My Next 30-60 Day Journey

Hello my beautiful soul friends,

Most of you know that I have met my twinflame and most of you know that my journey with my twin has not always been easy. I know I have promised to write more about my twin so that I could help all of you and help me. Unfortunately, time has moved so swiftly that I barely have finished blogging my trip to Egypt..I still have a couple more to upload, but for now I am going to deal with this issue of Twinflames. I apologize for leaving you all out on my adventures for 2011, but so much happened and I was not attached nearly to my electronic item known as a laptop. I traveled to Hawaii, Michigan twice and Sedona...that was all after my trip to Egypt. I don't know what is in store for me this year, but I am sure something magnificent, perhaps finally the full reunion of my twinflame in the physical plane. Full Reunion for all twinflames in the physical plane....that is my one anticipation---it is all happening now.

As you all know I have met my twinsoul in the 3D sense almost 7 years ago (it will be 7 years in June that we met) and while we are not together in the physical sense of 3D as of yet, it is surely on its way to manifestation..there is no time, no place....it simply is now time.

(As a side note, I have been told that the time is now since June of 2008--just sayin!) But I do believe the time is now as we can't leave 2012 without it all happening now.

There is so much more I can write and plan to write about my twin, but today time is of the essence (as I have clients soon) so I will just share what the next 30-60 days of my life will be. I have been getting the message clearly to trust and have faith--I even dreamed recently that I was moving boxes...one labeled trust and the other labeled faith--that is how much the message is getting hammered into me. Yes, I am psychic and do amazing readings for people (so I am told); however, when it comes to this twin thing oy I have doubted. I have had enough doubt to fill a superbowl stadium over the last several years about my twinflame and who he is and if I am crazy. Many of you will think I am crazy and many of you do think I am crazy; however, it is what it is. As the Universe made loud and clear to me on my trip to Hawaii when I saw this sign staring me in my face....

So a remedy for this is to write about my twinflame and stay in the love, trust and faith of it and the love, trust and faith of him and his soul's journey as it is bringing him right to me. My guides said it is time now to stop doubting as we are manifesting what we think quite rapidly. So, I have made a commitment to myself that over the next 30-60 days I will honor the twinflame relationship that I have in some way. My goal is to share more about my twin relationship and experiences so that you can all witness my journey and help me to eliminate doubt from my vocabulary. It has been entirely too difficult to do it alone so I am recruiting you all to help me stay the path of allowing, trusting and having faith. I am told by my guides that each day I must blog something about twinflames, my twin relationship or something about love to boost up my faith quotient ...the time is now to hang on tight to my dreams they say as they are manifesting....and I am seeing glimpses which is more than I have seen in some time.

"So for those of you wondering...what is a twinflame: Twin Flames are the two people whose souls are really one. It's generally believed that both members of this couple must be spiritually evolved to finally meet and come together as a permanent couple." This is a quote from a website I do not know as I closed the page before I got the name so I apologize, but it is a great way to explain twinflames for now. There are more of my blog posts already entered that discuss twinflames. For now....I am in faith.

Inspirational Snippet: Forgiveness

Good Morning Everyone,

I was sitting here in my apartment watching the sunrise over Guilford. It is truly quite amazing I have this beautiful picture window that my sofa faces and it is like having a giant television in my living room that lives and breathes. I get to watch the sunrise, the sunset, the clouds move all day long in the brillant blue sky, the moon rise with all its magic...I love it and I really don't want curtains, but I believe I probably should have them, but then again..do I have to? Probably not! That will be determined later anyway I digress.

I just had a brief meditation and Mary Magdalene came in with a message for me and all of you and I wanted to share.

The message is about forgiveness. Now is the time dear children to make a list of all the things that are holding you back. Look closely at this list and make a connection that person who you felt assisted in the process of hurting you and begin to forgive them. It is as simple as getting a piece of paper and writing a letter to them telling them how they hurt you, telling them how it made you feel and then allowing them to come through your writing as to why they did what they did (if you are open enough to allow that--do not let ego get in the way here --this part is from EstaRa) and then tell them you release them and forgive them. Dear children, you can change the very nature of that relationship by simply forgiveness. It does not mean that you will necessarily want them to be a core part of your life, but children you are them and they are you. It is the truth of who you are and forgiveness will open your blocks. Now is the time, now is the moment you can release and let go.

I wish you each of you the process of your journey of forgiveness to be one of love and peace.

In love,
EstaRa

Channel: Rediscovery of Your True Self

Channeled through EstaRa in Guilford, CT on January 12, 2012.

Greetings Dear Ones,

It is time. It is time for you to step out of the boundaries of your mind and step into the openness of your hearts. It is time to make the magic that you so long have waited to make. You are just beginning to see the fruit of your work. The time is now for your soul to open wide and take over the very nature you have been living and transform your world to one of love, beauty and magic.


Today is a day like no other. The very magic of who you are can be tapped into and once tapped it will stay with you permanently. What do you wish to do with this bit of information? Do you wish to shy away from what is truly yours or do you wish to go fully forward into the dreams you have so cherished for so long? We say to you that you have a choice just as you do each and every day of your life to make the magic happen in your life that you have so wished. Now you are given that day to make what you will with it. Let today 1.12.12 be known as the beginning of the new you. It is the opportunity for you to step into what you must in order for you to go forward and see that beginning at the end of this month you will have more sure footing. Right now we ask you to choose that which you so desire. The energies are on your side for transformation and change. You have the opportunity for the greatest transformation in your life now. Contemplate it if you must, but make a choice to see your desires and dreams manifest.

Hibernate has been the message for EstaRa in the last weeks and she has obeyed somewhat. Although her human self has gotten in the way of her hibernation, but we give her great honor for she is taking the steps to hibernate so that at month’s end she can come out fully to who she is in her new space. Is it not interesting that the divine timing for EstaRa’s new entrance into her new place be at the time that humanity has the opportunity for a new entrance into self? EstaRa’s life is symbolically where the path of humanity lies. Hibernate we say hibernate, contemplate and activate yourselves for service in this world. Service we wish to tell you is not what humanity has long held as service rather it is love. Love is a service, did you not know? Love is everything and by stepping into your heart and being love you are stepping into your dreams and making love in this world. Love is the energy with which you must go forward. You serve greater humanity dear ones through your gift of love. Did you know how powerful love can be? Did you know love is by far the most high vibrational magic? Love of yourself expands out to love of one another and again expands out to love of humanity which in turn expands out to the love of Earth herself: that dear ones is how you change the world in which you live. Be not afraid of the next steps you must take for they are easier than you think. They are more cherished by us than you know those steps you take. They are more magnificent than you can imagine at this moment, but one day you will know we assure you that you will look back upon this time as the great rediscovery. Rediscovery of your heart and your capacity to love, it is the rediscovery of your true self. It is that simple dear ones it is that simple.

We often share with EstaRa that she must trust and have faith for the magic is within her; through her trust and faith she creates magic. The power for your world is no longer money nor ego, the power is love and with that; know that love is what will change your very world. The power of love comes from trust and faith in the infinite love that is granted to you by just simply being.
Many lightworkers have been through trying times and experiences; now dear ones is the time to step into that light you have been working so hard to shine in the dark places and know that you are gifted with everything you need within you. You are in the times of living the truth of who you are. You are where you are meant to be at this moment.
We love you dear children of the earth, we love to see how you grow and evolve. We respect your presence on earth for from here we see your light and we see how difficult it has been to stay the light in the darkened times upon earth. We honor the mission each of you has come to earth to experience and know that you are each doing what you came to do in divine and perfect order. You are the light of the world…you will change the very world that you live with your light and love. We ask you to step into this now moment with truth, courage, faith and love.

It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today. We are the Masters of Light.

A New Year's Message from the Masters of Light

A New Year's Message from the Masters of Light

Hello Everyone,

This is EstaRa. Thank you for your continued love and support throughout the year. I was prompted by my guides to send this message out universally for the new year. There are those of you who wish to receive my channelings, but are not on my list currently to receive channelings. If you wish to receive them, please do one of the following: go to my website to sing up for them or at the bottom of this email you can change your email preferences to include channeled messages. Thank you for taking the time to read and now onto the channel.
Love and light,
EstaRa

Channeled through EstaRa on 1/2/2012 in Guilford, CT.

Greetings Children of the Earth,

It is now the time of magic upon your earth. Your earth calendars now say that it is the month of January in 2012. We say to you …it is now. We wish to emphasize to you that the now moment is what you have been waiting for and we wish to say to you that it is now. We wish you to know that now is the only time that exists on your new earth. Not the tomorrow, not later not even earlier…the only time that truly exists is now that is the present moment. The present moment is what you have control over that is what you are given as a time for creating. You are a creator for that is how you will create what is coming your way . It is the time you must take to make all possible. It is now. We tell you this for the energy of 2012 will show you much and one of the things it shall show you is that if you grasp to the concept of time you will find you have none; however, if you stay in the now moment you will find that you complete and do everything that you have chosen to do in that time. As the concept of time shifts for the entire planet you will see how that will impact each individual. We are giving you this information so that you know what to do and be prepared for those around you. They may be the one who grasp to the concept of time for they will think that is the security blanket that they have been holding onto for so long; however, it is not and will not act as if. Instead it will create more of a shortage of time. However, if you stay within the moment you will have all that you need if you stay in the moment. So again we say to you…it is now.

This period of enlightenment you are in (EstaRa had us correct the word time as we were about to use that to explain the following, instead she suggested we use the world enlightenment) will extend throughout your calendars in your 2012 year and beyond; however, your greatest changes will begin to manifest in this calendar year that you call 2012. (We give you this information in time words as that is what you understand at this time.) The greatest opportunities are available for you now in this energy of change. It is upon you…what will you do with them? How do you wish to see things ? Will you be proactive in the changes of the earth and humanity? Or will you sit back watch wait for someone to come save you? Dear ones, you are the ones! You are the light, you are now awakened you have the power within you to change everything you have the magic..you are truly the ones you have been waiting for ….you have been waiting for the big reveal. The big reveal is that you are the magic, you are the light and you are the creators. Is that not a revelation to you? We think it is a big reveal; however, there are those of you who were perhaps expecting more of fireworks display and more of a musical entrance perhaps? Is that not so? Does it not seem like it is magic when you have your power? It is the truuuuuuuuuuuuuuth of it all. It is thhhhhhhhhe magic of it all. (My guides typed out truth and the in that way and was asked to leave it that way for this channel.)

With this knowledge and information we wish for you to go forth and teach, live and be in that moment. Know that you are the creators with every thought and emotion that you have. Yes, some of you get stuck and some of you are stuck…those of you that are stuck it is simply because you have chosen not to clear somethings that have been your blocks within you. It is time to clear the blocks within you within you. The work is less now, but it still requires your choice. We ask you to choose now to remove the old and truly step into who you are now. You are the creators of your world. How do you wish to create and what do you wish to create?

It is with love honor and respect that we bring you this message today. We are the Masters of Light. Namaste.

Channel: Arrival of the Love Train

Arcturian Masters of Light channeled on 12/28/2011 through EstaRa in Guilford, CT.

Dear children of the Earth,

It is your time to rise up and stand for what it is you truly believe. We know some of you do not think you even know what it is that you believe any more as so much is and has changed. We wish to tell you that you are correct in wondering what it is that you believe. We tell you to look in your heart for your answers for your answers are not outside of yourself they are deep within the core of who you are. Your essence dear ones is pure divine love and we wish you to know that once you acknowledge that you will know what is and is not your truths. That is the place we wish for you to look for your beliefs and we say they may change upon looking more closely.

The universe has brought you many lessons over the last six years has it not? The universe has shown you who you are? Did you see? Were you able to be still enough to see? Were you able to be love enough to know? You are all that you experienced in the last six years, the good, the bad….we say it is all the same there is no judgment only humans make judgments as to what is good and bad. We say to the humans to look at your experiences as just that experiences. There is no good and bad. …each experience is simply a way for you to reach the next point in your life upon earth. Many of the experiences over the last six years were opportunities given to you to wake up prior to 11.11.11. Those of you who did not wake up prior to 11.11.11 we say to you get ready for a crash course into multidimensional living. Put your seatbelts on for your about to take a ride on the “love train”. The “love train” is the fast moving energy of love that sweeps you along with the rest of humanity who has awakened to love being the energy of the future. You will be swept into the future and find that you need to find your footing in this new energy because you have spent a large amount of time clinging or holding onto the old way of doing things. There is some energy that you will need to unlearn.

Those of you who did wake up prior to 11.11.11, how are you liking the love train are you seeing things more clearly ? Seeing things through the eyes of love? Is the energy of love bringing to you what you have waited for?

11.11.11 was the arrival of the love train and it has left the station and carrying on it a great deal of amazing changes some that can be perceived as good or as bad, but we again say to you have no judgments for they are simply changes. These changes will bring about a new consciousness for humanity one that you have been waiting and hoping for. It is now possible.

You will find the more you stay in the balance of the “NOW” moment that EstaRa talks about the easier it will be to access the energy of love. It is only when there are expectations that you leave the place of balance. (I, EstaRa told them that it is easier said than done) We do realize for you humans it is easier said than done, but it is possible. We caution each of you to not give up before you get started.

(Unfortunately, I was ready to channel all day, but my clients kept coming in for their appointments and I never finished this channel. I am hoping to continue again tomorrow, but in the meantime, I am told it is best to get this information out and not hold onto it. I hope that you receive the full beauty of this message as it is meant to be received.)

It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today. We are the Masters of Light.

Namaste, Happy Hannukah & Merry Christmas

Inspirational Snippet
Today's Message is about gratitude. Last evening I spent a holiday dinner with friends, it was wonderful and I felt so blessed to have shared a special time with my friend and her family. They were all so warm and welcoming it meant so much to me. It made for the perfect evening really. I walked out to the car and saw the sky--it was magnificent. The stars certainly put on a show for us last night--I couldn't stop looking so I didn't. As I drove home, I got the feeling that I needed to go to the beach (I live not even 5 minutes away). I drove to the beach and stargazed for about a half hour. Yes, it was cold out last night in the 20's to be exact, but who noticed? I was amongst the stars.

When I finished stargazing, I lit my menorah for the 5th night of Hannukah, with my Christmas Tree all aglow and sat down to write a list of all that I am grateful for specifically over the last year because in case you do not know, I have lots to be grateful for this year (including knowing each one of you). My writing lasted an hour or so it included letting some friends know how much they mean to me too. I wrote until I felt satisfied that everything I needed to put on the list was there then I went to sleep and had the most peaceful sleep. I woke up this morning thinking of all the things that I am grateful for and forgot to add to my list. (Looks like I may have some more writing to do today!) I am and feel so blessed this year; the beautiful thing is that the blessings do continue. I wish for each of you to feel that which I am feeling deep gratitude for your lives, experiences and relationships (good and bad as they teach us lessons we so wanted to learn before we came here). Know that in the vibration of gratitude everything is possible even the things you think seem unattainable becomes a vision that can be attained.

My suggestion to all of you is that before you can plan how you would like the new year to be, I say to you that you first need to see the beauty of the last year and find your gratitude for it for that is the vibration I wish for you to start with in the coming year. Blessings to you my soul friends. Namaste, Happy Hannukah & Merry Christmas.

In gratitude and love,
Esta Ra

11-11-11

Greetings from Sedona, AZ.

It is a magical time…yes it is! As you know I am in Sedona, AZ to celebrate the portal of light known as 11-11-11. This conference is a gathering of all light workers around the globe to welcome in this portal of divine love and oneness. It is a magnificent event that everyone on this planet shall experience if they wish.

The 11-11-11 Portal is about opening and activating fully our divine hearts. It will not only open your awareness to a deeper love and understanding of who you are, your path, but also activate your ability to become fully multidimensional beings. What does that mean you ask? The following is a response I read on a blog by Aros Crystos: Are you separated from the divine heart or part of it? While the answer may seem obvious, remember we have been accepting that we are separated and that fear and lack is normal. If I accept that I am not separated from my divine heart or energy or consciousness, then I must also accept that I have the same qualities and divine powers and love as the divine being, and in that place fear and separation cannot exist. Can the darkness exist in sunlight? No. So in that acceptance, I am multidimensional, which means that I exist on all planes of consciousness simultaneously with no limitation, both outside and within time and space. I am and I am not. If I do not accept this then I live by my own limited mind and understanding and I am always at the mercy of other’s feelings and opinions of me, and birth and death are very real and all that comes with this limited understanding of who I am.

This stargate, portal of light known as a 11-11-11 is equipping you all with the ability to choose where you wish to place your energy. It raises your vibrational frequency to one of divine love. This energy will last all the way through to 12-12-2012. In essence, it will activate divine love within you in a way that your heart/divine love/your truth will shine from the inside out. What does that mean? That means you will shed light on all areas of your life that are in the dark or better put as those areas of your life that are no longer working/no longer in your truth. For some this may be a time of difficulty; but for many light workers it will be the NOW (The time they have been waiting for)….they will begin to see themselves stepping fully into the lives they have desired.

Many of you have asked how to experience this powerful gateway of energy on Friday on the day known as 11-11-11. While I am in Sedona celebrating with other members of the light tribe (that is all of us), it is not necessary for you to be in a gathering (although I would love if some of you do gather together) because it is an individual and collective experience. You will experience individually what the collective is experiencing. But here are some thoughts on how to experience the day.

1. Stay really grounded to Gaia. (My regular students you know who you are and you know what specifically that means for you.) It is important to ground your energy into Gaia—not only on the 11-11-11, but the days before and after to support you through the energetic alignments that will occur.
2. Spend time quietly in meditation connecting with the energy from above (through the cosmic star portal) to the energy below (through the earth star portal) while placing your attention on your solar plexus and heart chakras along with the Great Central Sun (the infinite source of light from above).
3. Use sound to assist you in bringing in this energy by way of toning or chanting.
4. Hold within your energy what you wish the future of the earth to look like. What do you desire to see? Hold onto that vision…you can write it, draw or breathe it. Simply do it.
5. Eat less meat, drink less caffeine to assist you in experiencing the energy that will be transmitted through you on this day.
6. The most important thing to do on this day is to seek within you what you wish to change and what you wish to find that joy that you so desire and deserve in this life. Find your joy, express and live it!

My final thought to you about this unprecedented event on earth on 11-11-11 is that it is a time for a heightened awareness of love. I have been seeing heart shaped everything over the last year …leading me to my “Spread Love Campaign”....allow this event to spread love all over you and the world too!

My guides wish me to tell you one last thing…many beautiful treasures await you on the other side of this gateway, welcome them in and know that you are safe, loved and protected always. All is as it should be.

See you all on the other side.
In love & light,
EstaRa