Love Your Life

Happy December! Happy Holidays!
May your Holidays be full of peace that you find within, memories that can be shared, faith that all is well and hope that all your dreams will come true in the New Year.

December marks the end of 2009, I don't know about you, but I am looking at my life and evaluating it just like we all do. There are some things that I am liking and there are some things that I'd like to change.

I think we need to remember to look at our life with love. Rather than thinking of all the things we want to change. The only way we can change our life is to accept the life we are living now. The only way to move forward with the changes in our life is to find a more positive vibration empowering us to make those changes.

Love your life as it is at this moment by taking this month to look at all the things in your life that you do love. They could be simple things like I love that I have a car that works. Or I love that I have a place to live that is safe and warm. We take those things for granted, but they are important to our life. You will find if you look that there are as many things to love about your life as there are snowflakes falling from the sky....

So this brings me to this month's affirmation....I love my life.

Last evening I had a conversation with an old friend. She reminded me that I am human too! Sometimes I forget that I am human too and feel that I have to solve all the problems of the world and my life too! Sometimes I forget that I could simply ask for help or for a hug from a friend. I know I am very good at offering encouragement, words of love and hope for the people in my life. I am also good about always being the strong one. Last night made me realize that I do deserve to not always be the strong one that I am human.

My Thoughts on 2012

This is a brief thought about 2012. I often get asked the question of, “what do you think about 2012?” My simple answer is that it is just another year. People are all talking about preparing for 2012 and the big shift, but I believe we are in the shift already--the real changes are being experienced now. Do you notice life pushes at you to make changes and decisions that you have been able to keep at bay for some time? Do you find yourself looking for happiness in a place within yourself rather than outside of you? Do you find that you want to live more simply and peacefully? Do you notice time seems to be speeding by faster than ever? Do you notice family and friends making choices that you never dreamed they would make? Do you notice that the pull to look within is greater and that veering off that path seems to make life changes a bit more difficult? That is the shift that is occurring now. 2012 will be the grandest and most notable shift towards peace in human consciousness.

Over the last several years people are being called in to change their life and leave behind that which no longer serves them. If you have been awakened whether your light is on or flickering on and off, it is evidenced by the things going on around the planet: money, power, distractions, individuality to name a few. Change is always hard and often pushes people to their limits to make that change before they are able to see or feel that peace. That is what is happening right now to humanity and has been happening. The thing is we can have PEACE ON EARTH. It begins with us individually and each one of us is on our way to achieving it. Yes, appearances may not seem as such if you only read the news and listen to the drama that people tend to like to get caught up in (we are humans we love drama—or their wouldn’t be movies, theater and amazing actors in our world).

2012 just means that the necessary percentage of people needed to shift the planet and its inhabitants to a more loving, peace filled consciousness will be achieved and bring about the "new earth" as it is so called. So I guess you can say it is the end of the world as we know it? I don’t know about you---but I have been ready and I look to the future of our world with joy and anticipation!

I hope this helps you to better understand my thoughts on 2012. I could talk more, but you all know I can go on for days about the things I feel passionate about so I will end here for now.

Less Drama

So here it is a beautiful Sunday afternoon in Connecticut, by far the best day of the weekend, but to me the best in a week. I can’t believe it! I sit here in the house writing this to you all instead of enjoying the beauty of the day. I wish I could say as I sit here I am doing this because I chose to sit in all day to write, but I didn’t. In fact, there has been no choice to stay home today. Instead, my car broke down keeping me home today. Literally–broke down—yes a 2007 Honda Civic went kaput. How is that possible you ask? I asked the exact same question. And I noticed my reaction is one of humor I laugh because what are the chances, I mean seriously, what are the chances of a Honda not working? I mean I chose this car simply due to the fact that it doesn’t do that—well that is what everyone told me and still tells me even today when so clearly, my car did break down! Oh well, I changed my plans and I am sitting here writing a note.

The other day I came across the following quote by Myrlie Evers , “I have reached a point in my life where I understand the pain and the challenges; and my attitude is one of standing up with open arms to meet them all!”

Isn’t that an amazing attitude to have? What a beautiful life it would be if we all could do that. I have to honestly say that I discovered that I there is much truth and peace in that statement. A few years ago, I easily found that choosing to live life that way made me more present in my day and life was a lot less complicated. It was absolutely incredible.

However, what I found was that some things happened in my life that caused me to become out of balance in my life and my energy. Being human and having so many human experiences happen all at once, it made me overwhelmed which in essence made me want to deal with life’s challenges less and less. As a result, I lost my way a little bit and was reminded to put me first. So often, I forget and jump off the path of healing and so often I am blessed to have my angels, my guides and my life experiences remind me. And, if I am paying enough attention to them I will quickly get back together and if I am not it may take a little longer.

The quote above reminded me to look at my life again. A few things came to my attention this past week ending with the car stuff. I choose to greet the challenges as they come rather than running to avoid them. What I notice though is that I meet a lot of people who choose to run from life and life’s challenges by way of distractions or literally, by way of creating more drama in their life to distract people from what the original situation is. I choose to be happy in this moment by embracing life’s challenges and pain. I choose to take things one day at a time rather than jumping forward or getting angry from the get go. View the world differently and make less drama in my life. What about you?

Simple Sources of Love

I have been spending the last couple of days looking for examples of love. I have been seeing it everywhere I go. Here are just a few examples of what I noted:

I saw it when I went to visit my family. My father and I were talking and he has been making copies of my vhs videos (yes I still have those) and converting them onto DVD's. It is his way of showing me love. I am so grateful. He takes so much care and effort to make them perfect. It is so loving and warm. Or when my mom buys me a blouse (ok so it is not the color I would ever pick out, but it always turns out looking good). I am so grateful for those little signs of love.


I saw it yesterday when I was taking a drive to my Chiropractor's office. I driving down a beautiful back road to get there. You know with the fall colors you would think that would be enough for me to say ahhh how beautiful. Well, I was thinking of my twin flame (that is for another entry at another point on my journey, but I did spit the word out so you all now know I have one), and as I thought of my twin I looked up and on this beautiful tree lined street I saw to trees across from one another reaching over the street to connect. It was like I saw love reaching out and grabbing ahold of more love...it created this incredible arch over the road....ahhh the beauty of love in nature I thought.

Then last evening I experienced love with family and friends. I was a hospital for a friend who has a friend that is going through some medical stuff and the support was beautiful. Even when we may not be able to communicate with words in love, it is evidenced in how we treat one another or how we interact. It was really beautiful---it helped me sleep soundly once again and wake up in a glory filled mood.

Find your sources of love...look around I have a sneaking suspicion you will find some too...

All You Need is Love

Does anyone remember that song? The Beatles sang it and the lyrics are:

There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.

Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.

All you need is love.
All you need is love.

Those words just so make me feel good. It reminds me loud and clear that everything and anything is possible. The chant I seem to say and shout out to the world everyday. The Beatles really rock my soul in a way I have never known until the last few years.

Then I got this beautiful quote in my inbox from Esther & Jerry Hicks and Abraham:

Being in love is so good for you. Often when people are newly in love, things that have been bothering them for a long time get better. Something wonderful is calling the majority of their attention, so they're holding themselves in a better vibrational place, so the stuff they've been wanting all along can now zoom in.

I take all these little messages as signs for me to fall in love with love. Not just with someone in the romantic way, but in every way that love can be expressed or received. This may perhaps be one way we learn to open to receive love in our lives.

Last night I was heading out to meet up with girlfriends, but stopped at a store first. On my way from the store to the car, I saw a couple in the parking lot. The girlfriend ran to the boyfriend (assuming bf/gf could be husband/wife, but it doesn't really matter). It was a wonderful sight for me! It was like they hadn't seen each other in months, when it was probably a much shorter length of time. She jumped in his arms and he lifted her up and kissed her. How loving and welcoming! In the past, my first impression would have been a bit cynical; thinking about how I long for that and if I can't have it why should anyone have it or even worse I often ignored the sight of someone else being in love because it was too painful to see someone happy when I wasn't....but last night instead of wishing that were me...I looked at them thinking--look how the love they are sharing, that is what I want and that is what I will have.

How cool that my perception has changed to that! So I guess now I am thinking how can I feel more of that?? I felt love and it wasn't something I had to do...just something I got to feel. That will be my quest for next week to see love when it is there and to experience what it feels like over and over again.

...the essence of your very soul is LOVE...

Last week I had a terrible headcold and I didn't sleep for two nights in a row. The second night, I lay there thinking what the heck is wrong when you are sick you need to sleep. Instead of honoring what my spirit knows to do, I fought it the first night and tried to make me sleep with no success I must say. Even into the next day I found myself squandering my time and languishing in feeling icky rather than do what I know to do. So the second night, I found I went to bed and slept an hour and woke up; this pattern kept happening until finally at 3:30 in the morning on October 1, I decided to get the voices out of my head and sit at my laptop and channel for a period of time and then I was able to go to sleep. Imagine that? It really was that simple, stop resisting and do. So I went to sleep the rest of the morning and never read the channel until two days later.

Now many of you have read my channels--they are always beautiful and loving and signed love your angels or love a specific angel. Well, this channel is a little bit different. It was a little more harsh, to the point and signed by "The Lords of Light"; nonetheless, beautiful. You will see as I am pasted it below for your eyes to read:

October 1, 2009

Dear Children,

We love you and are here for you. Now is the time to stop sitting on the fence. So many doors are now opened. It is a new day in this place you called earth. Do you not hear our voices calling for you to see clearly? Live healthier. Make choices that are new for you. Choose differently than you once had. It is about the beauty of what is here on earth. We are the ones who are to show you the way. Listen closely as we impart the wisdom of the ages. We laugh when you think of earth as being so young when the very existence of your souls are much older. It is with light that we shine upon you a new message of hope and love and understanding. Your children are different. You question if your child is different. Yes your children are here to usher in a new age. An age where freedom of choice is just that. There are no longer the chains of the past; these children are able to see beyond the veil you humans have created over the lifetimes that you have lived and walked on this planet. For these children are what you have been waiting for. You have asked for peace on earth and you shall have it if you wish? What do you really want? Do you really want the change as you so helplessly call for? Or are you really looking for us to show you more of the same old way in a new way? Do you prefer not to make the decisions that were once a blessing and allow others of the old energy to channel for you what path you must take next? What is it that you want? Is it not clear? Have you bombarded your mind by what you see or are experiencing? Have you found a way to quiet your mind in this time and in this space? IT is about love. It is always about love and we have tried to show you a new way to love which is in fact the old way to love. That is without reason to love simply because you are love. We have brought forward the children of light to you to show you what you have done is not working. Don’t they just get in the way of what you have planned? Don’t they just stop you right in your tracks? IT isn’t to make your life difficult dear ones it is to make your life more beautiful than you have ever imagined. It is about showing you what you have dreamt of …PEACE. These children are here for you. They are going to show you that they will not take what you have planned out for human kind instead they are going to pave a new way. A way that allows each individual to be who they are. YOU HAVE BEEN ACCUSTOMED TO THE LIFE YOU HAVE BEEN LIVING, BUT IT IS NO LONGER WORKING IS IT? We have been here to teach you for many generations; some of you have heard and listened; some of you have not. The skies will show you what is next. Look up for in a blink of an eye you will see. It is time don’t you think to know that help is here with you? For now you shall find the peace you have been looking for. Just step inside yourself and see what we see when we look at you…the essence of your very soul…LOVE. You must take that step; for without it you will stay in the confusion, the fear, the pain and the frustration. The veil is being lifted we are showing you tools to navigate this new energy. You once thought sleep was for the dark nights maybe sleep is where we work and day light is when we enjoy the beauty of living. Look carefully at your choices and choose what must be; for you will know based on how you feel.

The time has come for you to be one with your spirit. Look within and you shall find all you have looked for.

Love the Lords of Light.

Everything Changes, Love Remains

I am sitting here getting ready for my day and a song just came on the radio...the following words rang out loud...Everything will Change, Love Remains the Same.

Stripping our humanness down to our spirit, that is what we are: Love. So doesn't that just resonate? Remember when you were a child and you got angry with your parents for something you felt they did? Or with a friend who hurt your feelings? Or with your child for something they did to disappoint you? Think back to those times: once you were able to get over that initial reaction to something that may have happened, what did you feel? I know for me...the underlying feeling is always love.

Think about all the things that have happened in your life. If we take all the pain, all the blame and all the confusion out of the way, isn't that true? Love for one another always remains the same. We may feel anger, frustration and fear, but after we allow ourselves to feel that, we realize love is still there.

Everything does change. I realize that I am evolving even as I type this message out. Life always changes just as seasons pass and we grow older and yet we are still who we are inherently. Many relationships come and go in our lives and yet after the hurt of those relationships has subsided we can come back to our essence of love. So often we forget that love is who and what we are.

I think that as I listen to this song…mind you the only lyrics I hear are “Everything Changes, Love Remains”. It is what I am meant to hear today. I meant to hear those words and nothing else for in this time the message for me is solely about love. It is a concept that is easily forgotten in the midst of everyday living because quite honestly most people live their life in fear; and if we are not vigilant on remembering we are love then we get caught up in the energy of fear as well.

Often long after a relationship has ended, even years later, I find myself still thinking fondly of someone I once loved. I feel love is there for each of the people in our life no matter the hurt. We can always go back to our memory banks and find those beautiful memories where we felt love. If we allow it, love will always remain it is the one feeling that is the true essence of who we are. I know that when I feel out of balance in my life then the changes don't feel so good and I forget that I am love. These words today have been a beautiful reminder of love.