As I sit here on the eve of the 2011 New Year, I am wondering if I take my nap now so that I can try and stay awake waiting for the ball to drop or if I should stay awake and pray the new year will still come in without me to see the "ball drop" due to a fever and with me falling asleep early because of being sick, Hmmm difficult choice--not really. Waiting for the "ball to drop"? Doesn't that sound ominous? I mean when you "drop a ball" it means you couldn't keep in control of it, it got away from you...now it has prompted me to look up the definition online...it means: If someone drops the ball, they are not doing their job or taking their responsibilities seriously enough and let something go wrong. Hmmm.I think I'd rather start my new year in a different way and not wait for the ball to drop. So maybe it would be a good thing if I don't watch the ball drop rather I sleep through it and wake up in the New Year? That way it is like I bypassed all the shockings of the ball dropping and just go to sleep and wake up in the life I am meant to live? Now that is an idea...I wish that for you all too to wake up in the life you are meant to live--whatever that may be for each and every one of you.
I will ponder that a little more before the next day I am sure...but thank you for bearing with my digression. The interesting thing is that this year, I had intended on not going out this New Year's Eve unless I was with my Twin Soul, Twin Flame, but even then..we probably wouldn't be going out. Besides I wanted to be well rested for my trip to Egypt--and apparently Spirit agreed and had me catch a cold just in time to want to stay in and be okay. I did mention in one of my recent posts that I would talk more about my Twin Flame Journey and I shall in the new year. The one thing that I have been really guided to write about recently was my Twin Flame. Of course, that will be in the new year and I will continue to say Goodbye to 2010 now...
I must say that while I am grateful for the year 2010 coming to a close this evening it really has been a year of many challenges especially in the reliving of old life lessons, but it has been a huge year for spiritual growth and ascension too. Just for the sake of being sure to say good bye to those patterns and boy it wasn't easy for many of them...apparently not only am I good at welcoming in the Resistance, but I am also very good about doing things in a "kicking and screaming manner" thank goodness it was not literal as my roommate would not have liked it. :) 2010 provided us with so many gateways, portals and energetic amalgams that gave us opportunities to finally release that which no longer serves us...I hope you were like me and took the opportunity to do as such for I know how difficult it was and how easy it was to fall prey to the old. I know I didn't blog a lot about that because quite honestly as I was going through it I was going through a tremendous amount of emotions and purging so needless to say writing about it was not what I had in mind. But an example would be that in the months since October the 10:10:10 Gateway...every man I have known/dated returned into my life in one way, shape or another whether through dreams, email, texts, phone...talk about easy access to me--they had it. It was really weird and tempting to fall back into the pattern and stick with what was known, the comfort zone many call it (really? was it more comfortable? I think it is anything, but a comfortable zone.) But I think people call it the comfort zone because it is the "place" we just learn to do the "dance" in and are resistant to wanting to switch that dance up with some Salsa or the Merengue. It takes consistent effort, love and faith to learn a new "dance". Living in the now and multidimensionaly, I have to say that faith, love and hope are the food for your soul because what I see in my spirit and feel in my hard is constantly being bombarded by what I hear in my head or see in the physical world in front of me. And bombarded not in a good way, is bombardment ever a good way? Quite often visibility is low when in 3D. (sounds like the local weather doesn't it?) But the more you open to your multidimensional self, the more your visibility clears up so think clear vision.
This coming year of 2011 carries with it the vibration of making manifest those dreams you have long been holding onto, the faith you have in the unseen, unspoken places in your heart and the love to carry you forward. Take heart and know that 2011 is the beginning of impossiblities becoming possibilities, but even more becoming realities with lightning like speed. You are each so very loved and treasured for without you this planet would not be able to transition to a new energy vibration and awakened consciousness. Behold dear souls, your new journey is just beginning to take flight...jump on board..the time is now...
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Resistance is the Word for the day
Wow,
This has been such a marvelous journey and I haven't even begun the adventure yet. What I do know and realize is that the adventure began the day I booked my flight to Cairo. It isn't what one would call fantastic and amazing.
I haven't had time to really think about my trip or plan it. I used to be such a planner...I remember if I was going on a trip to Florida...I would know well in advance and have everything laid out on the sofa to pack and now I think about my trip to Florida earlier this year...booked the flight the day before and packed that morning. What does that mean? Does it mean that I just no longer need to plan? Spontaneity has gotten the best of me? Or does it mean I am trusting my spirit to take me where I need to go next.
I feel the answer is more complex than that. I feel like I am trusting spirit to bring me to where I need to go next, I mean I wouldn't even be doing this journey if I didn't trust my spirit. But I feel/fear there is more at play than just trusting my spirit--ambivalent feelings that popped up recently has more to do with Resistance than anything else.
I can name immediately several times that I felt this resistance/ambivalence... I often resist that which is good for me...which is something we all do. The one thing I can say is that often I look back on these times as tremendous opportunities for growth and experience things that catapult me forward further into the light. Well...9 days to go and the journey is about to begin...
This has been such a marvelous journey and I haven't even begun the adventure yet. What I do know and realize is that the adventure began the day I booked my flight to Cairo. It isn't what one would call fantastic and amazing.
I haven't had time to really think about my trip or plan it. I used to be such a planner...I remember if I was going on a trip to Florida...I would know well in advance and have everything laid out on the sofa to pack and now I think about my trip to Florida earlier this year...booked the flight the day before and packed that morning. What does that mean? Does it mean that I just no longer need to plan? Spontaneity has gotten the best of me? Or does it mean I am trusting my spirit to take me where I need to go next.
I feel the answer is more complex than that. I feel like I am trusting spirit to bring me to where I need to go next, I mean I wouldn't even be doing this journey if I didn't trust my spirit. But I feel/fear there is more at play than just trusting my spirit--ambivalent feelings that popped up recently has more to do with Resistance than anything else.
I can name immediately several times that I felt this resistance/ambivalence... I often resist that which is good for me...which is something we all do. The one thing I can say is that often I look back on these times as tremendous opportunities for growth and experience things that catapult me forward further into the light. Well...9 days to go and the journey is about to begin...
12 Days of Christmas ...
Here is the final version as promised...
My version of an old familiar song: On the first day of Christmas spirit gave to me a healthy dose of self love.
On the second day of Christmas spirit gave to me two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the third day of Christmas spirit gave to me three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the fourth day of Christmas spirit gave to me four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the fifth day of Christmas spirit gave to me five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the sixth day of Christmas spirit gave to me six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the seventh day of Christmas spirit gave to me seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the eighth day of Christmas spirit gave to me eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the ninth day of Christmas spirit gave to me nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the tenth day of Christmas spirit gave to me ten flower essences, nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the eleventh day of Christmas spirit gave to me eleven chocolate kisses, ten flower essences, nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the twelth day of Christmas spirit gave to me twelve days in Egypt, eleven chocolate kisses, ten flower essences, nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
My version of an old familiar song: On the first day of Christmas spirit gave to me a healthy dose of self love.
On the second day of Christmas spirit gave to me two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the third day of Christmas spirit gave to me three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the fourth day of Christmas spirit gave to me four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the fifth day of Christmas spirit gave to me five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the sixth day of Christmas spirit gave to me six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the seventh day of Christmas spirit gave to me seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the eighth day of Christmas spirit gave to me eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the ninth day of Christmas spirit gave to me nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the tenth day of Christmas spirit gave to me ten flower essences, nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the eleventh day of Christmas spirit gave to me eleven chocolate kisses, ten flower essences, nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
On the twelth day of Christmas spirit gave to me twelve days in Egypt, eleven chocolate kisses, ten flower essences, nine lords of light, eight healing crystals, seven reiki masters, six animal totems, five twinkling stars, four angels laughing, three fairies dancing, two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
12 Days of Christmas ...
Well, the official 12 days of Christmas started yesterday and I decided to get in the holiday spirit, I would create my own version of an old favorite song--you know the one that gets stuck in your head, but you can't always remember the lyrics? Well, I decided since I don't remember the lyrics and I want it to be a full of spirit holiday I would just create my own lyrics...so I am going to post the yesterday and today's lyrics to get you started, but if you want more you have to join my facebook page as a fan of Soul Star Healing...I will add a new lyric each day until Christmas.
Thank you to the vocals and help of my dear friend V and her daughter B. :) We spent the evening singing and confusing and creating the song together. Always good with a little help of my friends.
happy holidays---you don't have to celebrate Christmas to find this song a keeper...anyway, here it goes...
On the first day of Christmas spirit gave to me a healthy dose of self love.
On the second day of Christmas spirit gave to me two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
Follow me on facebook...oh and shush...I just may post them at the end of the 12 days on here too! ;-)
Thank you to the vocals and help of my dear friend V and her daughter B. :) We spent the evening singing and confusing and creating the song together. Always good with a little help of my friends.
happy holidays---you don't have to celebrate Christmas to find this song a keeper...anyway, here it goes...
On the first day of Christmas spirit gave to me a healthy dose of self love.
On the second day of Christmas spirit gave to me two souls together and a healthy dose of self love.
Follow me on facebook...oh and shush...I just may post them at the end of the 12 days on here too! ;-)
Friday, December 10, 2010
27 Days to Egypt and Counting
Life has been busy of late. I woke this morning to the thought that I am going to Egypt in less than 30 days--27 days to be exact and yet I have not done any preparations. Not to mention the holiday is coming and I am not prepared. Instead my focus has been on my physical detox that I began before Thanksgiving to finish up on December 15th--just in time to start the holiday celebrating with my friends, students and clients.
I did finally post on Facebook to everyone that I am going to Egypt. I got the word out apparently Mercury that officially goes into retrograde today has been impacting me for two weeks now which tells me it should end two weeks early for me too!! hahaha
There have been so many things that I have been wanting to do and well I plan to do them all--just one step at a time. I plan to write and explain to you all about what Twin Flames are...since most of you have known for some time that I have been in relationship with a Twin Flame and have met him nearly 6 years ago in the physical. So stay tuned for that...
I plan to get back onto my channeling kick--while I may not be channelling on the blog I certainly have had my share of blogging in my classes particularly the Full Moon Class Meditations--those beautiful guides and angels are bound to get through me somehow even if I am not leaving them much time so that should be coming soon...
I plan to blog my journey to Egypt--sharing moments with each one of you along the way...the first funny moment is...when I posted it on my blog someone commented to bring my swimsuit...I thought hmmm...the one I have is way too big..have to get a new one...so I went shopping the other and picked it up...the only item that is set for my trip is a swimsuit. Boy do I have work to do...hahaha
Ok off to start my day...it is really cold out here in CT the last couple of days...can we get some warmth this way? Just saying a lil warmth today will go a long way.
I did finally post on Facebook to everyone that I am going to Egypt. I got the word out apparently Mercury that officially goes into retrograde today has been impacting me for two weeks now which tells me it should end two weeks early for me too!! hahaha
There have been so many things that I have been wanting to do and well I plan to do them all--just one step at a time. I plan to write and explain to you all about what Twin Flames are...since most of you have known for some time that I have been in relationship with a Twin Flame and have met him nearly 6 years ago in the physical. So stay tuned for that...
I plan to get back onto my channeling kick--while I may not be channelling on the blog I certainly have had my share of blogging in my classes particularly the Full Moon Class Meditations--those beautiful guides and angels are bound to get through me somehow even if I am not leaving them much time so that should be coming soon...
I plan to blog my journey to Egypt--sharing moments with each one of you along the way...the first funny moment is...when I posted it on my blog someone commented to bring my swimsuit...I thought hmmm...the one I have is way too big..have to get a new one...so I went shopping the other and picked it up...the only item that is set for my trip is a swimsuit. Boy do I have work to do...hahaha
Ok off to start my day...it is really cold out here in CT the last couple of days...can we get some warmth this way? Just saying a lil warmth today will go a long way.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Egypt is Calling and I AM Answering.
It is official--I am going to Egypt in January 2011. I am so excited. I hardly know where to begin.
The truth is that it is very exciting and scary at the same time. I just woke up this morning and realized that I am going to Egypt in 33 days--OMG! This all happened so fast...can you believe it? I can hardly believe it!! It seems all so surreal, but the trip plans were just finalized on Thanksgiving Day. In just 33 days I will be boarding the plane from JFK to Cairo. It has long been my dream to travel to Egypt and lo and behold I am going.
It all really started in the fall of 2009. I began feeling like I need to go to Egypt. What does that mean? I just felt the pull. I feel the pull to go to Israel too, but not as strong as the pull to Egypt. In January of 2010, I did my list of things that I wanted to manifest—going to Egypt was one of them. In April, I took a weekend away alone. It was very peaceful and yet, I had lots of emotions. I met this woman that I instantly connected with and she and I started talking about Egypt and I told her that I longed to go there. When I returned home she immediately sent me emails about a trip to Egypt. I looked at it and felt that it would have been a good trip it was set to go for October 2010, but it didn’t really resonate fully with me and then there is the issue of money. However, by way of this woman’s email I found another site with a woman channeling the Pleiadians and I resonated immediately. I found that she was hosting a Sacred Egypt trip and knew this is the person I wanted to travel with. I instantly felt like that is who I want to study with on my trip to Egypt. I felt it so clearly in July; however, I just brushed it off like I would make a decision in November like November would be magical. (Mind you I had forgotten that I told myself that I would make a decision in November until three days after I finalized the plans). The thing is November came and I hadn’t thought much about it since I pushed it aside in July. I don’t have that kind of money so I said no big deal.
Well...one thing let to another...an email came through from an online group I belong to that linked to this woman's website..and there it was in my face again--Sacred Egypt trip only two spaces left. I contact her and tested the universe...I said if she responds to me quickly that means I should go. Then I continued to keep testing until finally, I went and booked my flight. So here it is 33 days to go and counting.
My intention is to have a truly transformative, spiritual experience and to share it with all of you...if I can figure out how to blog while away. Thanks to a dear friend, I am going to borrow a netbook to take with me which would be so awesome since it weighs several pounds less than my tv size laptop. hahaha
Any way...spirit is calling and I am going to go an answer!
The truth is that it is very exciting and scary at the same time. I just woke up this morning and realized that I am going to Egypt in 33 days--OMG! This all happened so fast...can you believe it? I can hardly believe it!! It seems all so surreal, but the trip plans were just finalized on Thanksgiving Day. In just 33 days I will be boarding the plane from JFK to Cairo. It has long been my dream to travel to Egypt and lo and behold I am going.
It all really started in the fall of 2009. I began feeling like I need to go to Egypt. What does that mean? I just felt the pull. I feel the pull to go to Israel too, but not as strong as the pull to Egypt. In January of 2010, I did my list of things that I wanted to manifest—going to Egypt was one of them. In April, I took a weekend away alone. It was very peaceful and yet, I had lots of emotions. I met this woman that I instantly connected with and she and I started talking about Egypt and I told her that I longed to go there. When I returned home she immediately sent me emails about a trip to Egypt. I looked at it and felt that it would have been a good trip it was set to go for October 2010, but it didn’t really resonate fully with me and then there is the issue of money. However, by way of this woman’s email I found another site with a woman channeling the Pleiadians and I resonated immediately. I found that she was hosting a Sacred Egypt trip and knew this is the person I wanted to travel with. I instantly felt like that is who I want to study with on my trip to Egypt. I felt it so clearly in July; however, I just brushed it off like I would make a decision in November like November would be magical. (Mind you I had forgotten that I told myself that I would make a decision in November until three days after I finalized the plans). The thing is November came and I hadn’t thought much about it since I pushed it aside in July. I don’t have that kind of money so I said no big deal.
Well...one thing let to another...an email came through from an online group I belong to that linked to this woman's website..and there it was in my face again--Sacred Egypt trip only two spaces left. I contact her and tested the universe...I said if she responds to me quickly that means I should go. Then I continued to keep testing until finally, I went and booked my flight. So here it is 33 days to go and counting.
My intention is to have a truly transformative, spiritual experience and to share it with all of you...if I can figure out how to blog while away. Thanks to a dear friend, I am going to borrow a netbook to take with me which would be so awesome since it weighs several pounds less than my tv size laptop. hahaha
Any way...spirit is calling and I am going to go an answer!
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