Good Morning World.
It is a new day today and one day away from my official birthday. I am excited I will be spending it with friends; they truly are my family and I am grateful for each and everyone of them. They mean so much to me; however, I have to admit that I wish my twinflame would be in attendance. Perhaps he can make it up to me when he does finally arrive fully in my life.
So last night, I awoke minutes after he emailed. I didn't know that until this morning at 3:33 when I awoke, but I didn't respond until I finally laid back in bed and couldn't fall back to sleep. He asked how I was and my response as silly as it is the truth. "Missing you. Raise your hand if you miss me too." I know it is random, but I have to go with my heart. I really wanted to say run to me now...I love you, but that, well that might just scare him away enough to set us back a few steps. So instead, I said what I felt at that moment.
Anyway, about 3:33 this morning, I woke up to the song by Katy Perry called, "Last Friday Night". This is probably the third or fourth time in the last few weeks that I have heard it in my head. I have heard it on the radio probably once if that. The first time I saw the lyrics I was like not sure what you are trying to tell me. But this morning I looked up the lyrics and it struck me differently, I get it. I get what he is trying to tell me. I am posting the youtube up with lyrics, but he truth is that Katy Perry sings it as it is a happy time especially when the words are TGIF. However, I believe my twin is awake to the fact that this is not what he wants to be doing anymore --living the same life every Friday night, every day really, every week. He is ready for something different. I hope now that I got the message it is now out of my head. Oy you have no idea what that song sounds like in my head.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: See Your Truth
I was prompted by my guides to share today's Soul Star Healing facebook message to the children of earth and expand a bit upon it.
“Today's message: Everyone has the ability to see beyond the human eye, but not everyone chooses to access it. There has never been a better time to truly see. Dear ones to truly see means seeing the truth in you and the world around you. Are you ready to see with clearer eyes? We want you to know that you can now.”
Everyone often wonders, how can I access my intuition? How can I develop it? EstaRa I want to be like you or be you. (I do appreciate that many people see value in me and my work; however, please do not choose to be me...please choose to be a more aware, healed version of you—that is what I did.)
The quickest easiest way to access your intuition and maintain that is to work on yourself. Using my guides message from above. See your truth. Not the truth that you wish to share with the world because it is good or makes you look good. See the truth in you that many do not know and really get real with yourself. It is time to look at all the untruths you have been living and seek to understand why? Seek to know what makes you "tick" so to speak. I promise you that it is worth the journey. Believe me, I didn't wake up one day and say wow I am psychic. Like you I came to Earth knowing that I was special, but growing up and being bombarded by other people's ideas of what is good, true and acceptable shut me down. The only thing that ever helped me to wake up was to look at my life and get serious about changing it. I needed to truly look at me “naked in the mirror of life” so to speak to see all of me and understand why I was holding onto the lessons and choosing to not learn them or better choosing to not see them. For starters, I had to see the responsibility I had for what I brought into my life and the responsibility I had to change my life. Once I was able to see me and my life more clearly, I saw that everything became changeable. Look inside you before you try to help others because I promise once you see you and your life more clearly; then you can see everything and everyone more clearly.
It may seem mystical , magical and unattainable to develop your gift of intuition, but dear ones it is a gift that each and every one of you have. The magic is when you stop listening to world outside bombarding you with ideas of what is good, true and acceptable and you start listening to the voice inside of you. Unfortunately during this time, there are many people jumping on the bandwagon of the new age—it is cool to be psychic or a healer (and many ego-based people think oooh there is money in it –not true if you are really called to do your work—yes you live abundantly, but it isn’t the money that makes you abundant), but you must use your discernment. Remember everything is an energy exchange, for if someone is not living the way they speak then they are energetically transferring that “way of living” to you too.
My wish for you today is to see your truth.
Love to you,
EstaRa
“Today's message: Everyone has the ability to see beyond the human eye, but not everyone chooses to access it. There has never been a better time to truly see. Dear ones to truly see means seeing the truth in you and the world around you. Are you ready to see with clearer eyes? We want you to know that you can now.”
Everyone often wonders, how can I access my intuition? How can I develop it? EstaRa I want to be like you or be you. (I do appreciate that many people see value in me and my work; however, please do not choose to be me...please choose to be a more aware, healed version of you—that is what I did.)
The quickest easiest way to access your intuition and maintain that is to work on yourself. Using my guides message from above. See your truth. Not the truth that you wish to share with the world because it is good or makes you look good. See the truth in you that many do not know and really get real with yourself. It is time to look at all the untruths you have been living and seek to understand why? Seek to know what makes you "tick" so to speak. I promise you that it is worth the journey. Believe me, I didn't wake up one day and say wow I am psychic. Like you I came to Earth knowing that I was special, but growing up and being bombarded by other people's ideas of what is good, true and acceptable shut me down. The only thing that ever helped me to wake up was to look at my life and get serious about changing it. I needed to truly look at me “naked in the mirror of life” so to speak to see all of me and understand why I was holding onto the lessons and choosing to not learn them or better choosing to not see them. For starters, I had to see the responsibility I had for what I brought into my life and the responsibility I had to change my life. Once I was able to see me and my life more clearly, I saw that everything became changeable. Look inside you before you try to help others because I promise once you see you and your life more clearly; then you can see everything and everyone more clearly.
It may seem mystical , magical and unattainable to develop your gift of intuition, but dear ones it is a gift that each and every one of you have. The magic is when you stop listening to world outside bombarding you with ideas of what is good, true and acceptable and you start listening to the voice inside of you. Unfortunately during this time, there are many people jumping on the bandwagon of the new age—it is cool to be psychic or a healer (and many ego-based people think oooh there is money in it –not true if you are really called to do your work—yes you live abundantly, but it isn’t the money that makes you abundant), but you must use your discernment. Remember everything is an energy exchange, for if someone is not living the way they speak then they are energetically transferring that “way of living” to you too.
My wish for you today is to see your truth.
Love to you,
EstaRa
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Day 41: In the Arms of My Beloved
I have been resisting writing of late. It is amazing when I write I do come alive and I discover that is one source of renewing myself (besides my twinflame connection). I have been going through so much in the last week in terms of feeling exhausted and just really drained. As I step back and look at it, what I do know to be true is that it has a lot to do with my vibration. I am such a high vibrational being that the exhaustion I am experiencing is how the chaos of humanity at this time is affecting me. I am so impacted by the energy of others hence my sensitivity. It used to be I would pick up on other people's stuff and it would impact my thoughts and feelings in a negative way(I guess you can say I jumped on the bandwagon of their thinking--often not knowing or realizing it, but over the last several years I realized it and learned to not take it on). The difference now is that behavior from others (negative thinking and feelings being thrown out all over the place in the world right now) doesn't affect me the same; instead it is causing my energy to become drained and exhausted.
Anyway, I preface my twin stuff with the above information so that you understand where I am coming from. Much has happened and not happened on the twinfront so here we go in playing a bit of catchup with you all. On my way home last week from doing readings at a Mardi Gras event, (been doing them for the last four years, it used to be fun because I get to dress up like a gypsy, but this time the people's energy was pretty heavy.) I was talking with a friend on the phone and this energy just came over me. I knew it was him. I knew it was my twinflame. When I arrived home, I went to my computer and it confirmed for me it was him, I saw him online. I was blocked so he didn't see me, but I could see him. He was looking for me. I could feel it. OMG, I wanted so badly to talk with him, but I stopped myself from staying online. Instead, I logged off to go to bed and I felt he knew I went online and logged off even though he couldn’t see me. WOW! That is huge because that means his awareness of energy and his awareness of me is growing. He is open and he is feeling me. When I got into bed, I could feel him next to me. I could hear him. He wanted to know why I didn't want to talk with him. It isn't that I don't want to talk with him, I want to talk with him, but the thing is that I didn’t think I could. I mean, I need him to be ready to be with me fully not just the phone calls we have had in the past. I need more from him--I know he knows it too. It was like torture. I fell asleep longing for him, but I felt his arms around me and I was okay in that moment.
I woke up the next day having an energy hangover if you will from the night before. (That happens often when I am so high in the energy and then I come back down to earth if you will.) That night I taught a class, I came home exhausted. (I love teaching, but sometimes I feel I it is too much for me to do. I don’t think my students realize just how much energy I expend teaching them. Is it because it is work for me? No, teaching is a natural talent for me, but for me to maintain my vibration with all the different energies in my classes—for a lack of a nicer way of saying it, their stuff effects me in not such a good way so it turns into me feeling drained afterward.) I came home and cried exhausted from the energy of the class and carrying the vibration for so many, not just my class.
Things are changing for me I feel it. I mean I remember my guides telling me in one of my channels that my mission would change. I believe it is in the process of changing. I believe that the time to reunite with my twinflame is getting nearer for me. Once my twinflame arrives, then my mission will change to reflect our work as a twinflame couple. When I think of it that way it helps me to understand why my twinflame is not with me as of yet fully, his vibration is being raised, his awareness is shifting and well he is needing to reach the point where he too can be a lightworker and carry out his mission. Of course, when I think of the work we will do when we come together, it will be much easier than any work I have done thus far. However, for him, it will be new and different, but I promise him it will be more fun than any work he is doing now. The twinflames job is to make love, be love, live love wherever we go sharing it for the world. (I defer you to my previous channel called “All IS AS IT SHOULD BE” from April of last year.)
That night and the next couple of days I really released emotions. I feel as though I am not being replenished anymore. My work seems to be draining me. I feel like the only thing that will replenish me is being with my twinflame. I need you! My conclusion after all the tears when I rebalanced me was that being in the arms of my beloved appears to be the only thing that will replenish me. Even though over the last several years I have experienced numerous types of emotions with him, because of him; it has always been the same thing; no matter what the one thing that man does for me is give me strength to go on. Hearing his voice makes me come alive, seeing his name on the computer makes me come alive. I feel better when I talk with him. (He has told me that too!) I am truly missing my human connection to him as difficult as it has been in the past; I am contemplating whether it is worth it or not to allow that human connection back in to assist me on my path at this point. The problem isn’t him, the problem isn’t me….the problem is that in the past he has not been ready fully to really “be” with me. Letting him back in may be more of the same because if things have changed, then wouldn’t he just email me or call me or show up on my doorstep?
I don’t feel okay without him anymore. I need him…I need you! Perhaps, I need him more now than I ever have…perhaps the time is near for him to be here for me too.
Anyway, I preface my twin stuff with the above information so that you understand where I am coming from. Much has happened and not happened on the twinfront so here we go in playing a bit of catchup with you all. On my way home last week from doing readings at a Mardi Gras event, (been doing them for the last four years, it used to be fun because I get to dress up like a gypsy, but this time the people's energy was pretty heavy.) I was talking with a friend on the phone and this energy just came over me. I knew it was him. I knew it was my twinflame. When I arrived home, I went to my computer and it confirmed for me it was him, I saw him online. I was blocked so he didn't see me, but I could see him. He was looking for me. I could feel it. OMG, I wanted so badly to talk with him, but I stopped myself from staying online. Instead, I logged off to go to bed and I felt he knew I went online and logged off even though he couldn’t see me. WOW! That is huge because that means his awareness of energy and his awareness of me is growing. He is open and he is feeling me. When I got into bed, I could feel him next to me. I could hear him. He wanted to know why I didn't want to talk with him. It isn't that I don't want to talk with him, I want to talk with him, but the thing is that I didn’t think I could. I mean, I need him to be ready to be with me fully not just the phone calls we have had in the past. I need more from him--I know he knows it too. It was like torture. I fell asleep longing for him, but I felt his arms around me and I was okay in that moment.
I woke up the next day having an energy hangover if you will from the night before. (That happens often when I am so high in the energy and then I come back down to earth if you will.) That night I taught a class, I came home exhausted. (I love teaching, but sometimes I feel I it is too much for me to do. I don’t think my students realize just how much energy I expend teaching them. Is it because it is work for me? No, teaching is a natural talent for me, but for me to maintain my vibration with all the different energies in my classes—for a lack of a nicer way of saying it, their stuff effects me in not such a good way so it turns into me feeling drained afterward.) I came home and cried exhausted from the energy of the class and carrying the vibration for so many, not just my class.
Things are changing for me I feel it. I mean I remember my guides telling me in one of my channels that my mission would change. I believe it is in the process of changing. I believe that the time to reunite with my twinflame is getting nearer for me. Once my twinflame arrives, then my mission will change to reflect our work as a twinflame couple. When I think of it that way it helps me to understand why my twinflame is not with me as of yet fully, his vibration is being raised, his awareness is shifting and well he is needing to reach the point where he too can be a lightworker and carry out his mission. Of course, when I think of the work we will do when we come together, it will be much easier than any work I have done thus far. However, for him, it will be new and different, but I promise him it will be more fun than any work he is doing now. The twinflames job is to make love, be love, live love wherever we go sharing it for the world. (I defer you to my previous channel called “All IS AS IT SHOULD BE” from April of last year.)
That night and the next couple of days I really released emotions. I feel as though I am not being replenished anymore. My work seems to be draining me. I feel like the only thing that will replenish me is being with my twinflame. I need you! My conclusion after all the tears when I rebalanced me was that being in the arms of my beloved appears to be the only thing that will replenish me. Even though over the last several years I have experienced numerous types of emotions with him, because of him; it has always been the same thing; no matter what the one thing that man does for me is give me strength to go on. Hearing his voice makes me come alive, seeing his name on the computer makes me come alive. I feel better when I talk with him. (He has told me that too!) I am truly missing my human connection to him as difficult as it has been in the past; I am contemplating whether it is worth it or not to allow that human connection back in to assist me on my path at this point. The problem isn’t him, the problem isn’t me….the problem is that in the past he has not been ready fully to really “be” with me. Letting him back in may be more of the same because if things have changed, then wouldn’t he just email me or call me or show up on my doorstep?
I don’t feel okay without him anymore. I need him…I need you! Perhaps, I need him more now than I ever have…perhaps the time is near for him to be here for me too.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Day 35: The Look of Love
I have been trying to write this blog post for the last few days so I haven’t been avoiding writing about my twinflame. I feel him and I love him. I keep hearing the song, “Yes, I’m Ready” over and over in my head; so he is ready is what I think. I almost finished the blog yesterday, but instead my writing evolved into a small inspirational snippet called, “You Always Deserve the Best.” So this is like the second part, I guess.
I have this gift to really see people clearly--I mean more than just the average psychic who can read someone's energy, I have the ability to see what others cannot; especially, when looking at pictures; I guess you can say that I see the truth of people. In essence, I can see the connection between the people in the pictures or the lack thereof. (I see more than just that, but suffice it to say for this article that is all you need to know.) I remember when this started to develop a stronger role in my life; it is as if I can't just look at pictures without seeing so much more.
It must have been four years ago when I saw a picture of someone in my family who was newly married. The couple each had children separately so they did a family portrait. I was horrified by the picture. It was so disturbing to me. I mentioned it to another family member who asked if I was crazy. It didn't occur to me that no one saw what I saw or didn't even have a glimpse at what I saw. The people in the picture (two adults, three children) all looked distinctively separate even though they were posing next to one another. It was as if each of them was pasted into the photo. I thought to myself, why did the photographer take this picture and not try a different angle. I wondered how on earth anyone thought that this was a good picture. Then it occurred to me that there was no way around it in my vision. Perhaps no one else noticed, but for me it really disturbed me. I can't help, but to see the truth every time. (As an aside, it is about four years later and that couple is divorced.)
Recently, I saw pictures on facebook of someone who got married; I looked at the pictures and felt sad. I just don’t “see” it. Love , I mean. I don’t see the look of love. I didn't even see the connection between them and their eyes exuded so much sadness. I didn’t know what that look of love was until last week when I really thought about it. I mean when I look at my twin I see love in him. He looks like love to me. I am unable to contain myself when I look at him because so much love comes from me to him and from him to me. It is love. Isn’t that what relationships are supposed to exude? I mean no matter what you have been through and believe me; He and I have been through so much over the last several years, yet I still look at him with love. He still looks like love to me. It made me think that when you are first getting married that is the kind of love we should have otherwise, marriage shouldn’t happen, but it goes back to my theory that people tend to settle on their situations simply because they are told (perhaps not literally) that they have to be with someone and not alone. It is not an acceptable standard in our society for you to be single. Oh sure they show television shows where the single people are always trying to find love (but love outside themselves). I wish they had a show showing someone discovering love within themselves to ultimately assist them in finding their true partner.
Yes, I know the argument from people who disagree and would say you don’t always look at someone that way. That kind of feeling only lasts in the beginning of a relationship and then it gets real. What does get real mean? Really? Is that just an excuse people tell themselves to keep settling for less? Is it an excuse to not really look within for the love they truly desire? My belief is that look of love is always there when you are in love with someone. I can’t imagine looking at my twinflame and not seeing love when I look at him. Believe me he makes me so angry and I react, but as soon as I see his face, I can’t help but feel love.
I did feel love before in other relationships and it faded when the lesson was learned and it was time to move on to the next healing relationship. (I don’t wish to go into detail here, but you may want to read my blog post entitled: Relationships: Roadmap of Our Soul’s Journey. That will help in explaining what I am speaking of. ) I think if some people took out the distractions (escaping) in their relationship they would see it all more clearly too. The greater problem is that the media, entertainment industry and general society do not want that to happen because then there would not be a market for "making you better so that you can find a better mate" (Even that is not accurate because what is being pushed on us through society is everything, but love in a relationship. I want to see everyone look at their partner the way I see love in my twinflame. Everyone deserves the kind of love I am talking about.
I have this gift to really see people clearly--I mean more than just the average psychic who can read someone's energy, I have the ability to see what others cannot; especially, when looking at pictures; I guess you can say that I see the truth of people. In essence, I can see the connection between the people in the pictures or the lack thereof. (I see more than just that, but suffice it to say for this article that is all you need to know.) I remember when this started to develop a stronger role in my life; it is as if I can't just look at pictures without seeing so much more.
It must have been four years ago when I saw a picture of someone in my family who was newly married. The couple each had children separately so they did a family portrait. I was horrified by the picture. It was so disturbing to me. I mentioned it to another family member who asked if I was crazy. It didn't occur to me that no one saw what I saw or didn't even have a glimpse at what I saw. The people in the picture (two adults, three children) all looked distinctively separate even though they were posing next to one another. It was as if each of them was pasted into the photo. I thought to myself, why did the photographer take this picture and not try a different angle. I wondered how on earth anyone thought that this was a good picture. Then it occurred to me that there was no way around it in my vision. Perhaps no one else noticed, but for me it really disturbed me. I can't help, but to see the truth every time. (As an aside, it is about four years later and that couple is divorced.)
Recently, I saw pictures on facebook of someone who got married; I looked at the pictures and felt sad. I just don’t “see” it. Love , I mean. I don’t see the look of love. I didn't even see the connection between them and their eyes exuded so much sadness. I didn’t know what that look of love was until last week when I really thought about it. I mean when I look at my twin I see love in him. He looks like love to me. I am unable to contain myself when I look at him because so much love comes from me to him and from him to me. It is love. Isn’t that what relationships are supposed to exude? I mean no matter what you have been through and believe me; He and I have been through so much over the last several years, yet I still look at him with love. He still looks like love to me. It made me think that when you are first getting married that is the kind of love we should have otherwise, marriage shouldn’t happen, but it goes back to my theory that people tend to settle on their situations simply because they are told (perhaps not literally) that they have to be with someone and not alone. It is not an acceptable standard in our society for you to be single. Oh sure they show television shows where the single people are always trying to find love (but love outside themselves). I wish they had a show showing someone discovering love within themselves to ultimately assist them in finding their true partner.
Yes, I know the argument from people who disagree and would say you don’t always look at someone that way. That kind of feeling only lasts in the beginning of a relationship and then it gets real. What does get real mean? Really? Is that just an excuse people tell themselves to keep settling for less? Is it an excuse to not really look within for the love they truly desire? My belief is that look of love is always there when you are in love with someone. I can’t imagine looking at my twinflame and not seeing love when I look at him. Believe me he makes me so angry and I react, but as soon as I see his face, I can’t help but feel love.
I did feel love before in other relationships and it faded when the lesson was learned and it was time to move on to the next healing relationship. (I don’t wish to go into detail here, but you may want to read my blog post entitled: Relationships: Roadmap of Our Soul’s Journey. That will help in explaining what I am speaking of. ) I think if some people took out the distractions (escaping) in their relationship they would see it all more clearly too. The greater problem is that the media, entertainment industry and general society do not want that to happen because then there would not be a market for "making you better so that you can find a better mate" (Even that is not accurate because what is being pushed on us through society is everything, but love in a relationship. I want to see everyone look at their partner the way I see love in my twinflame. Everyone deserves the kind of love I am talking about.
Inspirational Snippet: You Always Deserve the Best
While last week was Valentine's Day, I really believe that it is every day that the media and advertising conspire to make the single person feel alone, unworthy, unattractive and just plain horrible about themselves. (I am not disputing that it makes married people feel the same things because it does, but you will get my point as you read on. At least, I hope you will. hahaha) I noticed of late it really doesn't impact me as it did when I was younger (and not since I have been on this path of light)and if anything I am really loving being my unique self and not buying into media or advertising; however, I do know many people buy into it and their lives are truly impacted by what is essentially the vibe running out there.
Around Valentine's Day and really any holiday; our media and society put such an emphasis on "love" or should I say "lack of love" (they really mean lack of relationship because on a whole I don't think society knows what love is with the exception of what is projected out by way of media, Hollywood and even internet dating); essentially pushes people to a state of pairing up and avoiding being single and alone. When did alone become such a bad word? The definition (yes I did look it up) states that it means separate or apart. It is okay to not be in a relationship; it really is okay to be alone. It is not a necessity or a requirement to have a relationship the entire time you are a human upon the Planet Earth. It is okay to discover you.
"Pairing Up" really does seem more accurate as I write this post. Pairing Up appears to be what is happening and I wouldn't even say that it is necessarily the best of the worst. It simply is a desire to not be alone. I would even go as far as to say it is a desire to not be alone with oneself. The whole point is that no matter what messages you are receiving outside of you that you always listen to your heart and not succumb to the "pairing up" process to avoid being alone or even worse staying together with someone to avoid being alone. You are more valuable than just settling to avoid being alone.
So when I began to write this post yesterday it was supposed to be part of my daily blogging, but as I started to write more, I found that it was something that needed to be shared and then this morning when I woke up, it was confirmed with the message for the day for my facebook fan page:
Today's message is you deserve people and situations that are aligned with love, dear ones. You do not ever have to settle for anything less. Call on the angels to assist you in remembering to be true to yourself for it takes courage to see the truth of your life and make changes for you always deserve love, you always deserve the best.
Around Valentine's Day and really any holiday; our media and society put such an emphasis on "love" or should I say "lack of love" (they really mean lack of relationship because on a whole I don't think society knows what love is with the exception of what is projected out by way of media, Hollywood and even internet dating); essentially pushes people to a state of pairing up and avoiding being single and alone. When did alone become such a bad word? The definition (yes I did look it up) states that it means separate or apart. It is okay to not be in a relationship; it really is okay to be alone. It is not a necessity or a requirement to have a relationship the entire time you are a human upon the Planet Earth. It is okay to discover you.
"Pairing Up" really does seem more accurate as I write this post. Pairing Up appears to be what is happening and I wouldn't even say that it is necessarily the best of the worst. It simply is a desire to not be alone. I would even go as far as to say it is a desire to not be alone with oneself. The whole point is that no matter what messages you are receiving outside of you that you always listen to your heart and not succumb to the "pairing up" process to avoid being alone or even worse staying together with someone to avoid being alone. You are more valuable than just settling to avoid being alone.
So when I began to write this post yesterday it was supposed to be part of my daily blogging, but as I started to write more, I found that it was something that needed to be shared and then this morning when I woke up, it was confirmed with the message for the day for my facebook fan page:
Today's message is you deserve people and situations that are aligned with love, dear ones. You do not ever have to settle for anything less. Call on the angels to assist you in remembering to be true to yourself for it takes courage to see the truth of your life and make changes for you always deserve love, you always deserve the best.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Inspirational Snippet: Endings and Beginnings
This morning, I posted today's message which is usually a daily thing from my guides, the Angels, the Ascended Masters or any beautiful love filled energy that wishes to show up. I was prompted to share this with you today too...not just my facebook daily message viewers.
Today's message is about endings and beginnings. Know that as something ends it is simply the end of a cycle to allow growth and transformation. At the end of something there is always a beginning for something else. Humans get caught in the ending and prolong the end causing more pain and drama for oneself, whereas if the end is seen as part of one's journey then one is always left with hope for the beginning of something new. It is all about perspective dear ones.
In the moment, to change your perspective, simply take a deep breath let out a sign and then revisit the situation. You will find more clarity and perhaps motivation to change as well.
My wish for you today is to find a new perspective about something you have been allowing to rattle around in your mind. Try the exercise above and see what it brings you.
In love,
EstaRa
Today's message is about endings and beginnings. Know that as something ends it is simply the end of a cycle to allow growth and transformation. At the end of something there is always a beginning for something else. Humans get caught in the ending and prolong the end causing more pain and drama for oneself, whereas if the end is seen as part of one's journey then one is always left with hope for the beginning of something new. It is all about perspective dear ones.
In the moment, to change your perspective, simply take a deep breath let out a sign and then revisit the situation. You will find more clarity and perhaps motivation to change as well.
My wish for you today is to find a new perspective about something you have been allowing to rattle around in your mind. Try the exercise above and see what it brings you.
In love,
EstaRa
Monday, February 20, 2012
Day 33: Yes, I'm Ready
Good Morning World,
I know I am a few days behind in my blogging, but it is all for good reasons. Here is a little catch up. I had company on Friday and some family events over the weekend. It kept me in a good place particularly with my twin. So I will update you all on the weekend. Friday night, I was talking with my friend about dating and what if I did meet someone while I was waiting for my twin--I mean I realize I am beautiful and an amazing soul. Truly someone would be lucky to have me in their life....I am tapping into my inner goddess lately. To be honest, I can imagine kissing someone who was not my twin. It is really weird to say that and for some of you to hear it, but it is the truth. Anyway, I was saying to my friend, what would happen if I met someone and fell in love and got married. Then I walked into the other room, I heard my twin's spirit clearly say to me, "You don't think I would let you marry someone else now, do you? We are so close." Then that night, I was watching a movie with my friend and I kept itching. I got itchy everywhere for about 45 minutes. The last time that happened was Superbowl Sunday and it occurred to me that it is him. My twin is itching to talk with me.
Saturday was such a busy day that I woke longing to talk to my twinflame. I miss him. I miss his voice. I his his smile. I miss his humor. I miss everything about him.
So all of this brings me to yesterday morning. I woke up with an amazing song in my head. I heard the words, "Are you Ready? Yes, I'm ready. I don't even know how to love you. Just the way you want me to to, but I'm ready." I have probably heard this song one time before in my life. I looked up the lyrics and I cried. I knew without a doubt that it was from my twin. It is so beautiful and the funny thing is that my twinflame was 8 when it came out. I imagine him as this adorable little boy.
So anyway, I found it on youtube and want to share it with all of you... (By the way, I just listened to this song again and cried, but can't get lost in my tears I have my niece staying with me the next day or so.)
Then, I was baking cookies for a family gathering that I was going to attend in the early afternoon and my phone rang. I know it was him. He blocks his phone number and hangs up on me--long story, but I know it is him. He could even say that it isn't him, but hey I am a psychic. I love that he called me....we are so totally mirroring each other. Anyway, I am off for now. I love you my twinflame. I love you.
I know I am a few days behind in my blogging, but it is all for good reasons. Here is a little catch up. I had company on Friday and some family events over the weekend. It kept me in a good place particularly with my twin. So I will update you all on the weekend. Friday night, I was talking with my friend about dating and what if I did meet someone while I was waiting for my twin--I mean I realize I am beautiful and an amazing soul. Truly someone would be lucky to have me in their life....I am tapping into my inner goddess lately. To be honest, I can imagine kissing someone who was not my twin. It is really weird to say that and for some of you to hear it, but it is the truth. Anyway, I was saying to my friend, what would happen if I met someone and fell in love and got married. Then I walked into the other room, I heard my twin's spirit clearly say to me, "You don't think I would let you marry someone else now, do you? We are so close." Then that night, I was watching a movie with my friend and I kept itching. I got itchy everywhere for about 45 minutes. The last time that happened was Superbowl Sunday and it occurred to me that it is him. My twin is itching to talk with me.
Saturday was such a busy day that I woke longing to talk to my twinflame. I miss him. I miss his voice. I his his smile. I miss his humor. I miss everything about him.
So all of this brings me to yesterday morning. I woke up with an amazing song in my head. I heard the words, "Are you Ready? Yes, I'm ready. I don't even know how to love you. Just the way you want me to to, but I'm ready." I have probably heard this song one time before in my life. I looked up the lyrics and I cried. I knew without a doubt that it was from my twin. It is so beautiful and the funny thing is that my twinflame was 8 when it came out. I imagine him as this adorable little boy.
So anyway, I found it on youtube and want to share it with all of you... (By the way, I just listened to this song again and cried, but can't get lost in my tears I have my niece staying with me the next day or so.)
Then, I was baking cookies for a family gathering that I was going to attend in the early afternoon and my phone rang. I know it was him. He blocks his phone number and hangs up on me--long story, but I know it is him. He could even say that it isn't him, but hey I am a psychic. I love that he called me....we are so totally mirroring each other. Anyway, I am off for now. I love you my twinflame. I love you.
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