Being the Divine Expression of Your Soul

Today's Message:  

Your journey started long before you entered this dimension of 3rd density and your journey will carry on long after you leave it.  Before you arrived here and your soul was compacted into a physical body, you had a plan to shine so brightly and love so fully that you would change the world (human consciousness) by being the divine expression of your soul.  But somewhere along the path you started to give in to what was already here, letting go/squashing/pushing away that divine expression that you are.  Why waste one more minute living  (or not living) in a way that has been programmed into you/expected of you/created to keep you closed off from the divine that is in you?  Now is the time to break free from the patterns and programming.   We are in a time when the structures that society has been built upon no longer have a solid foundation.  Everything is malleable and so too are you. Nothing is permanent even the foundation your life is built upon--you can change it/recreate it/develop it.  What are you waiting for?  We are meant to live upon the earth as our soul expression of love, and that is unique unto each and every individual upon the planet; so why strive to be the same?  Be your unique, love-filled self and show the world who you are!  Today, you are given permission from the universe to go for it.~EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: Let's Not Fight "It" Anymore

Let's not fight "it" anymore.  Got your attention now, didn't I ?  We all talk about fighting this ailment, this dis-ease, this cause, but when you fight, you get more fight, and perhaps more reason to fight too?  Since my car accident and the hell (so to speak) I have gone through to get  to a place that is somewhat manageable. (I have not shared my full experience with all of you, but let's suffice to say that at this moment--doctors/traditional medical care have failed me greatly, in many ways.  One day I will write my story to share with all, but right now I am in the recovering phase still--to write about it at the moment, would be a problem of reigniting or keeping me stuck in the emotional pain and turmoil that I have been through.  Right now, my plan is keep moving forward.) 

Back to the fight thought. I keep hearing people talk about "Fighting things", but what exactly are we fighting, especially with regard to our illness?  We are fighting our own body.  The body that has been created to be a self-sustaining, vehicle for what is to come What if, for the moment, perhaps we chose to embrace the disease/ailment/illness?  I mean our body is only shouting out to us telling us that something is wrong--that something is not working: physcially, mentally, emotionally and even spiritually.  When I think of how treatment and care is being handled in our healthcare systems, I think of it being an attack plan (and I too, have used those words), but let's not use those words anymore. Let's embrace the problem and delve deeper into the messages the problem/problems are trying to convey to us. Oh, you think it may only be a physical symptom?  Guess again, I've been listening to the body's wisdom for years: whether it be my own body which I have a perfectly wonderful relationship with (that nurture frequently) and the bodies of my clients that I have worked with over the last ten years. 

Being caught up in this 3D world that we live in, sometimes (if not always), we forget that we are made up of much more than this physical body that we are living in.  We have an energy field that carries our Physical, Mental, Emotional and Spiritual bodies that make up/carry/transform/alter our experiences in this physical body.  We have emotions we experience, (yes, those things we tend to discount, not feel or suppress) that make up our Emotional body.   We have thoughts/beliefs/patterns/egos (ours or others that tell us what to do/act/feel/be) that get trapped in our Mental body.  We have life lessons/goals, past life experiences and missions to accomplish (or not) while here in a physical body that is held in our Spiritual body.  We have a physical body that has been created to sustain itself for the length of our stay here as a member of humanity and those things that we do to heal/harm (consciously or not) our physical body gets stuck in the Physical body.   While all of this is factual to me, and anyone who truly lives in the new earth energy/world of energy, often we are not aware (or choose not to be or don't notice) of those other attributes until something physical happens to us. (And even then, the physical body is neglected by Western Medicine, which primarily focuses on the physical body, often relying solely on technology not even the physical symptoms.) 

My wish for you is to look at your body and all the other components that make you up.  Those beliefs
about your self/life/relationship/career that you carry about without even thinking of them most of the time often show up as messages for you through the dis-ease in your body.  Perhaps you cannot discern the messages alone, (and maybe can't or don't want to) you are not supposed to that is what people like me are here for.  We see past the physical appearance/body of someone and look into their soul.  We work with your energy to clear/remove/transmute and even realign your energy to flow from the highest place possible.  This work is not a one time shot, (not to say that you can't come in for a quick relaxation), but rather, it is a journey to self discovery for you.  My job is to partner with you (your body, mind and spirit) to develop the appropriate path of healing for you, while providing you with information that is often overlooked elsewhere.  When I work with people to do healing sessions, I ask permission of their higher self to read them (and that can encompass everything!), then I begin to clear and provide guidance and energetic healing to them! That is only the beginning of their healing because then the feedback/suggestions/guidance I get from their Angels/Guides/Higher Self is something for them to explore.  Sounds difficult or time consuming?  Well yes, it is and can be!  It isn't a quick fix like modern medicine where they will often prescribe a pharmaceutical and tell you that you have this particular disease and will be like this the rest of your life, instead, it is about addressing issues in all levels, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual.  There is no everyday one pill fits all --everyone's journey is unique just as everyone is unique.  

So again, I come back to let's not fight "it" anymore, let's embrace the message our body is sending to us because from there, only then can true healing begin. That is why I am here and others on the planet are here just like me to help assist you.  Listen to your body's wisdom because long before it appeared/pained you in
the physical body it was held in one of those other energetic bodies I talked about above. It you notice those energetic bodies have a lot more to deal with your everyday living, than something that just came out of nowhere.Try changing your perception from one of "fighting it" to one of "embracing it" and see what miracles can happen!

Embrace your body's wisdom with love and feel free to contact me to work with you. My mission has always been to help everyone that wants to heal and from the point at which they are ready to begin.   You will be amazed at what your body is telling you, and even more amazed by how it can begin the process of healing nearly everything! (if that is in your soul plan--and then again, why wouldn't it be?  I mean we are a divine perfect aspect of God, are we not? )

And so it is.
In love and light,
EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: Self Love Rising

Ahhh...can you feel it ?  The anticipation I mean...I was just finishing dinner this evening and I started to hear the song anticipation in my head. (Yes, voices in my head! lol)  Then I read a little blurb about the Full Moon and I thought to myself---all is good...now I can go meditate under this full moon and sleep like a baby and wake up to a Full Moon Lunar Eclipse tomorrow---sooo exciting!  Welcome to the New Earth, beings of Light!  Get ready, transformation is here!

The last few days information has been flooding in, fast and furious --I can barely keep up with how quickly energy is moving and pouring in truths in all directions of time and space.  Like how I threw that last line in there?  All directions of time and space?  Well, dear ones....it is the time of Timelines crashing into one another and the choices you make here and now will help you select the timeline potential most oriented to the goal you are striving for (read: mission you are here for) and most appropriate for the space you are in now.   (Read: the reclaiming of your power!)

This energy is chock full of walloping reality on all levels.  The relationship space is where it is holding its focus. Are you ready to have the love you claim you want? I say claim because people say they want love that is enveloping of all things that are glorious, but so many in this society stay stuck in what they have and forgo the glorious-ness of which they aspire to have.  (Perhaps believing this is all there is, this is how it is supposed to be or they see others struggling and they think they must too.  Sometimes it is just the fear of being alone that keeps people together.)   It isn't all their fault we have a society built on the misbelief that marriage/love is the way it is proposed to be by tv/movies; where people cheat/hurt/mistreat/belittle one another and ultimately, stay together, even after all of that.  Often people think, well he/she is not beating me so it isn't that bad.  And then, their are those people who are physically harmed by their significant other and they tell themselves, well that must be their moods/their norm or I must have done something wrong..  It isn't.  Not only is not acceptable, but it is a sign that humanity's self love needs to rise above what society/media has deemed acceptable. No one deserves to be mistreated for anything!

That is what this Eclipse season will bring to you, the opportunity for your Self-Love to rise to an all time high, by way of highlighting what doesn't work for you, particularly in relationships.  It is all about the truth--how/who/what YOU want to experience.  Truths are surfacing rapidly and it will be difficult for you to hold back and disconnect from the truth. It isn't by accident that after a powerful equinox energy, of birthing a new life, that we must go through the labor pains so to speak. That is what October is all about, the labor pains to birth the new.  This month will prove it difficult to not be your authentic self...well, I consider that to be a perfect world.  It may frustrate you, disturb others and it may even appear to be difficult, but what it really is doing is getting to the bottom of it. (read: getting through the ick rather quickly)  Loving yourself is always the key! I've been teaching falling in love with yourself since Archangel Raphael and Archangel Michael began working with me in 2001.  They were bringing into my awareness that all the work I did on me was great, but there was more to go.  Falling in love with yourself is more than just putting on a clothes and looking at your physical body and loving what you see. (again our society has trapped us to believe that the exterior
physical structure is more important than any other aspect).  Falling in love with you means you love yourself, realize that you are the only one that is the source of your happiness. You must love all of you--the good, the bad and the not so pretty: emotionally, mentally, spiritually and even physically. If you allow it, this month will show you where you fall short on the process of raising your self love. In case you are wondering, that is in terms of speaking your truth, making healthy choices, empowering yourself, raising your self-esteem, discovering who you are and loving you above all else.   Again, I say if you allow it (this month to do the work that it is meant to do) and not bury your head in the sand  and go into denial; you will achieve leaps and bounds in your ascension journey.  Are you ready? I know I most certainly am and I am looking forward to the ride!

This Mercury Retrograde is something spectacular--it moved in subtly for some and like a lion for others.  For me, I will tell you, usually Mercury Retrogrades make me feel like I am in molasses or moving backwards at best.  This one...I feel like I am in Star Trek, "Ward Speed Ahead"  Boy that warp speed is more than a physical speed, it is  like a time loop too.. Hmmm...isn't it though? Last week, I was walking and had the first smell of autumn air and for a few moments, I was literally transported back to my childhood home in the backyard on an autumn day when I was 8 years old sitting outside on a swing my Dad built.  It was like I was the little girl again and then I blinked and I was walking on a sidewalk in Guilford. Imagine that beautiful moment.   I talked to a couple of friends about this and they too had a similar experience.  It is like time is contracting/compressing upon us, creating opportunities for us to grow.  I was 8 years old in that vision and at that age I had known certain things about my life: why I was here, what I came to do and who I was to find.  It feels as if the last 34 didn't happen (and yet they did) and  I am picking up where I left off with that same knowledge.  Pay attention to this Mercury Retrograde, what/who is it bringing back?  So far it has brought back the little 8 year old girl that is me and some dreams of ex-boyfriends with messages for me that are pertinent to life at this time.

There is nothing to fear at this time, other than fear itself. It is the fear that holds you back, it is the fear that creates pain and it is the fear that keeps you trapped.  Acknowledge what is shown to you during this time, face it and overcome the fear so that you can move along on your journey to self love and ascension.

In love, light and faith,
EstaRa