Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Energy Thoughts: See One Another as a Child



Hello Everyone,

Just some thoughts to share on the energy that came in with the New Moon on Monday
(ooo I loved that song by Duran Duran).  

There is much to prepare for.  The new energies (which are to be the prevalent ongoing energies) are slamming down on our planet.  Slamming seems the most appropriate word for some of us.  Those who have been on this path for sometime are finally getting their wings to fly and feel free to be themselves; while others are being hit hard because it is not a beautiful slow, subtle dance.  Many are getting hit with the energy and caught off guard—but it is only until they allow themselves  to see what is real for them and truth for them in this world of illusion—not by other people’s standards which quite often they have adopted as their own along the way.  It is time to be supportive of one another…see each other as you would see a child—we are all in learning at this time. 

As children, your actions and reactions were based in truth. You allowed your feelings to match your action: if you were sad, you cried. If you were happy, you may have danced, twirled and played eagerly, if you were angry, you often threw on a temper tantrum, but no matter way you likely freely let your feelings flow using of all your senses necessary to express what you needed to. You learned over time from the adults around you that behaving in that way was inappropriate and you began to bottle up those emotions and thoughts therefore causing such complex relationships as you got older and became adults.  Look at children and really see them—they simply live in the present moment.  They experience what is in their now.  This is what living life fully in its truest sense means.  This is what we are striving for in the “new times” ahead.   For many that may seem still quite the inappropriate way to be, but that is simply because you may have been trained/brainwashed/controlled into believing you are “supposed” to show that. (I spent a good portion of the day with a beautiful lil child yesterday and she helped me to see her side of things in essence helped me connect to what is happening to us upon the planet as we transition to authentically living as a new multidimensional human.—Thanks for the inspiration Lily!)



It is important that you know you are all regaining the ability to be like a “child” once again and express yourself fully.  The earth is transitioning rapidly and feelings are coming up to be felt and released.  The more you try not to feel them the more they will begin to show themselves to you in ways that are not comfortable and inappropriate. The only way to “cure” such things is to live authentically in your truth even if it takes time to connect and “re-learn” your truth.   It is best to be kind to yourself at this time and gentle with those around you where you once reacted to be people in how they spoke/behaved/acted  from a place of fear—see them with compassion for their behaviors could be quite surprising for them too.  Remember they too are waking up.  Where actions/behaviors may have been a coping mechanism for them, they may just now be aware of what they have been/are doing.  Keep in mind as they awaken from their slumber of illusion/numb, they are like toddlers learning to walk and they will continue to make mistakes along the way, but now they can allow themselves to learn from them rather than continually recommitting them.   Again, see them with compassion as you would a child learning to walk and navigate around  your home—does the child not “mess things up” once in awhile?    See yourselves with compassion too…because as you change you are relearning as you go as well.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Channeled Message: On Be-ing

Channeled Message from The ArchAngelic Realm of Light through EstaRa in Guilford, CT on Monday, October 15, 2012.

This message was channeled last evening right before my New Moon Meditation Teleconference.  The New Moon is a time for New Beginnings and Clearing of the Old so that the New Beginnings may happen more easily.

Dear ones,

You are on a journey to find your truth.  The truth of who you are is more magnificent than you can imagine.  During this time upon your earth we promised you there would be a great deal of change and transformation and we promised your “earth time” would speed up, has it not?  It is clearly a time for all that is to reveal itself to you through you.  Simply stated, it is time for you to see that you are God; you are being of divine love that has incarnated on this planet at this time to see that truth and to create a new reality for the inhabitants upon the earth.  We have offered you advice along the way to let go of all that no longer serves you and some of you have taken that advice while others have not.  It is not simply that one is right and another is wrong; it is simply apparent that some of you are being throttled against time in order to move and align things within yourself.  You are now here to claim your divine birthright of being the light and love that you are
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Did you know that in be-ing you are more magnificent than in do-ing?  Did you know that your light is multitudes brighter than it once was?  The shift is occurring as we communicate to you.  The shifting of your earth has been in process/progress for several years now and finally dear humans,  we wish for you to get on board so that you are not tossed about during the physical changes within the earth and your bodies. The pouring of light upon your planet is creating more changes. The more light within you the more aligned you are with your higher selves and higher purpose.  What is that purpose EstaRa is asking? (Asking on behalf of the many that ask me.)  It is simply in BE-ing the light and love of oneness.   It is simply in feeling whole and complete. 

It is emphasized that you work within yourself on a daily basis to increase the light.  We say decrease the distractions as they are no longer working for you to numb yourselves; but they are creating a disparage between your light quotient and the light quotient necessary for an easy and graceful transition into the fully multi-dimensional earth that is about to be “unearthed”. (laughter happened at the comment of "unearthed". )  The more light you pull into you, the more you upgrade your bodies the more you are able to withstand the changes that are coming in a balanced way.  The universe has set itself up to create imbalance all around you so that you will be able to easily identify that which no longer serves you and release it.  We encourage you to take notice and release it.  For when you release that which no longer serves you, you find that your creation power grows and has no limits to what magnificence you can create. We wish you to be creators of light.  And so it is.

Namaste,
We are the Angelic Realm of Light.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Inspirational Snippet: Fear

Face Your Fears even if it is one fear a minute, a day, a week or month.   You just need to begin somewhere. This energetic time that we are in is providing ample opportunity to get in touch with our greatest fears and release them for good.  Last evening I was teaching a class last week and as I often do, I had my students pull some messages for themselves.  I participated with them as I always do.  I pulled the mantra card that said:  “ I release all fears and doubt.”

Later, on my drive home, I felt for me it was more about doubt that I was experiencing regarding a few things I have been wanting and working on manifesting for some time now in my personal life. When I woke up this morning in bed, I pondered that card and felt that I got more clarity--doubt is really the same as fear.  Doubt comes from the fear of something in the past, the future or present.  I realized that in my situation, it is associated with fear that it will not happen.  Fear that the person has not changed.  Fear that I am wrong, but how can I be?  Everything in this universe is showing me beautiful truths.  It helps for me to recognize that fear and doubt are the same. 

This morning I was preparing to write a message for my facebook fanpage and was prompted to share it with all of you...

"Spend some time alone in quiet thought, clear your mind and focus upon your light and inner truth. Contemplate your truth and prioritize the dreams of your life...you will appreciate that more as you become in tune with your nature."

To me this speaks to the fears thing.  If we are never alone in quiet contemplation then we can never allow ourselves to see our inner truth, fears and doubts which are so necessary for this part of our journey.  In order to make your dreams come true, it is important to clear your mind and focus upon your light --that means clear away doubts and fears. 

My wish for you is to remove one fear a day.

Love to you,
EstaRa








Friday, October 5, 2012

Inspirational Snippet: Manifestation



A few simple steps to manifesting what you desire:
  1.  To manifest is to desire from a place of love.
  2.  Trust and have faith that the universe/God/Spirit/Source will bring it to you.
  3.  Nurture your desire with positive thoughts, intentions and energy.
  4.  Make way for what it is you desire by removing anything (habit/clutter/relationships/stress) that no longer serves you or matches that desire.
  5. Have patience and allow your desire to come to you and know that it will.

My wish for you is to manifest the life you dream of.

Love to you,
EstaRa


Twinflame Journey: Messages

So, I am working on keeping faith and the universe is definitely assisting me.  There hasn't been a clear rhythm with regard to my conversations with Twin; however, I did talk to him briefly a couple more times this week and he is so much more consciously aware when he is talking to me...I love how much he is growing...and for most his steps seem like baby steps to reunion; but to me, they are big leaps of faith he is taking.  I've been praying for assistance to keep the faith and stay in what I know to be true and my friend I spoke with last night said she often picks a card from one of her Angel Decks so I thought this morning, I shall do that too..I picked one and the card was: DIVINE TIMING.  Now if I listen to the little voice in my heart --it is telling me that everything is happening and aligning because the time is almost here.  If I get listening to my head I can easily negate that...so I am going with my heart. 

I asked Spirit to help me keep the faith and boy is that happening... and well here are some things that happened yesterday...

It was simple, but just what I needed!   I just have to share this with you...   Well , for the first time in probably several months that I have decided to go online and pick a card from this website someone had referred me to long ago and I can't believe it, but the song that played from the website is How Deep is Your Love from the Bee Gees and if you remember that is our song (mine and my twin's--well he doesn't totally know humanly--but etherically he does).  What a way to start my day with this song (haven't heard it in a long time other than having it as his ringtone on my phone which would mean he has to call me unblocked for me to hear it---It used to hurt to hear so I stopped listening to it) and oh here is the message....

"Stop worrying - everything will work out fine for you".

Then last night, before I went to bed I picked one final card from Lightworker.com/inspire..(beautiful inner child tarot cards)...this is what I pulled:

What does Spirit want me to know?

Two of Hearts

Sacred union and attraction in the feeling realm are personified by the mermaid and merman in this card. A rainbow connects and balances them. Two dolphins representing the intelligence of the universe leap over the rainbow in unison and joy. According to classical myth, the dolphin was placed among the stars as the constellation Delphinius because it played the role of matchmaker, merging the sea goddess Amphitrite with Poseidon. This card can symbolize either two people sharing love or two aspects of a person striving for unity and wholeness. Therefore, marriage, in all its forms, is associated with this card.

It is from this place of divine union that we encounter balance and integrity in the polarity of the sexes. Two in any suit attracts the potential to regulate duality. You may be sharing your heart with another at this time, one whom you feel to be a beloved mate. This spiritual partner could be an actual lover, a friend, or a higher awakening. As you meditate on the deeper meanings of this card, remember that your own heart can be a rainbow bridge of living color and light, linking you to the source of the Divine Child within and helping you heal old wounds in the heart of a loved one. 

                                             

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Inspirational Snippet: Unconditional Love

So if you read my previous entry about my Twinflame then you can understand where this fits in.  He is not the only one I have feel unconditional love for, but he is the one who with all my experiences with him (good, bad and indifferent) has taught me the most about loving someone unconditionally.  Anyway, onto today's snippet...I started the Spread Love Campaign July 2011 to help make it a global movement to spread love with chalk because it is fun, easy and really assists with intention.  However, I have since decided I want to make it more than just chalk expressions of love---(I still welcome pictures of chalk love) I want it to be a place where people can share how they are spreading love to the world and they can do it by simply posting pictures, thoughts or words on my page.  So this long story is because this morning I started to write a message on my Spread Love Campaign Page, but it is something that needs to be shared.  So here is the message I posted: 

"The only way to truly love is unconditionally. It is the most difficult truth to digest because we are in a society where it has been so ingrained in conditions for love. Try today to show someone pure, divine unconditional love and see what happens."

It is not that difficult to love someone that is easy to love like a partner or a child, but what happens when they hurt you?  Or someone mistreats you?  Is it possible to simply love a soul?  Is it possible to simply love them when they do things that you don't like, that you disapprove of?  Is it possible to love someone who has hurt your heart?  

I remember when I was younger, I was often afraid to tell people how I felt so if I did I wouldn't talk to them again because I was embarrassed or thought they wouldn't like me any longer.  The reality was that I barely told people what I felt because I didn't want to lose friends.   

It is years later and I can look back upon my life and see how much fear I lived in when I was younger.  I was afraid someone would really see me with all the bumps and bruises of being a human upon the planet earth. The truth is we all go through the same things we just may not appear that way outwardly some of us are much better at hiding it.  I realize now that in relationships you don't have to worry about all those things or for some of you who still do—you shouldn’t have to worry about those things.    In a healthy relationship (whatever the relationship is), you can say what you feel and what you think while being able to resume normal behavior.  It shouldn’t be disruptive to the flow of the relationship simply because someone wishes to say how they feel.  It is a matter of everyone feeling free to be themselves.  

I find that being able to tell people how you feel is one step toward unconditional love.  How does that figure in, you ask?  Well, if you love them unconditionally you feel free to say what you need to say and you accept whatever reaction/response you receive from them.  If there reaction is less than loving, then perhaps it is time to re-evaluate your relationship or your beliefs about it. If you are not comfortable and are disappointed with what they have to say or how they reacted that simply shows you that there is something left for you to still work on. I admit that this is probably one of the hardest things to handle especially when we have been so clearly entrenched in judgment in our society; but it always helps me to remember that someone’s reaction is based on their experiences just as my reaction is based on my experiences.  

My wish for you today is that you show unconditional love to someone today. 

Be Love,
EstaRa

Twinflame Journey: I choose to have faith today.

Good Morning World.

I haven't written about my twinflame in some time because the thing is that hey came on so strong and seemingly so ready in July and then disappeared for a month and then he called me a  month later telling me that he had been busy. The truth was he told me by the end of the conversation that he was afraid because he knows it is more.  He disappeared again, but in that time I went away to Montana which was fabulous and I will hopefully make some time to share some of my experience with you all and I avoided his calls.  You know his usual blocked hang ups.  It has been really difficult for me to see that, but you know I still have faith.  Only God knows where I get the faith from some days, but I just talked to him again this past weekend after avoiding it for as long as I could withstand it. 

I miss him.  He misses me.  I love him.  He loves me.  It should be the end of the story there, but he has so much fear.  So much fear of changing his life and leaving situations that are no longer good for him and haven't been for some time.  I can empathize with that because I had the transition time of change too many years ago, but that is just it. In these times, the universe is on his side--I was still facing an uphill battle when I did all my transformation.  Anyway, there has been a great deal of progress on his end --for many it would be just ridiculous--but to me it is huge because I know him.

Our conversation was beautiful and yet really sad.  I mean I felt such emotion with him.  He said how much he missed me and you know the truth is..I have always felt my love's sadness and pain, but it wasn't until the last few times that I felt his pain is about me. He feels pain for not being with me, he longs for me and he genuinely misses me.   Mind you, I have felt all of those things and still do.  He still seems surprised at the pull he has to be with me....yet I know there is a deep knowing inside of him.  I also humanly feel him closer to ready more than ever. I have always felt his spirit, but I have not always felt his humanself that way.  That night I went to sleep so peacefully and so peacefully the next night, but yesterday morning I woke up at 3 a.m. and this song by Train, "Driveby" kept playing in my head over and over and over.       By the way,  it didn't end there---it played in my head all day long and even last night before I went to bed and when I woke a couple times in the middle of the night.  It is funny I never listened to the lyrics and literally believed it was all about driving a car. hahaha  Well the lyrics that kept playing in my head were not anything like that: "oh I swear to you I'll be there for you. This is not a drive by."  I really feel this is from him confirming for me that he is always there and it is so much more to him than he even knows what to do with it and to affirm for me that when he goes away it is because he is scared and overwhelmed, but to know that he knows it is more.  Anyway read the lyrics on the above song and you will see what I mean..

So, yesterday I began my new mantra:  "I choose to have faith today." (I know, I know I have been working on this a long time now--but please hear me when I say that I have found faith in everything I do--it is just with the twinflame stuff I appear to struggle so I would appreciate any prayers you can send my way to buoy my faith.).  So the mantra is "I choose to have faith--faith in my twin, faith that everything is in divine and perfect order, faith that I can trust and let go, faith I can surrender to spirit.

"I choose to have faith today".