Divine Marriage: Illusion or Reality?

So on my way to the Temple of Edfu, we had quite a drive ahead so I did a lot of thinking about my twin. I couldn't help it. I mean we are going to the Temple of Divine Marriage. Now, I haven't thought too much about him as you know I have been pretty busy. Okay, Okay, so I have thought of him, but I haven't been conscious of it in the sense of thinking just certain experiences have brought him front and center in my heart, but I have not let the focus be on him. But this place we are going is to The Temple of Divine Marriage...the temple of twinflames Hathor and Horus.

As I sit here looking out the window, I am pulled to last September and image of one particular day began flashing in front of the window. I mean flashing, I didn't even notice the landscape half the time. I teach all the time as you all know that is one of my favorite parts of my business. I was teaching a class on Reiki Level II to my students on Saturday, September 17, 2010. I will never forget this day. It was an ordinary day and I had a class of about four students. I had just finished attuning each of them to the Reiki Two Symbols and attunement. I always give my students time to write or draw their experiences to keep in their journals so while they did that I sat down in my favorite chair and said to myself, "Okay, Angels attune me now." I closed my eyes and saw myself in my meditation garden--the garden I go to when I used to meditate over the summer. It was beautiful with vivid colors for the flowers. I opened my eyes to check on my students and they were still writing. I closed my eyes and was back there again. My guide met me and I said where are we going. We kept walking through my garden and then I saw up ahead a large door ( I mean it had to be 50 feet tall and wide). I said to myself, "Wow. That is a big door not sure if I can open it." My guide said follow me and reached out his hand for me to take hold of. (I swear my guides must think how difficult I am, but I bet they get a good laugh at me from time to time too!) I didn't want to leave the fifth dimension (that is where I was), but I had a class to teach so I opened my eyes and asked my students if they wanted to share their experiences. And not one did! IT was the weirdest things most people want to share their experiences and not one did. It was kind of crazy, but I said okay...let's go get grounded with some lunch. We left the office to walk down the street to the restaurant we all decided on and as we walked down the street, I saw with my eyes wide open (can't walk with closed eyes, well you can but you will crash into things too much!) my garden and the door were there. I was still walking with my guide and we were getting closer to the door and as I approached the door, it opened out toward me and behind the door was this tremendous amount of light coming out. We were being seated in the restaurant in 3D, as I was led by my guide in 5D to the doorway and he helped me to the door as an angelic being placed a crown of light upon my head. It was so beautiful and powerfully moving. I cried on the inside tears of happiness and immense love and gratitude I couldn't show it to my students because I don't think they would understand and also it was their time to enjoy their attunement experiences it was their day really. As if that wasn't enough...

As I made my way through the door, another being of light brought me along forward and I asked, "where are you taking me?" And the reply was so matter a fact like I should know, "to your beloved." And right there before my eyes stood my beloved twin waiting for me--it was HIM! No disputing who he was it was the human looking him. He reached out his hands to me like he was waiting for me and I placed my hands in his. We stood there together, my right hand over his left and his right hand over my left. We telepathically exchanged wedding vows. Yes, we were married in that moment. It was the most incredible moving experience I had ever had. This was all in my garden in 5D with my eyes wide open in 3D. How powerful that is to be able to see the multidimensional reality at the same time. That was the beginning of so many changes that occurred and not one person at the table knew what was happening to me...and to be honest I don't think I really knew it either. It was about 3 days later that I realized what had happened because when I spoke with my Twin in the 3D on the telephone I felt like he knew in some way...and as I have mentioned before he is really human and not too open to the whole intuitive thing let alone the 5D thing.

Since that day, things have been different as I feel his stuff within me. I have always felt his stuff, but I knew it was his. Now, it takes me some time to identify if this is his or mine when I am feeling stuff. I feel like that was our divine union to become one. It has happened in 5D and now needs to trickle down into 3D. I believe it will, but here it is January 2011 and this happened in September 2010 and it hasn't happened as of yet, will it? Am I right? Or am I crazy? All these thoughts are running through my head. How can I tell people about this? It sounds crazy, but then again it was all real--I felt it like he was really standing in front of me holding my hands. Since that day I felt him beside me always differently than before...

We are arriving at Edfu. Will be back with more later. I always wanted to be married on September 17th...and maybe just maybe my wish has been my command...

1.13.2011