Get Back in Your Body

After the bath encounter with my twinflame, he has started to call me again, but much more consistently and repeatedly.  It makes me realize that he too feels me as much as I feel him. It is quite incredible really. So, this past week, I have felt him so close by me.  I have had many messages from friends confirming my twinflame's love and presence for me.

I feel him so empowered and so ready to emerge.  Then on Wednesday, I was experiencing the feeling of it being soon (our human physical reunion).  Then I had  been given a message that we would merge and that the 5-5-5 Stargate was going to be very meaningful for me and my twinflame.  I was told that I need to just "be"--really hard to do when you are a guide, teacher, healer and nurturer for a living (but as I type this today--I want to tell you I GET IT!!).  I started to carry on my day just as I normally would, well on Thursday during the day I felt energy running through my body all day. I kept feeling out of body and ungrounded all day long.  It was like I couldn't stay in it.  I clearly felt my twinflame in my presence the whole time.   I kept thinking "Get Back in Your Body".

I was about to teach a class and I grounded one last time thinking okay...I am in and the class started and once again I was out of body. I asked my guides to assist me for the class, but I was really not in my body.  After class ended, I walked myself to my bed and laid there for about 20-30 minutes and felt energy running through me. It was like waves of heat running through each one of my body parts. It was very much like sexual energy running through me.  Then I got up, ate my dinner (thinking that would ground me some more because I still had a client) talked with my client and was ready to collapse again.  I went to bed really early because I could not keep my eyes open.  That night, I felt my twinflame with me the whole night. It was the most amazing experience ever, but I had no other recollection and that began my sleepless nights--I was awake all night as energy was being downloaded into my body.

When I woke up the energy was still running through me. My face had changed, I was hot all day and waves of heat ran through me and my face looked red (still does).  I felt like the Merge I was told would happen on 5-5-5 already began.  I remember looking in the mirror on Friday and saying I look different. I feel like my body has completely upgraded and changed. (Amazing!!)   I feel like my twin was with me the whole time too going through it as well...

Then again I was being upgraded all night on Friday night and had to be up to leave for my Philadelphia trip on Saturday ...was up at 4 (again less than 4 hours of sleep)....it continues...

Bath Encounter with my Twinflame

So the twinflame story continues,  much has been happening of late energetically.  I had the most beautiful talk with my twin on Saturday, April 28th.  I was trying to connect with my twin's higher self for one week and well that wasn't happening. Quite honestly, I would just fall asleep.  It  is what it is, but I forget sometimes that I am a mulitasker on many levels and in many ways and my attention was on the Philadelphia Mission. 

So finally, last Saturday night, I decided to take a bath and with the assistance of God/Goddess and Magdalene/Yeshua, I was able to call in my twinflame to my bathtub.  He sat in the tub with me.  He was in front of me and we engaged in conversation about many things one being that he loves me and to please wait for him as we are so close.   It was so beautiful and so real for me.  (Yes, I had my eyes closed to see him as he was not humanly in my tub, but boy I felt like he wasy.)  At one point, I raised my hands up to touch his face and his head. I could literally feel his face under my fingers and feel his hair on the top of his head. It was so incredible I cried.    (by the way, this is my catch up post ....that is, catching you up on the Twinflame stuff)  He told me that he is never far from me and that he always there with me.  I was so blessed and grateful and he said just to know that he is there and soon he will humanly be there too...

I went to sleep that night in his etheric arms, nonetheless, in his arms....

Mission: Philadelphia Day 1

We got to our room and I really wanted a nap, but instead I was awake the whole time and channeled a message about the work to be done here....and mind you, all I have been informed recently that this 5-5-5 energy has to do with me and my twinflame...separate information to be shared on that.  I feel like I have not slept in days because quite honestly, I have not.  Anyway, I digress once again--onto the channeling.

Channeled through EstaRa on May 5, 2012 at 5:05 p.m. in Philadelphia, PA

Greetings Dear Ones, 

We gather you together in this location for a journey far greater than you are aware.  The details are of little importance to you as your only requirement is to be. Be love.  Be light and Believe in the greater possibilities of your soul’s mission.  

We ask that you remain clear and present in the moment as you move through this city known as brotherly love.  The mission that brings you to Philadelphia will assist in transforming   your earth in  a greater way than you can humanly understand, but we will give you this information.  The country that you are in was created to be a new world for many; however, in the creation much was lost.  This world was to be a place where anything can happen and dreams could be made possible; however, as you have surely seen much in your new world was created haphazardly by way ofcreators not in their heart, but rather in their head.  The decisions were believed to be based in fairness, but dear ones in your human time period upon creation of your United States, love was not the motivator.  Love for the earth you live upon, love for the life you create, love for one another is the key to changing the way in which the world evolves.  As we often say to you all eyes are upon earth, the truth dear ones in your world is that all eyes are upon your United States for this is a creation of the rest of the world.  That is why it was called the new world upon discovering the land here.  This new world was to be created by the people of the time who wished to change the direction in which the rest of the world was going; however,  along the way the intention was no longer pure and it was lost.  Therefore you have created from your heads rather than your hearts.  

The mission to spread love must be taken very seriously as everyone on this planet needs to awaken to their inner path which is one of love.  Tonight your mission is to bring your energy of love to the land here in Philadelphia.  It is not by accident that you are here on this auspicious human calendar day.  You will have access to the energy that is much needed to the many people who will walk upon the areas that you do.  Your energy  of love will have a direct impact on those walking the steps you will have walked, but those people will receive the love from your footsteps and carry that love back to the places they spend most of their time.  We ask you to view it as a simple, drop, pick up carry on and drop mission.  Hence we show you at this moment EstaRa in your higher dimensional view. (Image of us walking and laying the foundation with lights, codes and necessary energy and it is left behind to lay in the foundation for each person to pick up as they walk by.  So it is as if we are dropping light and then someone comes along and picks up their necessary piece through their feet and up into their body to light a part of them that will be carried back to the areas they need to go and drop a piece of that light there while allowing the remainder of that light within them to activate. It is a really neat image.)

We ask you to remain clear in this moment and see how much your love and joy impact the earth around you.  We ask you to anchor your love here in the hotel as it will affect the energies of people coming and going over periods of time.  As you sleep more energy will be anchored through your physical body into the rooms you are staying in.  You will then prepare your bodies throughout the night to perform the work you will do tomorrow. 

(Do we have enough people on this mission? ) Dear one, realize that you are meant to be three and were meant to be three from the very beginning.  It is the pyramid of light--the triangle power that we have shared with you previously.  You have several assisting you to make up the energy that you feel you lack, but know dear one the appropriate energy is being channeled through each of you.  You EstaRa are the anchoring point of the pyramid and carrying most of the energy which is why we required much of you on this journey.  Your mission is two fold—clearing of your energy in preparation of the final human merge with your twin and bringing the code keys necessary to light up this land that you call Philadelphia.  We ask that you stay love centered in all that you do over the next 24 hours particularly.  

You are a triangle of love and if you are understanding of the free mason energy you will understand that you are truly mean to be an open triangle for receiving and depositing energy.  The free mason energy is an open triangle, but dear ones it is triangle.  You are liberating more than you know for this period in your human history.  We will speak more to this later.

And so it is.

Mission: Philadelphia

It has been since Earth Day that I last wrote a post. I know much has transpired since I last wrote and at some point I plan to catch each of you up on that part of my life.  (I have been doing what is necessary to keep me balanced and feeling well. My back was really bad for a bit of time there, but now I am well on my way to recovery thanks to an amazing chiropractor and acupuncturist.  I feel so loved, cared for and safe.  To sit and write was not going to help my back since it required me to just be and relax. Anyway, onto today's blog.)

During my acupuncture session one day, I had a meeting of the minds so to speak with Ben Franklin and the original signers of the constitution of our United States (for those of us living in America) and it was enlightening to say the least. Each day thereafter, I was given bits of information on Philadelphia.  I must say even as the intuitive I am I ignored it a little because quite honestly, I am being guided to take my next trip to Michigan and that is in May so I thought Philadelphia can wait until June when I return from Michigan.  However, as I taught a workshop with my students, clarity began to come in and I shared with them what I knew to be true.  During that following week, I was awoken each night with a message about what needed to be done in Philadelphia and finally one night I woke up and channeled a bunch of information as to what needed to happen on our trip and when it needed to happen. I was up for hours trying to figure out the logistics.  I was told to let it go and allow.  The people called to go would go and it would work out.

I was guided to schedule the trip for May 5, 2012--the auscpicious date of the 5-5-5- Stargate Portal.  The energy is for clearing.  So here I am on my on May 6, 2012 writing to you.  I am in the hotel to finish up our work here in Philadelphia. It is quite amazing how the work seems to get done without any "work" being done. 

I was given information that we would be provided with what to do as we do it.  The first part of our journey was to leave really early in the morning (I don't usually sleep on these trips as I am working and more aware and conscious of the work I am doing in different dimensions).  Truthfully, today I woke up after 4 hours of "sleep" and feel completely unrested like I had only a half hour of sleep.  

Our first mission was to drive to a location picked by my guides as we were driving.  They said to get off the exit for Waterloo, NJ.  We got out and at the end of the turns we were guided to make was a "state park".  We were guided to do some work to connect with the water and the land there.  In addition, we connected with the Ramapough Lenape Tribe in Mahwah, NJ to assist them with their issues of the water there. It was a beautiful experience and a beautiful message channeled from my guides. (No, I didn't record it..I know I am disappointed too, but it was beautiful.) 

Then we headed here to Philadelphia.  So here we are on Mission: Philadelphia.

The mission: 

Go to Philadelphia (the historic district) to clear old Karma and release the original signers of the Constitution from their contract.    I have been given the Mission to “Sew together the threads of time” as I carry the vibration of the “Sacred Needle”.   It is necessary for a group  to gather and spread Sacred Geometry as we walk the path of the old, bringing in the energy of the new.

  

It is a women only trip for the reason that  the Divine Feminine Energy must be brought to this place to perform the work that is to be done.  Not negating male energy for this trip is meant to balance the “male energy” of the country’s forefathers. 

Onward we journey,  I will post the channel next blog...

Happy Earth Day!!

Channeled Message from The Masters of Light through EstaRa in Guilford, CT on Sunday, April 22, 2012. Happy Earth Day Everyone! I know many of you are disappointed that the weather is a bit glum looking out at least here in CT. I spend a good chunk of the afternoon outside with my friends as I channeled live and connected to Earth yesterday. It was a marvelous day yesterday. I am in the process of manifesting beautiful weather on this day for a workhsop I am teaching this afternoon (the plan is to be outside in honor of the Earth). I ask that each of you today think of one way in which you can honor the earth everyday going forward and I suggest that it be a way in which you may have only thought of and not done or have not yet thought of. Every little step you make to assist the healing of the earth will make her ascension that much more smoothly because remember what you do with you impacts her and what we do to help her impacts us. Love from EstaRa A little message from my guides... " Dear ones, everyday is your Earth Day. The earth is nurturing as your mother in that she carries you, feeds you and provides with all that is necessary for your physical incarnation. We ask that you show her love, honor and respect everyday for the gifts she provides you. Let today be the moment you shift and recognize the gifts from the earth and what is necessary to assist her in full ascension. We love, honor and respect each of you on your journey and thank you in caring for your planet." --The Masters of Light.

Inspirational Snippet: Yout Light

I was prompted by my guides to share today's Soul Star Healing facebook message to the children of earth and expand a bit upon it. Today's Message: You are each a star into yourself. Your light permeates the world around you with the vibration of light. We ask you to shine proudly in love. If you are feeling anxiety, hopelessness, unclear or simply afraid to make the next step,please know that is not love that you are using to guide you rather it is fear. Step away from fear by acknowledging it and trusting in the grace of your self love to guide you. Your self love is the key that unlocks your ability to live fully upon this earth at this time. Your self love is the most precious gift you can ever give yourself. When you really love yourself, you continue upon your journey healing the many layers of yourself that have kept you stuck, hopeless, anxious and confused. "We suggest you view fear as a sign that you are ready to heal whatever it is you are afraid of; rather than use it as a motivation to not move forward. There is no reason to fear, fear itself. There is only reason to love yourself more." --The Masters of Light. The quickest easiest way to to love yourself is to love yourself. "To love yourself is to see the value in your indeliable being. It is not for someone outside yourself to see your love or value; it is for you to remember your love and value. The lessons which you have chosen to undergo in this particular lifetime upon your earth have brought you here."--The Masters of Light. My guides talk about this time on our planet being one of great transformation and change. It is clear that the biggest lesson for each individual upon this earth at this time is to love themselves for in doing so much power will come to them. It is the love of themself that fuels their choices and fuels the changes and transformation of this earth from one wallowing in separation and control to one of unity and trust. My wish for you today is to see you and learn to look at yourself with love. Love to you, EstaRa

Day 93: At Last

Well, it is another beautiful day in Connecticut. I woke up this morning to my I-phone playing the song "At Last" by Celine Dion. It is really a beautiful song. I know it was from my beautiful twinflame's soul. I love it. Here it is for you to listen to.. I have been experiencing so much energy from my twinflame over the last couple of days...I feel him and the stuff he is going through. I have been having amazing experiences and seeing amazing visions. I hope to share them with you someday. I feel the time is growing nearer and the song helped me to realize that he has had a great deal of revelations today. I am sure you all like the short blog post today....don't worry my real wordy ones will be back soon. hahaha