Inspirational Snippet: Unconditional Love

So if you read my previous entry about my Twinflame then you can understand where this fits in.  He is not the only one I have feel unconditional love for, but he is the one who with all my experiences with him (good, bad and indifferent) has taught me the most about loving someone unconditionally.  Anyway, onto today's snippet...I started the Spread Love Campaign July 2011 to help make it a global movement to spread love with chalk because it is fun, easy and really assists with intention.  However, I have since decided I want to make it more than just chalk expressions of love---(I still welcome pictures of chalk love) I want it to be a place where people can share how they are spreading love to the world and they can do it by simply posting pictures, thoughts or words on my page.  So this long story is because this morning I started to write a message on my Spread Love Campaign Page, but it is something that needs to be shared.  So here is the message I posted: 

"The only way to truly love is unconditionally. It is the most difficult truth to digest because we are in a society where it has been so ingrained in conditions for love. Try today to show someone pure, divine unconditional love and see what happens."

It is not that difficult to love someone that is easy to love like a partner or a child, but what happens when they hurt you?  Or someone mistreats you?  Is it possible to simply love a soul?  Is it possible to simply love them when they do things that you don't like, that you disapprove of?  Is it possible to love someone who has hurt your heart?  

I remember when I was younger, I was often afraid to tell people how I felt so if I did I wouldn't talk to them again because I was embarrassed or thought they wouldn't like me any longer.  The reality was that I barely told people what I felt because I didn't want to lose friends.   

It is years later and I can look back upon my life and see how much fear I lived in when I was younger.  I was afraid someone would really see me with all the bumps and bruises of being a human upon the planet earth. The truth is we all go through the same things we just may not appear that way outwardly some of us are much better at hiding it.  I realize now that in relationships you don't have to worry about all those things or for some of you who still do—you shouldn’t have to worry about those things.    In a healthy relationship (whatever the relationship is), you can say what you feel and what you think while being able to resume normal behavior.  It shouldn’t be disruptive to the flow of the relationship simply because someone wishes to say how they feel.  It is a matter of everyone feeling free to be themselves.  

I find that being able to tell people how you feel is one step toward unconditional love.  How does that figure in, you ask?  Well, if you love them unconditionally you feel free to say what you need to say and you accept whatever reaction/response you receive from them.  If there reaction is less than loving, then perhaps it is time to re-evaluate your relationship or your beliefs about it. If you are not comfortable and are disappointed with what they have to say or how they reacted that simply shows you that there is something left for you to still work on. I admit that this is probably one of the hardest things to handle especially when we have been so clearly entrenched in judgment in our society; but it always helps me to remember that someone’s reaction is based on their experiences just as my reaction is based on my experiences.  

My wish for you today is that you show unconditional love to someone today. 

Be Love,
EstaRa

Twinflame Journey: I choose to have faith today.

Good Morning World.

I haven't written about my twinflame in some time because the thing is that hey came on so strong and seemingly so ready in July and then disappeared for a month and then he called me a  month later telling me that he had been busy. The truth was he told me by the end of the conversation that he was afraid because he knows it is more.  He disappeared again, but in that time I went away to Montana which was fabulous and I will hopefully make some time to share some of my experience with you all and I avoided his calls.  You know his usual blocked hang ups.  It has been really difficult for me to see that, but you know I still have faith.  Only God knows where I get the faith from some days, but I just talked to him again this past weekend after avoiding it for as long as I could withstand it. 

I miss him.  He misses me.  I love him.  He loves me.  It should be the end of the story there, but he has so much fear.  So much fear of changing his life and leaving situations that are no longer good for him and haven't been for some time.  I can empathize with that because I had the transition time of change too many years ago, but that is just it. In these times, the universe is on his side--I was still facing an uphill battle when I did all my transformation.  Anyway, there has been a great deal of progress on his end --for many it would be just ridiculous--but to me it is huge because I know him.

Our conversation was beautiful and yet really sad.  I mean I felt such emotion with him.  He said how much he missed me and you know the truth is..I have always felt my love's sadness and pain, but it wasn't until the last few times that I felt his pain is about me. He feels pain for not being with me, he longs for me and he genuinely misses me.   Mind you, I have felt all of those things and still do.  He still seems surprised at the pull he has to be with me....yet I know there is a deep knowing inside of him.  I also humanly feel him closer to ready more than ever. I have always felt his spirit, but I have not always felt his humanself that way.  That night I went to sleep so peacefully and so peacefully the next night, but yesterday morning I woke up at 3 a.m. and this song by Train, "Driveby" kept playing in my head over and over and over.       By the way,  it didn't end there---it played in my head all day long and even last night before I went to bed and when I woke a couple times in the middle of the night.  It is funny I never listened to the lyrics and literally believed it was all about driving a car. hahaha  Well the lyrics that kept playing in my head were not anything like that: "oh I swear to you I'll be there for you. This is not a drive by."  I really feel this is from him confirming for me that he is always there and it is so much more to him than he even knows what to do with it and to affirm for me that when he goes away it is because he is scared and overwhelmed, but to know that he knows it is more.  Anyway read the lyrics on the above song and you will see what I mean..

So, yesterday I began my new mantra:  "I choose to have faith today." (I know, I know I have been working on this a long time now--but please hear me when I say that I have found faith in everything I do--it is just with the twinflame stuff I appear to struggle so I would appreciate any prayers you can send my way to buoy my faith.).  So the mantra is "I choose to have faith--faith in my twin, faith that everything is in divine and perfect order, faith that I can trust and let go, faith I can surrender to spirit.

"I choose to have faith today".

Inspirational Snippet: Just Do It

I woke up this morning hearing the words in my head, “Just do it”.  I laughed and thought of the old Nike commercials; ya know the ones where they said, Just Do it.  They had a really great tag line, but I bet they didn’t realize how great it was.  I was lying in bed pondering it.  And the thought occurred to me. That now is the time.  Now is the time.  Now is the time to “just do it”.  Do all the things you have thought of.  Do all the things you have dreamed of.  Do all the things that have scared you.  Do all the things you never thought possible because now they are.   The energy, during these times while it may seem chaotic and all over the place, is ripe and perfect for you to act upon your heart’s truth.   I would say  heart’s desire but it feels more appropriate to say heart’s truth because if you are not living in your heart’s truth then how can you live in your heart’s desire?  

Notice that your heart has been prompting you to live in your truth for a long time now.  When are you going to listen to its voice as it beckons you?  To let go of the relationship that has not only felt distant and separate for years, but has made you sick?  To let go of the relationship that may look good on paper and to others, but the secrets of your pain keep you up at night?  To let go of the job that has you wondering why you are doing it?  To let go of the routine that you have been living for your whole life simply because it is a routine you have been living your whole life.   To let go of the addiction/food/drink/habit that has kept you stuck where you are.  To let go of the limitations you or others have placed upon yourself.  Are you listening your heart asks you?  It is time to let go of all that is standing in your way of your truth. 

Now is the time to listen to the longings of your heart.   The universe will fully support you now as you let go.  However, there is one catch though; you must make the choice from your heart not your head.   Whatever the choice is –does it sit well in your heart? That is the question to ask.  That doesn’t mean allowing guilt or fear to dictate your heart’s truth for then it is not your heart’s truth.  Guilt is learned from your upbringing, society and you have even carried it on into your own personal tool to keep you stuck where you are.  Fear, well, we all know that is not fueled by your heart.  There are all kinds of fears out there, but they come down to what it means for you in each situation.  When you allow your head to get involved then quite often you have silenced your heart.  You might think you are being well meaning and want to “protect” those around you so you make the decision based on other people or other external circumstances, in fact, you are doing the opposite because what is in your highest good (heart’s truth) is in the highest good for those around you.  Those around you chose to spend a part of this journey with you and to experience life with you and your decisions based in your heart’s truth.  It has all been set up for each and every one you encounter in your life to learn and the lesson is to go within your heart to learn its truth.   

Trust in your heart it is always where the answer is…listen to it, no longer question it, for that is your head that wants to maintain everything as it is (good, bad or indifferent) and JUST DO IT!  Go for your dreams and your heart’s truth.

Inspirational Snippet: BALANCE

I was prompted by my guides to share today's Soul Star Healing facebook message to the children of earth and expand a bit upon it.

"Today's message: what you need right now is balance. We understand that balancing your life between work, play, spirituality, exercise and relationships may be difficult, but dear ones it is what is needed now."

I know many of you are struggling to get up every day and do all the things you have listed on your imaginary list of things to do.  I know that some of you fit in time once per week for fun and spirituality.  I know there are many of you wondering how to fit it all within your day.  I understand your worries, concerns and what you are going through, but the message is clear that this is what is needed now. It has always been what is needed, but it is necessary now more than ever.  We are undergoing such a time of rapid change which does everything, but bring balance to us.  It is a time that we get settled into what the "ritual" must be to create that balance in our lives.  If you are not living in balance at this time,  get to it.  It is the necessary ingredient to go forward in the Earth's energy.  We are evolving, ascending and transmuting all that no longer serves us whether we are consciously aware or not so be prepared for the rapid evolution of humanity.  The one thing you have control of is your human life that you are currently living upon this planet and the one thing you are guided to do on this day is to find balance in all aspects of your life and balance in your day.  Let that become second nature for you rather than be forced into it.  For some of you, it may feel forced, but it is something that must be done. It is the one thing that will make each of you feel more in control over the coming weeks and months.  The message is loud and clear to find the balance. Everyone often wonders, how?  Or how is it even possible to develop it?  Get some help from a friend, a class, a coach, a mentor or from all--me!  I can help you with that.  It is important from who or how, "Just Do It".

My wish for you today is to find balance first in your day and then out into your whole life.

Love to you,
EstaRa

Inspirational Snippet: See The Miracles

I was prompted by my guides to share the message I placed on Facebook for today.

Today's message:   We ask you, do you believe in miracles? We tell you they are all around you; from the bird singing outside your window to receiving news you have been waiting for. We tell you to open up your energy to see the miracles in your life....start by telling spirit, "surprise me, I'm open to miracles."

The more energy you put into recognizing even the tiniest of miracles in your life the more you will bring to you; that is the power of energy and how it works with the law of attraction.   It isn’t that you must look anxiously awaiting miracles, but I do encourage you notice the world around you.  In every moment a miracle occurs.  I try to live fully in the moment so that each moment I can see the beauty of what is presented to me.   Now, I agree that it may be difficult for you to stay fully in the moment with all the streams of energy (good, bad or indifferent) that are coming your way.   At this time on the earth know that much energy is coming your way so staying in balance and in the now will require your discipline to do so.

Each day, I notice the many miracles taking place.  It is not that I set aside time each day to notice (but truthfully, that would not be a bad idea), but I do just simply take notice.   Some of you who know me well enough often see how excited I get by such things as: seeing an orange butterfly going by or enjoying my favorite cup of tea.  Those are true reactions and to me I see them as mini miracles because I don’t want to take anything for granted that brings me a bit of happiness.

If I look at my life and honestly look back even over some of the most difficult times, I can see the miracles as they took place even in those times.  My life is filled with miracles and I make sure that I am filled with gratitude for them.

My wish for you today is to see the abundance of miracles around you.

Love to you,
EstaRa 

PS:  I wrote this snippet this morning and sent it out.  Then a little while later, I had some time to sit outside between clients....talk about magic..... 

I went to sit down on my chair on the back porch and as I was just about to sit down up from the steps onto the deck came a beautiful orange butterfly (by the way my twin came to me in a dream in May/June and told me that he would send me orange butterflies.  so  I know it was him.)  and then a little while later a beautiful blue dragon fly came flying up my stairs to me on the deck in my chair. (by the way..when I met my twin he had a dragonfly as his icon).  How magical mini miracles lead to big ones !

Channeled Message: The New Moon, New Beginning

Channeled Message through EstaRa in Guilford, CT on Friday, September 14, 2012.

Dear Ones,

It is with love, honor and respect that we bring you this message today.  Your earth and its inhabitants are seeking balance.  Do they know it is balance that they are seeking?  Some of your earth family doe know, but for most of your earth family they are seeking to maintain their footing in the 3D world.  What they are currently unaware of is that the 3D foundations are no longer there.  They are trying to secure their footing upon old, outdated and unsupported beliefs.  They are guided each step of the way; however, dear one, they choose whether or not to see or feel the guidance coming to them.  When they choose not to see they feel lost and cling to what they once knew no matter what the cost is to their physical, mental, emotional and spiritual reality.  Many are experiencing the breaking down of their 3D reality.  For if they wish to continue their 3D reality their motivation to continue must come from truth and love not from fear of change.  Many have chosen their current 3D reality they are experiencing from their past, but dear ones we tell you they have an opportunity for a clean slate as do you.

The energy of tomorrow’s new moon (September 15) is one that brings with it a clean, new beginning.  Cleaning the slate begins tonight and tomorrow things will begin to look anew if you should so choose to perceive it in this way.   This moon carries with it the greatest possibility to break free from 3D.  When you awaken under the energy of this moon you will see the transitions and changes occurring.  You will experience your multi-dimensional selves if you have not already begun to.  Those of you who have will begin to see it daily in every interaction you have with another.

For tonight (September 14), we wish you to experience oneness and fulfillment of your wishes.  Dear ones, we encourage you to let go.  Let go of 3D.  Let go of old beliefs.  Let go of old ways of doing things. Let go of your dreams and allow the energy of the new to inspire you to allow and receive the magnificent blessings that you have worked hard to achieve.  There are those of you who have been on this path a long time—have you not noticed the blessings and magic that are coming your way?  Those of you that are just beginning this path of light—are your steps forward not that much easier?

These are the times you have all chosen to come and incarnate on earth at this time.  You are the perfect age. You are in the perfect location.  You are right where you need to be and all is happening as it should be. EstaRa asks us why we say you are in the perfect location when we emphasize often for people to move geographically especially where they are guided to go.  We say to you—yes you are being called to geographic locations that are necessary for your journey and we wish for you to listen to the longings of your soul; however, the universe allows for adjustments in timelines as EstaRa well understands; therefore you are exactly where you are meant to be now.

Listen to your inner voice—for that voice is getting louder now.  It is time for you to experience all.  We are with you every step you take.  We know you have fears in moving forward, but dear ones there is nothing to fear when you remember that love is all there is and fear is simply the resistance to that love.  You are protected. You are safe.  You are guided.  When you feel fear, when you feel nervous, when you feel confused, when you feel lost, when you feel uncertain—remember there is only love.  We wish you to find love for one another that is the message and that has always been the message.

                We are the Pleaidian Emissaries of Light and the Arcturian Masters of Light in service to Humanity.

A side note….as I was channeling this message outside of my apartment in the early evening of September 14^th before my meditation class, I heard the honking of geese and I looked up as a flock of geese flew by.  I knew there must have been a special meaning to their presence so I looked up on www.linsdomain.com the meaning:  “Their honking call speaks of the fulfilled promises that great guests bring.” Upon sitting with this further, I realize there is much more to it. Promises are being fulfilled as we speak from the messages of our Brothers and Sisters of Light, the New Moon and the advent of the Jewish New Year.  Many promises will be fulfilled over the last months of this year.  Remain without expectation, but anticipatory.