Channeled Message: Philadelphia

Channeled through EstaRa May 5, 2012 in Hotel Room in Philadelphia, PA.  This is the first time this channel has been released in full.  

By now many of you should know that I support and have supported Bernie Sanders for President now since September.  If you go back to some of my earlier posts, search for Lightworkers for Bernie, you will understand why and how I came to this.  With that being said, there is a Democratic National Convention being held in Philadelphia in July.  My intention is to go to Philadelphia in support of Bernie Sanders, but also as a Representative of the Light.

Back in 2012, I was guided on a mission to travel to Philadelphia.  The only clear instructions I received was to be there on 5.5.12 (555)  and I was guided the whole trip from three days before I left (with little to no sleep) until I returned home after  the journey was complete. You can read more about my journey in 2012 in this blog, search the posts under Philadelphia.   Recently, I was guided to look up my channel from 5.5.12 in the afternoon and it took me days to find, buried in my documents folder to understand why that trip, mission was so important in 2012.  It occurred to me that the work we performed in Philadelphia (again some of the specifics are below, but the other blogposts will give you more details), has a direct correlation to what is happening now/today in our government, and why a Bernie Presidency is possible!  The light has been preparing this path for sometime, truly long before my mission in 2012, but wow I love this!   I am giving you this little background to understand the channeling I am about to share below.  At the time of this mission, I was guided not to make this channel public. I have now been given the go ahead to share. It is also laying the foundation for what work I will be coordinating, performing with the assistance of other lightworkers in July.  The energy is already starting to pour in.  Hope you can feel it too.

Okay onto, the channel:

Greetings Dear Ones, 

We gather you together in this location for a journey far greater than you are aware.  The details are of little importance to you as your only requirement is to be. Be love.  Be light and Believe in the greater possibilities of your soul’s mission.  

We ask that you remain clear and present in the moment as you move through this city known as brotherly love.  The mission that brings you to Philadelphia will assist in transforming  your earth in a greater way than you can humanly understand, but we will give you this information: the country that you are in was created to be a new world for many; however, in the creation much was lost.  This world was to be a place where anything can happen and dreams could be made possible; however, as you have surely seen much in your new world was created haphazardly by way of creators not remaining in their heart, but rather in their head from egoic concern.  The decisions were believed to be based in fairness, but dear ones in your human time period upon creation of your United States, love was not the motivator.  Love for the earth you live upon, love for the life you create, love for one another is the key to changing the way in which the world evolves.  As we often say to you all eyes are upon earth, the truth dear ones in your world is that all eyes are upon your United States for this is a creation of the rest of the world.  That is why it was called the new world upon discovering the land here.  This new world was to be created by the people of the time who wished to change the direction in which the rest of the world was going; however,  along the way the intention was no longer pure and it was lost.  Therefore you have created from your heads rather than your hearts. 

The mission to spread love must be taken very seriously as everyone on this planet needs to awaken to their inner path which is one of love.   

Tonight your mission is to bring your energy of love to the land here in Philadelphia.  It is not by accident that you are here on this auspicious human calendar day.  You will have access to the energy that is much needed for the many people who will walk upon the areas that you do.  Your energy  of love will have a direct impact on those walking the steps you will have walked, but those people will receive the love from your footsteps and carry that love back to the places they spend most of their time.  We ask you to view it as a simple, drop, pick up, carry on and drop mission.  Hence we show you at this moment EstaRa in your higher dimensional view. (There is an image of us walking and laying the foundation with lights, codes and necessary energy and it is left behind to lay in the foundation for each person to pick up as they walk by.  So it is as if we are dropping light and then someone comes along and picks up their necessary piece through their feet and up into their body to light a part of them that will be carried back to the areas/locations they need to go and drop a piece of that light there while allowing the remainder of that light within them to activate. It is a really cool image.)

We ask you to remain clear in this moment and see how much your love and joy impact the earth around you.  We ask you to anchor your love here in the hotel as it will affect the energies of people coming and going over periods of time.  As you sleep more energy will be anchored through your physical body into the rooms you are staying in.  You will then prepare your bodies throughout the night to perform the work you will do tomorrow. 

Do we have enough people on this mission, you ask?  Dear one, realize that you are meant to be three and were meant to be three from the very beginning.  It is the pyramid of light--the triangle power that we have shared with you previously.  You have several assisting you to make up the energy that you feel you lack, but know dear one the appropriate energy is being channeled through each of you.  You EstaRa are the anchoring point of the pyramid and carrying most of the energy which is why we required much of you on this journey.  Your mission is two fold—clearing of your energy in preparation of the final human merge with your twinflame and bringing the code keys necessary to light up this land that you call Philadelphia.  We ask that you stay love centered in all that you do over the next 24 hours particularly.  

You are a triangle of love and if you are understanding of the free mason energy you will understand that you are truly mean to be an open triangle for receiving and depositing energy.  The free mason energy is an open triangle, but dear one it is a triangle.  You are liberating more than you know for this period in your human history.  We will speak more to this later.

And so it is. 

EstaRa & The Galactic Federation of Light

 

Nurture those (Twinflame) Dreams

Happy Sunday and Happy June!!

It is quite the energy shift, can you feel it?  With Friday's Energy, I immediately felt a bit of a relief from the hefty energy of transmutation. This morning I woke up feeling good and welcoming the rain (we are expecting in CT) that just started to downpour in the last few minutes--it is quite magical.  Almost a purification of sorts as we enter fully into this new moon energy.  I am feeling the rain here is reflective of nurturing our plants for future growth and harvest--it is symbolic of our manifestations and desires. This new moon brings great energy for change and transformation; it provides an opportunity to nurture those dreams. With the solstice coming in a couple weeks, there will be a wiping the slate clean which will roll out a new pathway for clarity. Get ready I see big things coming in--and yes that means more Twinflames Awakened, more Twinflames coming together and more LOVE coming to GAIA.

I just uploaded a New Moon Reading for Twinflames.   Check it out below:

Love and Blessings, EstaRa

Inspirational Snippet: Change Your Perspective to Love (Especially for Your Twinflame)

Today's Message: (Definitely Twinflame Appropriate)

I came across this message I wrote several years back as I was cleaning out my computer--(trying to make room for some additional memory) and it screamed out to me to share with you all.

"People need loving the most when they deserve it the least." - John Harrison

Hmmm..imagine if just once we didn't take personally what someone says or does and we just continued to love them. I wonder how much that would change us and change them? Okay, it sounds difficult at best when feelings are involved and we feel hurt, but that is always a choice too, ya know--to allow ourselves to feel hurt. (Believe me this is a hard one for me to digest at times too.) But what if the next time someone says something hurtful or makes a choice that really makes you feel icky---what if you treated the situation as if that person were a child who when sent to get the “paper” meaning newspaper, brought you a piece of plain paper instead of the newspaper? You wouldn’t stop loving that child, would you? It was a simple mistake. You would probably laugh or give them the opportunity to try again. It is not always easy to change our perspective—that I know for sure, but if we try to step away from the emotional reaction in that moment, we can change not only our reaction, but perhaps the direction of where we were headed in that situation.

So my thoughts for you today are: Try this in your life. Change Your Perspective. GIVE the person who “pushes” your buttons, who acts impulsively, who acts without conscience, who speaks without thinking, who reacts out of fear: LOVE. Love them and know they are just like us trying to navigate through their life and these times of change to the best of their ability at this moment. Often when someone does something that hurts another –there is no intention to cause harm, they are just behaving the way they are in that moment because that is all they know. Quite often it is such an unconscious response.  Like a child not necessarily comprehending that “paper” could have more than one meaning. I suggest that for one day you just try this…Show Love even when you don’t feel it…it will change your life….LOVE LOVE LOVE

Someone in my life did something that hurt my feelings last week...I was angry and started to react...so I was driving in my car and shouting out at this person (my car is my sacred place truly!) and then I decided to shout out to them, "I LOVE YOU. IIIIII LOOOOVE YOU." Do you know that it changed not only my mood, my vibration, my day and it even changed my feeling about what happened. It opened my eyes to so much that I wasn't seeing because my emotional reaction before that overrode any rationale. It was incredible and it can be incredible for you too!!

 TWINFLAME SIDENOTE...I do this with my twin.  Those of  us who are twinflames probably experience unreasonable behavior, unconscionable actions, and often disregard from our other half.  Does that sound familiar to you?  It certainly is familiar to me.  And yet, I still love him because there is a part of me that knows his behavior, words and actions are not always his own.  Over the last several years as an Intuitive Counselor, Spiritual Coach, Psychic, I've discovered that children learn at a very young age patterns of behavior that they carry into adulthood.   If they do not do some of their own self-discovery and healing, this is often the place they react from and they tend to draw in the same/similar situations to maintain or compound that learned behavior.  In the case of twinflames, we are the ones most confronted by this problem and can identify it with enough intuitive savvy or the help of another Twinflame, preferably with intuitive skills that can see past the proverbial veil.  I am available for individual sessions and group work as well. As a twinflame, it is our job to transmute these patterns/behaviors/beliefs not only for ourselves and and our twinflames, but for all of humanity.  Each couple has come in with a mission to transform relationships at every level--when twinflames come together in full physical union there is a divine mission that as a couple you are to carry out,  but before, during and after, our mission is to help clean up humanity's blockages within in themself that keeps each person from living the life they are meant to live. 

For example, I had an experience recently with my twinflame.  I will share in hopes it helps you understand not only the above comments, but also our role as a twinflame.  The plan was for him to call me on a specific day and time because there was something we agreed on doing.  Needless to say, he did not call.  Now when he did finally call my reaction was/is never what he is expecting, but he is already on defense from his previous experiences in this life.   Initially when I didn't receive the call I felt hurt and disappointed, but I asked Spirit to help me to understand this experience, feel it and take it away from me for two reasons: I didn't want to perpetuate the disappointment and lower my vibration and I didn't want to amplify this energy to be sent to him (remember your twin whether in contact or not, FEELS EVERYTHING you say or do).    

As I sat with this, I discovered two things:  he didn't want to call me because I expected him to (this is his way of gaining control in his life) and he also wanted to manipulate the energy so that he could create a guilt for himself.  Why you ask?  Hmmm...well at first over the years, I had not understood this and I had struggled with his behavior, but as time as gone on and I have opened to what was really going on and seeing him more than just the love of my life hurting me because by no means do I think he does this intentionally. 

I gained clarity into the whole situation by just staying in balance not disappointment or frustration--basically I CHOSE LOVE.  So what did I gain, you may ask:  He chose not to call me to feel in control.  It was as if he said, I am not going to meet your expectation of me, I am in control.  It came to me that this is a behavior of rebellion for him.  Is he rebelling against me?  No, in fact, I know that is not the case.  However, my feeling  is that throughout his life he has failed to meet the expectations that others have placed upon him, whether reasonable or not, (more likely unreasonable)  and how others reacted (particularly his family to him from a very young age) really created damage to him.  So, he is just programmed to not follow through in fear that he won't meet the expectations so "let me take control and do what I want, you are going to yell at me anyway" attitude.  This is why he is often ready for a fight when I am simply just saying hi.   Now this brings me to the guilt part.  My twinflame has had a mis-perception of what love is, means, feels like.  What does that mean?  His wires got crossed with regard to what love is. (again at a young age because it is in childhood where we develop patterns, beliefs,etc that only get compounded upon as we grow up.)   Guilt is a powerful emotion that invokes in him that he must love someone if he feels guilty.  My feeling is that at a young age the people he was closest to in his family dynamic often made him feel guilty and he interpreted it as this must be what love feels like.  Remember we don't come in with all the knowledge of human dynamics--yes we come in with love, but then the family dynamics, attitudes, behaviors quickly get placed upon us and we "forgot" that purity of love. With me, he doesn't automatically feel guilty, but he does love me.  So he needed/needs to recreate the guilt feeling so that his "love" for me makes sense. He has to unlearn that love and guilt feelings are not the same. This is the crossed wires. 

Children learn at a very early age how to react, behave and deal with life circumstances, as a  matter of fact, it becomes completely ingrained into the patterns of who they become.  This programming is completely capable of being unlearned and changed, but each individual must come to terms with understanding this.  As a twinflame, we can help our twin to undo this pattern, again whether we are in contact with them or not.  It is as simple as self discovery within us.  To some degree, I have/had this same belief of love and guilt--often synonymous with Conditional Love, but I have overcome most of it.  Clearly, there is still some there left for me to see the pattern within him.  To undo this pattern, is to do just what I did.  Recognize his behavior, try to understand the place it is coming from remembering to love your twin unconditionally.  

I know this is truly a deep topic for twinflames and likely a common thing that is not easily seen on the surface. On the surface, it appears he was being selfish, and yes, you can view it that way especially if you see his need to be in control, but digging a little deeper, he was just preparing for failing even before he did and the thing is to help him learn that he may not fail.   Choose to respond to him with love has and does make a difference in our communication, but occasionally depending on what is happening in his life, he may revert back to old programming, and we just work again to heal it.

I hope to share more of my relationship wisdom with you, but please know that while this pertains to twinflames, but it can be useful in other relationships too.

Twinflame Message: The Bear is Waking Up

Today's Twinflame Message & Update: The energy is magical and yet some of us still feel our feet stuck in the mud. I'd like to say that is due to Mercury Retrograde Shadow. While this past Mercury Retrograde has been far more supportive than in the previous ones I've experenced, this shadow period has been anything but easy on me--electronic stuff more specifically. But I feel the energy beginning to shift

I woke up this morning and all I want to do is communicate with people via my writing. I just spent the last two hours typing and typing my story, my books, my thoughts--but I stopped to bring this mini-message to you all. This week we have a new moon coming on Friday and boy is it loaded with energy to push us forward. We are ready, are we not? The awakening has begun--but far more sleeping/quiet/run away twins are being awakened--I am getting an image of someone tiptoeing over to a bear to awaken it softly, but it startles the bear awake and the bear begins to jump up shaking everything off. To me this is symbolic of our twin, the one most caught up in their earth reality (often the masculine). The awakening is sudden and shaking everything up. If you are in contact with your

twin (as little or as small as that may be), you may sense they are scrambled emotionally, physically, mentally---but that is all good for the moment it is due to them hearing the call and realizing they must get going. So picture a car whose tires are stuck in mud, they just keep going around and around, until that one quick push off--well the push off is happening and this June New Moon is going to usher that in.

We are meant to take action in the way we are capable during this time, do you know what your next steps may be? They may be as simple as focusing your efforts on healing you or your twin at this time, clearing blocks or dark energies, calling in your twin. It really varies depending where you are on your path. If you need help, I can help you with that.

Just recently the Twinflame Collective, provided me with a Card Reading Spread geared towards providing quick simple guidance to help twinflames whether you are together yet or not. If you are interested reach out to me at april@soulstarhealing.com and I will be happy to set up a session through skype, in person or on the phone. This reading is only $45. Let's see what spirit wants you to know. ~EstaRa

Energy Update: Choose to Shine

Today's Quick Energy Update:

This morning I awoke with the following thoughts/feelings come in for us lightworkers to bear in mind, heart and soul: There is a horrible mess going on right now---energetically and I can tell you it reverberates energetically to those of us not sitting there in the midst of each event occurring, and it is showing up as exhaustion and intolerance to in-authenticity, injustice, untruths and quite frankly, bad behavior, and you will continue to see people stand up for what they believe. This is not only associated with the American

Presidential Primaries everyone, it is moving out into day to day life, the momentum is sweeping across the nation and even the planet. We have been given true empowerment and we are beginning to use it.

The chaotic energy surrounds the dark energies that had control and hold--they are losing control and no longer hold the power over the mass of people it once had. We are awakened and we are ready to take back out government, country and our planet. Unfortunately, I think anyone who doesn't want to see change will say/do/create chaos where there is/was comPASSIONate protest. It is up to us the Light workers to maintain peace, light and love during this Revolution. It doesn't mean we can't stand up together in peaceful protest, but it does mean some extra healing/meditating on the part of those of us who do believe in the power of thought/energy. It means we must come together and put aside our fears of who we are, put away expectations of what it should look like and accept we are the ones that will make the changes happen. It is our time and it is our job as such, let's light the way for others to follow..

.~EstaRa April

Message for Twinflames from Archangels Chamuel and Raziel

Today's Twinflame Message:

I haven’t put out a message about twinflames in awhile, but I do get them all the time. The last three days I have been hearing from my guides how important it is to stay focused—focused on what you want especially with regard to your twinflame. The doubt and fear will continue to creep in, but it is imperative to use this time of “fertility and creation” to manifest the life you desire. The more you analyze and replay something that has or has not happened, the more that is what you manifest. For some of us we use it to try to “understand” what it is our twin is doing/fearing, but it is really important at this juncture to focus on what we want. This has been echoed loud and clear—some of you may notice that I stop you when you ask me about my twin or I just don’t share all the details because I am trying to stay so present and in the moment, and not get caught up in any doubt or fear. Thanks for honoring me and understanding me, please know I want to capture this moment—the timeline we are on with love, light, balance, trust and faith.

Archangel Chamuel and Archangel Raziel suggest that you create a simple affirmation with regard to your twinflame relationship. For example: I manifest full physical reunion with my beloved. OR I manifest open communication with my beloved.

Most importantly, select something, create something that resonates deeply with your soul. Keep that in your field often. Do your best to recognize when it doesn’t feel authentic or comfortable, that is when you need to do an energetic clearing. The discomfort speaking about what you want or the uncertainty that you can have it, is not because you don’t desire it or that you don’t want to manifest it—it is the fear or the blocks that have been placed there. You can clear it yourself or you can feel free to contact me to schedule a session to help you clear out your chakras/blocks to realign you with your soul's truth.

We are in a time where the energy is building and creating—take advantage of this energy and use it for motivation.

Have a blessed and magical Thursday!
EstaRa

oh by the way, even if you are not on this journey to twinflame union, you can still use this energy to manifest the soulmate love you so desire.

Inspirational Snippet: I love you

Quick Message from my Facebook Page, please join me on Facebook for quick, love filled daily messages.  You can find it by clicking here.
 
I was guided to post today's facebook message here for you all because I haven't gotten around to doing an Inspirational Snippet in awhile because quite honestly, my information has been coming in fast and furious and by the time I sit to write it out--new information is being channeled into me.  For me it seems like old news, but for most of you it may not be so I have taken to posting a quick message and energy update on facebook, please check it out and subscribe so you don't miss the messages.

Onto the snippet:

Happy Monday

May 2nd is here and it is a new month, new beginnings and definitely new experiences are on their way. But there are few things we need to look at.

First we must clean up some old, left over things that have been piling up whether it be emotionally, mentally or physically. (on my desk particularly is where I physically witness this).

Second, where to begin? I find the best place to start is by cleaning out the physical manifestation of what is cluttered.  So for me, it was cleaning my house over the weekend--I did it all in steps. The last place I went was the desk and logically-that should have been the first place. But what I discovered was,  that the desk was covered in things I didn't have control over and by piling things up somehow I had control.  The truth is I had to simply just let go of control.  It is often hardest to let go of control when we are trying so hard to "not see it"; hence the piling up of stuff.  My wisdom about that is "just do it".  But you may be asking, how? 

Third, I found that I have the perfect answer for you all. Love is the great motivator! What do you love? d say to yourself: I love you. I am proud of the life you are living and the work you are doing. What do you choose to put your love (focus) upon? Wait for an answer to come through softly and quickly. It will be there, but it will also be fleeting--try not to think about it too much. That is where you start.  Oh work is not included, you say?  (Yes, cleaning my house and my desk was work--yes it was.) Well, sometimes work is the way to show yourself that you love you, but if you give all your time and attention to your job and none to your dreams and goals--then you are not listening fully to that voice inside of you. And, if you are trying hard not to "see"  what is piling up, what else are you missing? This is something for you to ponder. I discovered a lot in that pile---some things that were important to me and I was afraid I had lost.  Oh I did make a smaller pile on one corner of my desk, but the cool thing is that I can see my desk, but even more; I am not hiding from me I am ready to manifest the life I want. By not having that clutter, I make time for listening to me and for loving me.

Take some time today to ponder the mysteries or as I like to call them, truths of your heart. I promise you,if you do this--you will not only gain clarity over your life's problems, but you will be open to receiving more love too!
Who do you love? And are you even in that equation? Take a moment and look into the mirror an

Love to you,
EstaRa