Energy Thoughts: Just Like a Carwash

Hello Everyone,

This week’s energy update is late in getting to you, but it was started on Monday, but much has shifted and changed since then so I will take you through a really brief explanation of this week’s energy.

The time is now.  The time is here.  All is clam all is bright. Okay well if you are living in the vicinity I am in…the weather is gray and foggy (this was Monday when I began this report).    But internally, I felt a shift over night and it feels so good—I feel nothing—well really I feel NO THING which is to say I am in Neutral; perhaps balance with my feelings today.  I am sitting in the middle of it all and looking  over what is to be.  In two days from now a huge shift will occur and many will gradually experience it while others will feel the effects of it immediately.    The foggy weather may be mimicking what many of you may be feeling or experiencing right now.   Feelings of confusion, frustration, stagnation—not knowing what to do next, where to go, who you are  and what does it all mean?  It is a sign of the chaos that is within you, the churning inside of your heart and head dueling for “control”.  It isn’t about what is right and wrong in terms of others beliefs/ideas, in fact, it has nothing to do with the culture/society/religion that you are in—it has EVERTYHING to do with your SOUL’s TRUTH.    The confusion/frustration/lack of direction is not because you do not know.  It is not because you are unsure—it is because YOU DO KNOW.  It is because of FEAR that you get stuck/confused/frustrated.  If you are only allowing the truth in to you to come in spurts when you feel “comfortable” to accept it then you are not in the flow—you are trying to control it. Meanwhile, the “flow” keeps coming, but you build a dam (distractions and the like), but eventually it is going to break and things will “spurt” out now and again.   And dear soul friends, it is breaking!   (Now I am on Friday where I am finishing this report.) That brings us to the energy of 12-12-12.  The tide was picking up earlier in this week, but now that tide has risen; that is, the gateway/doorway of 12-12-12 has opened.  (Please see my blog or emails for more information about 12-12-12)  The so-called breaking of the dam has occurred and emotions will begin to pour out, changes will happen and shifting will/has taken place for so many and again as I mentioned “Now is the Time you have been waiting for”...you have the energy of the heavens on your side; this next couple weeks is optimum for you to step forward and learn to navigate the waters again (waters in this sense are your emotions/TRUTHS/experiences that make you YOU! The dam breaking is  showing you exactly where, what and how you are needing to make changes and plumps right down in front of you what your  deepest soul intentions are.

A quick thought on how to “ride” this flow is to come into balance or maintain that balance that you have.  The emphasis has been strongest on being in balance—in essence NEUTRAL. It doesn’t mean you are not going to feel things.  It doesn’t mean you will not react.  It doesn’t mean that you should not act/react/feel/live/cry/laugh/shout/scream/etc; however, it means no matter what stay in NEUTRAL by bringing yourself back into balance.  I keep getting pulled to an image of an automatic carwash, do you know one of those?  You are asked to place your car in NEUTRAL.  Think of a carwash---You are not asked to be in drive—no they ask you to place your car in Neutral-- so that you are not in control.   You are not asked to place your car in park so that you do not move forward, but you are asked to stay in neutral.  When you place your car in neutral in a carwash it does exactly what it is supposed to do and carries you forward; everything happens exactly as it is supposed do without any effort on your part with the exception to “surrendering” to neutral. 

Hence, there is nothing more for you to do at this time than to navigate the next days to the end of the year.  If you have placed yourself in park then know that the brake is going to be lifted and you will begin to move fast forward.  If you have been steering and driving all this time now is the time to let go of control and surrender to the divine.  The divine is in you and you are being navigated when you are in neutral you navigate smoothly, beautifully and perfectly for your soul.  If you notice something about the carwash—you still feel everything, experience and you do not miss anything…it is all taken care of and then you come out all sparkly and fresh.  Allow this process to unfold through your soul---that is your navigator and it will lead you exactly in the way you are meant to be led.  You will know when you give yourself quiet. My personal suggestion is that you give yourself quiet from now until the end of the earth year of 2012—take time each day to sit in stillness…that is where you will easily access neutral.

Love to you my earth soul friends. 

By the way---it is kind of nice to fell "No-thing"....it is way easier! hahaha

Happy Hannukah, My Friends

Hanukkah Begins tonight...

As many of you know, I was raised Catholic; however, since "reopening/awakening" several years ago, my soul has called me back to ancient roots of Judaism.  I began to study Judaism and boy did the floodgates open as I began to recall many past lives when I was Jewish.  They have been such powerful lifetimes for me.  I remember the first time I went to a Synagogue, after I "RE-Membered"  I started saying the Hebrew Prayers (sounded very much natural as the people around me commented on it) like I knew them and I felt "my wings" open up wide. It was the first time, I felt my "wings"...I felt larger than life.  I felt alive with the ancient language of Hebrew--then I knew I found the language of my soul.  However, as you also may or may not know: I don't consider myself any one specific religion--I truly believe first and foremost I AM part of everything. I AM part of all that is and I AM  all of it.  So I celebrate everything that is part of me which is LIGHT, LOVE and PEACE. This time of year, I do, celebrate both Hanukkah and Christmas as they both resonate deeply within my soul and for me I don't feel complete if I celebrate one without the other.

During this Festival of Lights, I will light my menorah tonight and each of the eight nights of the holiday in honor of lighting the way of peace, remembrance of union and love. The miracle of Hanukkah was that of

light.  Let this holiday be a reminder for those who are Jewish and those who are not that just as the light was the miracle then---so too is light the miracle NOW. Shine your light, for that is who you are so that you too will see the miracles coming your way. There is no requirement to light a candle be a certain religion/person/thing for you (each of you)  are the light and the way.

 

 Happy Hanukkah, my friends.

Inspirational Snippet: Exactly As It Should BE

I was prompted by my guides to share today's Soul Star Healing Facebook message to the children of earth and expand a bit upon it. Today's Message:  You are exactly where you are meant to be.  We hear your frustration of how you think "it supposed to be" or how "it should look".  We hear you and know what you desire.  We know you look at things from the constraints of being a 3D human, but dear ones YOU ARE NOT!  We remind you that you are a multidimensional human.  We now tell you--just because you are not seeing it in the way you so want to or in the time you wish KNOW it is real and it is so and it is happening.  Simply allow it to show up perhaps in a different way than your head imagines because for this one your heart is in the lead. This one is quite self explanatory.  Stop trying to "figure it out".  Stop trying to "understand it".  Stop trying to "make it happen". Stop "trying".   Simply  be who you are each and every day.  There is no need to adjust you unless there are things you wish to change and then just simply do it.  Be in your heart with everything.  When you spend the energy trying to figure it out, understand it, making it happen or trying--you mess with the perfection of your heart's knowing and delve into the human ego which is based more in fear than in love.  So we emphasize to you today to stay in your heart and when you catch yourself trying, etc.....take a three deep breaths and come back to your heart. I know, I know easier said then done--me too on some days. My wish for you today is to be in your heart. Love to you, EstaRa

Energy Thoughts: 12-12-12 Endless Possibilities

Greetings Energy Friends,

It has been a couple of weeks since my last energy thoughts update.  I have been treading through my stuff/gunk/emotions/clearings in all times/spaces/levels/dimension seen and unseen.  It has been an amazing journey thus far and many of you are holding the space for clearing as well so you, too, know what I mean.  Huge transformations are at hand and I mean HUGE!!!  There is so much happening within each individual upon the planet that they are not even able to grasp the enormity of what is happening.  Now, there are some of you saying (I am sure I know who—sometimes even myself included), what changes?  Who is changing?   Brace yourselves dears because when we close the year of 2012 it will be momentous.  We are in for a transitional ride of our life so to speak.   If you take but a few moments to look around the world and breathe in the energy available, you will have new “eyes” to view the world with.   But if you continue to hold your breath and keep it shallow then you limit the capacity of not only your breath, but your vision as well.

My guides encourage us to not limit ourselves in what we believe is possible.  Do you remember Alice in Wonderland? I barely remember the movie (it has been so many years since I saw it—perhaps it is time to see it again? Hmmm)  I have a few quotes from the movie that I must share that I have seen from time to time that stand out as perfect for this time and space in my Energy Thoughts for this week.  I digress, anyway back to the point..my favorite quote from that movie is—“Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.”  It is time to believe in your wildest dreams for they are possible—both on the “world stage” as well as individually and UNIVERSE-ally.  However, the catch is if you are not opened and encumbered by holding onto what you used to believe (ie limiting beliefs that is) then you have to work on stretching that “Believe in the Impossible” muscle.  It is of the utmost importance at this time in humanity.  

For example—what happens when humans keep their hearts and minds open? What happens when souls are aligned with their free wills and open to the future, with an unlimited view of the magnificent possibilities?   The outcome could far surpass what was once thought  possible to conceive of with the present perspective or the quickly dismantling “old view”. 

So this all brings me to another Alice In Wonderland quote:  “Who in the world am I ? Ah, that’s the great puzzle.” What a quote!  What a truth!    Isn’t that what we are all awakening to?  Is the answer to the question not—you are God clothed as a human? (by the way I tried typing Angelic Being and it wouldn’t go so I went back to God as you know I am greatly influenced by the unseen beings who have been there and done that in terms of the Ascension times) You wonder what that means I am sure.  It is all about who you are and discovering you—that is the Awakening-- this term that is so overtalked/overused in society today because well it gets your attention, does it not?  Well we are at the gate everyone for the Ascension of Humanity.  The Gate will open on 12-12-12.   What does that mean ?  If you ask a million people you will get perhaps a million and one answers; however, the truth remains that  a “great shift” will occur/has occurred/is occurring in Human Consciousness—that is the waking up that we are referring to.  The shift will move the power back to you the God being that you are—not to some external “being” in the sky that decides if you go to heaven or hell—no not anymore!   Quick secret---there is no heaven or hell; therefore, there is no judgment; there is simply love and acceptance.

Brings me to another quote from Alice in Wonderland “How puzzling all these changes are!  I’m never sure what I’m going to be, from one minute to another.”  Yep you guessed it! It is time to see yourself as the creator of your life/reality/experience.  We have been telling you for some time to choose thoughts/feelings/beliefs carefully and with discernment and some have listened and are experiencing a “lighter” transition/turmoil while others have not and they are experiencing a “heavier” transition/turmoil.  Changes are happening all around you even in the slight moments you doubt and do not believe because in your physical reality it is does not seem apparent around you.  But we ask you to look within you and your life over the last year to see what is there. Do you not feel different? Do you not see yourself making ever so subtle changes in how you react/think/choose?  It doesn’t always look the way we think it should, but the truth is that you must change within in order to change the with-out (external circumstances/world stage, etc). I always said why wish for world peace because if you do not know what peace is for you then how can you know how to attain world peace?  It has to start within and it has.

The move to oneness has been happening with the onset of 11-11-11…it just doesn’t always look the way you wish it did, but know that with this Gateway on 12-12-12 that you will begin to see the physical manifestations of those changes for on this day the New Earth is being birthed.    The gateway is being opened and there are those of you on the earth at this time that are here to assist humanity with its “ascension” and are needed to hold the space for all and create the new reality because after that date you will bring forward what you have asked for so we ask you to transcend the ideas of good and bad, sympathy and antipathy, and hold the space for love, closure of duality (belief that you are separate).  It is time for you to expand your hearts and consciousness beyond the limits that you put there or others have (what was once deemed impossible) and see that you have the POWER—you have always had the power, but now you know you do, so get ready to CREATE.  The key to creation in this new energy after 12-21-12 is LOVE and unlocks the magic you can create.   

Hold the space on 12-12-12 for LOVE  for some of you are the gate keepers/way showers/path pavers/lightworkers (whatever you would like to call yourselves) that are necessary in making the Shift of Humanity take place.  The task at hand is simple and yet complex at the same time—stay in your heart.  Stay in your heart/love center/soul’s truth in the midst of chaos/calamity/craziness. Stay there in the midst of trials/tribulations/transitions.  Stay there in the midst of joy/jubilation/jolly.  In essence, we are asking you to just stay there in your heart so that you can ride the wave as the consciousness shifts fast forward into a wild ride.  The questions you could be asking are: What will I create?  What do I want now?  What do I wish for the world?  Then simply allow the answer to flow to you from LOVE.

That is all for this week’s Energy Thoughts—as you can tell my guides stepped in/my higher self took over and boy it felt really good to write this today—on a roll. 

Welcome all you beautiful beings to the New Earth Party!  By the way to finish on a note from Alice in Wonderland, join in the celebration for 12-12-12 so you don't have to say: "I'm late. I'm late. I'm late for a very important date."

Energy Thoughts: Web of Time

Hi Everyone,

A couple of years ago, I channeled a message at the Shekinah Temple in New York about time being circular from the Keeper of Time.  I was told to step in the center of the room to demonstrate and I did.  As I stood there, I was told time is circular around us because in a 3D world that would make more sense; however, later I received more clarity showing me that time is actually in a spiral around us weaving together timelines, dimensions and spaces; ie past/present/future.  The Keeper of Time had me demonstrate how we can easily step into another direction of time while standing in front of the group I was channeling to.  I remember I stepped diagonally left and then moved back in center and moved to the right.   It was a simple demonstration that with intent and faith you easily can move along the path to the “timeline” that you wish hence why some people can easily access information while others cannot.  It is simply about being in the present.  The center represented the present and only when one is present can one “control” their movement in time and space. I place control in quotes because it is not control in the sense that the word is often used rather it is more specifically about choice so maybe the word choice is more appropriate here. 

As you move along your ascension the time and space around you (you being in center) begins to look like a web created around you.  It wasn’t until just this morning after my meditation that I sat down to write this email to all of you that I realized perhaps that is what the spiders have been trying to tell me.  (Many you may or may not be aware—I was surrounded by spiders since July—bitten and sick from them perhaps this will fix the “ickyness” I have been undergoing—.)  Perhaps they are showing me what I can create with the above knowledge or what is being created based upon the above knowledge without being fully aware of what I am creating.  Either way, it doesn’t matter what has happened—it simply matters what I do with this information now.  What you all do with this information now that it has presented itself to you.  I often remind you and tell you that you create your own reality; however, this email information is projecting more of a visual image of what I have been saying and in more concrete terms.  The channeling I did about time was recorded so I thought and typed up I thought, but I have not been able to find it anywhere—if any of you do have it, please let me know.   I suppose it does not matter because in the last couple of weeks the words have been coming up so clearly and well here is your energy update due to it.

While working with the Keeper of Time, I was also told that time would collapse upon itself –hence the dimensions/ alternate realities/timelines would appear all at once and it was important for us to remain in balance to navigate it.  This makes sense as balance, balance, balance that my guides have always emphasized so often and frequently to my students and clients was because if one is not in balance in their 3^rd Dimensional world how on earth (I love how I just wrote that) would they be able to balance a mulit-dimensional world?    Dear ones, that is what this time is about! It is happening and has been happening all around us consistently as we merged in the 11-11-11 gateway (last November of 2011—doesn’t really matter the exact earth year as I have been just showing you above dates/time/space is subjective dependent upon your navigation within interdimensional reality.)   I  bring this to your forefront because it is now that you must pay attention.  If all timelines are collapsing then it is imperative that you realize that you may be experiencing things that have passed by or yet to come along with the present circumstance in 3D, in addition to the other timelines/dimensions hence much of the full circle feelings that are coming up for many of you.   Many of you have been living in the realms of light which are meant to be balanced and they are; however, the navigation has been difficult for many because some have been living a more enlightened path and ready for the complete shift of all humanity into the multi-dimensional reality while others/those around us (loved ones or not) have not.  So imagine there is a spider web at the doorway to your house and you see it so clearly and the person next to you no matter what cannot see it. The difficulty is that things are appearing/showing themselves in a way that we are/or not expecting.   I will use my twinflame experience:  I have been living in a place where my twinflame and I are and have been in constant contact in the etheric realm for many years now; but as you all know it  has not manifested into a daily physical living thing as of yet.  However, since moving to my new home last year after the 11-11-11 gateway, I have had moments when it (the dimension) blurs and I am not sure what is real or not because I am in the reality of it is here now. How does that work, you ask?  For example, since moving here I have times when I come home from being out for a period of time, and when I unlock the door to come in, I feel like he is there waiting for me in another room.  Or when I speak with him on the phone sometimes I forget what he “knows” about us and what he doesn’t.   Ironically or I should say expectantly, he is doing the same things when I speak with him—sharing things with me that show me he has moved along his awakening and is with me even when he is not.  Even those people around us who are kicking and screaming to not awaken and stay enmeshed in 3D can’t stop that anymore than I can make it happen or not.  They are coming along even if it is at snail pace—they are coming along.  Sometimes I have my doubts if they (twinflame/family/friends/students/clients) are coming along on this ascension trail of light because if I choose to see with only human eyes (3D blinders) then it looks like anything but what I would like to happen.  However, when I allow my perspective to get larger and see in the multidimensional world (which I have been in contact and visiting since I was a child—with pockets of running away from it because my “vision” was very different than everyone around me) I see the progress—it is slow, but steady…isn’t that what they say about the the tortoise and the hare?  So see they (twinflames/family/friends/etc) will ascend too. Remember it is not for us to judge anyone’s journey for where they are, not even our own journey, but it is for us to focus upon our lives and what we wish to create in these timelines/realities/new earth.

love and light, EstaRa

Autumnal Cleansing for Me

Hello Everyone,

I decided this evening that I would blog about my detox that I began last week.  So last week we start this group detox with a great teacher; however, I was able to eat whatever I pleased last week to a reduction this week to no meat, no dairy and no wheat gluten (well the gluten free is easy as I am already), but oh boy--what a killer.  

So anyway, I decided today I would begin my online blogging of this experience...it is taking up more of my time than I wanted, but it is for a good cause to help heal my body.  I have been dealing with some lymph system drainage blocks since some horrible run-ins with spiders over the summer.  Since August, I have been on a path of healing and recovering from lymph system stuff--I never knew how powerful and important our lymph system is until this experience.  Clear those toxins be sure to release and clear all the stuff that no longer serves you---spent the last several years of my life clearing out mental, emotional and spiritual stuff so this past year has been all about healing my physical body--I want to manifest my twinflame reunion in the physical that means I need to bring my healing here and now so that I can have a beautiful baby with my beloved--love how that sounds as I type this.  This post may be all over the place, but hey what the heck it is what it is...so here is my cleansing creation for tonight's meal...

I call this "Curry Creation".  I have to say the cool thing about this detox is that I get to "play" with my food--that is I get to be creative (well actually forced to be creative). 

So this is  the quick recipe, I made up this evening...quinoa is the grain.  All fresh Ingredients: Olive Oil, Garlic, Sweet Potatoes, Lentils, Cranberries, Spinach, Curry Powder, Cumin, Salt & Pepper to taste.

Oh and I ate it today..it was yummy.