Quick Energy Update:
Do you feel it? The tide is changing and things are becoming more clear and more chaotic at the same time. How is that possible you ask? It is possible because the clearer some things become the more foggy the other things become. It is a miraculous time on this earth. What you once thought made sense may now seem overwhelmingly clear or overwhelmingly confusing.
What you have been working on manifesting for some time is beginning to evolve into a place where it is attainable. The strong message for today is DO NOT GIVE UP before it arrives. There will be many questions, many worries, even past fears jumping up now to be seen loud and clear--this should be used as a measurement to be seen as how close you are to manifesting that which you desire and how much of your fear is/has been getting in the way. There is a difficulty for some when they hear the word FEAR. Many people perceive the existence of fear as something that is consciously experienced, but dear ones you carry many unconscious fears/patterns of behavior/beliefs that have been impeding you all along. In this time you are being shown/given (read: forced to review) what it is you have been hiding from yourself, particularly in the unconscious. This is a tough one for many because that means for a little while you step out of the role of denial and step into the role of true observer. It is a lesson in self love that often many do not understand or allow themselves to comprehend because it is uncomfortable for those particularly by the standards of the new energies.
There is a belief that life is not to be so so difficult and I am willing to concur I believe this as well; however, to get to that place, we must clear all blocks and obstacles within us that are impeding our progress. In other words, we need to get real with ourselves to see what it is that we are holding ourselves back from/how we are and why we are. That is getting to the core of the problem and extricating it at the root so that we may move forward more smoothly and gently.
This energy we are in is heightened purposefully for all humanity to learn to grab a hold of what they want. Unfortunately, it can't be all rainbows and dreams of manifestation--there is real, legitimate work that needs to be done to get to the place where dreams and rainbows can be the playground. If you are in a waste site, surely you are not going build or create there without cleaning it up first. That is what the purging energy of this time is all about: really looking inside your energy of creator to remove all the things that you carry subconsciously that has been stopping you. My guides wish to say if you haven't yet manifested what it is you want, then look more closely at what spirit is showing you now. But by all means, DO NOT GIVE UP! It is simply a matter of re-aligning yourself to that which you need to do as the next step, knowing full well that what you desire as an outcome is just around the corner.
Namaste EstaRa April
