major change and transformation--which isn't always comforting--but I do recommend you look forward to it. 

Anyway, I hope the magic of the holiday will spark something inside of each of you…for me watching Miracle on 34^th Street the other night helped with it, and I watched a Christmas movie in the background of wrapping gifts last night.  It is quite amazing really when you think about how we can change our mood from one of doom and gloom to one of love and excitement for the future. (I have to admit this has been the hardest week for me to stay in the positive.  A lot has gone wrong, but a lot has gone good too and I don’t forget that….it is just that I am ready for miracles to really happen, how about you?  I will be glad to put closure to the last three years of my life. I am going to go forward to look at February 14th of 2016 as closure from my accident on the same date of 2013.  My focus is that life will look, feel, be different than it is at this moment and all in the positive and wonderful way that it can be!)

Id like to share a story with you for today and it goes along with the theme of manifesting dreams from the class I am teaching on the 45 Days to Transformation.   What did you  discover the other day on your list to what may be blocking you?  Feelings? Did you sit with what came up?  Fears?  It is time to relay them back to where they belong….what belief do you hold about YOU (not the situation) that you think may be blocking you?  This is a hard step that we sometimes can’t get out of our own way with.

I had an epiphany this morning as I preparing for today’s lesson and class  that I needed to revisit worthiness

for myself.  With all the work I have done on me, I do recognize that I am valuable, a necessary piece of the puzzle, worthy of all I desire and more.  Now I have always known that in my head, I even felt I understood it fully about myself.  It is easy for me to understand it for others, but what I recognize today is that I need to feel it inside of me again—I need to reconnect with that part of me often—not just when it strikes me or when I have an epiphany.  I have definitely had moments of awareness and worthiness over the last several years of my life, particularly since 2011.  I thank you all my beautiful friends for helping me to feel it and assisting me on my journey to worthiness.  The clearing of my past and the unworthiness chain has followed me around for sometime…I am ready now to release another layer. I am ready and willing to release my need to feel unworthy. I am ready to accept I am good enough.  I am worthy. I am worthy of all that I desire. I am worthy because I am.  This is the underlying belief that I discovered –hidden beneath what came up for me is “feelings of not good enough, translating to worthiness.” 

Back in 2012, I ran a class on Manifesting Your Dreams through using your thoughts. I had taught a similar class to this in the past, but this time I allowed my guides to teach it.   I mean I channeled everything I talked about. I even remember the second week of the class, I said to my students. I know you had homework, how was it?  What was it?  I seriously didn't remember anything I had said or taught that day, but the message that was clear to me is that there are certain core beliefs each of us developed as young children and incorporated them as part of us.  And, it is time to let them go.  (Tip for you---what core belief no longer serves you?  Look at the signs, particularly messages from your homework the other day, in your life and see where that is stuck and really look into the layers of things that are stuck.  You may need assistance with this step many of us do---I’d be happy to help you, but you must be willing to do the work for when we work together the energy gets moving rapidly. )

I gave my students homework to get to the core belief that was underlying the difficulty they were having in achieving what it is they were wanting.  As you all know, I don't ever give homework to clients or students that I have not done myself so I understand what it is I am giving each of you.  Now, I have noticed that so many people need to first fall in love with themselves.  They often tell me that they love themsleves, but I can feel the lack of love for themselves even with their speaking it.  Loving yourself requires you to be able to look deep within your soul by connecting with your eyes and telling you that you love you (This is the exercise I had given you previously about establishing a soul connection by looking at your eyes and speaking to the little girl or boy inside of you.  Say the following: I love and accept myself just as I am. And watch how magic happens.) 

For me that part I can honestly say I got down I can truly look in the mirror and say I love me and really mean it and feel it.  However, as we all know we have layers of stuff (healing that needs to clear).  So I took notice during this class that one of the themes that kept coming up for me was worthiness.  I felt unworthy.  When the physical class ended, I have continued to work with my students in weekly 15-20 minute check in phone conferences.  During our first phone call, I asked them to hold me accountable for my homework of working on my worthiness as I was holding them accountable for their work.  Well, if you know me, you know I really do live the way I speak and off I went on my mission to reclaim my worthiness.  I remember looking in the mirror saying, I am worthy. And hearing, in the back of my mind a voice that said, Are you?  (I swear it felt like it came out of nowhere, but truly it was in the dark recesses of my mind.)  That one moment spawned a whole mess of feelings, emotions and work to do.  So like the good student, I did my work every day; honoring me for the voice  I heard was really me and what really was going on not the words that I spoke out loud.

After a few weeks of doing my mirror exercises of “I am worthy. I am willing to release unworthiness.”  I heard that voice again, but this time it said, "You Are."  Wow!! I achieved it in my thoughts.  I was no longer going against the thoughts in my head, they were now in the new alignment of feeling worthy.   I was so proud, but felt I needed to continue working it.  So I continued and things I had been manifesting, just began to show up (well really continued even into now.)

Then, almost three years ago now, I had the car accident.  I began to do all I humanly knew as possible to clear up my injuries as you all know, including every available tool to me in my alternative world in addition to traditional world, but I have to be truthful—the alternative has worked so much more!  Well as you should well know, energy healing really gets things moving on all levels, spiritual, mental, emotional and physical.    It worked my wish to heal this unworthiness issue that I have carried around for so many years has manifested through back pain and feelings of unworthiness.   Without going into too much more detail, people started showing me how worthy I am.  Everything culminated this past few years when I was receiving all these beautiful gifts of love, support and friendship during this most difficult time in my life.  I mean, I am still in my apartment –sometimes I say I don’t know how, but if I step back and really own my value and worthiness—I can honestly say that I manifested it.—wow look at me owning my power.  It feels a little funny—but it is the truth.  My guides have always said I am a Master Manifestor and I have to admit they are right.  Things that were never expected or thought happened; all was extremely needed. 

Truthfully, it overwhelmed the heck out of me, but in a good way, (I remember my twinflame saying that I overwhelmed him, but in a good way.  I never understood what he meant until this moment.  But I digress.)  You would think that beautiful things that people give me or share with me or help me with would make me feel so loved and worthy, but what I discovered is that it made me feel less. I felt inferior like I owe something because I can't give back in the same way that they can offer the help to me when I need it.   I have always had that independent attitude that I can do everything; I thought I had to and it seems really clear to me now that I wanted to do so that I wouldn’t feel inferior.  (ding ding)  Wow the revelations kept coming for me over the few years.  It isn't because these beautiful people make me feel inferior/unworthy; it is because I make/made me feel this way based on my belief that I am/was not worthy of being here or I am/was not good enough.   I had the assistance of friend who witnessed my emotions and my discoveries of where the beliefs of unworthiness began.  She was an Angel to me in the last year to help me understand that there are layers of it and I have to revisit and maintain my worthiness—just as I need to maintain my self-love.

After thinking about it I realize I do give back ME  and that ME IS ENOUGH. I am good enough.  I am worthy. I want to shout it out to the world so everyone knows and perhaps it will get through to me too—once and for all!  I think the truth is that I am the only one it has to get through no one else—everyone else already seems to know that I am worthy.  It needs to be my truth every moment of every day of my life.

So in a long winded way, the truth is that this helped me to understand and renewed my faith in the reunion of my twinflame….this worthiness thing is something that both he and I have had all our lives.  I realize that I need to continue my journey of taking care of me by accepting and allowing me to feel worthy/good enough until it is a natural inherent part of me once again (notice I say “once again” that is because we knew this before we incarnated into the earthly realm), just as the old belief was.  I have full faith he is coming and on his way to me….I feel like this was a profound healing for me…but no I am not done, but perhaps almost done on this layer.  I am worthy of  the full reunion with my twinflame.  I am good enough to celebrate physical union with this man. Thank you all you beautiful souls for bearing witness to my journey and perhaps I have been able to impart some wisdom to you.  Blesssings.

My wish for you today is to see your own beliefs that may need to be upgraded, revisited or explored a little more.