Finally, A New Year Message!

Happy New Year dear friends and family, angels and aliens alike.  It has been a great blessing for me to close the year of 2013.  I have gone through much on my journey this past year with the car accident, incompetent or just lazy doctors, fears of money and such.  While the journey continues to be a bit of a challenge, I know on some level I did sign up for it.  I don't know exactly how the future will go, but I do know that I am grateful to say that I put much behind me.  As I travel the ladder of ascension, it occurs to me that so many things have to change.  While we all want to be in the love and joy (most are not feeling it), the truth remains we can never just be in the love and joy without helping to change the things that no longer work for humanity.   We came here to shine, we came here at this time on the planet to move forward human consciousness.  It isn't by accident that you chose to incarnate at this hour on planet earth. It was a choice to come and free the earth's inhabitants from the limitations of living 3D.  We are in the age of the pioneer and you thought that term referred to the old American prairie. This energy is about to rock your world, if hasn't already been doing so. 2014 is the year that you can begin to change everything you no longer like. 

With the advent of 2013, I discovered how important it is to have boundaries with family, friends and clients. I also learned that spreading love to the world is my way of living (it has always been, but I discovered that no matter what that truly is my job) and then on February 14 (the well-known day of love), I was in a car accident; that literally caused me to stop, stay still and learn.  I've still not been back to myself in many ways in terms of my physical reality: haven't had much of a social life, haven't been able to be my fully active self and  in truth, I spend most of my time in my bed because lying down is the most comfortable position for my body. While I may not have been out in the world like I was pre-accident, I experienced ,much over the past year.  I learned many things as a result of my car accident of 2013 about myself and about people in my life.

To name a few things I experienced and learned in 2013 (or relearned), there is no particular order there.  They are simply thoughts that came to me as I started writing this.

I learned who my friends were and who were just there for the ride until my life stopped.  I learned that people don't like to face the truth they would rather look outside themselves for their joy.  I learned that always being independent I needed this experience to show me how to ask for help.  I learned that I need people. I learned that yes I am scared, but I learned there are things I cannot change and I'd much rather focus my energy on things I can.  I learned that connection to another is of utmost important in a world where separation is so prevalent. I learned that people prefer that I pretend I was fine rather than see the truth of a dysfunctional medical system.  I learned what I had already known, but didn't realize how much worse it had gotten.   I learned that doctors do not listen to you, medicine is what is destroying our bodies, insurance is really not a benefit as it has been promoted to be.  I learned that not having insurance is nearly the same as having state insurance. I learned that firing a doctor is freeing. I learned that no one will speak up for you in the way you can. I learned that I often know more than the doctors do simply because I listen to my body. I learned that there really is no help out there for you if you don't have friends and family.   I learned that if you are incapacitated in a way you can not speak or understand information that you must have someone you can trust to help you. I learned that money seems to be everyone's priority and yet I learned that throughout all of my trials and tribulations it still has not become my priority. Oh ya, I'm not living well--in fact I am struggling a great bit, but it is still not a priority. I learned that I have no money because my motivation has always been to help regardless if someone could afford it or not. I learned that a true healer is one that focuses more on the healing than the money.   I learned that the system we (as American government) have in place is no longer for the people and I question exactly how long has it not been for the people. I learned tolerance and compassion for people who were not like me.  I learned that I prefer to have people sharing my values and beliefs surrounding me. I learned that just because I learned something at a young age that it is okay to question it.  I learned that standing up for those you love is more important than watching injustice or abuse happen. I learned that you must question everything.  I learned that we must see ourselves as the ones who are here to change the world.  I learned that breathing in peace is a miracle. I learned that my head was no longer quiet like before the accident. I learned again how to quiet my mind and start over again. I learned that pure, unconditional love is possible. I learned that magic happens every moment that we breathe if we let it. I learned that facing your truth is so much easier when you realize you are always learning. I learned how powerful I truly am.  I learned that blessings come in a great many sizes and in a great many ways.  I learned that greatest problem facing humanity is fear.  I learned that fear is perpetuated by the world outside of us.  I learned that everything that causes a problem to the world is traceable back to fear.  I learned that no matter what we must take back our power, first on a personal level, then on a local level and then expand it globally. 

2014 is shaping up to be the year that we can do it.  The astrology is on our side.  Planetary alignments are such that you have began to shed your skin down to the bear bottom or continued to do so in 2013.  Now, in 2014, it is time to expand that out to your community, where are the injustices?  It is now time to stand together, unite with others of like mind and begin to make it happen. If you are interested in doing this and want to come together with like minds, I am going to ask you to contact me, no matter where you are.  Let me know what your focus is, what your voice wants to speak and what path you wish to take and I will connect you with others just like you!   I would like to gather together with others that are willing to stand up for themselves and those who have no voice.  I want to give empowerment to the paths that we must take. I want to give voice to the change we wish to be.  It is time that we learn that we are the ones we have been waiting for and that we are the ones that have the power to create the world we wish to see. 

PS Sorry for the late New Year Message, but things have been a little delayed and well...now it feels that time is pushing forward. There are many other things I've learned, but  most importantly to me is that I learned how to be neutral in a time when nothing in my life is particularly neutral or in the world for that matter.

Moldavite, Metorites & Mission in Michigan

Channeled Message about my mission in Traverse City, MI.  Message channeled through EstaRa on Sunday, May 21, 2012 in Traverse City, MI.

Dear EstaRa,  

We are with you every step of this journey.  You are not alone and you have been guided every step of the way.  There is much that you are doing without realizing it in your waking hours.  Your journey began before you arrived in Michigan.  You are bringing and anchoring muliti-dimensional light into each area you have been which creates a portal of healing and love energy.   The light that is being transmitted through you will have a positive impact on the places you have been.  As you anchor your light, you are able to unlock codes and keys within the earth that have been locked for some time.  You have been able to replace old energy with new energy.  There will be many changes occurring on planet earth in short time dear one and you will then understand why our mission has been as such.

Your work yesterday was in a sacred geometric pattern in how you walked from place to place.  You began to connect with nature for the grounding that was necessary for you to carry on your work in that day.  It is imperative dear one for you to realize that while it may have seemed like you had fun and laughed, each step that you walked you carried the essence of love and light and anchored it in the locations that were necessary.   You created triangles of life in the ways in which you walked carrying the vibration of triangles and pyramids within you.   It is the work that you did that will assist the beings that inhabit the earth in this area to wake up fully to who they are if they so choose.  Your energy is providing them with the choice to move forward into the fifth dimensional earth or remain in the third dimensional energy.  It is always the choice of each individual on a higher level to determine where they will place their energy. You have provided a sacred space for those that choose to awaken to be the carriers of vibration for assistance to others.  Of the people you have met on your path and spoke with yesterday, you transmitted codes of light that were keys into their awakening.   It was a necessary component to their journey.  You have long before you incarnated this time have made these agreements.

Your journey to the sacred labyrinth was to unlock the energy of the land there.  It has been weighted down and you have assisted the family who lived there by planting your energy of love and light.  The laughter that you brought will carry into the people who live on that land.

The most healing of your journey was at the bay where many gather.  While you may think it was the most healing for your bodies, it was the most sacred work you had done yesterday.  Remember dear one we tell you that by just Be-ing you are working.  Your BE-ing provides a great deal of healing to a location in that space particularly you anchored many codes and unlocked many keys.  You opened the energy portals to transmit the energy of healing, light, love, awakening, transition, movement and strength.  You truly are the light of the world and you pave way for much transformation to take place.  It was a necessary part of your journey. 

Was I being blocked from being here on Friday? 

Yes as that was not your mission.  Your mission was to anchor the light along your path through the state of Michigan.  As you stopped for your hugging of trees, you have transmitted energy to the place that as people step there they will take with them the necessary codes of awakening and transformation that they will become carriers of that vibration even if they are unaware they will carry the vibration and deposit it each step of their way.  Your mission involves the depositing of vibration and transfer of love and light codes for others to access as necessary.  It is an honor for those to be in your presence for they receive the most potent light and love from you even when you think nothing has transpired.  

We will close with your mission continues, but we have planned a route of fun on this trip and that is a necessary component to your journey EstaRa.  You will have assisted your student well in your teachings to be light.

May I ask one last question? 

Yes.

What was with the crystal Moldavite and the Meteorite I held?  I have never had that reaction before.

Dear one, you got to taste a piece of your home.  It opened gateways for you to reach high above the earth and allowed you to be the starseed that you are you became starbound the opposite of your daily life being earthbound as the ground crew for the stars.  Dear one, your home is amongst the stars and we allowed you to have a taste of home.  Did it not make you light?  Did it not make you feel free?  Did it not allow you to float beyond all time and space?  Did it not make you feel joy?  Did it not make you know the difference?

It is with love honor and respect that we bring you this message today.  We will continue to guide you on this journey. In short time, dear one, you will know….

We are the Galactic Council of light. 

Who are you? We are made up of theAndromedans, Pleiadians, Arcturians, Lyrans, Sirians, Antarans.  Our mission is to assist Earth in her ascension by way of assisting the beings that traverse her planet.  And so it is.

(As an aside, my experience with moldavite and the meteorite was an incredible travel through the stars--it took me several hours to become grounded in my body for this was a phenomenal experience.)

To Michigan I Go

I left Wednesday night for my trip to Michigan.   The days going up to this trip, I have been feeling great resistance to coming here this time.  I felt so much emotion.  I have been resisting this trip more than normal.  I am resisting so I do not know what is in store for me...I feel something good, but still resistance. It is like I have experienced in the past, "I resist that which is good for me".  So we shall see what it holds in store for me...

On my drive from my home to my folks house, I cried.  I kept crying--I felt like it was replay for Egypt...the same emotion overwhelmed me and just now I am realizing that I left early Jan to go to Egypt and I hadn't talked with my twin flame since early Nov which was two months at that time.  Here it is May when I am leaving for Michigan and I hadn't had any communication with my twin flame (humanly that is) since March.  I am sure that has something to do with it. I also feel like my twin knows that I will not be "home" and he senses it and doesn't want me to be too far away either.  Anyway, the emotion was quite overwhelming.

When I got to the airport, I had a little more time than usual which was really welcoming for me.  I mean I got to experience a little bit of peace in the airport before traveling out.  My guides reminded to anchor my light wherever I went on this trip.  When I got on the plane, this woman sat with me and we talked from the moment she sat down to the moment we landed.  It was such a pleasant trip, but mind you I had been up since 4 a.m. that morning--packing and cleaning my house.  My home looked perfect when I left for my trip.  I was really tired so my second leg of my flight,  I felt the need to just sleep, but instead I read the whole flight. It was incredible--a book really captivated me.

Once I arrived, the emotion got better, but my twin flame, called and hung up on me a few times which reassured me that he loved me, but also drives me a bit batty.   Anyway, I got here safe and sound.