Yesterday, I was feeling my twinflame all day. As you know from yesterday's blog, I was feeling his disappointment, but even more I was feeling his nerves and his anxiety. I felt all day that I would hear from him. I didn't hear from him, but I saw that he was online. I really really want to talk to him. It takes everything inside me to not let him know I see him. It takes everything inside me to not talk with him. I just simply saw he was online and I said to his spirit, "I love you dear man and I want so badly to talk with you, but you must be fully ready to come to me."
I logged off the computer and proceeded to paint for five hours. I painted a beautiful powerful heart and I kept hearing it is "Heart on fire." Here is the painting...
It didn't stop there...I really wanted to keep my focus away from knowing he was on the computer looking for me. So I threw myself into painting. I created this painting that I like to call "The Path to My Reunion". It was the vision that I saw the day that I married my beloved in the higher dimensions. I refer you to the blog post entitled, "Divine Marriage: Illusion or Reality?". This is the path and door that I saw.
My faith is so strong this morning because I spent the whole night with my twinflame again in the etheric of course, but you have to know it is the most incredible connection to someone...it seems all so real. I often wake and don't want to open my eyes to not see him next to me. Anyway, I feel amazing today...and feel full faith on the faith-o-meter. :)
This is my soul's journey of healing, love and light. On my path, I encounter many opportunities for self healing. I only hope I can impart some wisdom to you along the way as I journey through this life.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Day 58: Faith is Still Here
Good Morning World,
I write today about my continuing journey of faith: faith is still here so too is doubt and emotion. Yesterday, I did a lovely channel about the twinflames. Our reunion is inevitable from what my guides tell me and yet I feel a little sadness this morning. I don't understand where that comes from out of nowhere and yet as I sit here and type it. I realize it is not mine. The sadness I feel is his disappointment. Last night, I had some wonderful friends over that I truly enjoyed spending time with; I hadn't seen them in some time. During their visit, I could feel my twinflame looking for me. When they left, I saw him online, but I was blocked. I wanted to talk with him so much, but I did the best I could to resist my wanting to talk with him. I am resisting because he has to come to me fully and permanently as the twinflame that he is reuniting with me. The disappointment was him feeling sad because I was not there to find him last night. I know he wants to talk to me just as much--I really don't like this waiting.
But now that I discovered this emotion I am feeling is about his disappointment, I feel better and can come back to my faith. I do believe we are so near if only he knew. I listened to Tom Lescher's Astrology Report today...and it made so much sense the energy is all about questioning everything. I actually had a conversation with a friend last night saying...what if I am crazy? What if all this stuff is ridiculous and crazy? But I have facts to prove everything that I receive so there is no disputing it. I mean I actually went through an inventory of how I know what I do (that is channeling and knowing he is my twinflame) and why. So this energy is pushing everyone's buttons...don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. The energy is only going to get more intense so grab hold everyone onto your truths and focus your energy on falling in love with you and taking care of you...you will thank me later when you see those who are not heeding that.
Off I go to start my day...
I write today about my continuing journey of faith: faith is still here so too is doubt and emotion. Yesterday, I did a lovely channel about the twinflames. Our reunion is inevitable from what my guides tell me and yet I feel a little sadness this morning. I don't understand where that comes from out of nowhere and yet as I sit here and type it. I realize it is not mine. The sadness I feel is his disappointment. Last night, I had some wonderful friends over that I truly enjoyed spending time with; I hadn't seen them in some time. During their visit, I could feel my twinflame looking for me. When they left, I saw him online, but I was blocked. I wanted to talk with him so much, but I did the best I could to resist my wanting to talk with him. I am resisting because he has to come to me fully and permanently as the twinflame that he is reuniting with me. The disappointment was him feeling sad because I was not there to find him last night. I know he wants to talk to me just as much--I really don't like this waiting.
But now that I discovered this emotion I am feeling is about his disappointment, I feel better and can come back to my faith. I do believe we are so near if only he knew. I listened to Tom Lescher's Astrology Report today...and it made so much sense the energy is all about questioning everything. I actually had a conversation with a friend last night saying...what if I am crazy? What if all this stuff is ridiculous and crazy? But I have facts to prove everything that I receive so there is no disputing it. I mean I actually went through an inventory of how I know what I do (that is channeling and knowing he is my twinflame) and why. So this energy is pushing everyone's buttons...don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. The energy is only going to get more intense so grab hold everyone onto your truths and focus your energy on falling in love with you and taking care of you...you will thank me later when you see those who are not heeding that.
Off I go to start my day...
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Channeled Message: Dance of Life, Balance & Twinflames
The day that I started to write this post, I had just turned forty and my writing started to take off on a tangent and then I realized there was much more that I needed to say so I am happy to say that this message comes to you today with love, honor and respect from my Guides, the Arcturian Masters of Light, the Archangelic League of Light in Council to the Twinflames and me. It is a bit of a read, but I promise it is worthwhile.
It all started with a thought: Since when did living become a chore? Since when is to live upon earth supposed to be you get up, you go to work, you make enough money to pay your bills and then you go to bed and do it all over again. There may be some alternate options, such as you get married (because you don't want to be alone and isn't that the ultimate goal is to not be alone? At least I have seen many succumb to it or stay in it to avoid being alone. If one gets really truthful with themselves they would see it too!) and get up, go to work, make enough money to pay your bills, support your family and do it all over again. Or a third scenario: you get married, you get up, you go to work, you make more than enough money to pay your bills so that you can have all the luxuries in life. I know I may be oversimplifying it, but really am I? Is this not what appears to be the status quo for so many?
When you think of life this way, you really can see why people are lost and unsure of what to do next. They are living someone else's story, not their own. The story was told to them by their parents, relatives and friends who learned the story from their parents, relatives and friends. I may not be living that life now, but I understand it well because I lived like that too
But did you ever wonder where they got it from? It came from somewhere, right? It definitely did not come from within. It came from without, perhaps with the advent of Hollywood? Depiction of what one human’s perspective/opinion as the perfect life? –Masters of Light
I remember when I was a teen in high school I took a Current Issues class and at the time the big conflict was Lebanon. (Isn't there always a big political problem in our world? If it is not one country it is another.
World Conflict is a way to focus you each outside of yourselves to keep you away from finding out the secrets of life—simply put you carry the secrets of life inside of you. To teach that, there would be no form of controlling humanity to one human’s perspective of what should be.—Masters of Light
I find that a conflict is often created to support someone's political agenda one person’s perspective that gets fueled by many following by using people's religion, values or ideology to blame on the "conflict", but I digress I’m not here to talk politics, but here to talk about what I discovered in my life so that you could hopefully discover something in your life too.)
This Current Issues class intrigued me so much--I just couldn't understand why people couldn't just get along and accept one another for who they were regardless of everything else. It prompted me to go into school for Political Science. I had the idea that somehow I could change the world by way of the system because of course back then I saw only what I was being programmed to see as a way to change the world. I do believe when America was founded there was much more foresight into changing everything in the world to make it a better place, but somewhere along the way that was lost and we got what we have today. I remember when I was in college and dating, I had several men say to me, what are you going to school for? I would say Political Science and they would say...."Oh an M.R.S. degree?" I had no idea what they meant until one day someone explained it to me; that the only reason a woman would take such a degree was to find a husband and become a MRS. Really? That experience is pure truth as difficult as it is to believe, but that is how people thought. It was hard for me to think that way because I was idealistic and really believed I would change the world. But unfortunately, I was a woman in a male dominated world and that was never going to happen as far as they were concerned.
Being thrown into the world of politics I saw women stop being women (I simply mean they gave up their softer, more intuitive side to fit in) so that they would be taken seriously. They left their hearts and got more into their heads and based decisions more on what was tangible rather than intuitive. (No that pattern didn’t start when I was in school—it started well before; it just became more prominent.) While I was in politics, I saw that all the change the feminine energy could bring to a very masculine government could never happen when women started to take on the role of being masculine energy. The thing that could change our world was the balance of energy, but if women gave up their feminine energy; valuing the ego mind more than their natural inclination toward intuition, then the changes could never occur so instead we got more of the same or worse---we got a world in extremes.
The more I was in that world, the more I saw that it was near impossible for some women; especially sensitive women like me. I couldn’t handle quieting my beautiful gifts of intuition so I got physically ill. Other women, I saw succumb to the marriage and family thing not necessarily for love, but because that is what they are supposed to do. I mean if a woman was going to college to find a husband; shouldn’t that be what she did ? Hmmm…makes my pairing up theory (that I recently discovered) sound like it has some weight to it. The emphasis is not on love. Instead it is to make ends meet with the hopes of not being alone and; hey, you are lucky if you like the person you are with, but that is not the requirement--no of course not...the requirement is that the husband bring home the money and work himself nearly to death doing so as long as he has a home, car, family that looks good to the outside world; he has it all. As a woman the requirement is just as bad--as long as she looks like the models in magazines and in the movies (not that that is ever truly possible because what the media fails to divulge to people is that they do a lot of things with technology to make even the models and actresses look a certain unattainable way), become holly homemaker oh and look like you love being a mother even when you are struggling to like yourself. Okay so that may be a bit oversimplified again, but hey we are in 2012 and things have changed; right?
We may be in 2012, but I do I think people are more confused than they ever been were because those two roles I described from the early 1990's have shifted up a bit. Now the men are getting more sensitive with the arrival of the feminine energy on the planet so they are embarking on new territory unsure of what that all means. The women are being called back into their power in a more comfortable way; but everyone is still unhappy. Why? Because everyone is still looking outside themselves for their answers. Even in the holistic arena, where finding yourself should be the main thing on the menu; it isn’t necessarily. It is cool to be spiritual now, to eat healthy now...great if it is capturing people's attention in a healthy way to discover who they are, but being spiritual shouldn't be about a money making opportunity with new clothing, commercialized belief systems; it should be about developing oneself to live in a world that is evolving past what used to be. Oh sure there are many people marketing their stuff, but are they truly called to assist the people of the earth or is it just another ploy to keep people stuck?
Dear ones, pay attention to what things feel like to you, use your discernment for many times humanity has been stuck in the extremes. Humans have a way of turning everything into a distraction so as to keep them from looking within themselves.—Masters of Light
As the feminine energy keeps pouring into the planet, much is occurring. Men are losing their footing and their power centers are off balance for their roles are changing. Women are gaining their footing and power, but their power centers are off balance as well as they begin to lean towards excluding the men; therefore, the male energy. Unfortunately, in that way, it is becoming an extreme for many.
The purpose of the outpouring of feminine energy from above to the earth at this time is to bring about a balance that has been lacking upon the earth. –Masters of Light
As I started rereading my writing from a couple of weeks ago my guides started to clarify things for me which is why you are receiving such a long article from me. This brings me to my new mission upon earth as I know my current mission is nearing completion. The reunion of my twinflame and me is imminent as I am told by my guides because it is necessary at this time.
The mission of the twinflames is far greater than humans can imagine. Only the twinflame energy will carry with it the balance that is so necessary for humanity to go forward and live during these times. The shifting that will occur as a result of the reunions of the twinflames will assist humanity in the transformation of energy from one of extreme to one of balance. This rebalancing needs to occur in order to create an earth in which love will transform the earth to a place that all inhabitants can live upon peacefully.
With the advent of the Spring Equinox, the twinflame reunions will commence. As that happens, twinflames strategically placed around the planet will reunite one after another bringing about the balance of male and female energies. At this time, the reunions are necessary to shift humanity's consciousness from the extremes of planetary imbalance of an all masculine energy or of an all feminine energy. The twinflame reunions will signify the ultimate balance of divine feminine and masculine energies. Upon the lighting up of the planet through the love of the twinflames, each individual human will be reset in their own masculine and feminine energy creating an inner merge of the male/female in each human upon the earth. This is necessary in order to create upon the new fifth dimensional earth--Archangelic League of Light in Council to the Twinflames
A little clarification on the above information about twinflames: Twinflames are truly one half of the other: one twin carries the male energy and the other carries the female energy and with their reunion they become a balance of both energies and become one. Not everyone on the planet at this time has a twinflame incarnated to reunite with them. It is not the path for every soul this time around; however, it is the path for some. The reunion of twinflames is a mission that was written before this earthly incarnation for when the soul is closest to finishing their “work” and ready to go “home” that is when the twinflame contract is brought forward to completion. To be on this path of twinflames involves more than just connecting with a love; there is work to be carried out prior to the reunion and after the reunion as a twinflame. The work involves assisting humanity.
As twinflames reunite, it shifts the energy for the entire planet in terms of human relationships with another. Humans will begin to see another through the eyes of love. They will find that their connections with another come from their heart center and they will find their true soulmates. This will and has created chaos for some as they begin to separate from relationships that are not heart centered. –Archangelic League of Light in Council to the Twinflames
Those people who are not on the twinflame path will still be impacted by the reunification energy as they will have a similar internal reunion of the male and female energies within them. There are far less twin flames incarnated to reunite upon the earth than most people will believe. However, with the internal rebalancing that is occurring for all humans, the potential and possibility of having that soulmate love come your way is far greater than ever before. The only thing that is necessary for you to embark upon that journey is to live from a place of love.
Finally, the roles of humanity are changing and there are several things that need to be learned for one to survive not just succeed in the energetic shifts occurring. Are you ready for the changes? The future is not about how much money you make, the future is not about what you look like, the future is not about what you do; the future is about you truly being you as you are. There are no pretenses and there are no expectations. There is only love.
It all started with a thought: Since when did living become a chore? Since when is to live upon earth supposed to be you get up, you go to work, you make enough money to pay your bills and then you go to bed and do it all over again. There may be some alternate options, such as you get married (because you don't want to be alone and isn't that the ultimate goal is to not be alone? At least I have seen many succumb to it or stay in it to avoid being alone. If one gets really truthful with themselves they would see it too!) and get up, go to work, make enough money to pay your bills, support your family and do it all over again. Or a third scenario: you get married, you get up, you go to work, you make more than enough money to pay your bills so that you can have all the luxuries in life. I know I may be oversimplifying it, but really am I? Is this not what appears to be the status quo for so many?
When you think of life this way, you really can see why people are lost and unsure of what to do next. They are living someone else's story, not their own. The story was told to them by their parents, relatives and friends who learned the story from their parents, relatives and friends. I may not be living that life now, but I understand it well because I lived like that too
But did you ever wonder where they got it from? It came from somewhere, right? It definitely did not come from within. It came from without, perhaps with the advent of Hollywood? Depiction of what one human’s perspective/opinion as the perfect life? –Masters of Light
I remember when I was a teen in high school I took a Current Issues class and at the time the big conflict was Lebanon. (Isn't there always a big political problem in our world? If it is not one country it is another.
World Conflict is a way to focus you each outside of yourselves to keep you away from finding out the secrets of life—simply put you carry the secrets of life inside of you. To teach that, there would be no form of controlling humanity to one human’s perspective of what should be.—Masters of Light
I find that a conflict is often created to support someone's political agenda one person’s perspective that gets fueled by many following by using people's religion, values or ideology to blame on the "conflict", but I digress I’m not here to talk politics, but here to talk about what I discovered in my life so that you could hopefully discover something in your life too.)
This Current Issues class intrigued me so much--I just couldn't understand why people couldn't just get along and accept one another for who they were regardless of everything else. It prompted me to go into school for Political Science. I had the idea that somehow I could change the world by way of the system because of course back then I saw only what I was being programmed to see as a way to change the world. I do believe when America was founded there was much more foresight into changing everything in the world to make it a better place, but somewhere along the way that was lost and we got what we have today. I remember when I was in college and dating, I had several men say to me, what are you going to school for? I would say Political Science and they would say...."Oh an M.R.S. degree?" I had no idea what they meant until one day someone explained it to me; that the only reason a woman would take such a degree was to find a husband and become a MRS. Really? That experience is pure truth as difficult as it is to believe, but that is how people thought. It was hard for me to think that way because I was idealistic and really believed I would change the world. But unfortunately, I was a woman in a male dominated world and that was never going to happen as far as they were concerned.
Being thrown into the world of politics I saw women stop being women (I simply mean they gave up their softer, more intuitive side to fit in) so that they would be taken seriously. They left their hearts and got more into their heads and based decisions more on what was tangible rather than intuitive. (No that pattern didn’t start when I was in school—it started well before; it just became more prominent.) While I was in politics, I saw that all the change the feminine energy could bring to a very masculine government could never happen when women started to take on the role of being masculine energy. The thing that could change our world was the balance of energy, but if women gave up their feminine energy; valuing the ego mind more than their natural inclination toward intuition, then the changes could never occur so instead we got more of the same or worse---we got a world in extremes.
The more I was in that world, the more I saw that it was near impossible for some women; especially sensitive women like me. I couldn’t handle quieting my beautiful gifts of intuition so I got physically ill. Other women, I saw succumb to the marriage and family thing not necessarily for love, but because that is what they are supposed to do. I mean if a woman was going to college to find a husband; shouldn’t that be what she did ? Hmmm…makes my pairing up theory (that I recently discovered) sound like it has some weight to it. The emphasis is not on love. Instead it is to make ends meet with the hopes of not being alone and; hey, you are lucky if you like the person you are with, but that is not the requirement--no of course not...the requirement is that the husband bring home the money and work himself nearly to death doing so as long as he has a home, car, family that looks good to the outside world; he has it all. As a woman the requirement is just as bad--as long as she looks like the models in magazines and in the movies (not that that is ever truly possible because what the media fails to divulge to people is that they do a lot of things with technology to make even the models and actresses look a certain unattainable way), become holly homemaker oh and look like you love being a mother even when you are struggling to like yourself. Okay so that may be a bit oversimplified again, but hey we are in 2012 and things have changed; right?
We may be in 2012, but I do I think people are more confused than they ever been were because those two roles I described from the early 1990's have shifted up a bit. Now the men are getting more sensitive with the arrival of the feminine energy on the planet so they are embarking on new territory unsure of what that all means. The women are being called back into their power in a more comfortable way; but everyone is still unhappy. Why? Because everyone is still looking outside themselves for their answers. Even in the holistic arena, where finding yourself should be the main thing on the menu; it isn’t necessarily. It is cool to be spiritual now, to eat healthy now...great if it is capturing people's attention in a healthy way to discover who they are, but being spiritual shouldn't be about a money making opportunity with new clothing, commercialized belief systems; it should be about developing oneself to live in a world that is evolving past what used to be. Oh sure there are many people marketing their stuff, but are they truly called to assist the people of the earth or is it just another ploy to keep people stuck?
Dear ones, pay attention to what things feel like to you, use your discernment for many times humanity has been stuck in the extremes. Humans have a way of turning everything into a distraction so as to keep them from looking within themselves.—Masters of Light
As the feminine energy keeps pouring into the planet, much is occurring. Men are losing their footing and their power centers are off balance for their roles are changing. Women are gaining their footing and power, but their power centers are off balance as well as they begin to lean towards excluding the men; therefore, the male energy. Unfortunately, in that way, it is becoming an extreme for many.
The purpose of the outpouring of feminine energy from above to the earth at this time is to bring about a balance that has been lacking upon the earth. –Masters of Light
As I started rereading my writing from a couple of weeks ago my guides started to clarify things for me which is why you are receiving such a long article from me. This brings me to my new mission upon earth as I know my current mission is nearing completion. The reunion of my twinflame and me is imminent as I am told by my guides because it is necessary at this time.
The mission of the twinflames is far greater than humans can imagine. Only the twinflame energy will carry with it the balance that is so necessary for humanity to go forward and live during these times. The shifting that will occur as a result of the reunions of the twinflames will assist humanity in the transformation of energy from one of extreme to one of balance. This rebalancing needs to occur in order to create an earth in which love will transform the earth to a place that all inhabitants can live upon peacefully.
With the advent of the Spring Equinox, the twinflame reunions will commence. As that happens, twinflames strategically placed around the planet will reunite one after another bringing about the balance of male and female energies. At this time, the reunions are necessary to shift humanity's consciousness from the extremes of planetary imbalance of an all masculine energy or of an all feminine energy. The twinflame reunions will signify the ultimate balance of divine feminine and masculine energies. Upon the lighting up of the planet through the love of the twinflames, each individual human will be reset in their own masculine and feminine energy creating an inner merge of the male/female in each human upon the earth. This is necessary in order to create upon the new fifth dimensional earth--Archangelic League of Light in Council to the Twinflames
A little clarification on the above information about twinflames: Twinflames are truly one half of the other: one twin carries the male energy and the other carries the female energy and with their reunion they become a balance of both energies and become one. Not everyone on the planet at this time has a twinflame incarnated to reunite with them. It is not the path for every soul this time around; however, it is the path for some. The reunion of twinflames is a mission that was written before this earthly incarnation for when the soul is closest to finishing their “work” and ready to go “home” that is when the twinflame contract is brought forward to completion. To be on this path of twinflames involves more than just connecting with a love; there is work to be carried out prior to the reunion and after the reunion as a twinflame. The work involves assisting humanity.
As twinflames reunite, it shifts the energy for the entire planet in terms of human relationships with another. Humans will begin to see another through the eyes of love. They will find that their connections with another come from their heart center and they will find their true soulmates. This will and has created chaos for some as they begin to separate from relationships that are not heart centered. –Archangelic League of Light in Council to the Twinflames
Those people who are not on the twinflame path will still be impacted by the reunification energy as they will have a similar internal reunion of the male and female energies within them. There are far less twin flames incarnated to reunite upon the earth than most people will believe. However, with the internal rebalancing that is occurring for all humans, the potential and possibility of having that soulmate love come your way is far greater than ever before. The only thing that is necessary for you to embark upon that journey is to live from a place of love.
Finally, the roles of humanity are changing and there are several things that need to be learned for one to survive not just succeed in the energetic shifts occurring. Are you ready for the changes? The future is not about how much money you make, the future is not about what you look like, the future is not about what you do; the future is about you truly being you as you are. There are no pretenses and there are no expectations. There is only love.
On Turning 40
I started this blog post, a couple of weeks ago when I turned 40 so forgive the reference to me turning 40, but it will give you perspective. I started writing this as a twinflame post, but it turned out to be more of a Masculine and Feminine Energy Message, but then I decided to split the message in two because my guides had their input as well...hopefully you will read this one and the one entitled: Channeled Message: Dance of Life, Balance & Twinflames
Yeesterday, I turned 40. Hard to believe that is my age. When I was in my 20's I looked so much older than I do now. I remember when I was 25 I went to the casino with my friends who were in their 30's at the time; they were carded, but I wasn't. I couldn't believe it. Apparently, I looked pretty old and when I look back at those pictures during that time period, I looked really unhappy. So much has changed for me in the last 15 years. To even say, fifteen years is weird for me because it sounds so long ago, but it feels more like a blink of the eye.
I went through a lot of emotion yesterday morning not because I was turning 40. I had a few people say it is only a number, but they really didn't get it. It isn't that I am 40 that I cried. I cried because at 26 to 28, I knew that if I didn't change my life I was living that I would be dead before I was 40. It had more to do with me not living my life and just doing my daily routine that I was "supposed to do". Since when did living become a chore? Anyway, those of you who have known me a long time know my story of how sick I was on a daily basis. I truly believe that if I didn’t change my life I would be here now so I am so grateful to be alive in 2012. I am so grateful for the opportunities life has given to me; even if I don’t appreciate them as they come until much later when the dust has settled.
Yeesterday, I turned 40. Hard to believe that is my age. When I was in my 20's I looked so much older than I do now. I remember when I was 25 I went to the casino with my friends who were in their 30's at the time; they were carded, but I wasn't. I couldn't believe it. Apparently, I looked pretty old and when I look back at those pictures during that time period, I looked really unhappy. So much has changed for me in the last 15 years. To even say, fifteen years is weird for me because it sounds so long ago, but it feels more like a blink of the eye.
I went through a lot of emotion yesterday morning not because I was turning 40. I had a few people say it is only a number, but they really didn't get it. It isn't that I am 40 that I cried. I cried because at 26 to 28, I knew that if I didn't change my life I was living that I would be dead before I was 40. It had more to do with me not living my life and just doing my daily routine that I was "supposed to do". Since when did living become a chore? Anyway, those of you who have known me a long time know my story of how sick I was on a daily basis. I truly believe that if I didn’t change my life I would be here now so I am so grateful to be alive in 2012. I am so grateful for the opportunities life has given to me; even if I don’t appreciate them as they come until much later when the dust has settled.
Day 57: It all moves into place
Good Morning World,
Yes it appears that I have been MIA for the last few days. I have been meaning to write each morning I started a blog post and then something took me away from the computer. I ended up starting it and not finishing it. Of course, I had good reason...nature was calling me to go outside and enjoy the weather so I did. I went to the beach Saturday, Sunday and Monday and boy it was a great thing for me to do. It felt refreshing and relaxing. A necessary. Anyway, I digress this is supposed to be about my twinflame. It is day 57--the number year my twinflame was born. So I am on day 57 of my journey and I was like yay I am almost finished and my guides so poignantly, through a friend, reminded me that I did not write for 60 days--perhaps I lived the 60 days, but I did not everyone of them so I must continue to have 60 days of writing.
While my twinflame may not be reading this humanly (or perhaps he is), he feels my words and hears them inside of him. Hence why it is so important for me to keep the faith and continue this writing so he could feel it and give him fuel to keep pushing forward with the changes he is contemplating. So, I just took a look at my blog and realize that the number of days I did not write was 24 days so I am extending my writing for keeping the faith with my twin for 24 more posts.
So I truly realized that I need to continue to write when the other day, I was guided to a book and my guides told me to read it out loud. I was told that as I read it, my twin was picking it up in his vibration. He may not be completely aware of it humanly, but he is picking it up and it is having an impact on him. That is amazing to me, but then again why not? I mean we are one and what is in my vibration is often in his vibration too.
So I am sitting outside watching the birds in my backyard and listening to their song. I just heard as a cardinal sang loudly over and over a call to its partner. It was a beautiful red cardinal and I watched as the other cardinal (not a red one) came to answer the call. As the other cardinal arrived, the red one jumped to another branch. It was like, "oh look you came? Now, I'm going." It felt like the dance that humans do in relationships. I wonder if the birds are mimicking us or if we are mimicking them? ( Anyway, I digress, I just love sitting outdoors. I must say I do need to get a lawn chair that I can put out here because this carrying my treatment room chair in and out is getting old. Anyone have a lawn chair that they are getting rid of ? It can't be heavy or ugly because when it is not outside it will be in my bedroom...if so let me know.)
My guides inform me that as of the Spring Equinox all will begin...the twinflames will move into place and begin to reunite...I feel this so much inside of me--it truly resonates especially in the last several days and today included. Bring it on I tell you ...bring it on...
Yes it appears that I have been MIA for the last few days. I have been meaning to write each morning I started a blog post and then something took me away from the computer. I ended up starting it and not finishing it. Of course, I had good reason...nature was calling me to go outside and enjoy the weather so I did. I went to the beach Saturday, Sunday and Monday and boy it was a great thing for me to do. It felt refreshing and relaxing. A necessary. Anyway, I digress this is supposed to be about my twinflame. It is day 57--the number year my twinflame was born. So I am on day 57 of my journey and I was like yay I am almost finished and my guides so poignantly, through a friend, reminded me that I did not write for 60 days--perhaps I lived the 60 days, but I did not everyone of them so I must continue to have 60 days of writing.
While my twinflame may not be reading this humanly (or perhaps he is), he feels my words and hears them inside of him. Hence why it is so important for me to keep the faith and continue this writing so he could feel it and give him fuel to keep pushing forward with the changes he is contemplating. So, I just took a look at my blog and realize that the number of days I did not write was 24 days so I am extending my writing for keeping the faith with my twin for 24 more posts.
So I truly realized that I need to continue to write when the other day, I was guided to a book and my guides told me to read it out loud. I was told that as I read it, my twin was picking it up in his vibration. He may not be completely aware of it humanly, but he is picking it up and it is having an impact on him. That is amazing to me, but then again why not? I mean we are one and what is in my vibration is often in his vibration too.
So I am sitting outside watching the birds in my backyard and listening to their song. I just heard as a cardinal sang loudly over and over a call to its partner. It was a beautiful red cardinal and I watched as the other cardinal (not a red one) came to answer the call. As the other cardinal arrived, the red one jumped to another branch. It was like, "oh look you came? Now, I'm going." It felt like the dance that humans do in relationships. I wonder if the birds are mimicking us or if we are mimicking them? ( Anyway, I digress, I just love sitting outdoors. I must say I do need to get a lawn chair that I can put out here because this carrying my treatment room chair in and out is getting old. Anyone have a lawn chair that they are getting rid of ? It can't be heavy or ugly because when it is not outside it will be in my bedroom...if so let me know.)
My guides inform me that as of the Spring Equinox all will begin...the twinflames will move into place and begin to reunite...I feel this so much inside of me--it truly resonates especially in the last several days and today included. Bring it on I tell you ...bring it on...
Monday, March 12, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: Listen to Your Heart
My guidance this morning is to share a message with each of you…the message that I shared on Facebook as the message of today…I only share these when I am prompted to, so if you want to know what the message of the day is you may want to become a fan on the Soul Star Healing Fan Page on facebook (it is usually 3-5 sentences long). Often my snippets are different and like this one more expanded than a 3-5 sentence message.
On to the message I wish to share. I woke up this morning and I thought to myself, what is missing for people? Why do I meet so many people and know so many people who care what other’s think and care even more to remain where they are in life and not strive for what they truly desire? The higher my vibration gets the more information I receive from people even in a five minute conversation and it can be quite overwhelming really. I feel their longings and their discomfort in life even if they are not aware. So I asked my guides what can I share with people today and this was the message:
Today's message is: Listen to your heart. You are being pulled to the longings and callings of your heart. It is time to let go of anything and everything that does not resonate with your heart. How do you know you ask? Your first reaction is like one of a child's nature-- It feels right and limitless in the possibilities because it is fueled by love. ...the second reaction is from your mind not your heart because it sets limits in your old belief system.
The message to me is loud and clear. How many people just live their life day to day not really “feeling alive”. You know what I mean when I say not feeling alive. I mean really not enjoying their moments day to day. I find that I really enjoy my own company more than I ever have because I do feel alive. However, it is nice now and again to be with friends who are likeminded or are supportive of me in the way I think, feel and love. I say that last sentence because I know that I live differently than many of my friends, but I also know that they know I live in my heart. Living in my heart is more important to me than being right, looking right or fitting in. It is more enjoyable to just be me than strive to fit someone else’s ideas of what me is or should be. That is what many people get lost in doing(fitting someone else’s ideas of what is or should be)—sure they think it is their own beliefs, but really if they investigate their beliefs they may discover how they are really familial beliefs or societal beliefs. This brings me to my guides messages of Listen to your heart. It speaks to you every minute of every day…it is the language of your soul and it speaks softly. Too often it does not get heard for the words are drowned out by noise and loud chatter from external sources. Your heart always has something to tell you if you tune in to listen. You will recognize it when you begin to listen to it and feel that child-like sense of wonder that has so gotten lost by the restrictions you have placed upon yourself.
My wish for you today is to listen to your heart’s guidance. Hear your heart speak to you in your day today by way of how it feels to do or not do something. Your heart is waiting for you to heed the call. Will you listen to it? Or will you silent it by obligations and expectations?
Be in Love,
EstaRa
On to the message I wish to share. I woke up this morning and I thought to myself, what is missing for people? Why do I meet so many people and know so many people who care what other’s think and care even more to remain where they are in life and not strive for what they truly desire? The higher my vibration gets the more information I receive from people even in a five minute conversation and it can be quite overwhelming really. I feel their longings and their discomfort in life even if they are not aware. So I asked my guides what can I share with people today and this was the message:
Today's message is: Listen to your heart. You are being pulled to the longings and callings of your heart. It is time to let go of anything and everything that does not resonate with your heart. How do you know you ask? Your first reaction is like one of a child's nature-- It feels right and limitless in the possibilities because it is fueled by love. ...the second reaction is from your mind not your heart because it sets limits in your old belief system.
The message to me is loud and clear. How many people just live their life day to day not really “feeling alive”. You know what I mean when I say not feeling alive. I mean really not enjoying their moments day to day. I find that I really enjoy my own company more than I ever have because I do feel alive. However, it is nice now and again to be with friends who are likeminded or are supportive of me in the way I think, feel and love. I say that last sentence because I know that I live differently than many of my friends, but I also know that they know I live in my heart. Living in my heart is more important to me than being right, looking right or fitting in. It is more enjoyable to just be me than strive to fit someone else’s ideas of what me is or should be. That is what many people get lost in doing(fitting someone else’s ideas of what is or should be)—sure they think it is their own beliefs, but really if they investigate their beliefs they may discover how they are really familial beliefs or societal beliefs. This brings me to my guides messages of Listen to your heart. It speaks to you every minute of every day…it is the language of your soul and it speaks softly. Too often it does not get heard for the words are drowned out by noise and loud chatter from external sources. Your heart always has something to tell you if you tune in to listen. You will recognize it when you begin to listen to it and feel that child-like sense of wonder that has so gotten lost by the restrictions you have placed upon yourself.
My wish for you today is to listen to your heart’s guidance. Hear your heart speak to you in your day today by way of how it feels to do or not do something. Your heart is waiting for you to heed the call. Will you listen to it? Or will you silent it by obligations and expectations?
Be in Love,
EstaRa
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Day 53: Fly To Me
This morning I am writing a mini-post for my Angels keep reminding me that it is necessary for me to do this. Yesterday, was a long day. I felt when I woke up I would hear from my twinflame and I did. He pulled his famous call and hang up on me. It has become a comfort for me now to get a call and hang up from him. It makes me realize that he is thinking of me and longs for me just as I long for him. I used to get so frustrated when he would call and hang up on me because quite honestly he would do it several times in a row and drive me crazy never allowing me to answer it. But now there is a comfort in it and I suppose there has always been a comfort in it for him too. I love you my dearest man.
Anyway, I woke up this morning with the following song in my head. It speaks deeply to my soul because I believe it is him, my beloved twinflame discovering he is free to love, he doesn't have all the answers, but he knows now what he is looking for. You are free...fly to me...my love...fly to me...
Anyway, I woke up this morning with the following song in my head. It speaks deeply to my soul because I believe it is him, my beloved twinflame discovering he is free to love, he doesn't have all the answers, but he knows now what he is looking for. You are free...fly to me...my love...fly to me...
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